unfoldingslowly replied to your post “i forgot that this happens when i’m in hk sometimes but occasionally...”
I had a feeling this would happen :(
mleliew replied to your post “i forgot that this happens when i’m in hk sometimes but occasionally...”
HAPPY THOUGHTS!!! YOU CAN DO IT (BUT ONLY IF YOU WANT TO)!!
normandy--actual replied to your post “i forgot that this happens when i’m in hk sometimes but occasionally...”
if you need access to things on the internet that you can't get to in HK jami and i would be happy to look stuff up for you
hlainel replied to your post “i forgot that this happens when i’m in hk sometimes but occasionally...”
I was so worried about all this exactly for you I wish I could whisk you away here in a blanket of fluffiness and comfort and safety :'(
probablyjoel replied to your post “i forgot that this happens when i’m in hk sometimes but occasionally...”
I feel you, Jaime. I feel you. ): If you want to talk about it, I'm all ears.
i do.. i love you guys and your support here and also not here and it's.. i should talk about things more because you all do make me feel better, i know i mostly sort of.. think about things and don't say them but communication is important right?? more.. telling people how i am feeling and less sitting in my room listening to taylor swift.
it's just that on here people talk about things and it feels very safe and then i go out into the real world and i'm sitting at a table waiting for people to arrive and suddenly "I HAVE AN ANNOUNCEMENT" someone says and then all the adults are hmming and going yes we heard about this hmm yes this person about to enter the door had a relative "in depression" (NO. you don't.. it's not.. it's a thing people HAVE.) they say, but it wasn't that that he died of, but yes he was a bit "like that", we just want to make you all aware of the situation.
is that how?? they talk about me before i enter rooms??
i feel VERY TENSE but i will have company my age soon so that i have a buffer between me and.. a large group of adults whom i love but cannot emotionally handle.
re: research stuff thank you so much jamian!! i did however figure out that i can't use google.com or google.com.hk because automatically reroute to the hk one while i'm here but the .co.uk one DOES NOT so i can still search with that when it goes down, i just can't get my email/chat to work on the spotty occasions but i have my phone so i can still.. talk to the peopleses. so i will be okay with the googling.
it does suck that now i'm not in the uk i can't use bbciplayer i loved that thing. free HD streaming of british bake off and doctor who FARE THEE WELL.