Hi everyone, i will be going on another hiatus. I’m sorry to everyone who is disappointed and was looking forward to updates, they’ll come eventually but i’m not in a good mental spot right now and I just can’t take on the extra load. I just wanted to come on here to formally let you all know because you deserve to know.
I’m in a really bad spot in my life right now and I just cant do this. All i want is to make people happy but all i feel like i do is disappoint everyone. I push everyone who cares away. I isolate myself and take it all because thats how i was raised. I’m sorry to all of my mutuals, im a really shitty friend to have and im sorry for that. You deserve so much better than me. I’m so sorry.
I don’t know when i’ll come back. I’m sorry.
I wish i was stronger. I wish i didn’t let so many people down all of the time. I wish I could commit and follow through with updates like i’ve promised so many times. I’m so so sorry. I wish i was a better person.