Guys, I’m so happy to finally say that my new book is out! 😭😭
The Art of Becoming has been living in my head and in my heart for a long time. Arthur and Johannes are characters I grew incredibly attached to. Writing their story was an, intense, sometimes tender process, and genuinely a joy! 💜
This is a book about healing, intimacy, and the slow, difficult work of learning how to let yourself be seen. About becoming, even when it’s scary.
I loved writing every part of this story (okay, some of those parts were a pain in the ass lol), and I truly hope you enjoy reading it as much as I enjoyed bringing these characters to life. Thank you to everyone who’s supported me, encouraged me, or simply listened to me ramble about this book along the way. 😅😂
The cover art was created by @ladylluan , who perfectly captured both my characters and the mood I wanted the cover to convey.
I’m proud to announce the release of Violet’s wonderful book, for which I had the pleasure of illustrating the cover.
Working with her on this beautiful project was a true joy and an exciting experience🥹🩷
'The Art of Becoming' by Violet Sallow is now available on Amazon✨
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Human moving down to hell with their demon partner in preparation for the demon going into heat?
Feel free to go silly if you wish lol.
(sorry for how long this took <3)
Archdemon bf x male!reader
Now, when your demon boyfriend told you that his heat was starting soon, you didn't really know what to expect. Honestly, you were kind of distracted with the idea of your boyfriend being a hot mess that you mindlessly agreed to so many different things without even thinking. Looking back at it, you couldn't remember much of what you agreed to other than... the biggest one.
That being that you suddenly found yourself in Hell. You half expected the fire to burn but for some reason, it ignored you as equally as it ignored your boyfriend. The demon whose lap you were currently using as a seat. Or more accurately, he preferred it when you sat on his lap. His red-skinned hand around your waist, keeping you steady while a triangular-tipped tail caressed past your back.
"All done now, cutie." You didn't realize just how much work your boyfriend had been ignoring in Hell by spending time with you. Though before your thoughts could go any further, the demon lifted you up with ease. Considering he was far taller and bigger than you, it went without a surprise that you weighed akin to a feather to him. Before long, he laid you out across a stone slab. "When does your heat begin?" You couldn't help but ask but a devilish smile was returned. "It already has."
You looked down, past the crimson toned physique of the infernal beast before you, your eyes landing on the loin cloth that was struggling to hide two scarlet cocks. Both heads peeking out, pre-cum dripping for their tips in excitement for the feast before them. Just the image alone of your boyfriend waiting to ravish you was enough to send a jolt through your own cock, that was equally tenting through your boxers.
That was the thing about an Infernal Heat. A demon could ignore it until lust was all that blinded them and from the smile your boyfriend was giving you - he couldn't contain it any longer.
A/N: This is based of the funniest one shot I’ve seen- I'm the Main character of a Harem Manga, but I'm Gay So Every Day Is Hell for Me… this first one will be a copy of it, but after that- more original stories for it… the idea was too good and it’s criminal that it’s a one shot…
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Hey I’m (Name)- or well, you are?… eh just listen to my inner monologue… anyways- I’m just an ordinary boy- from Japan- you might not be… but for this- you’re me and I’m saying you are. I got decent grades, I look ordinary, my family is well off… like couldn’t be better… but you see- I’m cursed- cursed to live like those harem protagonist… the issues? I’m gay.
There you were, knocked out with a girl on your chest, she having bumped into you and somehow ending up in this position, even with that terrible view of the skirt floating up a little, you remain unaffected as you just gave her a bored and bothered look- eyes even filled with a little disgust as she looked a little embarrassed. You just spoke. “Uhh, can you get off me? You’re heavy…” you asked, leaving the girl to comply and get up before running away, slightly embarrassed but a tiny giggle leaving her lips, a sigh leaving your lips… this was common for (Name), your life being filled with these sort of events…
As you finally arrived to school, you had just made it outside before some girl approached you…
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Lesson 1 - Tsunderes don’t work on gay guys.
She looked annoyed at you and quickly started speaking “You! Don’t you even look at the messages I sent you!” She yelled, her face red- likely with some anger and a blush. But… you never spoke to her before or even know her… how did she get your number.
“Uhh… sorry? I don’t even know you… but why were you messaging me?” You simply asked, causing her to look a little shocked and getting even more red before she started yapping again, pretending to be rude to hide her feelings.
“Ugh I j-just w-wanted to get to kn-know you better! It’s no-not like I like y-you or something!” She yelled… you just stood there, looking unbothered, that deadpan face- like you haven’t heard that so many times- so you just spoke back to her. “Uh… okay, I don’t really like you either” you said before turning your back, not seeing her facial expression, but from your experience and how curse you were- she was gonna speak to you like you didn’t just reject her- so many still do- and this was the third time she did this… it was just bothersome…
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Lesson 2 - Trying to gross them out.
There you were, sitting at your desk, the previous lesson ending, leading to a free period where you could just relax- trying to relax… trying because yet again, another random girl has approached you, her eyes sparkled with awe and wonder.
“(Name)-Kun! What are you gonna do on your day off?” She asked, while fiddling around with her hair, tucking it behind her ear- trying to act all cute.
Everytime I talk to a girl…. I try to make them hate me or be grossed out!
“Collect Caterpillar!” You exclaimed, a smile plastered on your face to convince her this is true… In reality you’re at home reading manga with hot dudes and finding more on the internet, playing games and such. “I’ll go to the graveyard and dig up the most moist patches to find them- I love how the wiggle and slither before gathering them- and touching those soft little bellies- I love the feeling between my fingers… but sometimes I mess up with the shovel and squish them… but their juices going everywhere is also fun…”
That’s it! Now hate me! Find me disgusting! Detest me woman!
But her face- it was shining and sparkling with awe- as if she was amazed and captivated by your words
What. The. Hell? Why is she making that ‘so awesome’ face- like I said “practice piano” and not “Collect Caterpillars”- are you even alright up there?!
“I like caterpillars too! Next time you’re free… can I come too?” She asked, still with amazed face. Oh… she isn’t alright up there…
“Nah, sorry, I got a funeral to go to next week.” You spoke, using the same excuse to avoid hanging out with these girls, sure- you’ve used it like… five times straight for five weeks- but another one can’t hurt.
“Eh?- but you had a funeral to go to last week too (Name)-Kun….” Now you show some concern- not when I was being creepy?!
“I’m actually cursed so my family members end up dying often… sorry.”
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Lesson 3 - Allergies.
There you were standing in the school’s hallway and just looking outside of the window- thinking about the hell you live in- maybe one day you can get out and live out your life with a hot dude. Probably won’t happen…. But it’s the thought that counts-
“My cat gave birth to kittens.” And there was your interruption, can’t even daydream in peace anymore. Aiko Takahashi… the ‘cutest’ girl in the school…
“Okay?… and?” Seems to have a crush on me.
“Would you like to… come to my room… and see them?” She asked while twiddling with her fingers- which somehow makes you even more annoyed- she was trying to act cute like in all those mangas- was this her actual attempt at being cute- or is your life just like those harem mangas so much that the rules and personalities are the same… it’s both…
“Sorry, but I hate cats, and I’m allergic to them.” You just spoke back- now this will keep you far away from her… you weren’t allergic to cats and were fine with them, but you will use any excuse to get away from her. “If I get near a cat, I throw up, and get diarrhoea, a headache, a light fever, and incontinence. It feels like I’m dying so I can’t.”
“Eh?!- th-that sounds like a Norovirus” smarter than she looks- so why can’t you get it through your thick skull that I’m not interested?!
“Guess it’s an allergy that’s basically a Norovirus- so I can’t be anywhere near cats or people that come in contact with them.” You spoke dryly, it should be so obvious it’s a lie- you’ve pet cats in public before…
“I see.. then there’s no helping it…” she spoke, sounding defeated.
I take it back- you’re as smart as you seem.
“Yep, now make like a tree and leaf-“ “HEY, (NAME)!” A Jew voice yelled from behind, leading you to turn around. A guy- one of you closest friends- and pretty much hottest dude here- Ren Tanaka.
“So… that cat at my house had kittens…. You’re free after school right? C’mon over and I’ll show them to you!” He spoke with a smile- your heart beating even faster.
“Ah, Tanaka-Kun…” That girl started. “Too bad! (Name) is allerg-“ before she could finish, your hand was on her mouth to shut her up- how dare she try to ruin this moment for you?!
“Sure thing. I…. Frigging’ love cats.” You spoke- now you can be alone with Ren.
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Why? Why? Why? Why? Why? - you ask yourself- sitting on the floor of his room, the table between you and him was one barrier- he was close to you anyways at the end on the table- but she had to come along too? Sitting right across you as well.
“Kyah! Your cats are super cute Tanaka-Kun! So adorable.” At least the cats were taking most of her attention from you… her voice was still annoying though- nothing like Tanaka’s…
“That’s Kotaro, and the other is Kojiro.” He spoke, at least he seemed happy- even with the annoying guest.
Why the hell did you come?! You would think though. Read the atmosphere… I don’t get how girls think! Read the atmosphere woman! Read it, read it!… no… I have to calm down, yes a girl was tagging along, but I’m in Tanaka’s room- there’s other events I can look forward to… right?
For example, the Oolong tea Tanaka put out. In your mind- there it was, the perfect set of events, Tanaka running out of tea, becoming so thirsty he takes a swig of yours- an indirect kiss… it’s perfect!
“Let me get a sip of your Oolong tea.” You we’re so distracted you didn’t even realise- you only saw a hand reaching out for your tea- HERE IT COMES!…
But it wasn’t Tanaka… it was the woman… she… she. “We just…” you muttered weakly, not even audible to anyone but yourself- it hurt so much.
“An indirect kiss.” She spoke back, the glass still close to her lips as she blushed, looking at you with so much love… it was awful.
I tried to round up all my LGBTQ+ stories I've shared here and on Patreon! Most of them are fxf monster romances, but there are a few mxm stories and some bi guys and gals in the mix too.
🌲 From my Ironridge Masterlist
[bear shifter] Willow - Your girlfriend takes you to Ironridge for a weekend getaway. Part 1 // Part 2 | fxf
[wolf-shifter] Oliver - You are worried about your friend so you visit him. | mxm
Patreon: [orc] Shelby - Your crush on Shelby gets more serious after she helps you in the store. Part 1 // Part 2 | fxf
🌃 From my Meriad Masterlist
[succubus] Irina - Your visit to Irina's shop takes a turn. | fxf
[orc] Tasha - You and Tasha work at the museum, and things happen between you two. | fxf
Patreon: [orc] Tasha +1 - You help your girlfriend to cool down.
🌜 From my Grimbrook Masterlist
[succubus] Nara - Your yoga session with Nara ends differently than you expected. | fxf
[succubus] Nara +1 - Nara goes with you to the bookstore.
[succubus] Nara + sleepover - Sleepover; pizza, face masks, bad movies.
[succubus] Nara + morning - Nara wakes up before you.
[shadow monster] Monster at midnight - The new bed your wife got came with something else. | mxm
Patreon: [harpy] Akna - You are drunk enough to try to talk with Akna. | fxf
[naga] Rova - Rova helps you relax when you go and visit Grimbrook's famous bar. | mxm
[vampire & minotaur] Eva & Boss - You clean up after your shift at the pub. | fxfxm
Patreon: [dragon] Aldris - You are a pretty plaything for the dragon and the others. | bit of fxf
[rakshasa] Stella - Your girlfriend works late, and you, well, you help her. | fxf
[monsters] A little help - You need help with your dragon. |fxmxmxm, bi males
🏰 From my Patreon Historical Masterlist
Patreon: [orc] Talia - You and Talia grow closer in the garden, away from the others. [sneak peek]
Patreon: [goblin] The secret of the palace + Inga - Inga knows where you spent the night and she wants to know everything.
How about an octavinelle reader doing work from behind the bar in the monstro lounge cause idias eating him out? I'm chill with transmasc and cis
Oh my God I'm so sorry it took this long. I'm finally getting back on track since I just got my internet back on.
Hidden (TWST NSFW)
Warnings: Public sex, slight exhibitionism, rimming, overstimulation
Word count: 559
Pairing: Idia Shroud x M!reader
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Y/N thought he was doing well all things considered. His legs were shaking, barely able to keep him up, but no one could see that from the other side of the counter. Well, unless they were tall and decided to lean over on the counter.
It was Y/N’s turn to work the bar of the lounge, and his normally shy boyfriend Idia decided he wanted to take advantage of this. He was behind the counter as well, nearly huddled between his lover’s legs as he ate his partner out. With how long they had been together and been doing this type of thing, Idia’s tongue was skilled and knew just where all his sweet spots were. And behind closed doors, the gamer definitely knew how to make his boyfriend weak in the legs.
"Are you alright there, Y/N?" Jade asked, walking closer. "You look like you're feeling unwell."
Y/N swore under his and nodded, hoping that Jade wouldn't get close enough to see Idia. He was definitely tall enough to.
"I'm okay," Y/N answered, biting his tongue a little too hard when he felt Idia's tongue swirl around him in just the way he liked. "Just a little tired. I can hold out a little longer." He cleared his throat to cover up a moan as Idia kept fucking him with his tongue. Holy shit, that little nerd was going to make him come undone in front of Jade!
Y/N's grip tightened on the counter, his legs shaking even more under Idia's ministrations, "So is there any way that I can help you, Jade? Or are you just worried about me?"
The merman grinned and shook his head, "Just the worried part. Just wanted to make sure you weren't sick or under… distress…" Jade's unsettling grin made Y/N's skin prickle. It was like… he knew more than he was letting on.. Did he know what was happening right now? He wasn't close enough to the counter to see anything of Idia so how did he?
With a bit of horror and a sick glee, Y/N realized that he was getting really close now with how much effort Idia was putting into pleasuring him. His knuckles turned white as his grip on the counter tightened even more. Oh dear, this would be bad…
At the last second, Azul called for Jade, and the eel thankfully looked away from the counter to see what the octo mer wanted, "Don't get into any trouble, little one~" Jade purred before walking away. With no one else currently around, Y/N was finally able to relax right before his orgasm crashed over him. His vision went white, and he bit into his fist to keep from screaming. That orgasm has been the most intense one he has ever had but once he recovered, he realized that Idia's tongue hadn't stopped. He whined and looked down at him.
The Ignihyde housewarden grinned at him sadistically, "Oh you're not done, love. I know you can give me more than one~" then he went back to eating his partner out as if Y/N was his favorite meal.
Y/N whined at the overstimulation, his hips rocking pathetically, not knowing if he wanted it to stop or if he wanted more. Tonight was going to be hard for him.
“Stop it you idiots.” Katsuki mumbled out, placing a hand over his mouth as he hid a grin, his eyes creasing slightly.
Mina opened up a sugar satchel, pouring the sugar into her drink before placing the paper on the side of the saucer. She picked up her spoon, subtly mixing her coffee, a giggle falling from her lips. “It’s pretty funny tho Kats..” she admitted.
Kirishima couldn’t help but snort, his arms resting over his stomach as he leaned over, trying his best to contain his laughter. “—-it’s just—aha” he took a breath, before he started to crack up laughing.
Y/N’s hands cupped around his mug as he took a sip of his hot drink. He glanced over at Kirishima, a small smile tugging at the corner of his lips as he admired his fiancé from across the table.
PRESENTLY~
Teeth gritted and eyes closed tightly. Y/N clenched the side of his body, his hand barely covering the gauging hole through his stomach, crimson red liquid squirting out of the wound as he took a few steps forward, falling to his knees weakly from the blood loss.
Sounds of explosions in the distance nearby became quiet, and the stench of burning debris became more prominent as the smoke started to slowly clear up, Y/N letting out a harsh cough as he crawled little by little.
Through the haze, Y/N witnessed a familiar figure barrelling through the chaos. Kirishima’s hair was matted with sweat and grime, his muscles screamed in protest as he deflected another powerful blow, his hardened skin absorbing the impact. He glanced around frantically, searching for any sign of Y/N. They had been fighting side by side moments ago, but the tide of the battle had separated them. The pit of dread grew in his stomach with each passing second.
“Y/N!” he bellowed, his voice barely audible over the roar of battle.
Kirishima's breath hitched when he caught a glimpse of Y/N’s hero costume, there he laid, on the ground, unmoving, pooled in his own blood. His heart dropped. “No…,no, no, no!”
Without hesitation, Kirishima rushed through the swarm of enemies, avoiding each blow, his hardened fists smashing each piece of debris that flew his way in desperation to reach his lover. “Y/N STAY WITH ME!” he yelled out.
Y/N’s eyes fluttered open, tilting his head to the side slightly, his vision blurred as he spotted the red head run towards him.
Just as Eijiro was about to reach his side, a massive piece of crumbled building was dislodged by one of the surrounding villains. It hurled towards him with terrifying speed. He barely had time to react before the debris slammed into him, sending him flying across the battlefield. He crushed into the ground with a sickening thud, his hardened skin cracking underneath from the immense force.
“Kirishima!” Y/N’s voice let out a strangled cry, his hand reaching out weakly for his fiancé.
As on impact, the building shattered, crushing Kirishima underneath in the process.
Across the battlefield, Sero and Denki fought their way towards their fallen friends. Sero’s tape wrapped around the legs of an enemy, yanking them off balance, while Denki released a wave of electricity that sent the other opponent spiralling.
“Hang on Y/N!” Sero shouted.
Kaminari reached where Kirishima was first, his hands crackling with his quirk still activated. “We need to get them out of here now!” he said urgently, his usual playful tone not present.
Y/N still on the ground, struggling to rise, his face pale and strained. “I need to see if he’s okay.” he croaked out, trying to push past the pain.
Sero quickly moved to Y/N’s side, his grip gentle but firm as he held him back. “You can’t Y/N.” he said, voice firm. “You’re too hurt, you need medical attention.”
“But Kirishima-” He protested, voice breaking.
Denki joined Sero, his expression serious. “We’ll get to him, but you need to stay here. We can’t risk losing both of you.”
Tears streamed down Y/N’s face as he struggled against them, his desperation evident. “Please let me go!”
Sero’s grip tightened. “We will bring him back Y/N, trust us.”
Y/N’s breaths came in ragged gasps, his vision swimming from the pain and blood loss. “I need…I need…to see–..him–” he muttered, his strength fading. His legs gave out underneath him, collapsing into Sero’s arms.
“Y/N!” Sero shrekied, gently lowering him onto the ground.
“Y/N, hang in there!” Kaminari mumbled, turning on his heel and rushed over to the crumbled building, immediately starting to search for Kirishima in a panic.
Y/N’s eyes fluttered, the world around him becoming a blur motion and a silence of sounds. He could barely make out the medics rushing towards him, their voices a distant echo. He felt himself slipping away, the pain receding into a cold numbness.
“Kirishima..” Y/N whispered weakly, his vision darkening. “I love you…”
