#mei.txt

[swainssue]

[ 🐍 ] a little thought ⸺ victor gideon.

✦ . in the last few days i started to sketch ideas that i always have in mind (and that will serve as a background for the future analysis that i will do about him)

i have a specific thought about how victor became what he is.

the first point comes from his final dialogue with zeno. during that scene, a much more vulnerable part of victor is exposed. the conversation reaches a moment where this happens:

zeno: “we want a weapon.” victor: “instead, spencer gave us anarchy! i will carry his torch and bring his vision to life!”

this moment is extremely important because it openly reveals how victor sees himself: as someone who completely understands spencer and as the only person capable of continuing his legacy.

but the most interesting part comes right after:

zeno: “you? you and spencer were a means to an end.” victor: “yet he outwitted you all.” zeno: “spencer defied us and paid the price with his life. he was nothing.” victor: “you are nothing but an imitation.” zeno: “it’s over, victor. the connections are done with you.”

when zeno reduces both spencer and victor to nothing, it becomes visible how personally attacked victor feels. the explosive way he reacts by decapitating zeno exposes how deeply his own ego was wounded.

it makes me wonder:

what kind of wound does victor carry inside himself that made him react so violently?

my speculation is that, from a very young age, victor was seen as strange and ultimately disposable, even despite his brilliance and intelligence.

the way he coped with this rejection was by obsessively anchoring himself to an idea, in this case, the necessity of human evolution. as he says himself:

“do you believe in human evolution? i devoted my life to studying it. while you devoted your life… to failure.”

his aversion to being discarded became so intense that he dedicated his entire life to something he genuinely believed in.

beyond that, the way he views people unlike himself as beings devoted to failure makes it painfully obvious how much this mindset is rooted in trauma.

his mind created a logic capable of supporting the pain he carried inside. it is easier for him to see others as inferior than to confront his own wound.

the next aspect i will develop is how, although victor was very devoted to spencer, it is clear that spencer did not regard him in the same way. anyway, i feel very attracted to understanding doctor gideon more and more. ♡

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[skzcre]

YOU HAVE GOT TO BE KIDDING ME

[yanderememes]

tbh i am: GONE for yan!giorno. like, I already love him sm,, the idea of him being unconditionally in love w/ me in turn makes me mushy, ahaha. he just seems like a pretty easy to please yandere all things considered??? all i'm really gonna want is affirmations of love and the ability to be As Close And Affectionate As Possible (i will wrap myself around someone's neck to achieve cuddles or so help me god-). i just wanna cuddle the man really.

Join the club, anon!

I'm WEAK for yan!Giorno. Just the thought of him pining for you and being so desperate for your love got me acting tf up.

Giorno resembles a domestic relationship out of all the yanderes in Jojo. If darling is cooperative, then you'll get a seemingly normal relationship with him (minus the kidnapping and trapping lol).

Although I (and plenty of other jjba writers) say that Giorno would spoil darling with gifts cuz he's rich, I hc that his main love language isn't gift-giving. It's actually quality-time. He wants to spend every waking moment with darling. He's also touch-starved af but is quite awkward with physical affection but he knows he wants it.

Since he's so lovesick with darling, he'll make the first move to try and hold hands or initiate a hug, but very slowly to confirm that he has your consent. If darling cuddled him first, he'd die LOL.

[cosmiclix]

hi everyone! it’s been a long time.

i wanted to come back and (officially) announce that my account is closed. i will always love stray kids but i no longer have the passion to write like i used to. thank you for all the support you all have given my work. it will always mean so much to me. 🤍

everything i’ve posted will still be on this account, and if anyone is interested in adding me on other social media, please feel free to reach out! <3 i will come back to check this account periodically.

thanks again for everything. 🤍

love, mei

[poutybinz]

this kind of confirmed my own personal headcanon of soobin and taehyun both being the kind of boyfriends to hold your hand and play with your fingers absentmindedly while you’re doing whatever 🥺🥺

[ja3minz]

me, fully knowing gn!reader means gender neutral reader: ah. goodnight reader

[kwaniehae]

omg I just searched the hourlyhoshi tag and there's literally so many things to reblog 😭

[0106mei]

okay not to talk about castlevania again (big brainrot haha) but like,, THE NAMES OF THE GAMES ARE JUST SO COOL???

symphony of the night?? aria of sorrow?? HARMONY OF DESPAIR??? pls sign me up tell me where i can play these games RIGHT NOW