I’m just gonna be straight up delulu and say it’s him kissing Ryan
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I’m just gonna be straight up delulu and say it’s him kissing Ryan
It's embarrassing how long this took me to make. OUGH. Reference below the cut—
And he touched down on yet ANOTHER thing I wanted to write about!
ME TOO! Thats why I was writing a freaking fanfic! So many things I this video I’m like “OH MY IRENE HE’S TALKING ABOUT THE THING THAT I THOUGHT ABOUT AND SAID THIS IS AMAZING!”
And then it’s NOT bc it’s like when your presenting something in class but you have the same topic as somebody else so you get all these really cool facts or statictxs or comparisons that your sure no one else has thought of and then that somebody else goes first and don’t mention at ALL what you have in store, but before you can get to your presentation the teacher is like “yeah! Another thing you could have included was this thing” and then that thing was YOUR thing and then all your hopes and dreams are SHATTERED because you feel like you can’t include that anymore because then it will look like your copying which is NOT cool!!! EURGH!
so apparently i'm dissociating from The Events of today by
writing keero smut.
i didn't even NEED there to be in-depth smut in this chapter.
yet here i am, writing some anyway.
keero fandom, yer welcome.
oh ship discourse
tbh i remember a lot of ezlux fans being totally dickheads over canon when sg Ahri's team came out, but lc was just so much bigger and everyone was so happy to have new queer icons that it was easy to ignore them.
the sylux shippers I have encounter are THE comics lore accurate people or just the comphet cherry picking sylux for their homophobic rhetoric and to shit on lightcannon
sad thing is that a lot of people that aren't even ezlux or sylux shippers, I have seen a lot of timebomb shippers mention ezlux and sylux just to shit on lightcannon, come with homophobic arguments and really stupid “romantic” interactions and give this homophobic image to them
idk what in the hell timebomb fans are trying to do by sending spies to lightcannon spaces when every month they get exposed by their own community about racism, weird behavior, impersonation and even grooming in the shitty combo instead of curating their own spaces and is so funny to me that they always blow of and ratio someone to death if you dare to say that you don't like timebomb and not the people calling out their horrendous fans and how with a simple apology someone can return and even call lightcannon shippers out, hypocrisy at their finest
stay safe and enjoy lightcannon, really sad to know that they're a group of people coordinating attacks and invading lightcannon safe spaces and acting like a cult of lunatics over a ship
I question whether you can even really call people 'shippers' or 'fans' who make it their business to harass other shippers instead of, y'know, enjoying their own thing they're supposedly so invested in.
Most of the time (and this applies to the 'racist Lightcannons' who supposedly exist but only on twitter and tiktok and not in any of the actual LC community spaces where they'd be shown the curb at the first whisper of that shit. Every LC fan I've ever met loves Ekko to pieces and doesn't want him stuck in a tragic comphet abuse cycle with Jinx either) I've found that it's garden variety misogynists, racists and homophobes jumping into fandom discourse to bait shippers by pretending they gaf about the topic. They don't, they're just here to bait, and every fandom has them.
Sometimes it's angry teenagers with no impulse control who haven't been in fandom long enough to get the etiquette, sure. Sometimes it's false flag operations by particularly petty wankers from one side or another trying to make the other side look "problematic".
I'm just here to write my fanfic and I genuinely don't care, except to find the whole thing an annoying distraction from my enjoyment of fandom. I could not be bothered going back on Twitter because it'd just mean dealing with more of this dumbass shit on the daily and it's just not worth the expenditure of energy.
"I could be writing right now" is a phrase I say in my head whenever someone tries to draw me back into ship war bullshit. And then as a general rule, I shrug it off and go back to writing.
I recommend this tactic. It's very fruitful and contributes a lot to a healthy blood pressure.
Speaking of, I could be writing right now 😁
Yeah sex is cool and all but have you heard of here and there and gone again? Firefly juice on your skin? You’re glowing like an atom bomb, this natural thing that you’ve undone. Outgrew older sister’s clothes again, won’t admit you’re growing tall and thin. You’re like your body pulling at the seams, you’re not prepared for what the future brings.
Curse words and empty cups. Cracked blacktop curling up. Heatwave by midday. Heat lightning on a summer night. And I remember when you used to call, holed up in the closet in the hall. Scared you wouldn’t live to 45, the same age as your father when he died.
You’d say “we need to talk, sneak out, meet me on your block,” I’d sit by you silent on the curb. What to say when there is not a word?
Spell broke at daybreak. Light another candle on the cake. Cartwheel and a broken wrist. Skin scarred and sun kissed.
When you told me about your first time, the soccer player at the senior high, I felt my body crumple to the floor. Betrayal like I’d never felt before. I thought back to many years ago, a late night promise on the telephone. We’d build a house of twigs and vines, grow old together just to pass the time. Now there’s only past and present day. I can’t believe a word you say.
The future isn’t worth its weight in gold. The future is a benevolent black hole.
the jinx x reader tag: exists
me:
botober day 2. “skeleton with gearsattachments” eating an “Omlette” with his “roquefort dingo” in a “dark-green laser-shaped boat”