Jul 13
I've wanted one for a bit so I got a labubu at the mall a bit ago, I love it so much >u<
seen from Singapore
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I've wanted one for a bit so I got a labubu at the mall a bit ago, I love it so much >u<
a day in life of a depressed teen 𐙚𓏲⋆ ·
first time recording a miniblog
WARNING: really unaesthetic >⩊<
And so I wondered, is sex all men think about? Seriously, I was having a conversation with a potential partner and I asked as we smoked a J “have you learned anything interesting lately?,” I like to pick the brains of people Im talking to.
Looking at him, he says “how to have sex” I laughed honestly, because I wasn’t expecting him to say that. I don’t know why it made me feel  eerie in the moment, I suppose I was expecting an intellectual answer.
We sat in silence for 30 seconds as he grabbed me into a hug, I was sitting on his lap. I appreciate his long strong legs lol, tall men supremacy forever. Maybe Im being hypocritical because I told him that he should explore other people sexually because it didn’t feel right the first time we tired and I don’t feel like teaching a man how to use his dih hahaha. I guess the thought of him doing it with someone other than me is yucking me out, but my reaction is valid only because he’d lose his own mind if I expressed the same thing to him.
A thought
I had everything, I had everything a man can ask for, but I was miserable inside. I always was afraid of losing people, so much so that I always put them before anything else, in a fear that if I don't overdo for them, they'll leave me.
I never had a successful romantic relationship. People made mistakes, in response I did and the cycle never ended. I was always concerned about overbearing the other person, but it made me lose myself completely. Completely.
Those people I overdid, overloved for? They moved on easily. Like in seconds.
I kept everything inside me a lil too much in the fear of getting abandoned, that I eventually get anyways. I'm never doing that again. Either we are on the same page, or we come in together. But I am never gonna step down for someone who won't step up. I am happy now, alone. Maybe someday someone will hear my life story and they will understand for real, not fake it and then use my struggles against me and call it love and act victim. Many people around I have observed has villainized me already, people who don't even know me personally, without even hearing my side of the story. One person sleeps around, gives favors and turns lies into fabricated truth - and then claim they loved me.
Before hating on me, atleast know me. From MYSELF. Not someone else's depiction of me who's actions are clear, so are mine.
Just a sunday late evening thought.
a day w me ⋆𐙚₊˚⊹♡
I need help finding who made this miniature box. I think their username is the cursive but I'm not sure and I am terrible at using Google. Anyone have any ideas?
Mini blog (I won't do this again-) about some CRK screenshots I took yesterday 😔👊
For some context, I don't play since the past update so I had to basically wait almost an ENTIRE DAY to download the new stuff here- so I'm showing this I wanna just talk about it with no reason-
I bet if Lily watched The Secret of Nimh, she’d crash out.