#narcassism

[local-yuri-isami-kinnie]

My narcissistic traits are low-key ruining my life, because why did I almost threaten suicide on one of my teachers?

[harvestheart]

Orwell 2017

[trailerparkk]

As someone who most likely has bpd with narcassistic traits, it’s so frustrating and upsetting to see other people with bpd demonize npd and narcassistic traits.

I literally can’t help having these traits, they stem from the same abuse the probable bpd stems from. I’m not an abuser, I’m more likely to be abused again if anything.

It’s hypocritical - since I knew we all hate it when people demonise bpd. So why demonise another misunderstood condition? It does nothing than hurt people who have already been through so much in life.

[local-yuri-isami-kinnie]

Whenever my friends talk about something that requires seeing things from other people's perspectives and caring about their feelings, I get reminded that I am inately self-centered and selfish.

My friends tries to pull the "are you thinking what I'm thinking?" move and in my mind I just go "no, unless you were also thinking about that what I said 5 minutes ago surely made you believe that I am so intelligent but also very humble. And if you're not convinced? Well, I just have to bring it up again because the second time you cannot be that dense to not see the obvious".

[thatonemouse]

Finding myself wondering

I've only been blogging my worst thoughts for a few days, but I'm curious how many of you have been getting yourself off to them.

How many of you have come across one of my posts, and either in glee or in shame, have used your hands or a toy or something else to push yourself over the edge thinking about me and the awful things I'm whispering in your ear.

Did it feel good? I bet it did. And some horrible words of mine were running through your mind as you finished. If you want to admit your sin, you can use my ask box as a confessional. Maybe even give you some penance - penance that will lead you right back to me, of course.

[sarcasticoctopi]

That feeling of being orphaned even though you're a fully grown adult with both parents still living is great.

[mental-space-x]

Appreciate the little things in life because one day you'll realise, they were the big things

https://themindsearcher.wordpress.com/?p=145

[mental-space-x]

Conversations with a narcassist If asked, most people couldn’t give an explanation or an example of a narcassist but if you’ve experienced one, the pattern is universal. If you google narcassism now you’ll find lists of character traits including: Monopolising a conversation (I.e not listening or taking in what the other is saying); Lack of empathy Superiority complex Lack of responsibility – usually manifesting in blaming or deflecting attention A fixation on appearance – when my abuser was arrested, the first thing he did was comb his hair! Need for attention and fear of abandonment Any of this sound familiar? If you’ve read my previous posts you will recognise some traits here. The lack of empathy with him dismissing everything I said, his monopolising the conversation by ignoring me, his fear of abandonment and superiority issues – he believes he is entitled to do what he wants with and to me because he is entirely blameless in his twisted world. In his mind he has treated me well and I have betrayed him by wanting to leave, he does not accept that belittling, ignoring, stalking, and harrassment are not acceptable forms of behaviour. In fact he defined coercive and controlling behaviour when he came to my work place and stated – and I quote ‘this will not stop until she does as she’s told’. I am sharing this here because there is very little more dangerous in this world than a narcassist, they are charming on the outside and can moderate their behaviour in front of others to ensure it is only ever you and him that experience the abuse, he can charm his way with officials and have them believing you are the one that needs help. To escape from a narcassist takes care and planning, if you can pack up and disappear from his life overnight, leaving no trace you’re incredibly lucky. However, like the rest of us, and in my case in particular where my narcassist and I are stuck in a remote location together with no police presence on the island, I could not escape... To read more, follow the link below: https://themindsearcher.wordpress.com/2022/12/15/conversations-with-a-narcassist/?preview=true #narcassist #narcassism #domesticabuse #mentalhealth https://www.instagram.com/p/CmL2N6GIYeO/?igshid=NGJjMDIxMWI=