kun... he's so strong IDC IDCC. would be the perfect boyfriend so much to the point that whenever you needed something he was so willing to help, so you asking to open a jar was nothing out of the ordinary. would take a minute but would pop it open. would slip past you with a kiss on your temple and a squeeze on your hip. once you tell him he never believes it, he's like "ur so silly babe haha love you" and you have to convince him you gorilla glued that shit shut. is so shocked
ten... listen, he has a dancer bod and is v lean but i really don't think he'd open it LMAOOO is honestly so over it. would try once and be like "idk ask johnny or sum," i feel like you'd play so many pranks on him that he would start to catch on so soon. and i ALSO feel like he's on the internet a lot so he would be on guard 24/7. gets annoying whenever you genuinely want to prank him though ugh...
winwin... the smile he shoots you when you ask him if he could open the jar slowly fades the more and more he struggles. pouts and inspects the jar with curiosity, lol. would smack it with a spoon a couple times and it'd pop open! you tell him you glued it shut to prank him and he turns into an old man, "why though? did you have fun? did i give a good reaction? we can try again if you want... i wanna see if i can open it for real..." pouty
xiaojun... yall remember that video of him "cooking"... yeah.... he's a pretty clumsy but strong guy so him opening it wouldn't be a problem. but i think he would do it on accident? like wouldn't be trying, he's just a lucky type of clumsy if that makes sense LMAO. he pops it open so easily but would probably like... drop it, or spill some in the process of popping it open PFT. that or breaks?? the lid?? without even trying??? and you're sat there all shocked while his eyes get all doey and big and sparkly. insufferable pretty boy
hendery... so many faces. struggling an insane amount. don't believe he would ever pop it open BUT if he were to, it would 1000% spill all over his face and hands. is so upset LMAOO. "wha- wh... help.... me..." jokingly claims its your fault ugh. you're far too embarrassed to tell him the jar was glued shut, he's had enough embarrassment for one night. night ends in cuddles because he feels bad he spilled your pasta sauce so... success??
yangyang... oh my god so much screaming. squealing. struggling. he has his bangs tied up in that little apple hairstyle and he looks so silly trying his hardest to open the jar. will not let it go. i feel like he would pretend to smash it on the counter as a joke while he's laughing but it slips through his fingers and shatters OOP. wayv is full of clumsy boys jeez. unpopular opinion but i think he could open it with his mind or something that mf is insane. love him. you tell him you glued the jar shut and he thinks its the funniest thing in the world. prank couple muahaha
❀ JiHo and Kun prepare for and film their cover of ‘A Moment’ by RILEY
(Italics = Korean, normal = Chinese, bold = English)
“You’re here?” Kun diverts his gaze from his computer to JiHo who just entered the room. “Hmm. Oh the camera is here already.” She waves at the camera before closing the door of the medium sized studio behind her. Kun nods and motions her to sit on the stool next to him.
“It’s getting colder outside.” The girl whispers. She takes off her teddy coat revealing a comfy-looking oversized sweater and then sits down next to Kun. They don’t look at each other for a few seconds, the mood turning slightly awkward, but the tension gets cut as Kun let out a chuckle.
“Ah what do I do? This wasn’t a good idea.” JiHo shakes her head, but the older boy quickly reassures her. “Don’t worry. The fans will love it as well.”
As Kun sets up his keyboard and plays around with the settings for a bit, JiHo turns to the camera. “Hey everyone. This will be out after the cover, but I asked Kun to help me with a song I want to cover so today we’re practising together.” Kun nods and tells her he’s ready to get started.
They do a run through of the first verse and then Kun stops playing. “You’ve gotten a lot better!” He compliments her and she awkwardly thanks him. “I think you’re doing great, you just have to be a bit more confident. Your voice can be very powerful, but you keep it in a lot.” Kun continues to give her some advice and she nods along as she listens.
A 30 second sped up clip plays of the two just practising together. Afterwards Kun isn’t in the room anymore and JiHo just looks around a bit. “Kun-oppa’s studio looks pretty cool right? I’ve been here a lot recently to practise, but I think it still looks cool.” She’s talking to the camera, but before she can continue Kun enters the room with 2 plastic bags in his hands. “Food’s here!” JiHo looks at him with a big grin. “Oh I’m so hungry!” She groans dramatically causing the older boy to let out a small chuckle.
They sit down together and eat in mostly silence, but then JiHo looks up at Kun and stares for a few seconds. “Something wrong?” He asks still shoving food into his mouth. “Could you maybe sing a part with me? Like make it a proper duet instead of you just playing the piano?” She looks at him with hopeful eyes but he just laughs and shakes his head. “I can’t JiHo-ya.” “Ah~ Why?” She huffs like a smal child which makes Kun laugh even more. “Besides you’re already doing great, the fans have wanted to hear you sing for so long. You’ll be fine.”
The video cuts and now JiHo and Kun are walking into an empty theatre. JiHo’s eyes widen in awe as her gaze falls onto the small group of musicians. She waves at them eagerly before looking back at Kun who was following her. “I can’t believe how a small cover between the two of us became a whole production with professional string players.” She laughs but her voice reveals she’s a bit nervous. Kun pats her shoulder reassuringly while they approach the stage.
JiHo is sitting down on a chair in the middle of the stage. A make-up artist fixing her concealer. That’s when she notices the camera. “Hi!” She waves to the camera. “Today we’re filming our cover of ‘A moment’ by RILEY and even though I’m really nervous I’m also very excited. Kun is going to be playing the piano, and there’s a lovely group of professional musicians who will be playing violin and cello. My vocal coach is also here, who’s been helping me a lot as well.” She explains and then her eyes meet her make-up artist. “And of course we have my beautiful make-up artist unnie here who’s making sure I look pretty. Isn’t she doing great?” She sends a playful smirk towards the masked woman in front of her, who lightly slaps her leg. “Unnie why? The fans have to know the talented staff who make NCT look nice every time.” The older woman mumbles to the girl to ‘shut up’ before walking away and JiHo laughs at her embarrassed actions.
JiHo then stands up to show her outfit. She’s wearing black straight-legged pants, a red velvet crop top to match with her red lip tint and a short-sleeved blazer. Everything but the crop top being oversized, you almost can’t see her white sneakers under the length of the pants. “I know it’s a very fancy looking video with us being in a theatre and all, but together with the stylists we found an outfit which is very comfortable yet still fits the concept. It’s very my style.”
Kun appears from the girl’s left side and he looks at her with a fatherly smile. He’s wearing a black suit with a wine red button-up. “Look we’re matching.” JiHo points between them two excitedly. “Are you ready? We’re going to do a run through of the song.” Kun asks the younger one and she nods. They both turn to the camera and wave while saying goodbye.
There’s a little montage of how the video shoot goes down. JiHo is sat on her high chair in the middle of the stage, the musicians and Kun in front of her on the right side of the stage. Camera men walk around the stage. Even a camera which is mounted above the stage moves along the length of it to catch different shots. There’s moments where someone messes up, whether that be JiHo, Kun, the musicians or the camera men which cause everyone to laugh and start over. But at the end of the shoot the director screams out, “Cut!”
“That’s a wrap on everyone! You did a great job.” The director says once the cameras cut and everyone starts applauding. “Also give it up for JiHo! It’s her official debut as a vocalist!” JiHo’s vocal coach yells excitedly, her voice booms through the whole room. The girl laughs embarrassed as everyone is now looking at her and cheering her on. After a few seconds she bows to everyone and then towards the staff. “You’ve worked hard, thank you so much!”
Once everyone starts to pack up JiHo and Kun are gathered in front of the camera. “Today was a very fun day that we’ve waited on for a long time.” Kun starts off. “We’ve been practising for 3 weeks now since we also have NCT practises it’s been taking a little longer.” “But I’m thankful for all the staff and the musicians, and of course Kun ge-” She motions to Kun with her hands and he bows and says a quick ‘no problem’. “-for joining me for this cover. It’s my first time actually singing like this so I’m a bit nervous for Czennies’ response but I hope everyone likes it.” “Thank you everyone for watching!” They both say and wave the camera goodbye for the last time.
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Side Note: I don’t like being negative but I want to be honest so if you don’t want to read about it the post ends here and I wanna thank you for reading <3
For those who stayed, I just want to be honest and say that I feel like I’ve been stuck in a rut. It might be because of the weather or just the fact that I’m trying to post everyday, but I’m just insanely tired. I enjoy writing a lot and I want to write, but I feel that at this point I’m just pushing out posts that I’m not 100% happy about, just because I feel like I have to. I’m not even comparing the last 2 post I made with Explode and Resolve, but just my content in general, and I feel like these posts aren’t as good. This week I genuinely feel so lost with the direction I’m taking this blog and I feel like I’m sabotaging myself by posting so much and putting my expectations so high. I’m not asking for feedback, I just want to say that the feedback, the comments, everything that I’ve been getting (of which I don’t feel like I deserve any of) have been so heartwarming. For those who’ve read this far, and for those who continue to read my content, thank you from the bottom of my heart. I’m not going to stop posting, I just want to vent really and this little rant will most likely be deleted later. I’m going to start putting more thought in my posts, so that I can continue to provide you with posts you actually want to read and expected from me when you clicked on my blog, because I owe you guys at least that much. ilyasm <3
wayv - kun x fem. reader | fluff, boyfriend au, 200 words
Early morning light creeps through the small gap between the curtains, illuminating the tiny particles of dust dancing through the room. It’s too early to be awake, especially as you’ve only tumbled into bed when the moon had slowly begun to fade away again. You sigh as you turn around to snuggle deeper into the soft pillows, back now turned away from the morning sun. Kun, lying beside you under an almost ridiculous amount of blankets, mumbles something unintelligible before scooting closer to wrap both arms around your waist, pulling you to his broad chest again. He smells of sleep, and warmth, and home. Soft waves of light dyed hair fall into his face, painting it in gentle shadows. His lips are slightly parted, both eyes closed. His breathing is slow and steady, he’s still deeply lost in Morpheus’ realm. Your fingers begin to gently trace his high cheekbones, thumb brushing over his lower lip. He furrows his brow in his sleep, and you smile, leaving the softest of kisses on his collarbone before snuggling closer to him. Subconsciously, his arms tighten around you, and you relax into his embrace, basking in his warmth. Just seconds later, you’re deeply asleep again.
Pairings: Kun (boss who is the CEO) x female reader (appearance from Jaehyun and Renjun)
Genre: Angst, Fluff, Smut
Contains: Sex, jealousy, drinking
Word count: 5,492 *Sorry I didn’t proof read so if there’s a bunch of mistakes my bad haha*
General Plot: You were Kun’s assistant, he kept throwing mix signals to you like taking you to all his company parties and introducing you as his girlfriend, he takes you out to dinner and drinks with you. But in the office you’re just another employee, confusing your feelings. You end up forming strong feelings for him but always kept it to yourself as you didn’t want things to become awkward around the office. He then gets jealous when he sees you with one of the idols that is signed under his company. How will things turn out for you and Kun?
[7:00 AM] Your alarm went off to start your day. You got up to get ready for work. You put on your pencil skirt with your matching blazer and your white button down shirt. You felt cute but still looked sophisticated for work. You loved your job, you worked for a music company. Your coworker were super chill, you were all on the same page most of the time so there really was not too much drama there. Not to mention the pay was amazing! Also you had a boss anyone would dream of. He took care of his employees, always said family before work. He rarely ever got mad either. You had some time before you started work so you headed over to the coffee shop near the office.
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[8:00 am] 8 AM on the dot in comes walking in your boss Kun. He was NEVER late always on time not a minute before or a min after. As he passed your desk you stood up with your folder in your hand with the agenda for the day. Following him into his office.
Kun: do i have any meetings today?
y/n: yes you do sir. At 9:30 you have a meeting with the Dreamies’ manager to discuss final details about their concert in a few months. Then at 12:30 you have a zoom meeting with the reps from the China office on new rookies that just got signed. But other than that I just need you to sign a few of these papers and that’s it for us.
you walked over to his side of the desk standing next to him. You leaned over the desk placing the papers he needed to sign allowing him to get a whiff of your perfume. As he was signing the papers he spoke up.
Kun: you smell really nice today. Is that a new perfume, that doesn’t smell like the ones you usually wear.
Your heart couldn’t help but flutter at the compliment. He took notice that you’ve changed your perfume. You can feel your cheeks become a warm rosy color.
y/n: oh--ye-yeah. I got it yesterday.
Kun: it matches you well
y/n: thank you.
Kun: well off to my meetings, I shall see you later.
And off he went to his meetings. Working there always made your days go by so fast. As it was already 5 PM the normal time you would finish. But you decided to stay a little bit longer to finish up the final details of the Dreamies’ concert layout. You wanted to make sure it was perfect before giving it back to the manager to show the boys. You knew the office was empty, you sat at your desk with the only light coming from your computer. You realized it was already 7 PM.
y/n: oh my god...it’s 7 I better go.
You started to pack up your things turning off your computer. You were startled at the sound of someone calling your name.
Kun: y/n?
y/n: oh my god! you scared me!
Kun: oh my god I’m so sorry...
y/n: I thought the office was empty....it was my fault I let my guard down. What are you doing here so late sir?
Kun: i should be asking you the same question.
y/n: oh I wanted to make sure everything was perfect for the Dreamies’ concert so I stayed back.
Kun: ah I see. so um..
it got quiet and awkward. You were about to break the silence when he started talking first.
Kun: so did you eat yet?
y/n: oh no...I’m probably just going to pick up something from the convenience store.
Kun: am I not paying you good enough for you to eat a decent meal?
you stood there waving your hands while shaking your head “no”
y/n: oh my god oh no! you pay me well enough....too much I think. but I don’t really have time to cook at home, when I get home from work I clean and by the time I’m done I’m too lazy too cook.
Kun: let me take you out to dinner...
y/n: oh no sir please..I can’t
Kun: please let me..I think I’d sleep better if I knew you ate an actual warm meal.
you were still hesitant to accept the offer, but you knew if you didn’t accept it hell keep buggin you. But before you can answer a loud growling noise came from your stomach. He looked at your stomach letting out a little giggle.
Kun: ok great well you defiantly can’t say no! let’s go.
y/n: where we going?
Kun: one of my favorite bbq places.
you both left the office walking over to his car. He opened the door for you as you sat in his passenger seat. As he drove off the car ride wasn’t awkward at all, it was filled with laughter. You never seen this side of him, it made your heart flutter again.
y/n: where is this bbq place?
Kun: it’s near my apartment building.
As you guys got to the bbq restaurant he parked the car and walked over to your side of the door letting you out. You both walked through the doors of the restaurant as it was already filled with many people. The waiter escorts you both to the table near the back.
Waiter: ah hello again Kun, I see this time you aren’t alone..
Kun: oh--um yeah this is y/n.
As he sat down taking off his suit jacket to get more comfortable.
y/n: hello nice to meet you
Waiter: nice to meet you as well. Shall I bring your usual order but doubled?
Kun: yes please.
Waiter: ok I will be right back.
The waiter walks away leaving just the 2 of you at the table.
y/n: you come here often?
Kun: yeah...I always came here ever since I was a kid. My parents took me here all the time because I was always hungry.
you let out a little giggle at his words.
y/n: well you were just a kid, so you’re always hungry.
Your food came and he began cooking all the meat cutting it into little pieces and placing them on your plate.
Kun: eat a lot please
y/n: you should too.
As you both were eating you were conversing so much. You liked this side of him, it wasn’t about work or anything....just filled with laughs. He told you about some of his funny childhood memories as you did too. The waiter came to refill your waters and placing down a soju bottle.
Kun: oh I didn’t order this.
Waiter: boss said it’s on the house for his favorite customer.
Making eye contact with the manager and smiling as a thank you for the free drink.
Kun: would you like a drink?
y/n:...oh no...I’m really lightweight I don’t handle alcohol very well.
Kun: when was the last time you drank?
y/n: a few months ago when I found out my boyfriend cheated on me with my best friend...
Kun:...oh I’m sorry to hear.
y/n: it’s ok...things happen for a reason...I wouldn’t have found this job if that never happened, so I guess it’s a blessing in disguise.
Kun: Well I don’t want to pressure you into drinking, but maybe you should just have one drink
You thought about it, you were with company you enjoyed, and it was only one drink. Plus you didn’t work on weekends so it was fine for you to just relax.
Y/n: I guess one drink wouldn’t hurt.
Kun: don’t worry I can drive you home.
You took the shot as your face scrunched up tasting how strong the alcohol was. He couldn’t help but smile.
y/n:...what?
Kun: nothing....that was cute.
You both kept talking about random things as you took another drink...then another then another...feeling a very strong buzz. Letting out slurred words.
y/n: I like working for you sir...
kun: we aren’t at work y/n you can just call me Kun.
you let out a giggle...
y/n: haha--ku...kun...I like that name.
kun: are you ok y/n?
You both finished eating and was completely full. You stood up then stumbling with each step. Kun caught you..
Kun: woah..are ok y/n? Let’s get you out of here.
He had his arms around your waist throwing your hand over his shoulders. He puts you in his passenger seat. You had a real good buzz going. When he got into the driver seat he asked where you lived. But you were too drunk to even let out an address.
Kun: um...well I guess I can just take you back to my place.
He drove off going to his apartment. There was one thing you forgot to mention to him that when you drank you always were horny. When he was driving you kept glancing at him shifting your legs together. He looked so good with his sleeves rolled up, hair pushed back and driving with one hand. He looked over to you with a smile and let out a little giggle.
Kun: you weren’t kidding y/n...you really are lightweight. You only had like 4 shots.
y/n: mmhhmm...I told you.
You kept shifting your legs back and forth as you started to feel a pool pour between your legs. He took notice at how you kept shifting yourself.
Kun:...are you ok y/n? are you uncomfortable?
y/n: just a little.
You both finally arrived to his apartment building. He came over to your door helping you out of the car. He pulled you in holding you with his arm around your waist, allowing you to get a whiff of his cologned you loved. You felt yourself melt more down to your core.
Kun: ok we are almost there. little steps.
Only a few minutes passed but felt like forever. You are finally inside Kun’s apartment. He walks you over to the couch.
Kun: here stay here and I’ll get you some water.
Your buzz was still pretty strong but you were a little more coherent but still horny as hell. With him around you looking the way he is wasn’t helping. He hands you the water for you to drink. You sat there quietly as he sat next to you.
y/n: thanks...
Kun: you’re welcome.
You kept shifting your legs again and he took notice...
Kun: are you sure you’re ok?
y/n: can I use your bathroom.
Kun: oh--yeah it’s the 2nd door on the left. Did you need help getting there?
y/n: oh no I’ll be fine.
You were walking to the bathroom as you can feel the wetness on ur core. You arrived to the bathroom.
y/n: oh my god y/n what the fuck are you thinking? he’s your boss....you can’t think like that about him.
a few mins have gone by and you heard a knock on the door.
Kun: y/n are you ok?
y/n: oh-ye-yeah I’ll be right out.
you splashed some water on your face and opened the door with him standing there..before you knew it you jumped at him putting your lips on his. kissing him then realizing who you were kiss you pulled back.
y/n: oh-oh my god I’m so sor--
Before you finished apologizing his lips met yours again. This time the kissing was more passionate as he picked you up holding you up with your legs. He carried you to his room throwing you on his bed. He hovered over you kissing your neck, then your jaw and you felt his hang work his way up your skirt...In your mind you couldn’t believe this was happening. His touch felt so good, he took care of you. Took his time with you. You heard him whisper in your ear
Kun: if i knew you wanted me this bad I would’ve skipped dinner and went straight for dessert..
you let out a little moan as you felt his fingers rub your clit.
Kun: damn babe you’re so wet and I barely touched you...
y/n: i want you in me now..
Kun: mmm...and you’re so needy.
He pulls back pulling down your panties and he starts to undress himself..you felt yourself become more and more wet seeing him in front of you.
kun: like what you see hun?
you sat there biting your bottom lip staring at him.
Kun: with that look I take it as a yes.
He gets in between your legs again as he teases your clit by rubbing the tip of his cock on it. You moan at his touch..
y/n:...please Kun fuck me now.
He inserts his member into you as you both let out a loud moan of pleasure. It felt so good as he thrusted in and out.
Kun: damn y/n you’re so tight.
His thrusting got rougher and faster, feeling you clench around his cock made him quiver as he could feel his high approaching soon.
Kun: damn babe keep doing that and I’m gonna cum pretty soon...where do you want it?
y/n: i want you to cum inside me..
Kun: mmmhhmm oh yeah? are you gonna make a mess with our cum?
y/n: yes...I’m gonna cum soon...OH MY GOD---
before you knew it you reached your high the same time as his, as you felt his spurts hit your walls. Your back is arched and everything felt so good as you both finished your high. He rests himself on you as he gets soft with himself still in you letting some of your juices drip out. When he finally pulls out he heads over to the bathroom to grab a towel. Coming out with it wrapped around his waist. He sees you laying there still catching your breath from the sex. He lets out a smile bringing you a towel.
Kun: did you want to shower? I can give you some clothes.
You sat up on the bed using the sheets to cover yourself up as you started to turn red.
Kun: what’s wrong babe?
y/n: sorry that happened.
Kun: well I’m not..
you froze at his words....you honestly thought he’d be mad that you jumped at him. He was your boss. He walked over to you standing in between your legs as he pulls your chin up to look at him.
Kun: i’m not gonna lie sweetheart that was a surprised but I’d be lying if I told you I didn’t like it.
You slowly let out a smile show.
Kun: i just love your smile.
He places a kiss on your forehead and helps you up. handing you the towel.
Kun: Go shower babe and I’ll clean up here...you wanna spend the night?
You shyly shook your head yes as you left to go shower. When you came out wearing his hoodie and sweats he looked at you with a smile as his clothes were a little too big on you and you had sweater paws.
Kun: damn you’re so adorable.
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[8:00 am] You were woken up by the dim light of the sun rising. You flipped back over to see Kun still sound asleep with his arm wrapped around your waist. You kissed him on the forehead as he moved at the touch of you and waking up.
y/n: sorry I didn’t mean to wake you up....
As he mumbles making a clear view of you
Kun: wow..
y/n:...wh-what? I know I’m sorry I look scary in the morning!
He lets out a giggle
Kun: no you look so cute right now. Where are you going?
y/n: I have to head home and change.....
Kun: why you don’t work today...why don’t you just stay here with me?
and he pulls you back into bed with him kissing your neck. He got up into the kitchen and started gathering ingredients.
y/n: what are you doing?
Kun: I’m making us breakfast....
You sat there watching him cook, that was a whole new side of him you never saw. He looked so handsome cooking for you both, you ate and cleaned up the kitchen together. You got dressed and he took you back to your place.
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A few weeks gone by and you guys had so much lust between you two. You were always at his place, sex every time with him was amazing. He finishes and pulls out of you laying next to you both panting. Staring at the ceiling.
Kun: what are you doing tomorrow night?
y/n: nothing why?
Kun: I have this party to go to can you come with me?
y/n: like as in a date?
Kun: yeah why not? it’ll be fun.
Once you agreed to it you had no idea what to wear. You went shopping and found a black form fitting dress and some heels to go with it.
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[9:00 PM] It was the night of the party he came and picked you up. When you got in the car he sat there staring at you.
y/n: what? do I look funny?
Kun: no you look amazing....
You arrived at the party. Walking in with your arm linked around his. When you walked into the room it was filled with a lot of people. One of his colleges Jaehyun approached him reaching out for a handshake.
Jaehyun: hey man, long time no see...you never come to these things.
Kun: ah yeah I know.
Jaehyun: and who is this?
Kun: oh sorry! this is my girlfriend y/n.
You stood there frozen because did you hear him right? He said you were his girlfriend? You both fooled around a lot and went on dates but he never officially said you were a thing. To be honest you loved hearing it, as you smiled and reached for Jaehyun’s hand for a shake. You had fun at the party talking to his friends and he kept smiling at you seeing how much fun you had and his friends loved you.
After the party he took you home because you had to help out your sister with some stuff the next day. He kissed you on the cheek as he let you out of his car watching you walk into your apartment building to make sure you got there safely.
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[8:00 AM] Monday morning 8 AM on the dot, in comes Kun. As your daily routine is to follow him to his office. You closed the door behind him walking over to his desk as you leaned in for a kiss he interrupts you.
Kun: what’s my agenda for today?
you stood up backing away from his desk as you were embarrassed with the movement you just did.
y/n: oh um. yeah sorry you have a 10 AM with the Dreamies and their manager to finalize everything for their concert. And then a 12 PM you are having lunch with your dad. And a 2 PM meeting with the music engineer about the new music for Hyunjin’s comeback. Ryujin from Human Resources needs you to sign these papers as well and to email them back to her whenever you are done with them.
You leaned forward placing the papers on his desk. You backed up after placing them standing there awkwardly. He looks up at you..
Kun: is there something you needed?
y/n: oh um...no. I’ll see you later sir...
You turned your feet and headed towards the door. Your heart was racing, but not in the way it usually does when you were around him. It felt hurtful for some reason. Why was he being cold to you all of a sudden.
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[5:00 PM] it was time to clock out. you peaked inside Kun’s office to see him packing up his stuff. You quietly approached him.
y/n: hey....are you headed home?
Kun: no I’m meeting up with Jaehyun to have a few drinks...why?
y/n: oh...no nothing. well have fun..
He didn’t even say another word to you and just walked out of the office. You were extremely confused with his actions today. The passed few weeks you were all over each other, and on Friday at the party he even introduced you to his colleges as his girlfriend. So what happened? Did you do something wrong? Or was it just a fling and he wanted something new. It made you upset.
When you got home you laid on your bed wondering what you possibly could have done to make him be this cold to you. He told you how much his friends adored you, so it couldn’t have been something you’ve said to his friends. It bothered you the whole night not letting you get a good nights rest.
You never really got much sleep last night because you couldn’t stop thinking about Kun and his cold attitude towards you. You didn’t have time to get coffee so your tiredness really came in the clutch. Plus with the Dreamies’ concert coming up you had to help prepare so much stuff, so work piled up.
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[8:00 AM] Kun comes in as you quickly followed. You had your hair up in a messy ponytail as you didn’t have time to wash it, your blazer wasn’t on like it usually is and you had a really bad headache. When you got into Kun’s office he sat at his desk.
Kun: what meetings do--woah what’s wrong with you?
He looks at you up and down as he sees your messy hair and messy papers you were hugging.
y/n: sorry sir...I didn’t get much sleep last night.
You never gave him a reason why you had lack of sleep as you just began reading his agenda.
kun:...y/n go home....
y/n: excuse me sir?
kun: you don’t look like you’re in your right mind right now...go home and rest.
His words kind of hurt you as he never knew the real reason to why you had lack of sleep.
y/n: but sir i--
kun: GO!
you turned around and walked out of his office going to your desk. placing your head on your arms. whispering to yourself “what is going on?” but then came back to reality when you felt someone tap you on the shoulder making you jump up.
y/n: OH MY GOD! why is everyone scaring--oh Renjun HI!
Renjun was one of the Dreamie members but best friend’s with your little brother Yangyang.
Renjun: noona are you ok? you look like crap.
y/n: long story...what are you doing down here?
Renjun: oh yeah...manager hyung wanted to know if you finished the stage layout?
y/n: oh yeah its right here.
you scrambled your desk finding the folder with all the paper for the stage layout. You were talking and laughing with Renjun as you handed him the paper. You didn’t really get to see too much of Renjun as because he was preparing for their concert. So this lil moment felt good to talk to someone who wasn’t telling you what to do.
Renjun: Yangyang said he was gonna come over to our dorm to hangout later, you should come.
You looked behind you to see Kun in his office staring at his computer. You wanted to be with him, but the way he was acting it seemed like he didn’t want you around.
y/n: oh sure yeah I’ll come stop by for a little bit. because apparently I now have the rest of the day off...
Renjun smiled and gave. you a hug as he went back to practice. What you didn’t know was Kun was really watching you both at the same time making him mad. He made eye contact with you for a brief second as he stared back at his computer.
As you were packing up your things you hear Kun yell for you from his office. So you quickly walked over. Walking in slowly with your head slightly down.
y/n: ye--yes sir?
Kun: I need you to look over these lyrics to make sure they sound right.
y/n: but-sir you told me to go home.
kun: well now I’m telling you to do this.
You just couldn’t understand what his problem was but you knew you couldn’t yell at him as he was your boss. You held in your tongue and did what you were told. When you were at your desk your phone buzzed.
{7:30 PM From: My Lil’ Yangyang} - Noona where are you? Renjun said you was gonna come over their dorm and hang out. He said you had the rest of the day off?
{7:32 PM To: My Lil’ Yangyang} - yeah I did, but the boss need me to do something last min. I’m sorry I’ll try to make it over there as soon as possible.
You looked over the lyrics as you were told to. You slowly were dozing off as it was already 10 PM. Kun quietly walked over to you seeing you sleep so peacefully resting your head on your hand. Slowly rocking your head trying to stay balanced. He couldn’t help but smile and giggle. As you fell off your hand waking up, seeing Kun standing in front of your desk. You jump up.
y/n: oh my god I’m sorry sir...I just--
Kun: if you’re done with looking over the lyrics you can go now.
He smiled at you then giggled again.
y/n: why are you laughing?
He then pointed to your hair as you felt a post it note stuck to it. You pull it out and throw it in the trash. Your phone lit up from a phone call from Renjun. Kun’s smile went away instantly at the sight of the caller ID “My lil Renjunie”
Kun: you gonna answer that?
y/n: oh- um..yeah.
You pick up the phone.
y/n: hey Renjunnie...sorry I’m not able to make it right now to the dorms...
Renjun: are you coming over? your brother is drunk again.
y/n: oh my god not again.
You saw Kun walk back to his office without saying a word, but somehow his figure looked upset.
y/n: hey Renjun let me call you back. If anything happens just leave him there and I’ll come grab him after.
You hung up the phone and walked over to the office. It’s already 10:30 PM at night and you wanted to go home. But when you got to Kun’s office he had papers scattered all over his desk. You then slowly approach him.
y/n: sir...are you not going home?
kun:...no. I have a lot of work to do. Don’t you have somewhere to be?
y/n: no...
Kun: then who was that?
y/n: oh that was Renjun, one of the Dreamie members
Kun: well you seem pretty close with him then.
You could feel his coldness attitude come out as you stood there.
y/n: well yeah he’s my little brother’s best friend. He’s like my little brother too...I told you that before.
A small smile started to form on his face...but you couldn’t see because his head was facing the papers.
Kun: ah I see.
y/n:...well..um. I’m gonna head out sir...Have a goodnight.
As you slowly started to walk out he spoke.
Kun: did you want to get something to eat?
You were confused as his attitude changed AGAIN. Now he’s being nice to you again.
y/n: huh?
Kun: did you want to get something to eat?
You couldn’t help but scratch the back of your head as you were extremely confused. This week he’s been cold to you and now he wants to have dinner with you. You couldn’t take it anymore you had to say what you were feeling.
y/n: sir I don’t know what I did wrong to you, and what ever it was I’m sorry. Last week when we were at the party you introduced me as your girlfriend, I’m not gonna lie that felt great. And I had a lot of fun with you over these passed few weeks, they were great. But what I don’t understand is why were you suddenly cold towards me, did I do something wrong? And now you’re being nice to me again buying me dinner.
It got quiet after you spoke your words. Hoping he would tell you what’s going on. You weren’t sure if you wanted to just leave or stand there until he said something. After a few minutes he finally spoke up.
Kun: I like you a lot y/n. The passed few weeks were amazing for me too.
y/n: then what happened?
Kun: When I introduced you as my girlfriend it just came out. I know I didn’t ask you officially to be my girlfriend, but I had so much fun with you that it just naturally came out. I wasn’t even sure if you felt the same way, and you only agreed to it so you I wouldn’t be embarrassed. Then when I saw you with Renjun I thought you guys had a thing.
y/n: eww oh my god Renjun is like my little brother....
Kun: I know that now....
y/n: but why were you so cold to me after....
Kun: I didn’t want you to think you had to be my girlfriend all the time. I didn’t know if you felt the same way as I did...that’s why I was being so cold to you. But it really hurt me to do that to you, because I could see the sadness in your eyes...and I knew your lack of sleep was because of me. And I’m sorry for that, I’m sorry for not just telling you how I felt.
You walked over to him grabbing his hands as he stared at the floor. You tilted your head to look at him.
y/n: I thought you knew how I felt about you the first night you brought me to your place. I knew I was drunk but my feelings were real. You are an amazing person Kun, at work and even more outside of work. That day you introduced me to your friends as your girlfriend, my heart fluttered so much. I felt so much warmth. I started to have feelings for you when you noticed the small things I’ve done. To my new hair, how I had little accessories in my hair up to the knowing the new perfume I bought. My ex wouldn’t even bat and eye....You made me feel like I was someone.
He pulled you into his arms squeezing you tight as you stood between his legs. Kun reached up to give you a kiss, his soft lips you loved so much. Your heart fluttered again with him holding you in his arms. He could feel your heartbeat against his chest. He smiled and pulled you in for a kiss again. When you both pulled away you can see expression become dark and hungry for something. He whispers in your ear...
Kun: wanna do it in my office baby?
Before you could nod “yes” his hand was already working his way up your thigh, making you release a moan. As you lean into his ear...
y/n: I’m already wet for you babe.
He then forcibly picks you up placing you on his desk as he starts to unbuckle his pants then pulling it down to let his hard member release. Pulling your panties to the side as he enters you without any prep.
y/n: oh yes...Kun right there...oh my god.
Kun: oh you feel so damn good. I’m glad I can fuck this any time..
y/n: anytime any where baby. I’m all yours.
Thrusting himself in and out of you felt so good. Sweat dripping down from the both of you
Kun: baby I’m gonna make a mess in you like always...
Kissing your neck giving it little bit marks to show you belong to someone.
y/n: yes babe please...fill me up plea---OH MY GO BABY I’M GONNA CUM!
Kun: cum for me baby, I’m about to cum--oh my god!
you both reach our high for the first time in awhile since you officially became an item. He stays in you for a little bit before pulling out. Kun looks at you wiping away the sweat from your forehead and his. Placing a kiss right on your nose then forehead as he finally pulls out. Cleaning you both up with the tissues he had on his desk. You both got dressed. When you bent down to pick up your top you felt him wrap his arms around you. Turning you around to face him.
Kun: that was hot baby...
y/n: mmhmm...
He pulled you back in for a hug as you hugged him back, you can feel and hear his heart beat fast against your ear.
Kun: wanna get food?
y/n: bbq?
Kun: that sounds perfect...let’s go
y/n: um...Kun?
Kun: yes baby?
y/n: can I get dressed first?
you both let out a giggle as he hands you your top to put back on. Placing one last kiss on your forehead and then on your nose. You then both went to the bbq place near Kun’s house as it was now your favorite place to go with him.
tonight was one of those special occasions when your boyfriend kun was able to spend his evening with you. you both missed this a lot since he’s always working so hard with wayv. so you decided that tonight would be a “date night”, you would both cook and drink wine and light candles and make it as romantic as possible.
in theory it was a good idea but due to the fact that you’re the self acclaimed “worst cook in the world” is definitely not a good sign. you really did try to help but after 20 minutes and three potatoes peeled you decide that you should probably just stick to setting the table, lighting the candles and pouring the wine.
so that’s what you did. there are two plates set across from each other and a single candle between them that you bought the week before because it was supposed to smell like rose. the wine glasses you took out of the cupboard are in front of you on the counter next to the stove where kun is currently frying some beef and completing the dinner.
you open the bottle of wine he had bought earlier and pour what you hope is the same amount into each glass, passing one of the glasses to him and hopping up onto the counter.
you both sip the wine talking about your day as he finishes up cooking. you’re so engaged in his talking and the whole scene before you is just so domestic and comfortable that it only seemed fitting for him to be stealing kisses from you since you both had started cooking and now that he was done he switches the stove off and moves to stand between your legs.
“i’m really glad you’re here with me. we should have dinner more often” he rests his forehead against yours.
“yeah, I could definitely get used to this” you smile pressing a gentle kiss to his lips.
Kun is like a still, peaceful weekend morning. He is visiting a book store across the street, a shy, dimpled smile, warm tea drunk after a freezing winter walk. He is secrets whispered in the dark, homemade dinner after a particularly long day, cardigans scented amber on a lazy afternoon. Kun is lullabies sung on sleepless nights, a reassuring hand pressed against your bare stomach. He is a steady gaze on your lips, confused head scratches and hair ruffles. He is magic tricks shared at dusk and an endlessly deep, loving kiss that stops a gasp of surprise from leaving your lips yet again.
[20:25] kun wanting to watch all his favourite movies with you and settling down on the couch with you with blankets and popcorn, holding you close while you enjoy one movie after another.
