Today is 50 days...
“If you always have a shallow perspective and pay attention only to trival things you are sure to get bogged down in all kinds of petty worries and concerns, and not be able to move forward. Even relatively minor hurdles or problems will seem insurmountable. But if you look at life from a broad viewpoint, you naturally spot the way to solve any problem you may confront. this is true when we consider our own personal problems as well as those of society and even the future of the entire world.” Daisaku Ikdea
I have 18 minutes to write you. Like Charley, the one who supports this love for you just said,”its her own deadline.” I live my life for you these days, everything has to be fit in at times. I am going to conclude the last half hour of my day with him but first, I now have 15minutes!!!
My loves, I want to thank you for giving me drive, In May when I was out with friends on a trip out of town, It HIT me out of nowhere but from somewhere that $40 is donated a day everyday for the next 2yrs (which started on May 1st, 2017)- I will have more than enough to send you to school, I chanted that the extra go to the flight to meet you, along with Charley because he is my #1 fan, especially when it comes to you.
Today, what I did towards the BOAT project, YOUR BOAT project is create this blog for you, I intend to write you everyday until 4.11.2019, when the deadline to raise $20,000 for your “educational boat” approaches. You will go to school, believe me you, I believe that everyone deserves student loans and I am determined to give you some!
I struggle with “self doubt” a lot, which you will too, it is apart of life that will rob you of life if you let it. I am in this moment having some about this blog, I should write more. Will you get anything out of this blog? Did I write okay? gosh, did I type too much? You will find this little voice in your head that always tries to manipulate you, I urge you to be friends with it, I have conversations with it sometimes, try it! I have eight minutes left and some of that is for a yoga picture I want to do for your Instagram every morning, so I have to turn off my little fingers, let go of the self doubt and know that I did the best today, for my life, towards your life. I love you so much boys and girls.
I am close to 5,0000 since May 1!!!
















