Hi! Here's the playlist. I added more songs that have lyrics that I think also fit.
https://open.spotify.com/playlist/61B08HLuNACaL0mtTxGrvV?si=iZgiP_tHRuWeZOeilZXk8Q&pi=kNmKCrKHS_icT
Father figure -taylor swift "When I found you, you were young, wayward, lost in the cold Pulled up to you in the Jag', turned your rags into gold The he winding road leads to the château You remind me of a younger meI saw potential I'll be your father figureI drink that brown liquorI can make deals with the devil because my dick's bigger This love is pure profit Just step into my officeI dry your tears with my sleeve Leave it with meI protect the family" Her relationship with Noah-chan is basically that.
Cry baby – melanie Martinez "They call you cry baby, cry baby But you don't fucking care Cry baby, cry baby So you laugh through your tearsCry baby, cry baby 'Cause you don't fucking care Tears fall to the ground You just let them drown" it reminds me of that BITCH's phrase (I don't even like saying that slut's name because it might attract her), but it reminded me a lot of it.
The prophecy – taylor swift "A greater woman wouldn't beg But I looked to the sky and saidPlease I've been on my knees change the prophecy Don't want moneyJust someone who wants my company Let it once be me Who do I have to speak toAbout if they can redo the prophecy?" She feels very guilty about everything, and ends up distancing herself; when she distances herself, she feels alone.
Who's afraid of little old me –taylor swift "So tell me everything is not about me, but what if it is? Then say they didn't do it to hurt me, but what if they did? I wanna snarl and show you just how disturbed this has made me You wouldn't last an hour in the asylum where they raised me So all you kids can sneak into my house with all the cobwebs I'm always drunk on my own tears, isn't that what they all said? That I'll sue you if you step on my lawn That I'm fearsome, and I'm wretched and I'm wrong" And it's a song that she will clearly identify with in the future.
Right where you left me –taylor swift
"Help, I'm still at the restaurant still sitting in a corner I hauntCross-legged in the dim light They say, "What a sad sight"I, I stayed there Dust collected on my pinned-up hairI'm sure that you got a wife out thereKids and Christmas, but I'm unaware 'Cause I'm right whereI cause no harm, mind my business If our love died young, I can't bear witness And it's been so long But if you ever think you got it wrongI'm right where you left me You left me no, oh, you left me no You left me no choice but to stay here forever" it portrays the feeling of emotional paralysis, conveying the idea of being stuck in time and unable to keep up with the changes around you.
Na sua estante (on your bookshelf) – pitty "Just for today, I don't want to see you anymore Just for today, I won't take my dose of you I'm tired of crying over wounds that won't close They won't heal, no And this withdrawal will pass, eventually" And more or less how she felt about Nahoya. Andddd The beginning sounds like something a future Hanma would talk about.
"I see you making mistakes, and that's not a sin, Except when it makes someone else bleed I see you dreaming, that's scary Lost in a world I can't enter You're leaving my life And it seems like it's going to take a while If you don't know how to come back, at least send news You think I'm crazy But everything will fall into place I'm enjoying every second Before this turns into a tragedy"
Thinking about it, this song fits both of them haha
Déjá vu – pitty "No truth hurts me No reason corrodes me Even if I'm left only with desire, it doesn't hurt anymore No doctrine convinces me No answer satisfies me Not even boredom surprises me anymore But I feel alive With every rain shower That arrives wetting my body No suffering moves me No program distracts me I heard promises and that doesn't attract me And there's no reason for me to govern No law to guide me I'm exactly where I wanted to be" I think that this song is exactly her.
O último palco (the final stage ) – psikolera or just ordem paranormal. "Pain corrupts the depths of my eyes With guilt, I remember you and my bones tremble What wouldn't I do to change The last stage made you take it all away The world's mask will cover This emptiness that your absence will leave us with Burning everything around, with nothing escaping And there's no air left to breathe" She felt that way watching them die. I hope there's nothing wrong with that, this is my take on it.
Well, my dream was to study psychology, haha, I love analyzing people. I was rereading it, hence the delay. Not all the songs I included are there; the ones I found most interesting are there, along with the ones I mentioned in the first message.
A special mention to "go away," I think that would be the discussion of Smiley and Y/N, I think they're very cute.
@leogf
Done! It's been added to the new chapter and hopefully our lovely readers will enjoy this lovely playlist too! I'm in a lovely mood because I just thought of a lovely way to make this lovely last line of yours a reality in the story.
That's going to be chapter 41 for us hehe













