#my transformation

[thescallyfox]

The Rabbit Hole

Having more free time than ever before was great, I completed games I'd put off for ages got some CV's out and of course wanked slowly discovering more and more about what kind of things I was into.

It was around then I discovered corruption & transformation (TF) where my two favorite kinks appealing to my inner nerd. While browsing on FA I came across two standout content creators @Blazingcheeks who’s art I still very much get a kick out of...

and the other was @SpacePupSilver who really got me down this #GayScally rabbit hole I seriously couldn’t get enough of his kinky highly stylised art but it was his #Chav #TF stuff that I found the hottest & kept me cuming back but I struggled to understand why.

Why was so obsessed with a type of guy I’d never found hot or attractive before? One that I'd be intmidated to even go near and cross the street to avoid. Bit I just couldn’t get enough of the concept of taking a naive innocent guy and corrupting them into a rough lad but such things are only a work of fiction right?? you couldn’t actually do that IRL?

How naive I was LMAO

[andromedafairy]

A rush of new sensation flows over me, so open your eyes

[theloneookami]

I feel like I’ve changed these past few months because of the various things I’ve experienced. I’ve been working non stop, dealing with a lot of personal family things, and my own personal demons. It was definitely tough going through each of those things but now that everything seems to be calming down I can really feel all of my growth.

It’s like my brain is saying, “ damn man you really went though all of that and survived. Maybe you’re tougher than you thought”

I’m really starting to believe it too and that’s the craziest part of it all. I’m not the same person I was maybe 5 months ago. The change is tangible! I’m really falling in love with myself and who I’m becoming. What a profound feeling!

[natethelion]

The past three years I have been slowly working my way to look more gender neutral and I had no idea I was trans ftm.

These past couple of months, it really hit me. It was terrifying because I had already been struggling with my internalized homophobia being the L in lgbt. I feel that it prepared me as well. There is not a single experience being in this community that hasn’t made me stronger.

I’m slowly figuring out who I am and the more I do, the more comfortable I’m becoming in my own skin. I don’t feel like hiding away or trying to hide parts of my body. I am a constant work in progress but I’m finally headed in the right direction. I’m proud of myself.

[fitnessgeekandcoffeefreak]

2011 - 2017

It’s pretty amazing what you can accomplish in a few years!!! TAKE PICTURES OF YOURSELF AND KEEP THEM. Even if you hate them. Tuck them away and bust your butt each and every day. Eat well. Move your body. Nourish your soul. I so wish I hadn’t destroyed pictures of me at my highest weight. In the picture on the left I had already lost 40 pounds.

Now I’m down another 60!! 

You can do this! YOU CAN! Make choices every day that will help you reach your goals. There will be easy days and there will be days that are really hard. But, I’m telling you, it is SO worth it. 

[thescallyfox]

The Obsession

Furlough ended and I was back to the grind which was good cus I needed the money having moved out with my boyfriend and quickly building up a supply of gear as I explored my kinky side. My guy wasn't spared either as I got him harnesses, jocks and eventually into pup play after time. As hot as the gear was looking back I just didn't suit it being a complete dweeb at the time haha.

Seriously no kink gear in the world can make that look attractive *BOKE*.

My guy on the otherhand looked fantastic in his and I'm not afraid to admit I was jealous of that at the time.

Eventually I got out of that manufacturing job at a time where I gained a new appreciation for the rest of the blue-collars who were everywhere and caught me eyeing them up. Was arund this time I started getting my hair cut shorter and shorter and I looked a good deal better.

The new job was exclusively WFH which suited me like a fucking glove being the antisocial fuck I am. My mental health improved and I had more time to browse for more porn but got more and more curious about if there were cases of real world Scally TF so I searched for it into to see if anything came up and what I found changed me forever!

On Tumbr I found a goldmine of fictional ChavTF stories on various tumblrs and on one I saw that they mentioned an actual person as their inspiration this immediately caught my attention and I went to scrolled though their blogs reading their almost unreal stories of their journeys.

From unattractive meek gay nerds to some of the most attentive Chav guys one of these was afkstorm who I only recently rediscovered here on Twitter. But the one that stood out above all others...

[vigenere-txt]

im being haunted by the scent of cat piss is it me or is it in my bath #WHO KNOWS