[10:30 PM] “you always do this Lee Jeno!” your boyfriend Jeno always makes these promises that he never keeps. “You told me you weren’t gonna go out with your friends this week so you could spend it with me.” you say with tears falling from your eyes. He had promised he was going to stay in this evening and watch a movie you both wanted to see together. “Sorry y/n but Chenle is having a house warming party, what am I gonna tell him? I already told him I’d be there.” you were tired of him making these promises he never keeps.
“I’ll be back in a couple of hours...I promise” you shook your head because there he goes again...making promises you know he will never keep. He slowly walked over to you to give you a hug and kiss but you turned away and you didn’t say a single word after that as you left the room slamming the door behind you. You’re in your room sobbing as you were sitting there alone once again, you were trying your best not to be so selfish about him choosing his friends over you, but this was one of many times he’s said he would spend time with you but never does.
“I promise I’ll keep you safe and will never hurt you” was the very first promise he’s ever given to you...and was the first promise he has broken. But you didn’t want to let go and give him another chance....then another then another. You couldn’t take the hurt anymore, he has not kept one promise he’s ever made. You took the choice to finally let go of Jeno. While he was at his friend’s party you grabbed all of your things stuffing it into your suitcase. You asked a friend if you could stay with her and she knew you made a hard decision to let go of him. Leaving nothing behind but a note.
-Jeno,
I may sound selfish for wanting to spend some time with my boyfriend. You haven’t kept one promise that you’ve made to me, and I can’t take this pain anymore. I can promise you this....I always loved you with all of my heart, and I hope whoever you end up with I wish you all happiness. Just don’t make promises you know you can’t keep....goodbye Lee Jeno.
- y/n
and just like that you let go leaving nothing behind but a piece of paper....
Contains: unprotected sex *please use protection*, oral sex, finger sex, swearing
Word count: 3,246
when you see words in italics it means their thoughts or what they were dreaming
Summary: You’ve been roommates with Haechan for almost 6 months and you’ve been having wet dreams about him constantly. Then ended up having really strong feelings for him. He takes notice and does something about it.
You and Haechan have been roommates for almost 6 months now. He was the only guy you trusted with everything. When your old roommate had to move out because they gotten a job offer in a different state Haechan stepped in to be your roommate. You’ve been friends for so long so you had no problem agreeing to him moving in. It was better than having a stranger live in the apartment with you.
It’s 8 AM you were always the first to get up since you had a 9a-5p job so you were use to waking up early. You made breakfast for just yourself seeing how Haechan always finishes work late and sleeps in like passed noon, so you never really made more than what you would eat. As you were leaning over the kitchen counter in your silk robe while scrolling through your phone you were startled to hear a voice come from the hallway. It was Haechan. Walking towards the kitchen while half asleep and rubbing his eyes.
Haechan: morning y/n.
y/n: oh my god, Hyuck you scared me!
Haechan: oh sorry, I didn’t mean to.
y/n: you’re up really early....
Haechan: I know, I have a photoshoot today at 10.
y/n: ah ok...would you like me to make you something? I made a bagel sandwich...I can make you another one.
Haechan: oh no it’s ok...that’s too much trouble for you.
y/n: Haechan....if it was trouble for me I wouldn’t have asked....
He let out a soft giggle as he took up on your offer. You were standing in the kitchen getting everything made for him. When you turned around you saw him staring at you.
y/n:...what? do I have something on my face?
Haechan:...no...but um I can see through your robe.
You had totally forgot you were still in your robe, because you weren’t use to him being up this early. By the time he usually wakes up you’re dressed. You turned a shade of pink while turning around really fast.
y/n:...sorry...
Haechan: why you all shy...we are roommates....and you’re cute.
As he took a bite and walking back to his room with his sandwich to get ready.
Haechan: thanks for the food y/n!
y/n: ...oh um you’re welcome.
You stood there frozen by his words “you’re cute” you felt heat form on your cheeks and felt your heart flutter. You snapped yourself back into reality realizing you still had to get ready for work.
You were finally at work, it was really slow day at the cafe you worked at. You couldn’t really concentrate at work because of what happened earlier that morning. Then you were brought back to reality when you’re coworker and friend Joy. Waving her hand in front of your face.
Joy: hello!!! y/n! Earth to y/n!!!
y/n: oh...oh um sorry.
Joy: oh my god were you day dreamin again?!
y/n: sorry it’s slow today what else can I do?
Joy: who is it this time?
y/n: Haechan...
Joy: YOU’RE ROOMMATE HAECHAN?!
y/n: oh my god can you be ANY louder?
Joy: sorry..but ok what happened?
You proceeded to tell her the little incident that happened earlier.
Joy: oh my god....so you flashed him a little. not a big deal...not like you like him or anything..
You stood there quietly not saying a word...she put 2 and 2 together..
Joy: oh wow...do you really like him?
y/n: honestly, I don’t really know....I mean when I’m around him I get all shy and my heart starts to beat really fast....we’ve been friends since we were freshmen in high school. But I don’t know lately I’ve been seeing him differently.
Joy: oh god...yeah y/n you really like him.
Your day at work finally finished. When you got home Haechan still hasn’t gotten back from his photoshoot. So you had the place to yourself for the time being. You showered, ate ramen, then caught up on some of your Law of the Jungle episodes. Before you knew it you looked at the clock and it was already 11:30 pm. Haechan still hasn’t come home. You were too tired to wait up for him, so you changed into your sleeping clothes.
When your eyes dozed off you started to dream away.
Haechan: y/n can you come here a second and blow in my eye.
y/n: why do you have something inside of it?
Haechan: yes I can’t get it out can you help me.
you walk over to him to lean foward to take a look in his eye.
y/n: oh I think I see it.
you slightly blow in his eye.
y/n: is it out?
Haechan: no I can still feel it, can you just sit closer.
Without realizing it, you’re straddling over Haechan’s lap. You slightly blow in his eye getting rid of the debris from his eye.
y/n: better?
Haechan:..yeah.
you make eye contact with him, forgetting you were still straddling over him. you were in still in your short sleeping shorts. When you attempted to get up he stops you holding you by your waist.
y/n: wha-what are you doing Hyuck?
Haechan: were you always this sexy?
You then felt him shift himself to get a more comfortable angle. That’s when you felt his bulge under you. And you felt yourself become really hot and a slow wetness started to form.
y/n: what---
Haechan: i know you can feel it y/n.
y/n: fe--feel what?
you knew exactly what he was talking about. You then felt his hips roll forward as you let out a small whimper.
Haechan: see you do feel it...what are you gonna do about it now.
He then slips his hand in your shorts feeling how hot and wet you are.
Haechan: hmm...seems like you want something baby.
His lips then met yours and he pulls back kissing your jawline. You let your head fall back as he could get more access to your neck.
Haechan: damn baby i’ve been wanting to do this for a long time now.
He pushes you off laying you down on the couch as he tugs at your shorts giving you the sign to take them off.
Haechan: may i? unless you don’t want to.
y/n: mmm...please Hyuck..I want you.
Haechan: damn y/n....
He then pulls everything off leaving your exposed glistening clit to him. His hunger for you got stronger as he licked the bottom of his lip.
Haechan: i’m so hungry for this beautiful clit...
y/n: please Hyuck....I want you.
He begins to eat you out...he took his time with you.
You shot up from your bed....
y/n: oh...my. god....
you looked down at your shorts as you see a wet spot that had formed on your panties. You just had a wet dream about your roommate. It was 1 AM. Hyuck heard you make a noise and came running to your room.
Haechan: are you ok? I heard a noise.
you quickly covered your bottom half with your blanket so he wouldn’t see what he did to you in your dream.
y/n: oh...um no I’m fine...I just um...I have to use the bathroom.
you jetted out from your bed heading straight to the bathroom. hoping he doesn’t see what formed between your legs. The next morning you ended up leaving even earlier as you hope you didn’t cross paths with him. When you got to work Joy got there a lil before you.
Joy: woah what’s with you? you look like a hot mess.
y/n: I’m going crazy....
Joy: what happened now?
y/n: I had a wet dream about Hyuck last night....
Joy busts out laughing at the words you told her.
y/n: IT’S NOT FUNNY!
Joy: ok ok i’m sorry. but oh my god really?! You should tell him maybe he’ll make it into a reality.
y/n: oh. my god Joy! Why. do I even tell you things.
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The passed few nights you kept having wet dreams about Haechan over and over. It drove you insane. So bad you had to fix your hunger for Haechan by yourself. When he was in the other room you always made sure to not make too loud of moaning noises so he wouldn’t hear you. It would be easier to just tell him to come fuck you but he was your friend and your roommate. You can’t just say to him “come fuck me please” it would make things so awkward for him. It wasn’t only lust that you wanted from him, you wanted to let him know you liked him so much. After you finished your business, you came out of your room with Haechan standing in the doorway.
y/n: oh my god! why you standing there?
Haechan: are you ok? you’ve been acting weird lately...
y/n: oh--I’m-I’m fine...
Haechan: how come your door was locked? you never lock your doors....do you not trust me now?
y/n: I was ---- changing.
Haechan: y/n we’ve been roommates for 6 months now...have I ever walked in on you while you were changing?
y/n:....no
Haechan: well...ok if you don’t want to talk about it, I won’t force you to. I’m going to make ramen want some?
you nodded your head yes. You went to shower and by the time you came out the ramen was ready.
y/n: thanks Hyuck...
Haechan: mmhmm...If you want more I can make you more.
You both sat in the living room eating the ramen and enjoying each other’s company. You’d glance at him once in awhile with a little smile. He’d notice...while still looking at the tv.
Haechan: y/n I know you think I’m handsome...would you like me to take a picture for you?
y/n: oh my god...
Haechan: well you keep staring at me.
y/n: why I can’t stare? you do it to me all the time.
Haechan:...ok true....I can’t help it you’re too adorable.
You felt your cheeks turn red. And you shot up.
y/n: um..I’m gonna--gonna go to bed...night.
You then ran off to your bed as you shut your door. You didn’t realize you didn’t close it good leaving the door cracked open. You ended up dreaming about Haechan once again. This time Hyuck finally found out as he was passing by your room hearing you talk in your sleep.
y/n: mmm oh my god Hyuck right there...please don’t stop
he stood in the door way hearing you call out his name
Haechan: is she dreaming about me?
He pushed the door open a little more. He wasn’t sure if you were sleeping so when he got closer he noticed you kept shifting yourself in your bed.
y/n: Haechan..you feel so good. Please cum inside me...
His eyes widen at the sound of you.
Haechan: oh damn...that’s hot.
He thought to himself should he touch you? But he stopped himself as he wasn’t sure if you’d be embarrassed that you were dreaming about him. The next morning came and he was already dressed and making breakfast. You slowly came out of your room.
y/n: what’s---this?
Haechan: breakfast what does it look like?
You looked up and down at him, he looked so good today. He was wearing his black ripped jeans, a nice white button down tucked in the front.
y/n: you--you look really good today.
Haechan: as to any other day...
He lets out a little before sitting you down so you both can eat together.
y/n: do you have another photoshoot today?
Haechan: yeah for elle korea. Want me to take you to work today?
You were a little confused...why was he so giddy today. But you took him up on that offer. He took you to work, you kept glancing at him. You just couldn’t take your eyes off of him. Especially after all those wet dreams you’ve been constantly having of him. When he arrived at your work, you got snapped back into reality when you felt him put his hand on your thigh. You slightly flinched at the touch of him
Haechan: oh sorry, haha you were like staring into space. but you’re here...did you want me to pick you up too? I should be done by 5.
y/n: oh no it’s ok, it’s a short day for me so I finish at 3 today. I’ll just see you at home...thanks for the ride.
Then off he left. Your heart fluttered so much as how well he’s been treating you lately. You didn’t hate it, you sometimes wish you’d just tell him how you felt. But you kept telling yourself it will make things awkward.
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You got home and changed into some comfy clothes. You ended up stealing one of Haechan’s hoodies that he had laying in the living room. You slipped it on with just your shorts under. You knew he wasn’t gonna be home for a little while so you needed to do your “business” before he got home. You didn’t lock your door as you knew you’d finish before he got there.
You got comfy on your bed and began to play with yourself. Losing yourself in pleasure and thinking about Hyuck doing things to you that you’ve been wanting. You were so hungry for him but all you had was your fingers. You let out a soft moan as you slipped in 2 fingers pulling it in and out.
y/n: hyuck...
you whispered...
y/n: i wish you could do this for me..
you kept going...letting out soft moans here and there you’d mention his name. You were so deep into pleasure you didn’t hear the front door open. Hyuck came home. He heard your little moans and worked his way to your room. He carefully opened the door and seeing you knuckles deep into your pussy.
Haechan: damn y/n
y/n: OH MY GOD HYUCK!
you quickly threw the blanket over you.
y/n: I thought you were coming home late....
Haechan: i finished early...but please continue.
y/n: wh--continue what?
Haechan: baby...we both know what you were doing here....or I can do it for you.
He slowly walked over to your bed sitting at the edge.
Haechan: I know you’ve been having dreams about me y/n.
y/n: wh---what are you talking about?
He leans forward as he then yanks the blanket off of you exposing your bare naked half, glistening. He looks down at your core with hunger in his eyes.
Haechan: I can help you with this y/n.
y/n: ....hyuck.
You than can feel his hand work up your thigh. You felt goosebumps all over your body with every inch he touches. You moaned out his name when you felt him start to rub circles at your wet clit and your head falls back.
Haechan: mmm...I wanna hear you moan my name again baby.
He starts to place kisses on your neck then his lips met yours. He pulls you down lower to make you flat on your back. While he’s still rubbing circles on your clit he hovers over you.
Haechan: if I knew you wanted me this bad I would’ve done something sooner.
y/n: I want you in me Hyuck...please.
He then inserts 2 fingers in your pussy as you screech out a moan.
Haechan: you want my fingers in you? you got it baby...
y/n: no...I want your cock in me Hyuck. Please fill me up.
Haechan: damn y/n...your wish is my command.
He pulls his fingers out of you as he slowly unbuckles his pants and undressing himself. Letting his hard member spring out from being locked in his pants. You looked at him licking your lips. Without any warning he inserts himself in you. You both letting out moans of pleasure.
Haechan: fuck y/n you’re so fucking tight!
y/n: Haechan...you---you feel so good...fuck me please....hard.
He begins to thrust in and out of you faster and harder. With each thrust you can feel chills forming all over your body. In your mind you are saying you finally get to fuck the man you’ve been having wet dreams about. You felt him nibble at your neck leaving marks. You could tell he was coming close to his high as his thrusting became sloppy.
Haechan: y/n i’m almost there...where do you want me to cum...
y/n: please Hyuck...fill me up...I wanna feel you cum inside me.
Haechan: damn baby you’re so fucking hot.....
Without your body warning you, you hit your high so bad...clenching your walls on Hyuck’s cock as you felt him shoot out indside of you. You both ended up making a huge mess on your bed. He slowly lays on top of you placing kisses on your neck while he got soft in you. Dripping out both of your cum on your bed.
Haechan: damn...i’ve been wanting to do that for awhile now.
y/n: wait what?
Haechan: i never told you anything...but I knew you were having wet dreams about me lately.
You put hands up covering your face as you were embarassed.
y/n: oh my god....I’m so sorry....I don’t know what has gotten over me
Haechan:...why you sorry baby....I thought you knew I liked you for awhile now.
You sat up against the headboard and looked at him.
y/n: wait what?! you like me too?
Haechan: too?
y/n:...oh well yeah...I like you a lot too.
Haechan: for how long?
y/n: 3 months....
Haechan: so how long have you been having these dreams about me?
y/n:....a few weeks now....are you mad?
Haechan: why would I be mad....that was fucking hot seeing you squirm in your sleep for me.
You felt your cheeks turn red. He then leans in to give you a kiss on the lips again. Then looking back at the ruined bedsheets.
Haechan: well looks like you’ll be sleeping in my bed with me tonight.
You smiled at his words as you got up to get dressed.
Haechan: why don’t you go shower and I’ll clean this up.
y/n: thanks Hyuck...
When you started to walk away to head towards the bathroom he says something to you.
Haechan: oh and you keep wearing my hoodies like that with nothing underneath, expect to get touched by me a lot.
You let out a giggle as you left to shower. He showered as well. You were laying on his bed scrolling through your phone when he came out he was wearing just a towel.
y/n: hyuck...
Haechan: ...what?
You got up from the bed to walk over to him.
y/n:....if you come out with just a towel like this...you really think I can hold myself back?
Your hand worked over his bulge.
Haechan: babe you can do whatever you want...I ain’t stopping you.
He then lifts you up and throwing you on his bed.
y/n: babe what if we ruin these sheets we’ll have no where to sleep.
You both let out a giggle.
Haechan: ugh...yeah you’re right...
He got up and got dressed then jumps back into the bed with you wrapping his arm around your shoulder. You wrapping your arm on his waist. You could feel his heartbeat faster as you squeezed him tighter. You then looked up at him.
Haechan: you’re making my heart do that y/n....
He then places a kiss on your forehead and then your lips. Your eyes began to get heavy at the sound of his soothing heartbeats. Before you knew it, you fell asleep in the arms of the man you’ve been wanting to be with for 3 months...if you ended up closing your door completely that night he wouldn’t have known how you felt about him.
Pairings: Kun (boss who is the CEO) x female reader (appearance from Jaehyun and Renjun)
Genre: Angst, Fluff, Smut
Contains: Sex, jealousy, drinking
Word count: 5,492 *Sorry I didn’t proof read so if there’s a bunch of mistakes my bad haha*
General Plot: You were Kun’s assistant, he kept throwing mix signals to you like taking you to all his company parties and introducing you as his girlfriend, he takes you out to dinner and drinks with you. But in the office you’re just another employee, confusing your feelings. You end up forming strong feelings for him but always kept it to yourself as you didn’t want things to become awkward around the office. He then gets jealous when he sees you with one of the idols that is signed under his company. How will things turn out for you and Kun?
[7:00 AM] Your alarm went off to start your day. You got up to get ready for work. You put on your pencil skirt with your matching blazer and your white button down shirt. You felt cute but still looked sophisticated for work. You loved your job, you worked for a music company. Your coworker were super chill, you were all on the same page most of the time so there really was not too much drama there. Not to mention the pay was amazing! Also you had a boss anyone would dream of. He took care of his employees, always said family before work. He rarely ever got mad either. You had some time before you started work so you headed over to the coffee shop near the office.
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[8:00 am] 8 AM on the dot in comes walking in your boss Kun. He was NEVER late always on time not a minute before or a min after. As he passed your desk you stood up with your folder in your hand with the agenda for the day. Following him into his office.
Kun: do i have any meetings today?
y/n: yes you do sir. At 9:30 you have a meeting with the Dreamies’ manager to discuss final details about their concert in a few months. Then at 12:30 you have a zoom meeting with the reps from the China office on new rookies that just got signed. But other than that I just need you to sign a few of these papers and that’s it for us.
you walked over to his side of the desk standing next to him. You leaned over the desk placing the papers he needed to sign allowing him to get a whiff of your perfume. As he was signing the papers he spoke up.
Kun: you smell really nice today. Is that a new perfume, that doesn’t smell like the ones you usually wear.
Your heart couldn’t help but flutter at the compliment. He took notice that you’ve changed your perfume. You can feel your cheeks become a warm rosy color.
y/n: oh--ye-yeah. I got it yesterday.
Kun: it matches you well
y/n: thank you.
Kun: well off to my meetings, I shall see you later.
And off he went to his meetings. Working there always made your days go by so fast. As it was already 5 PM the normal time you would finish. But you decided to stay a little bit longer to finish up the final details of the Dreamies’ concert layout. You wanted to make sure it was perfect before giving it back to the manager to show the boys. You knew the office was empty, you sat at your desk with the only light coming from your computer. You realized it was already 7 PM.
y/n: oh my god...it’s 7 I better go.
You started to pack up your things turning off your computer. You were startled at the sound of someone calling your name.
Kun: y/n?
y/n: oh my god! you scared me!
Kun: oh my god I’m so sorry...
y/n: I thought the office was empty....it was my fault I let my guard down. What are you doing here so late sir?
Kun: i should be asking you the same question.
y/n: oh I wanted to make sure everything was perfect for the Dreamies’ concert so I stayed back.
Kun: ah I see. so um..
it got quiet and awkward. You were about to break the silence when he started talking first.
Kun: so did you eat yet?
y/n: oh no...I’m probably just going to pick up something from the convenience store.
Kun: am I not paying you good enough for you to eat a decent meal?
you stood there waving your hands while shaking your head “no”
y/n: oh my god oh no! you pay me well enough....too much I think. but I don’t really have time to cook at home, when I get home from work I clean and by the time I’m done I’m too lazy too cook.
Kun: let me take you out to dinner...
y/n: oh no sir please..I can’t
Kun: please let me..I think I’d sleep better if I knew you ate an actual warm meal.
you were still hesitant to accept the offer, but you knew if you didn’t accept it hell keep buggin you. But before you can answer a loud growling noise came from your stomach. He looked at your stomach letting out a little giggle.
Kun: ok great well you defiantly can’t say no! let’s go.
y/n: where we going?
Kun: one of my favorite bbq places.
you both left the office walking over to his car. He opened the door for you as you sat in his passenger seat. As he drove off the car ride wasn’t awkward at all, it was filled with laughter. You never seen this side of him, it made your heart flutter again.
y/n: where is this bbq place?
Kun: it’s near my apartment building.
As you guys got to the bbq restaurant he parked the car and walked over to your side of the door letting you out. You both walked through the doors of the restaurant as it was already filled with many people. The waiter escorts you both to the table near the back.
Waiter: ah hello again Kun, I see this time you aren’t alone..
Kun: oh--um yeah this is y/n.
As he sat down taking off his suit jacket to get more comfortable.
y/n: hello nice to meet you
Waiter: nice to meet you as well. Shall I bring your usual order but doubled?
Kun: yes please.
Waiter: ok I will be right back.
The waiter walks away leaving just the 2 of you at the table.
y/n: you come here often?
Kun: yeah...I always came here ever since I was a kid. My parents took me here all the time because I was always hungry.
you let out a little giggle at his words.
y/n: well you were just a kid, so you’re always hungry.
Your food came and he began cooking all the meat cutting it into little pieces and placing them on your plate.
Kun: eat a lot please
y/n: you should too.
As you both were eating you were conversing so much. You liked this side of him, it wasn’t about work or anything....just filled with laughs. He told you about some of his funny childhood memories as you did too. The waiter came to refill your waters and placing down a soju bottle.
Kun: oh I didn’t order this.
Waiter: boss said it’s on the house for his favorite customer.
Making eye contact with the manager and smiling as a thank you for the free drink.
Kun: would you like a drink?
y/n:...oh no...I’m really lightweight I don’t handle alcohol very well.
Kun: when was the last time you drank?
y/n: a few months ago when I found out my boyfriend cheated on me with my best friend...
Kun:...oh I’m sorry to hear.
y/n: it’s ok...things happen for a reason...I wouldn’t have found this job if that never happened, so I guess it’s a blessing in disguise.
Kun: Well I don’t want to pressure you into drinking, but maybe you should just have one drink
You thought about it, you were with company you enjoyed, and it was only one drink. Plus you didn’t work on weekends so it was fine for you to just relax.
Y/n: I guess one drink wouldn’t hurt.
Kun: don’t worry I can drive you home.
You took the shot as your face scrunched up tasting how strong the alcohol was. He couldn’t help but smile.
y/n:...what?
Kun: nothing....that was cute.
You both kept talking about random things as you took another drink...then another then another...feeling a very strong buzz. Letting out slurred words.
y/n: I like working for you sir...
kun: we aren’t at work y/n you can just call me Kun.
you let out a giggle...
y/n: haha--ku...kun...I like that name.
kun: are you ok y/n?
You both finished eating and was completely full. You stood up then stumbling with each step. Kun caught you..
Kun: woah..are ok y/n? Let’s get you out of here.
He had his arms around your waist throwing your hand over his shoulders. He puts you in his passenger seat. You had a real good buzz going. When he got into the driver seat he asked where you lived. But you were too drunk to even let out an address.
Kun: um...well I guess I can just take you back to my place.
He drove off going to his apartment. There was one thing you forgot to mention to him that when you drank you always were horny. When he was driving you kept glancing at him shifting your legs together. He looked so good with his sleeves rolled up, hair pushed back and driving with one hand. He looked over to you with a smile and let out a little giggle.
Kun: you weren’t kidding y/n...you really are lightweight. You only had like 4 shots.
y/n: mmhhmm...I told you.
You kept shifting your legs back and forth as you started to feel a pool pour between your legs. He took notice at how you kept shifting yourself.
Kun:...are you ok y/n? are you uncomfortable?
y/n: just a little.
You both finally arrived to his apartment building. He came over to your door helping you out of the car. He pulled you in holding you with his arm around your waist, allowing you to get a whiff of his cologned you loved. You felt yourself melt more down to your core.
Kun: ok we are almost there. little steps.
Only a few minutes passed but felt like forever. You are finally inside Kun’s apartment. He walks you over to the couch.
Kun: here stay here and I’ll get you some water.
Your buzz was still pretty strong but you were a little more coherent but still horny as hell. With him around you looking the way he is wasn’t helping. He hands you the water for you to drink. You sat there quietly as he sat next to you.
y/n: thanks...
Kun: you’re welcome.
You kept shifting your legs again and he took notice...
Kun: are you sure you’re ok?
y/n: can I use your bathroom.
Kun: oh--yeah it’s the 2nd door on the left. Did you need help getting there?
y/n: oh no I’ll be fine.
You were walking to the bathroom as you can feel the wetness on ur core. You arrived to the bathroom.
y/n: oh my god y/n what the fuck are you thinking? he’s your boss....you can’t think like that about him.
a few mins have gone by and you heard a knock on the door.
Kun: y/n are you ok?
y/n: oh-ye-yeah I’ll be right out.
you splashed some water on your face and opened the door with him standing there..before you knew it you jumped at him putting your lips on his. kissing him then realizing who you were kiss you pulled back.
y/n: oh-oh my god I’m so sor--
Before you finished apologizing his lips met yours again. This time the kissing was more passionate as he picked you up holding you up with your legs. He carried you to his room throwing you on his bed. He hovered over you kissing your neck, then your jaw and you felt his hang work his way up your skirt...In your mind you couldn’t believe this was happening. His touch felt so good, he took care of you. Took his time with you. You heard him whisper in your ear
Kun: if i knew you wanted me this bad I would’ve skipped dinner and went straight for dessert..
you let out a little moan as you felt his fingers rub your clit.
Kun: damn babe you’re so wet and I barely touched you...
y/n: i want you in me now..
Kun: mmm...and you’re so needy.
He pulls back pulling down your panties and he starts to undress himself..you felt yourself become more and more wet seeing him in front of you.
kun: like what you see hun?
you sat there biting your bottom lip staring at him.
Kun: with that look I take it as a yes.
He gets in between your legs again as he teases your clit by rubbing the tip of his cock on it. You moan at his touch..
y/n:...please Kun fuck me now.
He inserts his member into you as you both let out a loud moan of pleasure. It felt so good as he thrusted in and out.
Kun: damn y/n you’re so tight.
His thrusting got rougher and faster, feeling you clench around his cock made him quiver as he could feel his high approaching soon.
Kun: damn babe keep doing that and I’m gonna cum pretty soon...where do you want it?
y/n: i want you to cum inside me..
Kun: mmmhhmm oh yeah? are you gonna make a mess with our cum?
y/n: yes...I’m gonna cum soon...OH MY GOD---
before you knew it you reached your high the same time as his, as you felt his spurts hit your walls. Your back is arched and everything felt so good as you both finished your high. He rests himself on you as he gets soft with himself still in you letting some of your juices drip out. When he finally pulls out he heads over to the bathroom to grab a towel. Coming out with it wrapped around his waist. He sees you laying there still catching your breath from the sex. He lets out a smile bringing you a towel.
Kun: did you want to shower? I can give you some clothes.
You sat up on the bed using the sheets to cover yourself up as you started to turn red.
Kun: what’s wrong babe?
y/n: sorry that happened.
Kun: well I’m not..
you froze at his words....you honestly thought he’d be mad that you jumped at him. He was your boss. He walked over to you standing in between your legs as he pulls your chin up to look at him.
Kun: i’m not gonna lie sweetheart that was a surprised but I’d be lying if I told you I didn’t like it.
You slowly let out a smile show.
Kun: i just love your smile.
He places a kiss on your forehead and helps you up. handing you the towel.
Kun: Go shower babe and I’ll clean up here...you wanna spend the night?
You shyly shook your head yes as you left to go shower. When you came out wearing his hoodie and sweats he looked at you with a smile as his clothes were a little too big on you and you had sweater paws.
Kun: damn you’re so adorable.
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[8:00 am] You were woken up by the dim light of the sun rising. You flipped back over to see Kun still sound asleep with his arm wrapped around your waist. You kissed him on the forehead as he moved at the touch of you and waking up.
y/n: sorry I didn’t mean to wake you up....
As he mumbles making a clear view of you
Kun: wow..
y/n:...wh-what? I know I’m sorry I look scary in the morning!
He lets out a giggle
Kun: no you look so cute right now. Where are you going?
y/n: I have to head home and change.....
Kun: why you don’t work today...why don’t you just stay here with me?
and he pulls you back into bed with him kissing your neck. He got up into the kitchen and started gathering ingredients.
y/n: what are you doing?
Kun: I’m making us breakfast....
You sat there watching him cook, that was a whole new side of him you never saw. He looked so handsome cooking for you both, you ate and cleaned up the kitchen together. You got dressed and he took you back to your place.
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A few weeks gone by and you guys had so much lust between you two. You were always at his place, sex every time with him was amazing. He finishes and pulls out of you laying next to you both panting. Staring at the ceiling.
Kun: what are you doing tomorrow night?
y/n: nothing why?
Kun: I have this party to go to can you come with me?
y/n: like as in a date?
Kun: yeah why not? it’ll be fun.
Once you agreed to it you had no idea what to wear. You went shopping and found a black form fitting dress and some heels to go with it.
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[9:00 PM] It was the night of the party he came and picked you up. When you got in the car he sat there staring at you.
y/n: what? do I look funny?
Kun: no you look amazing....
You arrived at the party. Walking in with your arm linked around his. When you walked into the room it was filled with a lot of people. One of his colleges Jaehyun approached him reaching out for a handshake.
Jaehyun: hey man, long time no see...you never come to these things.
Kun: ah yeah I know.
Jaehyun: and who is this?
Kun: oh sorry! this is my girlfriend y/n.
You stood there frozen because did you hear him right? He said you were his girlfriend? You both fooled around a lot and went on dates but he never officially said you were a thing. To be honest you loved hearing it, as you smiled and reached for Jaehyun’s hand for a shake. You had fun at the party talking to his friends and he kept smiling at you seeing how much fun you had and his friends loved you.
After the party he took you home because you had to help out your sister with some stuff the next day. He kissed you on the cheek as he let you out of his car watching you walk into your apartment building to make sure you got there safely.
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[8:00 AM] Monday morning 8 AM on the dot, in comes Kun. As your daily routine is to follow him to his office. You closed the door behind him walking over to his desk as you leaned in for a kiss he interrupts you.
Kun: what’s my agenda for today?
you stood up backing away from his desk as you were embarrassed with the movement you just did.
y/n: oh um. yeah sorry you have a 10 AM with the Dreamies and their manager to finalize everything for their concert. And then a 12 PM you are having lunch with your dad. And a 2 PM meeting with the music engineer about the new music for Hyunjin’s comeback. Ryujin from Human Resources needs you to sign these papers as well and to email them back to her whenever you are done with them.
You leaned forward placing the papers on his desk. You backed up after placing them standing there awkwardly. He looks up at you..
Kun: is there something you needed?
y/n: oh um...no. I’ll see you later sir...
You turned your feet and headed towards the door. Your heart was racing, but not in the way it usually does when you were around him. It felt hurtful for some reason. Why was he being cold to you all of a sudden.
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[5:00 PM] it was time to clock out. you peaked inside Kun’s office to see him packing up his stuff. You quietly approached him.
y/n: hey....are you headed home?
Kun: no I’m meeting up with Jaehyun to have a few drinks...why?
y/n: oh...no nothing. well have fun..
He didn’t even say another word to you and just walked out of the office. You were extremely confused with his actions today. The passed few weeks you were all over each other, and on Friday at the party he even introduced you to his colleges as his girlfriend. So what happened? Did you do something wrong? Or was it just a fling and he wanted something new. It made you upset.
When you got home you laid on your bed wondering what you possibly could have done to make him be this cold to you. He told you how much his friends adored you, so it couldn’t have been something you’ve said to his friends. It bothered you the whole night not letting you get a good nights rest.
You never really got much sleep last night because you couldn’t stop thinking about Kun and his cold attitude towards you. You didn’t have time to get coffee so your tiredness really came in the clutch. Plus with the Dreamies’ concert coming up you had to help prepare so much stuff, so work piled up.
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[8:00 AM] Kun comes in as you quickly followed. You had your hair up in a messy ponytail as you didn’t have time to wash it, your blazer wasn’t on like it usually is and you had a really bad headache. When you got into Kun’s office he sat at his desk.
Kun: what meetings do--woah what’s wrong with you?
He looks at you up and down as he sees your messy hair and messy papers you were hugging.
y/n: sorry sir...I didn’t get much sleep last night.
You never gave him a reason why you had lack of sleep as you just began reading his agenda.
kun:...y/n go home....
y/n: excuse me sir?
kun: you don’t look like you’re in your right mind right now...go home and rest.
His words kind of hurt you as he never knew the real reason to why you had lack of sleep.
y/n: but sir i--
kun: GO!
you turned around and walked out of his office going to your desk. placing your head on your arms. whispering to yourself “what is going on?” but then came back to reality when you felt someone tap you on the shoulder making you jump up.
y/n: OH MY GOD! why is everyone scaring--oh Renjun HI!
Renjun was one of the Dreamie members but best friend’s with your little brother Yangyang.
Renjun: noona are you ok? you look like crap.
y/n: long story...what are you doing down here?
Renjun: oh yeah...manager hyung wanted to know if you finished the stage layout?
y/n: oh yeah its right here.
you scrambled your desk finding the folder with all the paper for the stage layout. You were talking and laughing with Renjun as you handed him the paper. You didn’t really get to see too much of Renjun as because he was preparing for their concert. So this lil moment felt good to talk to someone who wasn’t telling you what to do.
Renjun: Yangyang said he was gonna come over to our dorm to hangout later, you should come.
You looked behind you to see Kun in his office staring at his computer. You wanted to be with him, but the way he was acting it seemed like he didn’t want you around.
y/n: oh sure yeah I’ll come stop by for a little bit. because apparently I now have the rest of the day off...
Renjun smiled and gave. you a hug as he went back to practice. What you didn’t know was Kun was really watching you both at the same time making him mad. He made eye contact with you for a brief second as he stared back at his computer.
As you were packing up your things you hear Kun yell for you from his office. So you quickly walked over. Walking in slowly with your head slightly down.
y/n: ye--yes sir?
Kun: I need you to look over these lyrics to make sure they sound right.
y/n: but-sir you told me to go home.
kun: well now I’m telling you to do this.
You just couldn’t understand what his problem was but you knew you couldn’t yell at him as he was your boss. You held in your tongue and did what you were told. When you were at your desk your phone buzzed.
{7:30 PM From: My Lil’ Yangyang} - Noona where are you? Renjun said you was gonna come over their dorm and hang out. He said you had the rest of the day off?
{7:32 PM To: My Lil’ Yangyang} - yeah I did, but the boss need me to do something last min. I’m sorry I’ll try to make it over there as soon as possible.
You looked over the lyrics as you were told to. You slowly were dozing off as it was already 10 PM. Kun quietly walked over to you seeing you sleep so peacefully resting your head on your hand. Slowly rocking your head trying to stay balanced. He couldn’t help but smile and giggle. As you fell off your hand waking up, seeing Kun standing in front of your desk. You jump up.
y/n: oh my god I’m sorry sir...I just--
Kun: if you’re done with looking over the lyrics you can go now.
He smiled at you then giggled again.
y/n: why are you laughing?
He then pointed to your hair as you felt a post it note stuck to it. You pull it out and throw it in the trash. Your phone lit up from a phone call from Renjun. Kun’s smile went away instantly at the sight of the caller ID “My lil Renjunie”
Kun: you gonna answer that?
y/n: oh- um..yeah.
You pick up the phone.
y/n: hey Renjunnie...sorry I’m not able to make it right now to the dorms...
Renjun: are you coming over? your brother is drunk again.
y/n: oh my god not again.
You saw Kun walk back to his office without saying a word, but somehow his figure looked upset.
y/n: hey Renjun let me call you back. If anything happens just leave him there and I’ll come grab him after.
You hung up the phone and walked over to the office. It’s already 10:30 PM at night and you wanted to go home. But when you got to Kun’s office he had papers scattered all over his desk. You then slowly approach him.
y/n: sir...are you not going home?
kun:...no. I have a lot of work to do. Don’t you have somewhere to be?
y/n: no...
Kun: then who was that?
y/n: oh that was Renjun, one of the Dreamie members
Kun: well you seem pretty close with him then.
You could feel his coldness attitude come out as you stood there.
y/n: well yeah he’s my little brother’s best friend. He’s like my little brother too...I told you that before.
A small smile started to form on his face...but you couldn’t see because his head was facing the papers.
Kun: ah I see.
y/n:...well..um. I’m gonna head out sir...Have a goodnight.
As you slowly started to walk out he spoke.
Kun: did you want to get something to eat?
You were confused as his attitude changed AGAIN. Now he’s being nice to you again.
y/n: huh?
Kun: did you want to get something to eat?
You couldn’t help but scratch the back of your head as you were extremely confused. This week he’s been cold to you and now he wants to have dinner with you. You couldn’t take it anymore you had to say what you were feeling.
y/n: sir I don’t know what I did wrong to you, and what ever it was I’m sorry. Last week when we were at the party you introduced me as your girlfriend, I’m not gonna lie that felt great. And I had a lot of fun with you over these passed few weeks, they were great. But what I don’t understand is why were you suddenly cold towards me, did I do something wrong? And now you’re being nice to me again buying me dinner.
It got quiet after you spoke your words. Hoping he would tell you what’s going on. You weren’t sure if you wanted to just leave or stand there until he said something. After a few minutes he finally spoke up.
Kun: I like you a lot y/n. The passed few weeks were amazing for me too.
y/n: then what happened?
Kun: When I introduced you as my girlfriend it just came out. I know I didn’t ask you officially to be my girlfriend, but I had so much fun with you that it just naturally came out. I wasn’t even sure if you felt the same way, and you only agreed to it so you I wouldn’t be embarrassed. Then when I saw you with Renjun I thought you guys had a thing.
y/n: eww oh my god Renjun is like my little brother....
Kun: I know that now....
y/n: but why were you so cold to me after....
Kun: I didn’t want you to think you had to be my girlfriend all the time. I didn’t know if you felt the same way as I did...that’s why I was being so cold to you. But it really hurt me to do that to you, because I could see the sadness in your eyes...and I knew your lack of sleep was because of me. And I’m sorry for that, I’m sorry for not just telling you how I felt.
You walked over to him grabbing his hands as he stared at the floor. You tilted your head to look at him.
y/n: I thought you knew how I felt about you the first night you brought me to your place. I knew I was drunk but my feelings were real. You are an amazing person Kun, at work and even more outside of work. That day you introduced me to your friends as your girlfriend, my heart fluttered so much. I felt so much warmth. I started to have feelings for you when you noticed the small things I’ve done. To my new hair, how I had little accessories in my hair up to the knowing the new perfume I bought. My ex wouldn’t even bat and eye....You made me feel like I was someone.
He pulled you into his arms squeezing you tight as you stood between his legs. Kun reached up to give you a kiss, his soft lips you loved so much. Your heart fluttered again with him holding you in his arms. He could feel your heartbeat against his chest. He smiled and pulled you in for a kiss again. When you both pulled away you can see expression become dark and hungry for something. He whispers in your ear...
Kun: wanna do it in my office baby?
Before you could nod “yes” his hand was already working his way up your thigh, making you release a moan. As you lean into his ear...
y/n: I’m already wet for you babe.
He then forcibly picks you up placing you on his desk as he starts to unbuckle his pants then pulling it down to let his hard member release. Pulling your panties to the side as he enters you without any prep.
y/n: oh yes...Kun right there...oh my god.
Kun: oh you feel so damn good. I’m glad I can fuck this any time..
y/n: anytime any where baby. I’m all yours.
Thrusting himself in and out of you felt so good. Sweat dripping down from the both of you
Kun: baby I’m gonna make a mess in you like always...
Kissing your neck giving it little bit marks to show you belong to someone.
y/n: yes babe please...fill me up plea---OH MY GO BABY I’M GONNA CUM!
Kun: cum for me baby, I’m about to cum--oh my god!
you both reach our high for the first time in awhile since you officially became an item. He stays in you for a little bit before pulling out. Kun looks at you wiping away the sweat from your forehead and his. Placing a kiss right on your nose then forehead as he finally pulls out. Cleaning you both up with the tissues he had on his desk. You both got dressed. When you bent down to pick up your top you felt him wrap his arms around you. Turning you around to face him.
Kun: that was hot baby...
y/n: mmhmm...
He pulled you back in for a hug as you hugged him back, you can feel and hear his heart beat fast against your ear.
Kun: wanna get food?
y/n: bbq?
Kun: that sounds perfect...let’s go
y/n: um...Kun?
Kun: yes baby?
y/n: can I get dressed first?
you both let out a giggle as he hands you your top to put back on. Placing one last kiss on your forehead and then on your nose. You then both went to the bbq place near Kun’s house as it was now your favorite place to go with him.
[9:30 PM] You sat at your desk preparing for a huge presentation you had coming up for work. It was quite stressful but you somehow prioritized everything so you can get through it. You were too busy working to realize that you forgot to make dinner for you and your boyfriend Haechan so when he comes home he had a nice warm meal to eat.
You knew Haechan has been tired all the time with his busy schedule so you tried your best to make him feel comfortable when he got home. This is one time you let it slip because this presentation was the deal breaker for a huge client and it was coming up so quick, it stressed you out. And putting your mind all over the place. Papers spread out all over the desk.
[10:15 PM] Haechan arrives home and opens the door. After throwing his bag near the couch to walk into an empty living room, empty kitchen and no food to be found. Anger starts to form from Haechan.
Haechan: Y/N WHERE ARE YOU?!
You didn’t bother to answer because you’re too busy scrambling through your paperwork. He slams the door open to see a huge mess on the table.
Haechan: What the fuck is going on?
You finally take notice of his presence.
y/n: oh my god I’m sorry babe, I totally forgot to make dinner...I was t--
Haechan: what the fuck is up with this mess?!
you carefully start putting all of your papers together nicely.
y/n: sorry! I was preparing for this huge presentation coming up and I got carried away with my paperwork. Just wait a few mins I’ll make you ramen or something.
you got up to approach him for a hug as he then turns away from you and storms out of the room.
y/n: are you ok babe?
Haechan: forget it, I’ll make it myself!
you chase after him into the kitchen. He grabs a small pot from the cabinet. And starts to fill it with water.
y/n: no babe let me do it, go sit down.
Haechan: I SAID I GOT IT.
when you went to reach for it he drops all the water he poured in there all over the floor. He then looks at you with anger in his eyes.
Haechan: WHAT THE FUCK Y/N! LOOK WHAT YOU MADE ME DO!
y/n: what is the matter with you Haechan?!
he doesn’t answer you as he grabs a kitchen towel and wipes the water that spilt all over the floor.
y/n: just let me do it Hyuck, you seem to need to just go relax. I’ll call you when your ramen is done.
you reach out to grab the towel and he yanks it back as he bites back.
Haechan: GOD YOU’RE SO FUCKEN ANNOYING! WHY CAN’T YOU JUST LET ME DO IT LIKE I SAID!
You never seen him like that before, you didn’t know what was wrong with him and you were afraid to ask him. You started to cry..and he finishes wiping the water while mumbling.
Haechan: I’ve been working all day and night, I come home to messed up house with papers all over the desk. What the fuck were you doing all day that was so damn important.
you couldn’t hold back anymore tears not from sadness, but now from anger.
y/n: SORRY THAT I’M NOT THE GREATEST “HOUSEWIFE” YOU DREAMED OF! AND IF I’M THAT IRRITATING WHY THE FUCK ARE YOU WITH ME?!
You stormed out of the kitchen slamming the door to your room. Haechan now realizes what he just did and couldn’t believe he just yelled at you for something that’s not even your fault. He walks over to the door of your shared room as he can hear you sobbing and rustling behind the door.
Haechan: open the door y/n...I’m sor--
before he could finish you opened the door holding your small suitcase filled with your stuff.
Haechan: wait where are you going?
y/n: I’m going to my sister’s house.
Haechan: no I’m sorry y/n..please stay.
y/n: why should I stay?! just seconds ago you pretty much told me I was lazy and irritating.
Haechan: I’m sorry y/n I didn’t mean any of that!
your sobbing became a lot stronger as you still couldn’t believe what came out of his mouth. He comes home and starts to yell at you. He must’ve forgotten that you had that huge presentation coming up, so you let it slide and you knew he was tired left and right from dance practice, recording studio and music shows so you knew not to bother him too much and let him rest. But when he implied you were being lazy and mentioned you were irritating you felt so unappreciated for everything you do for him on top of everything else.
y/n: you know what’s sad...I do everything a housewife does for the man she loves, plus on top of my work...I’m tired too. I told you I had a huge presentation coming up for this big client, so sorry that my mind is all over the place at the moment. Yeah what you do is a lot more tiring and I can understand that.
Haechan knew you were hurting so much inside and out. He can see in your eyes the pain you go through.
y/n: and on top of all that, I try my best to make sure you’re still taken care of and well rested when you get home...I forget this ONE time....and I’m being called lazy and irritating....would you stay after hearing all that to your face?
Haechan:...please don’t leave me. I’m sorry y/n! I was such a jerk....work has been stressing me out and I let my anger take over me. I shouldn’t have taken it out on you. You do so much for me and I really do appreciate everything you do. I love you so much y/n....
you stood there in silence as your mind is still trying to figure out if you want to walk out that door or not.
Haechan:...please y/n...I know what just happen I can’t take back, but I really am sorry. I need you.
He grabs your hand and holds it tight in his. You knew he was sincere and owned up to his mistake. No one is perfect, couples make mistakes all the time. You dropped your bag and stood there with tears still falling from your eyes and he pulls you in for a hug.
Haechan: I’m sorry again for being a jerk to you. I promise I won’t be like that again.
y/n: you really scared me Hyuck...
Haechan: I know I’m sorry I was like that....I honestly wasn’t thinking.
He pulls back from your hug as he kisses your forehead and wipes your tears with his thumbs.
Haechan: let me make us ramen....did you need help with your presentation?
you shook your head “no” as you knew he was already tired.
y/n: let me make the ramen and you rest...you had a rougher day than i had.
he smiles at you giving you a kiss on the lips.
Haechan:...man I don’t know how I ended up with someone like you....I love you y/n.
y/n: I love you too jerk..
he lets out a giggle as he heads to the living room to set up for your late night ramen snack.
General plot: It was your birthday, you told your boyfriend Johnny you wanted to celebrate it with just the 2 of you but he forgets it all. But somehow gets you to forgive him with late birthday sex and an unexpected question..
*SORRY FOR THE LAME ENDING...and it’s not proof read so sorry for any mistakes you find haha*
[10:15 AM] You wake up with excitement because it’s your birthday today and your boyfriend Johnny said he’ll do whatever you wanted. So you told him you wanted to stay in and celebrate it with just the 2 of you. You got up and did all of your morning routines excitedly. You even went out to shop for the perfect outfit for the evening. A nice red fitted dress with the black heels he had gotten you a week before your birthday, so you decided to wear it tonight. When you got home you began to cook your favorite foods which was his too.
When you had mentioned it the week before, he thought it was so silly you wanted to cook for yourself when it’s your birthday and should be out celebrating. You told him when you were little that’s all they did, and that you never had just a small gathering like how you wanted. So he agreed to it.
[5:00 PM] you spent out all day shopping for ingredients and other stuff for your birthday celebration you’ve been dreaming about. You started cooking because you knew at 7pm your boyfriend will be walking through the doors. You turned on some music and began everything.
[6:45 PM] you looked at the clock and realized he’d be home very soon so you ran and changed into your new dress and heels as you put the finishing touches on everything. So far this birthday to you is the best. You poured you and Johnny’s favorite wine into glasses as you set it on the table. You looked at the clock 7 PM on the dot he should be walking in at any moment. The smile on your face kept growing when your heart started to pound hoping your boyfriend will love everything even though it wasn’t his birthday. But then your smile began to fade when it hit 7:15 pm.
Ok maybe he’s stuck in traffic and he should be here soon. So you sat down near the dining room table waiting.....7:30....ok maybe it’s really bad traffic. So you decided to send him a text.
{7:31 PM} To Johnny <3
- Did you get held up in traffic babe?
you waited for a reply.....8pm...no reply. Maybe try calling him....
{8:04 PM} *voicemail* Hey I’m Johnny you know what to do after that beep.
-Babe are you ok? where are you? we are suppose to celebrate my birthday...
8:30 PM came...then 9....then before you knew it, you looked at the clock 11:30 pm...your birthday is almost done and he’s nowhere to be found or no call nothing. You started to cry because you’re home alone with all this food you made, your new dress is now wrinkled from sitting down and walking around. You gulped down both glasses of wine you poured and ended up drinking it from the bottle. You didn’t care, you weren’t going anywhere.
[12:01 AM] your birthday has come and go just like that....you’re laying on the couch with a strong buzz with tears still streaming from your eyes. You sat up and walked over to the dining table where the food you made has gone cold long ago. You sat there staring at it crying, and put a piece of grape in your mouth as you didn’t even want to touch the cold ruin food on the table. You put your arm on the table and laid your head on it slowly drifting to sleep with tears still falling from your eyes. You didn’t care your makeup was ruined from crying...the food was left on the table as you drifted to sleep.
[1:30 AM] Your boyfriend quietly opens the door not to wake you, it was dark when he opened the door only seeing the flickering lights from the tv. He figured you have fallen asleep on the couch. When he got closer he sees you with your head on your hand sleeping with stained tears on your cheek. He takes a glance around the apartment and sees “Happy birthday” and then realizes that he had forgotten about your birthday celebration. “Shit...what have I done” he whispers to himself. He totally forgot about your celebration and was at a party his classmates forced him to go to....he finally gets to plug in his phone to charge as it died earlier that night and had no charger.
His phone lights up to see 1 unread text and 4 missed calls. And one voicemail. He knew he really fucked up this time, as he puts his phone down and sees your new red dress and the black shoes he bought you a week ago on you, his guilt became worse. Seeing all the food you made, and sees the empty wine bottle in your hand. He knew he couldn’t make up for this, as this was the ONE thing she really wanted for her birthday was just to celebrate with only the 2 of you.
Johnny slowly approaches, grabs the empty wine bottle out of your hand then scoops you up to bring you to your bedroom. Your eyes slowly opening because you felt movement, to see your boyfriend carrying you.
y/n: put me down...
Johnny: no you’re drunk I’m just taking you to--
y/n: i said put me down.
he then puts you down as you stood there silent and tears again start to form.
Johnny: I’m sorry y/n I missed your birth-
y/n:...save it Johnny.
Johnny: please let me expl--
y/n:...no. I know I’m sounding really selfish right now but all I wanted for my birthday was to celebrate it with just the 2 of us.
Johnny: I know and I’m sorry y/n I really am.
You slowly walked away.
Johnny: we can still celebrate it now...
you looked at the clock...
y/n:...it’s 2 am my birthday has been long over.
Johnny then grabs your hand and holds it into his as you stared at the floor.
Johnny: i know I can’t turn back time back to your birthday...and I know my apology won’t be enough. But I really am sorry y/n...
he goes to grab your chin to pull it up for you to look at him. You can see in his eyes he felt really guilty and his sorry was sincere. He can see the tears in your eyes as he wipes them away with his thumb and kisses your forehead. The way you were you knew you couldn’t stay mad at him too long....and a small smile started to form on your face.
Johnny: oh? is that a smile I see?
y/n:....no...i hate you.
Johnny:....mhmm...ok.
he pulls you back in for another hug as he can still smell the perfume you were wearing earlier...his favorite scent on you.
Johnny:...mmmm babe I love that smell on you so much.
He pulled back to look at you, the look on his face was different before. It was hungry for something.
y/n:...why are you looking at me like that?
He then lifts you up and your legs automatically going around his waist.
Y/n: what are you doing Johnny?
Johnny:....I know you know what that perfume does to me when you wear it. And this dress isn’t helping...
As his hands make way to your ass and squeezes it making you release a little moan. His lips connected with yours has he holds you up against the wall kissing you so passionately. His lips were so soft and you loved every bit of it. Johnny nibbles the bottom of your lip. He pulls you away from the wall as he takes you to the bedroom.
Johnny: This dress is so hot y/n but it won’t be on you long!
You both finally make it to the room as he’s hovering over you working his hand to your thigh then under your dress feeling the warmth of your core.
Johnny: ....mmm babe so hot here....I bet you’re ready for me too.
He then slips his hand in your panties and feels how wet you are and you let out a moan.
y/n:...oh my god babe...
Johnny:...mmmhmm I knew you were ready for me baby.
Johnny then slides off your panties as you sat up to undo your dress. You both completely naked with his harden member between your legs.
Johnny: ready babe because I’m not gonna hold back.
Y/n:...mhmm Johnny I want you now!
He inserts himself in you and the both of you let out a loud moan of pleasure. He beings to push harder as it felt so good each time he went in and out. Resting his head in the crook of your neck. He reaches down to play with with your clit as he can feel you clenching your walls on his cock.
Johnny:....oh? is my baby ready to cum already? shall I keep doing this then?
he continues to rub circles on your clit as he’s thrusting in and out of you.
y/n: oh my god Johnny, please don’t stop...right there kee-keep oh my god...keep going please...you’re gonna make me cum..
Johnny: go ahead baby, cum on my dick make a huge mess on me...
moments after you felt yourself unexpectedly reaching your high and felt your lefts tremble. And not seconds later he felt himself release as he fills you up with his cum to the rim of you. And sits there as he becomes soft in you, seeing both of your white juices drip out of you. You laying there trembling as you try to sit up but can’t because of your tired body. Johnny grabs a towel and cleans the both of you up and helps you sit up.
Johnny: I told you I wasn’t gonna hold back baby...sorry
he kisses your forehead....
Johnny: but even though it’s not your birthday anymore was that great birthday sex?
you just shook your head and shoved him to the side as you both got dressed.
Johnny: aw come on....
y/n:...you’re such a dork Johnny..
Johnny: but you love me so it’s ok
you let out a little giggle...
y/n:...ok whatever you say.
Johnny: you love me right?
y/n: what kind of question is that?! of course I love you...
Johnny: good.
You were confused why he was acting this way.
Johnny: I’ll love you forever I hope you know that.
And he pulls you in for another hug...and you held him tight.
y/n: I’ll love you forever and ever too Johnny.
Johnny: good.
and then pulls away walking over to his dresser....
y/n: what are you doing now babe?
Johnny:....actually I’ve been wanting to do this quite sometime now, I was going to do it for your birthday but my dumbass self got forced to be somewhere else instead of with the woman I want to spend my whole life with...
y/n:...you’re scaring me Johnny what is going on?
He then turns back to face you with a little black box in his hand..He opens it and drops to one knee..you gasp and begin to cry.
Johnny: I promise I’ll spend everyday and every birthday with you until the day I die....y/n would you marry me?
you let out sobs as you couldn’t answer right away. you were frozen but couldn’t believe the man you love is doing this right now. And you finally had the courage to speak up.
Y/n: OH MY GOD BABE YES I WILL!!
He jumps up for joy as he places the ring on your finger and pulling you in for a hug and kisses all over your face. Your birthday may not have gone as planned but this has definitely made up for everything.
[11:30 PM] You are at your desk doing some work you never got to finish earlier. You had so much to do today which included cleaning, laundry, and you were expecting a new couch in the next day so you had to make room for it, PLUS you had to study for a final in between your chaotic schedule. Your boyfriend Jaehyun finally came home. You didn’t hear the door open because you were too busy with your head in your books. “WHAT THE FUCK?!” you hear coming from the living room. You jet up realizing the time and totally forgot to finish moving things around, finish putting the laundry away so everything was scattered.
You came running out already knew you’ve done so much wrong. “I’m so sorry babe. I had so much stuff to do today” you tell him. But the look on his face wasn’t having it. He looked really upset, as you quietly finished folding the towels you washed, trying not to make eye contact. “I’ve been at work all day and what the fuck have you been doing?!” the anger in his eyes was scary. You’ve never seen him like this before...”i--I had so much stuff to do today...I’m sorry I forgot to make room for the couch tomorrow” you hesitantly replied while still finishing up the cleaning you had started earlier.
Jaehyun grabs a drink from the refrigerator and slams the door. You were too scared to say anything more, thinking you might say the wrong thing. “All you had to do was move stuff around for the couch tomorrow...what the fuck did you have that was more important?!” you stood there quietly afraid to answer..but you felt if you stayed quiet longer, he’d be more upset. “I--I have a test coming up so I was studying in between my cle-” he then slams the water bottle on the table next to you making you flinch.
Tears begin to fall...this was the first time you ever saw him like this..Jaehyun took notice at how you flinched and sees the glassy eyes appeared on your face. Finally realizing he’s taking his anger out on the wrong person. “Oh my god...baby I’m so sorry!....I didn’t mean to scare--I’m sorry.” He slowly comes towards you pulling you in for a hug. Feeling extremely guilty. “I’m so sorry y/n....It’s just been a very stressful week and I didn’t mean to take my anger out on you.” he could hear the sniffles coming from you as he hugs you tighter placing a kiss on top of your head. “I’m sorry I didn’t finish this....I just had so much studying to do and--” He stops you mid sentence and apologizes over and over again.”no no I’m so sorry y/n..you do so much for me already I’m sorry I scared you. Would you forgive me if I made you a bowl of ice cream? I know that makes women feel better right?” you couldn’t help but giggle at his effort to regain your forgiveness. “no you’ve been working all day I should be making you something.” he smiles at you shaking his head as he insisted on making the bowl of ice cream.
As you lean on the table near the kitchen and watch him scoop some ice cream into a bowl pulling out a spoon for you both you smile, even after the little incident you knew you couldn’t stay mad or upset at him . Then the both of you make your way back into the room sitting on your shared bed as he turns on the tv to watch Netflix with you and eat ice cream. He wraps his arm around your shoulder offering a spoonful of ice cream and kissing your forehead. Cuddling, ice cream and Netflix is how you both ended your crazy night.
Paring: Jaehyun x female reader [feat. Jaemin, Jisung & Haechan]
Genre: Angst, Smut, Fluff
Contains: Swearing, unprotected sex *use protection lol*, partying
Word Count: 5,517 (sorry lol...)
Sorry there’s a lot of time skips that’s what ------- were for lol sorry.
You both finish your high as he pulls out of you and lays next to you. You’re looking at the ceiling after cleaning yourself off and putting on your clothes. After moments passed you sat up against the headboard looking at Jaehyun put his clothes back on. You were hesitant to ask him this question but you needed to know.
y/n: Jaehyun can I ask you something?
Jaehyun: yeah what’s up?
you took one last sigh and began to asking him
y/n: Jaehyun what are we?
Jaehyun: what do you mean?
y/n: are we just going to keep doing this?
Jaehyun: doing what?
y/n: come on you know what I mean Jae...
Jaehyun: you know I don’t want to label things...we agreed we were just going to do this with no strings attached.
You became silent..and felt yourself become upset as tears start to form.
y/n:....Jae I like you.
Jaehyun: what?
y/n: I know we said we’d do this and have no strings attached. but I failed at that....I like you a lot Jae.
Jaehyun: since when?
y/n: I honestly don’t know...it just happened.
Jaehyun: see you don’t even know, so how can you even tell if you really like me. come on let’s just keep doing this and forget this happened.
y/n: you can’t stand there and tell me all these times we’ve fucked around you hadn’t have a single shed of love towards me what so ever?!
Jae: what kind of question is that?! If you can find a real reason to like a person then i’ll believe there could be something between us.
You thought to yourself “is he right?” but in your heart you knew you liked him a lot but you just couldn’t explain it.
y/n: do you really need a reason to like someone? can’t you just like someone? your heart tells you who to like and it’s telling me I really like you.
Jaehyun: y/n I don’t have time for this. I have to get ready for a date!
You couldn’t take it anymore, yes you knew that if you agreed to just fuck around with Jaehyun you shouldn’t expect anything more from him. But every time you screwed around and left your heart always felt shattered. Was it worth it every time? y/n didn’t want it anymore. She wants to be with someone who likes her back and not just to be used for sex.
y/n: i’m done Jaehyun..
Jae: WHAT?!
y/n: THIS! I’M DONE WITH WHATEVER THIS IS! I’m done being used for just sex. I have a life Jae and I want to share it with someone who will love me back.
Jae: when we first started to do this we both agreed to it! what the fuck all this change happening now?!
y/n: you’re right I was dumb to even agree to this. If I knew I would grow feelings for you I wouldn’t have agreed to do it. what does it matter you can have all these other girls to screw with. You do it every time after we just fucked. I don’t get why YOU need sex before a date when we both know you say one thing to a girl and she’s laying naked for you!
Jae: what has gotten into you?!
y/n: have fun on your date Jae...I’m done with this.
You grabbed your things and left without looking back as he’s screaming at your backside.
It’s been a few days since you’ve last spoken to Jae. You’d see him around school walking around with a random girl every time. You both make eye contact here and there, but nothing more than that. You couldn’t be mad at him when he’s with other women because you were never a thing.
You were in psychology class. You’d always sit next to Jaehyun because he was the only one you tolerated in that class, but after you stopped what ever it was with the 2 of you. You sat else where. He sat next to the same girl you saw him with earlier. You were only a few seats behind him. Watching him play with that girl like she’s some kind of sex toy. He knew it pissed you off, knowing that you liked him he didn’t care if he hurt you or not. As soon as the professor turned on the video he had planned, you excused yourself to use the bathroom.
You lied...you never had to use the bathroom, you just used it as an excuse to wander around in the halls. You couldn’t get Jaehyun out of your head. As much as you tried to, you just couldn’t do it. Watching him with another girl killed you so much. You had to look passed your feelings for him and just move on, because if you keep holding on you’re just hurting yourself more and more.
You were finally walking back to class when you got shoved into a storage closet.
Y/n: WHAT THE FUCK?! WHO’S THERE?!
The person that shoved you in there turned the lights on, and in front of you stood Jaehyun.
Y/n: what do you want?
Jaehyun: I was sent to come look for you to see what was taking so long.
y/n: ok well here I am. Let me go I’m trying to go back to class.
Jaehyun: come on we are in here, this is where everything started.
y/n: Jae, I said I was done. Why don’t you bring that other girl in here and let me leave.
Jae: no I want you.
y/n: Jae sto--oh my god.
Before you could move he pushed you against the wall putting his hands in your shorts reaching down to your core.
Jae: mmm...see you want me...you’re so wet.
you both ended up making out...he’s playing with you as jerk him off. Not caring you are both in the storage closet.
Jae: you can’t make any loud noises baby because everyone will hear you.
he starts to move his lips to your neck. you missed this, his kisses always felt so good. The way he plays with you, he knew all of the right spots. But you hated him so much that he made you feel this way. When you both finished your high. You cleaned yourself off not saying a word to each other, until he broke the silence
Jae: that was great...come on y/n you know you missed this. stop being so stubborn and come back.
y/n: you know what jae, you’re right I did miss this. But not in a way you think....I hate how you manipulate me into doing this shit with you even after you know how I feel about you.
You start to feel tears form in your eye as you shove him to the side to get access to the door. Before turning the door knob staring at the door you let out your last words to him.
y/n: this was the last time ever Jae. I should’ve never agreed to do things with someone who will never have feelings other than having sex. I thought I could do it Jae and just suck it up, but I just can’t. Let’s just not talk to each other anymore, you have other girls to play with now.
Jae:...y/n.
he heard a little sniffle come from you as he tried to reach for you.
y/n:...wait a few minutes before you come out so people don’t know what just happened...bye Jae.
It’s been months now since you last spoke to Jaehyun. You even made it possible to switch out of the same psychology class as him, now you are in a different period. You went on a few dates with other people and it was great getting to meet new people. You would see Jae around campus sometimes but you wouldn’t make eye contact and look the other way as if he never existed.
You and your friend Jisung were sitting in the canteen laughing and bringing up old memories of when you and him would draw on your other friend Haechan’s face when he slept. You were so into your conversation with Jisung you didn’t even realize Jae sat on the table behind you...again with another girl.
Jisung: y/n! would you agree to go on a blind date with someone?
y/n: a blind date?
Jisung: yeah please!! my friend keeps bugging me to hook him up with someone.
y/n: uh..what’s his name?
Jisung: Jaemin. Na Jaemin.
Hyuck: hey isn’t he the guy in our music class?
Jisung: yes. so would you go on a date with him y/n?!
y/n: i don’t know....a blind date? why me though?
Jisung: he saw a picture of the 3 of us at my sister’s birthday and thought you were cute.
y/n: haha are you sure he wasn’t saying your sister was cute?
they all laughed. But one person wasn’t...someone who can hear the entire conversation....Jae.
Hyuck: so are you gonna go on a date with him y/n?
y/n:....um I don’t know....
while giving you puppy dog eyes Jisung begs you.
Jisung: PLLLEEEAAASSSEE?!!!
Y/n: OH MY GOD OK! OK! Just please don’t ever do that again!
Jisung pulls out his phone and snags yours away seeing the lock screen of your phone of you and Jae.
Jisung: wait who’s he?
y/n: huh?
peaking over forgetting you had that as your lock screen you yank it away from Jisung.
y/n: oh---no one..here i’ll put in his number....give it to me.
not realizing Jae was still behind you he glances to see the picture of the both of you sitting on the beach smiling. your head rested on his shoulder with you arm linked to his. Jae liked that picture....he was actually the one that saved it as your background. That was the first time in his life he smiled, because of y/n. When y/n unlocked her phone to enter Jaemin’s number, Jae got irritated and got up.
girl: Jae where you going? wait for me!
Jae: hurry up already! I lost my appetite.
As he was walking by you angry it never really bothered you anymore. Did you lose all the last of your feelings you had for Jae? But a part of you wanted to get up and apologize, but for what? You’re not doing anything wrong, you guys weren’t anything anymore. You both were never a thing to begin with, but why did you feel so guilty to agreeing going on a blind date.
You were walking to your locker to grab a few things for your next class. When you closed the door you flinched as you were startled by who was standing behind the door. It was Jae.
y/n: holy fuck! you scared me! what do you want Jae?
Jae: so you’re going on dates with people now?
y/n: yeah...and? I cannot?
Jae: no do whatever you want, we both know they ain’t gonna fuck you as good I as did.
y/n: stop being so full of yourself Jae. don’t you have a girl to go fuck?
Jae: yeah...but it’s boring so it’s whatever.
y/n: what...you can’t find someone who can fuck you or suck on your dick as good as me?
you let out a scoff...but realized what he was trying to do. you forgot he loves it when you talk shit to him. He loves it when you are mad at him because it leads to angry sex. When you finally realize what he’s trying to do you stop.
y/n: Jae stop....please just stop.
Jae: stop what baby?
y/n: I don’t know what kind of game you’re trying to play but I don’t want to be a part of it. I really wish you could see how you’re hurting me right now...I wish you could go back to see how much fun we had before the sex. I know you’re a great guy deep down inside Jae, I just wish you’d bring him back out and realize there’s someone who wants to be with you.
He stood there frozen....He knew you were a different kind of mad. Did he really lose you forever?
y/n: I miss being friends with you Jae. I had fun hanging out with you, but I’m tired of getting my heart thrown around like a rag doll.
Jae:...y/n..I-
y/n: i gotta get to class....
And there again you went....walking away from someone who you cared so much for but tried so hard to forget. Tears began to fall down your eyes again.
You and Jaemin went on a few dates but realized that you had more fun just being friends. You had a lot of things in common, but you both agreed the feelings weren’t there. You told Jaemin about what happened between you and Jae. He was a friend you could talk to about anything now.
Jaemin: I’m sure he’ll come around...you never know.
y/n: I don’t know, the way he is I don’t think he’ll ever have feelings for anyone...
Jaemin: let’s go to the beach party tonight. Hyuck and Jisung kept bugging me to go..we should all go together and blow off steam.
y/n: maybe you’re right. what beach is it?
Jaemin: uhhh...i think it’s called sunset beach
you froze at his words....sunset beach...you know sunset beach. that was the place the picture you and Jae took together. you both pretended to be boyfriend and girlfriend to get Jae’s ex girlfriend off his back. That was the day you became close friends that fulled around. You were hesitant to go, because you were afraid he’d be there and everything will come back.
y/n: on second thought I don’t know if I want to go...
Jaemin: if it’s because of Jae, he shouldn’t be the reason for you to not have fun. You won’t be alone either, you’ll be with me, Jisung and Hyuck.
Y/n:....ugh why are you always right?!
Jaemin:...because I’m perfect.
We went to your apartment to get ready. While the boys waiting in the living room you were in your room staring into your closet. What did you want to wear? As you stood there..
y/n: wait what does it matter what I wear....not like I’m trying to impress anyone....
you ended up wearing a jean mini skirt, a bright green oversized shirt tucked into the front and some sandals...because after all you’re going to the beach. You all got into Hyuck’s car and drove to the beach party. You were a little nervous because you really didn’t want to see him there.
Jaemin: relax you’ll have fun! besides...if he’s there you can always use me to make him jealous.
laughter filled the car helping y/n relax. You all arrived to the party...there was a lot of people there already. Hyuck and Jisung went their separate ways leaving just you and Jaemin.
y/n: why do we even hang out with them, when they always ditch us.
Jaemin:...well they are kids what do you expect haha...
you and jaemin went to go grab a drink.
Jaemin: wanna sit over there?
point in the direction of near a bom fire that was lit.
y/n: yeah sure.
you both saw a bunch of your friends and classmates and started to converse. you tried your best to have fun which you slowly were. Laughing with everyone telling stories...just as it started to become more fun, you see Jaehyun. This time he was alone....maybe he’s meeting a new girl there. He didn’t notice you sitting near the fire. Jaemin leans in towards you and whispers.
Jaemin: are you gonna be ok? do you want to go for a walk?
y/n: no...I’m tired of running away. I need to just suck it up.
He smiled wrapping his arm around your shoulder. You just smiled and stared at the ground for a little while. After a few moments you look up making eye contact with Jaehyun. You both stared at each other for a minute what felt like hours. Jaemin looked over to you
Jaemin: are you o--
looking up at who she was looking at.
Jaemin:...are you ok? do you want to leave?
you didn’t know what you wanted to do, but you knew you had to go somewhere.
y/n: I’m gonna go for a walk.
Jaemin: want me to come with you?
y/n: no no I’ll be fine you have fun.
Jaemin: are you sure?
y/n: yes...don’t worry if I get mobbed I’ll call you or one of the boys
you both let out a giggle as Jaemin let go of your hand. You started to walk away from him as Jae sat there and watched you disappear. You decided to walk near the shoreline. You loved walking near the water touching the small waves that came in with your feet. It was a cold night but you still enjoyed it. You stopped in your tracks and stared at the moon. It was so bright tonight. You felt yourself shiver from the cold breeze. You thought to yourself...maybe I should head back near the fire where it’s warm. You stood there and started talking to yourself...
y/n: why am I doing this to myself....ugh we know I can’t let go of my feelings for him. I’m sure he’s here with someone...ugh I shouldn’t have come here...
You took one last look at the moon before you turned around, right before you turned your feet a warm jacket was thrown over you...
y/n: Jaemin I was on my way ba--
As you turned around thinking it was Jaemin who put a jacket on you, it was Jaehyun.
y/n: Jae?...what are you doing here....
Jae: hey...I saw you were by yourself. and it’s cold out. I knew you didn’t have a jacket either. you were always like that.
y/n:...well thanks for the jacket...here
you pulled it off to hand it back to him.
Jae: no you keep it, it’s really cold tonight I don’t want you to get sick....
his tone of voice was different from before...it was quiet and had a lot of sadness.
y/n: what would it matter if I got sick or not...you don’t have to worry...
Jae: I know I don’t but I know you’d come here with nothing warm to wear.
y/n: why don’t you take care of the random girl you’re here with....
Jae: I’m not here with anyone.
you stood there quietly...you didn’t understand why. But hearing that he was here by himself made you happy. you started to walk away.
Jae: how are things goin with you and Jaemin?
y/n:...fine
Jae: oh...
you felt awkward standing in front of him..and again you started to walk away. you took a few steps before you felt him wrap his arms around you.
y/n: jae...wha-
Jae: can I just stay here like this for a little bit
you both stood there quietly as you let him hug you from behind. You felt safe in his arms, this is what you dreamed of. Him holding you in his arms. Yes he’s held you in his arms before, but it was only to help him from being tired after sex...never like this...it felt different to you. Tears began to fall down your face like it was a daily routine for you. You pulled away turning around.
y/n:...you’re doing it again jae! i hate doing this to myself
Jae: doing what?
y/n: I hate that I always think of you when I’m trying to forget you! When I finally do start to forget about you, you’re always there. I hate it!
More and more tears start to fall. You fell to your feet burying your face in your hands as you cry. He bent down to you, gently pushing you down to sit in the sand with him. You then buried your face in your arms looking away from him. It got quiet...the only sounds that were heard was the waves crashing on the shore and little sniffles coming from you. As you kept looking away you had more on your chest you wanted to let out.
Y/n: As much as I tried to forget you Jae my mind is always turning around to think about you again. I wanted to forget you because I knew you’d never change and we will never be anything. But deep down inside my heart is telling me to not let go.
you stopped talking and then heard sniffling...but it wasn’t from you. you looked up and turned to look at him to see tears falling from his eyes. You’ve never seen him cry. He was always a stone, never shared his emotions as much as you tried to get him to.
y/n: jae..I didn’t mean to..
Jae: I’m sorry...
y/n: sorry?....for what...
Jae: for everything I put you through....
y/n: it’s my fault for falling in love with you when we agreed to never fall in love with each other...
it became silent again...you stared up at the stars with glassy eyes....then you felt him put his hand on yours. you looked down at him.
Jae: I lied to you...
y/n: lied to me about what?
Jae: remember when you asked me if there was ever a time I had more feelings about you for a moment. and I said no.
y/n:...yeah.
Jae: I lied....there were several times I felt something.
y/n: but--
Jae: no let me finish.
you sat there and listened to what he had to say because it was all overwhelming and you were frozen to move.
Jae:...there were times after we did it and you’d just get up and leave I felt a hole in my heart. I wanted you to just stay...but I choose to ignore my feelings because I didn’t want you to get hurt. But really I didn’t realize I was hurting you already.
y/n: even after I told you that I liked you, you continued to hurt me....you manipulated my feelings over and over....
Jae: i know and I can’t take it back...when you left that day I fell a part. I did stupid things to forget about you and I hated myself everyday. Then when I saw you with Jaemin I knew I couldn’t get you back. Even if it was just us being friends, I saw how much fun you were having with him I just had to let it go.
y/n: why were you jealous or something?
Jae: yes I was
you were surprised he said that. Jae the guy you thought was a stone....you were face to face with the Jae you first met and fell in love with.
Jae: i know we can’t go back to what we use to be...but I want to start over with you...actually take you on a date. Talk late nights like we use to, laugh like we use to...I want to wake up next to you and not having to wake up and you’re gone. I want to make you breakfast in the mor---
you pressed your lips against Jaehyun’s. you felt warmth in your heart again...you felt safe being with him again. you pulled away breaking the kiss as you looked into his eyes.
y/n: there’s the Jae I fell in love with.
he looked at you with a smile as he pulled you in for another kiss. then pulling you in his arms tight.
y//n: Jae I can’t breathe...
Jae:...sorry...I couldn’t help it.
y/n: so you’re jealous of Jaemin huh...
giggling...he shoves you away.
Jae: aren’t you dating him though?
y/n: well we did for a little while but we both agreed the feelings of love wasn’t there. I told him about you and he kept telling me my heart is forever gonna belong to you.
Jae: wait then why didn’t you---
you stuck your tongue out to him making a face. This is what you missed most...laughing with him. He pulled out his phone.
Jae: I want to show you something...
He pulls it out to show you that he had the same picture of you and him on his phone. You smiled as you showed him your phone.
y/n: I have it too..I didn’t have the heart to change it, I love this picture of us.
Jae: I know you did...I saw it the first time you put Jaemin’s phone number into your phone...I was behind you that day.
y/n:...oh.
Jae: how about we take a new one?
y/n: you’re weird but ok...
he brings up his phone to get both of you in the frame...
Jae: ready?...1-2-3
Right as he clicks the shutter button he turns to kiss you on the cheek catching your gasp.
y/n: OH MY GOD YOU’RE SO CORNY!!!
He begins to giggle as he looks at the photo...
y/n: oh my god jae delete that I look horrible!!
you reaching out to grab his phone as he holds it up high from you.
Jae: nope! it’s mine...I’m going to show it to everyone too
y/n: oh my god you better not! give it to me and delete it jae! why would you show that.
He stops to pull you in again..
Jae: i want everyone to see that you belong to me and no one else...
you smiled at him putting your head back on his shoulder hugging his waist. You knew that someday he’ll realize his true feelings and it was worth the wait.
Jae: want to come back to my place?
y/n: mmhmm..but let me text the boys that--
as you pulled out your phone you noticed you received a text message from your group chat with the boys.
{11:30 PM FROM: Jaemin} shit i told you he’d turn around..
{11:31 PM FROM: Jisungie} Wait what?! who turned around I’m confused!
{11:32 PM FROM: Hyuck} Jisung you small child i don’t know what are we going to do with you...
you let out a little giggle..
Jae: what’s so funny?
y/n: nothing...haha I think they’ll be ok without me.
Jaehyun stood up dusted his pants from the sand that got on it and helping you up. He reached behind you to help dust off the sand that had gotten on your skirt.
Jae: Oh and you look really cute tonight..
y/n: thank you..
Jae: are you ready to go?
y/n: mmhmm...
As you started to walk to Jaehyun’s car you felt your phone buzz again.
{11:45 PM FROM: Jaemin} ooooh y/n is gonna get some tonight!!!
{11:46 PM FROM: Hyuck} Oh my god you’re so disgusting Jaemin!
{11:47 PM FROM: Jisungie} what is she gonna get?! I’m so lost someone tell me what’s going on!
you just shook your head as you and Jaehyun walked to his car. You were walking side by side like you normally would with him, but this time he grabs your hand interlocking his fingers with yours. Pulling your hand up to his lips to give it a small peck. As you both get to his car he opens the door for you and you get in. The car ride was quiet, but you kept glancing over to Jaehyun. Something about him driving always turned you on. You never noticed what he was wearing until your eyes started to wander his body. Seeing him wearing ripped jeans and a black t-shirt. The jacket you had on completed his outfit.
But seeing him in ripped jeans always turned you on. You began to feel yourself create a pool between your legs...you begin to shuffle your thighs together to get keep yourself from getting anymore wet than you already were. Trying your best to hide it from Jaehyun, but he knows you too well. He can see you shifting around in your chair and puts his hand on your thigh.
Jae: baby is something wrong?
y/n: huh? oh um..no I’m fine.
you began to shake your legs together with the touch of Jaehyun’s hand on your thigh...you felt the car speed up and the grip on your thigh got tighter. you look over at Jaehyun as he’s bitting the bottom of his lip.
Jae: we are almost there baby and you can have all of this...
A moan left your mouth at the words he said. You missed his touch and everything he says to you. Moments later you finally reach his apartment. You barely made it to his apartment without touching each other. As soon as he got the door open he slams it shut then picking you up automatically wrapping your legs around his waist and you both making out as his tongue reaches deep inside of your mouth making you moan.
You both finally make it to his room as he breaks the kiss to give both of you air. Jae staring at you with those seductive eyes as he got closer to you. you biting the bottom of your lip as you push your gaze down to his hard member, and licking your lips making you want him more than ever.
Jae: you want this baby?
y/n:...mmmhhmm yes baby I want it now..
Jae: damn baby I missed this pretty lil cunt..
pushing his hands towards the wetness of your clit...and rubbing it...placing his fingers in his mouth tasting you.
Jae: damn y/n you taste so good like always...now come here so I can destroy this pussy.
He pulls you in to him inserting his hard cock into your wet clit. A loud moan left your mouth as your head fell backwards. Feeling his kisses on your neck.
y/n: don’t stop Jae...oh my god..
Jae: y/n you’re so tight and wet for me...I miss this tight pussy
you feeling every inch of him inside of you, oh how you missed it all. It felt so good. You didn’t want it to stop. Sex with him was always heaven to you.
Jae:...oh my god baby I’m almost ready to cum.
y/n: ah...oh my god I’m so close Jaehyun...
his thrusting becomes sloppy..
Jae: where do you want me to cum baby?....
Y/n:...oh my--babe..any-any--anywhere you want oh my god I’m so close don’t stop..
Jae: I’m gonna cum in this pretty lil pussy....
before he finished he felt you clench your walls on his cock as he knew you were at your high with him falling not too long after filling you up. He slowly fell on top of your chest giving a kiss on your cheek as he became soft in you. Jaehyun pulls out as he sees both of your white juices spill out of you. Grabbing a towel near the bed, he sees your legs trembling as he smiles and helps clean you both up. You laid there panting and trembling. Jaehyun handed you some water. kissing the top of your shoulder handing you a hoodie and sweats for you to throw on.
Jae: sorry baby I went a little too hard this time around.
y/n: it’s ok
Jae: I just missed you.
leaning in to kiss you on your forehead as he goes back to his side to lay down yanking you in his arms. all you hear are giggles and kissing noises and he’s showering you with love. You both fell asleep.
Morning came as you got woken up by the sun that made it passed Jaehyun’s curtains. You look over to see Jaehyun still asleep with his arm around your waist. You couldn’t help but smile as you slowly move his arm away to make your way to the kitchen. You knew Jaehyun was always hungry when he woke up. And you remembered he always wanted to have breakfast in bed with you so you started to make pancakes because who doesn’t love pancakes in the morning.
Jaehyun slowly woke up rolling over to see the empty side of his bed where you laid. His heart stopped for a moment because it was how he felt every time he woke up and you were gone. But a smile grew on his face as he saw you walk in with a tray of food and coffee.
y/n: Hey sleepy head...I knew you were going to be hungry when you woke up so I made pancakes for us and coffee.
you set the tray of food down on his desk as you turned around to see him smiling ear to ear.
y/n:..what?
Jae shook his head at you. You walked to the bed to be yanked by him and held you in his arms again.
y/n: what’s with you this morning...
Jae: nothing just happy..
y/n: I can see that...
Jae: now I don’t have to worry about waking up and you being completely gone. and now I can do this.
he gives you a bunch of kisses on your forehead, then your nose then your lips.
y/n: Oh my god Jae you’re being so corny stoooop.
Jae: nope!
you both continue to laugh and he eventually stops and looks into your eyes.
y/n: what is it now?
Jae:...I love you y/n...
y/n: I love you too Jaehyun..
He cupped your face and pulled you in for a passionate kiss. And you started your day cuddling in his bed.
A/N: My first published smut ayy.. I was stuck on this for a while but last night lordt I just went on one and finished it at like 4am lmao… Ty to my FLOwer (@nctreacting) for helping me out with this 💕
Contains: drinking, being drunk, mentioning of vomit, angry sex
Word Count: 1,985
General plot: you and Jeno have been broken up for a few months. you gotten drunk and somehow ended up at his house trying to get answers to why he left you without a word.
*PLEASE HAVE USE PROTECTION, AND DRINK RESPONSIBLY*
[2:30 AM] You were drunk off your mind and didn’t want to go home. You’ve gone drinking with some of your friends because you wanted to blow off some steam. Your boss kept nagging you about every little thing. It was a little over 2:30 AM and you were ready to leave the bar. You said bye to all of your friends and calling a cab.
Cab driver: where to miss?
You don’t remember when you told the driver the address or why you ended here. But you are standing in front of your ex boyfriend Jeno’s front door. You look down at his keypad and type in a code. Sure enough he never changed the code on his door. It was the day you both confessed you both liked each other. He broke things off with you 5 months ago and he never gave you a real reason. He just stopped calling and avoided you at all cost. As you were standing in his apartment it was dark and the only lights you could see was the dim flickering lights off the tv.
The room was spinning with each step you take. As you grunted from being dizzy holding yourself up against the wall, Jeno jumps up from the couch frightened.
Jeno: WHAT THE FUCK! WHO’S THER--Y/N?! How did you get in here?!
you let out a little scoff...as you stumble with your words.
y/n: isn’t it obvious? you didn’t change your code. it’s the date of the day we told each other we liked each other.
He stood there silent. Your head was spinning more and more as you collapsed on the ground. With Jeno running to you bending down to help you up, you push his arms away.
y/n: don’t touch me.
Jeno: I’m just trying to help you up. Lets take you to the couch.
y/n: I CAN GET THERE MYSELF!
You slowly stood up and took baby steps towards the couch stumbling here and there. You can see in the corner of your eye Jeno was quite close to be there to catch you if you fall again, but you made it to the couch. He went to the kitchen to get you some water. You yanked the water out of his hand and gulped it down
Jeno: y/n! slow down before you throw up!
You didn’t listen to a word he said and continued to gulp everything down. Moments later you felt a swirling happen in your stomach. Putting your hand to your mouth because you felt something coming back up. You jetted towards the bathroom and shoved your head in the toilet and you let everything you drank back out. You were embarrassed that you were puking in your ex boyfriend’s bathroom.
He is kneeling next to you holding your hair back and rubbing circles on your back to help you relax as you continue to let everything back out.
y/n: I don’t wanna hear it...
Jeno:...I didn’t say anything.
y/n: but you were thinking it.
You then see at the corner of your eye a little smirk on his face as you knew deep down he wanted to say “I told you so” the room was still spinning but after a few mins you finally finished throwing up putting the seat down and sitting on top of the toilet looking at your feet. Jeno then gets up wetting a to clean your face with. You couldn’t comprehend what was going on as he handed you a new toothbrush he had in his drawer. He always had extra when there was nights you slept over his apartment.
He knew you couldn’t move too much as the room was spinning so he help do it for you. After he helped you brush your teeth, he saw how your hair was all in disarray from the sweat and everything else going on. He let out a little giggle as he pulled out a brush.
y/n:...I can’t use that.
Jeno: why not?
Y/n: it’s someone else’s property.
Jeno: no it’s yours...
You stopped for a second and thought to yourself...”he still has my stuff here? I would’ve thought he got rid of it by now.” He’s on the side of you brushing your hair and putting it in a nice ponytail to get it out of your way. He looks at your face as your makeup is smeared from what it looks like from crying and puking together. He goes in his cabinet grabbing some makeup wipes he had and gently starts to wipe away what’s left of your makeup.
Jeno: stay here don’t move.
y/n: jeno...the room is spinning, if I move you’ll have a dent in the wall from my head hitting it.
He got up and left the bathroom to come back a few mins later with a hoodie that belonged to him. You noticed it was your favorite hoodie of his that he knew you loved to sleep in, along a pair of your sleeping shorts you left behind. You thought you lost them but come to find out it was only left at your ex boyfriend’s house.
Y/n: you kept my clothes?
Jeno: yeah...I don’t want to throw away someone else’s property. Do you need help putting it on?
Y/n: no I think....I can---
You stood up really slow but still felt a huge dizzy rush come to your head as you used Jeno to catch yourself from falling...you looked up at him embarrassed again..
Y/n:...can you help me?
He lets out a little giggle as he begins to help you switch out your clothes. He then slowly helps you walk back to the couch. You both sat there quietly. Thinking to yourself, why is he doing this? But he looked so amazing tonight. You kept glancing over to him....when you were drunk you were always so horny. You kept shifting your legs together to try to get comfortable. He knew what you were doing and just kept his eyes on the tv. You couldn’t take it anymore.
You stood up in front of him straddling on his lap. You lean in to kiss his neck as he lets out a little moan, you worked your way to his jaw then to his lips. He breaks away quickly.
Jeno: y/n...don’t do this.
y/n: why not?
Jeno: you’re drunk
y/n: and so?
Jeno: don’t do stupid stuff.
And he shoves you off of him. Tears start to fall from your eyes.
y/n: why don’t you like me anymore?
Jeno:...what?
y/n: you never told me why you broke up with me....you just left me in the dust without a word.
Jeno: y/n please don’t do this
You began to get angry, as more tears start to fall.
y/n: IS IT BECAUSE HOW I LOOK?
Jeno: no its not y/n please stop.
y/n: NO I NEED AN ANSWER LEE JENO! IS IT BECAUSE I WAS HORRIBLE IN BED?! WHAT IS IT TELL ME! WHAT DID I--
Before you knew it his lips met yours. His soft lips you loved, the kisses became more passionate as he gone deeper into your mouth. You could feel chills going up and down your spine. You let out quiet moans throughout the kissing sending Jeno’s hands down to your core. You break free from the kiss when you felt him stick his hand in your shorts touching you and you moaned because you haven’t been touched by him like that in such a long time.
Jeno: damn y/n you’re so wet...
He picks you up and takes you to his room throwing you on the bed.
Jeno: everything off now!
You begin to strip all the way down exposing everything to him as he watches you squirm for him.
Jeno: wow look at you so needy.
He climbs into bed and without warning inserts his harden member into your core. You releasing a loud moan.
Y/n:...je..oh my god...jeno
Jeno: I love hearing you moan my name baby.
Jeno leans in giving you kisses on your neck as he continues to push in and out of you. You can feel yourself getting close and he knows this because he can feel you clenching your walls.
Jeno: damn baby you’re so tight, I know you’re close baby but hold on a little longer I’m almost there too.
Y/n:...jeno...I don--I don’t think I can oh my god right there! I’m about to cum jeno..
Jeno: go ahead baby cum for me!
He was close to his high as he began to push faster and it got sloppy. You both hit your orgasms at the same time grinding on each other. He pulls out to clean both of you off. After he cleaned himself and you up, you sat up against the headboard putting your clothes back on.
Y/n:...sorry I came to your house uninvited. I just told the cab driver your address I don’t know why....
Jeno:...it’s ok.
It was quiet for a little while as you shifted yourself to the edge of the bed. Not making eye contact with him you begin to question him.
Y/n: what happened?
Jeno: what do you mean?
Y/n: you just left me alone without a word of why you broke up with me. Don’t you think I deserved to know?
Jeno:...yeah. but I just can’t tell you.
You felt tears to form in your eyes. You didn’t want him to see you crying again.
Y/n: I better get going...sorry for showing up here. I won’t do this ever again.
Jeno: no don’t leave you’re still drunk.
Y/n: no I’m not anymore. I’m fine now.
You got up and started to walk away and you felt his hand grab your wrist. You shove it off from you and turned sharply back facing him. He sees the tears in your eyes.
Y/n: LET ME GO! I can’t stay here
Jeno: why not?
Y/n:...I don’t want to be in a place where I’m reminded of the time I was here with you telling you I loved you and the next day I never heard from you again. I never stopped loving you Jeno. Even when you left me in the dark, I never stopped loving you...can you believe that?!
More and more tears fell down as you turned around and walked away. As you were walking he can hear your sobbing echo in the empty part of his apartment. You got closer to the door as you took one last huff before turning the door knob. Before you could you felt his arms wrap around you.
Jeno: I was afraid
Y/n: afraid of what
Jeno: I was afraid I was never good enough for you.
He turned you around so you’d face him.
Y/n: what?
Jeno:....that day you told me you loved me, I was scared.
y/n: i don’t get it
Jeno: I’ve never felt this way with anyone until I met you. My ex’s would tell me they loved me but only said it because I said it. Then when I heard you say you loved me first I got scared. And everyday seeing your stuff around my house made regret everything.
y/n: you know I really meant it when I said I loved you...and I still mean that I love you still.
It got quiet it for a few mins. y/n felt awkward after awhile and wanted to walk away but she was frozen and couldn’t move.
Jeno:...I do love you y/n...I always have and always will.
Your heart sank at the words he finally said back to you.
Y/n: I love you Lee Jeno
With a smile on his face he says those words to you again bringing you in for a hug.
Jeno: I love you so much y/n.
Maybe you being drunk was a bad thing but it brought you to the man you always loved and hoped that one day he’d return his love to you.
Paring: Renjun x female reader [feat. the other NCT Dream members]
Genre: Fluff (I guess? lol)
Plot: you were dating Renjun---your relationship began to take a rough patch when he’s was convinced by his ex that you’re being too clingy and controlling. When you’re just showing him how much you loved him by taking care of him in anyway he needed, you gave him the space he asked for because he wanted a break. His members tell him otherwise and he’s listening to the wrong person and that he really does need y/n because he can’t live without her...is he too late to tell how he really feels about y/n?
Word Count: 3,297
SORRY I DIDN’T PROOF READ IT....
Sorry the POV keeps changing lol
Y/N and Renjun have been dating for a few months. You knew that dating an idol was going to be hard because of his constant schedules. Coming home late at night and only being able to see each other late at night after dance practices. But y/n knew everything was worth it because you loved him so much. You loved the passion he had for his singing. Always made sure he was eating well and not getting sick.
Most of the time his members would be jealous you never took as much care towards them as you did with Renjun. Y/N knew they were about to finish up practice and knew they would be hungry for snacks. She got to the building as the front desk already knew who she was as they let her in, going up to the 6th floor where the practice room was.
y/n: hey guys I brought snacks!
Y/n even was generous to buy snacks for their managers as they had the hardest job dealing with chaotic boys. You walked over to Renjun to give him a kiss on the cheek to say hello. And gives you a soft smile in return. y/n noticed his mood wasn’t the same as it use to be.
y/n: are you ok Renjun?
Renjun:...yeah I’m fine. Eat your snacks I’ll be back, I’m going to use the bathroom.
As he walked away to the restroom, you sat there in silence to wonder if you had did something wrong. You tried your best not to be all over him too much like he asked, but what was it this time? His member Jaemin noticed how you were sitting on the couch staring at the floor. He walks over handing you one of the drinks you had bought for them and hands it to you.
Jaemin:...here y/n drink this.
y/n:--no it’s for you guys. You drink it...
He senses something was wrong with you as you wouldn’t make eye contact. He already knew what was wrong.
Jaemin: don’t worry about Renjun, he’s just stressing out about our comeback. You didn’t do anything wrong...
y/n: seems like I did...I wasn’t trying to upset him. I know he doesn’t like it when I come around too much during practice, but I had some time before work so I wanted to stop by to bring some snacks.
Manager: don’t worry about it too much, he’ll come around. He knows you mean well.
While they were all talking stories in the dance studio Renjun kept pacing back and forth. Flustered about so many things...the comeback, writing new music, and being there for y/n. He did like her, but he felt like it’s not enough to be with her. Should he just break things off with her so he can concentrate on this comeback? As he was walking back to the dance room he felt an arm wrap around his. Looking back at who it was, thinking it was y/n.
Renjun: y/n! I told you i was going to--
He stopped in his tracks to see it wasn’t y/n but his ex girlfriend Nina.
Renjun: Ni--Nina what are you doing here?
Nina: I miss you! Don’t you miss me?
Renjun slips her arm off of his to face her.
Renjun: you broke up with me remember?
Nina: yeah I know and I regret it. Come on we use to have so much fun together!
Renjun: that was in the past Nina, and I’m with y/n now.
Nina lets out a little scoff as she stands closer to Renjun.
Nina: yeah but are you happy with her. I can tell you aren’t happy with her as you were happy with me.
Renjun: you don’t know what you’re talking about.
Nina: she’s so clingy! like shit give yourself some space! At least when you were with me we had fun.
Renjun: I gotta go...bye Nina.
He walks away and goes back to the room. When he got there he noticed you were gone.
Renjun: where did y/n go?
Jeno: she needed to leave already because she had to go to work. Remember today is Friday so she works nights at the cafe.
Renjun: oh yeah that’s right.
Haechan: is everything ok dude?
Renjun sat down next to his members and sighed.
Renjun: I don’t know....
Jaemin: I know the comeback is becoming stressful but we got this! We’ve done this a million times.
Renjun:...it’s not even about that.
Chenle: don’t tell us it’s about y/n is it?
Renjun looked at his lap as he nodded yes. y/n had noticed she forgot her phone before she left the building and ran back up to go get it. As she got closer she could hear Renjun talking. A smile was formed on her face until she heard what he was telling the boys.
Renjun: I don’t know what i feel about y/n anymore.
y/n stood there quietly...she knows it’s bad to eavesdrop but couldn’t help it when she knew it was about her.
Jaemin: what do you mean? don’t you like her?
Renjun:...yeah...well yeah I honestly don’t know....
Jeno: ...what?! what do you mean you don’t know...
Renjun: when I was outside on my way back from the bathroom I bumped into Nina.
Jisung:...oh---no not Nina! Hyung you didn’t!
Renjun: no i didn’t do anything with her.
Jaemin: what happened.
Renjun: a part of me misses being with her. she knew i hated clingy people, and she threw out points that were true.
Jeno: What do you mean? you’re saying that you don’t like y/n because she’s being too clingy?! is that even a real reason.
Renjun:...I know it doesn’t make sense. Don’t get me wrong, I feel so happy and appreciated with y/n. But I miss the stuff I use to do with Nina.
Haechan: so what you’re gonna go back with Nina?!
Renjun:...I don’t know a part of me does, but I don’t want to break y/n’s heart.
When y/n heard that, she fell to her knees hitting the door open by accident with her arm..
Chenle: ...y/n?
Everyone shot their heads towards the door as Renjun sees y/n eyes filled with tears.
Renjun: Y/N I CAN EXPLAIN!
Before he could get to you, you got up and ran away as fast as you could. You didn’t want to face anyone with the embarrassment. It hurt so much, hearing everything he said hurt so much. Was his “love” for you real? or just doing it out of “pity”. You ended up calling in to work that night. You knew you wouldn’t be able to work with how you were just feeling. When you got home your roommate Wendy was confused to see you home early.
Wendy: I thought you had to w---WHAT HAPPENED TO YOU?!
She shot up seeing how your eyes were red and puffy knowing it was from crying.
y/n:...nothing.
Wendy: you’re lying what happened!
Wendy brought you to the couch with a glass of water to drink as you looked really dehydrated from all the crying. You proceed to tell her what you heard.
Wendy: wow...I don’t know what to say y/n..but I’m so sorry.
y/n: what did I do wrong? what did I do wrong Wendy?
Tears began to fall again as y/n was so confused, she thought everything was going well for them. Wendy took her too y/n’s room as she ended up crying herself to sleep. Not too long after y/n falls asleep someone knocks on the door. Wendy answers it to see Jaemin standing in the door way letting him in.
Wendy: what happened tonight?
Jaemin: how’s y/n? I went to her work but they told me she didn’t come in today.
Wendy: she came home with puffy eyes sobbing. She cried herself to sleep. How could Renjun do this to her?
Jaemin: I honestly don’t know and don’t understand it either.
You drifted to sleep...but got woken up by the constant buzzing sound of your phone. You peak over to see what time it was [12 AM]...you thought to yourself “when did I fall asleep?” y/n grabbed her phone to see 8 missed calls, 5 voicemails and 5 text messages...all from Renjun. Y/n was dreading to hear what the voicemails began to say...
Voicemail: y/n please talk to me I’m sorry...
She clicked passed the first...then the 2nd and so on...not wanting to hear from him. Leaving Renjun on read. y/n laid back in bed thinking “is it officially over?”, everything you’ve done for him and the constant support and encouragement you gave him was fallen under clingy to him.
Jaemin got back to the dorms where he was greeted by Renjun.
Renjun: did you find her? is she ok?
Jaemin:...she didn’t go to work. but she’s at home sleeping.
Renjun:...oh
Jaemin: yeah Wendy said she cried herself to sleep...
Renjun sighed in relief to know you just went home....he could only think of the worse when you weren’t responding to him. He sat down on the couch while Jaemin joined him.
Jaemin: so is it officially over with you 2 now?
Renjun: i don’t know....I didn’t say we were. Maybe we just need a break from each other.
Jaemin:..Jun...she gives all the time and break you want all the time. you know there were times she would come to me and hand me stuff to give to you because she knew you didn’t want to be bothered by her. She knew you were getting sick because of how you were acting.
Renjun: like that soup your mom made?
Jaemin:...yeah
Renjun: that wasn’t made by your mom was it....
Jaemin: what do you think?
Renjun didn’t know what to think anymore. He couldn’t really think of anything else other than their comeback. It’s been a few weeks since he had his comeback and since that day of the accident. You would only see him on t.v., even though that day happened you still silently cheered him on at home. Backstage as they were done with their set Renjun was the last to get to the room.
Renjun: where’s y/n I want her to rub my head like she always does because this damn headset gives me a ---
Before he could finish...he looked around forgetting that y/n wasn’t gonna be there anymore. As the night went on he kept forgetting y/n wasn’t around.
Stylist: Renjun do you need help putting this back on
Holding out the accessories to complete his outfit.
Renjun: no it’s ok I can have y/n help me....
Again he realizes you weren’t there....And he sat down quietly on the couch as his other members watch him crumble at a small mistake he said. y/n couldn’t help but see how tired he looked on stage.
y/n: his head must be hurting from that headset...
You heard from Chenle that Renjun caught a little cold one night.
Y/n: what am I suppose to do?
Chenle: I don’t know..but he doesn’t listen to us.
y/n ended up making her famous chicken noodle soup. All of them loved it even though they weren’t sick. She thought to herself...”I don’t want to be the one to give it to him....” She walked over to the dorms knowing none of them will be there. Punching the code the manager gave her to the door to let herself in. She sets the soup on the table with a little note “Warm it up for 1 min and eat slowly. Feel better” with not a word of who it was from. You needed to use the bathroom so you walked over towards the bathroom. Passing by his room where his door was open, he never leaves his door open.
You noticed he was asleep in his bed...he should be at practice no one told her he was at home sleeping. She got closer noticing the hot sweat going across his forehead. y/n looked around his room to see crumpled up paper balls all over the floor, dirty clothes thrown in random places. Y/n being the person she was, she picked up all the rubbish and put his dirty clothes in the hamper near his closet. Quietly cleaning up while he slept, she went into the kitchen to get a bowl of cold water and a small towel. Dipping the towel in the cold water wringing out the excess. Then dabbing it across his forehead to bring his fever down. y/n whispers to herself...
y/n: you need to stop over working yourself. you are such a great person already that people love...stop getting hurt. it hurts me to see you like this...
She went back to the kitchen to warm up the soup she made for him and then placing it on the side table next to his bed. Along with some water and aspirin for when he wakes up. y/n pulls the blanket over him as she starts to hear him mumble in his sleep...
Renjun:...I’m sorry y/n...
y/n: huh?
Renjun:...please don’t leave me...I need you.
y/n knew he was talking in his sleep as he laid there still not opening his eyes. She then sees tear drops slowly fall from his closed eyes. He was dreaming about something bad...”should I wake him up?” she thinks to herself. But doesn’t when she sees him stop and flip over to his side. y/n ends up leaving a note on the tray of food “please eat this and feel better” once again not a word of who it was from.
You got to work as you kept thinking to yourself about what he was dreaming about. Your boss snapped you back into reality as you continued to work. Renjun felt a lot better after eating the mysterious soup someone left him. He got to the practice room where he saw Jisung sitting down with Chenle stretching.
Renjun: hey were you guys at the dorm yesterday?
Chenle: no we were here all day why?
Renjun:...nothing.
Nina walks in...
Nina: hey guys!
ChenJi:.....hi---nina....
She walks over to Renjun giving a peck on the cheek and a smile.
Nina: don’t I get a kiss too?
Renjun: why? we aren’t dating...
Nina: why not...
Renjun: were you at our dorm last night?
Nina lets out a little laugh...
Nina: why would I?
Renjun:...nevermind.
Manager: y/n was there...you didn’t see her?
Renjun: huh? she was?
Manager: yeah she said Chenle told her you were sick so she made soup and called me to see if I could drop it off. I couldn’t because I had you guys here so I gave her the code to the door.
Renjun stood in silence as he realize he wasn’t dreaming and did see y/n there taking care of him.
Nina:...haha oh please.
Manager: Nina please leave before I call your manager.
Nina: I’ll leave once I get my kiss from my bf..
She then tugs on Renjun’s arm.
Renjun: I’m not your boyfriend...
Nina: well you broke up with that clingy chick.
Renjun: when did I say that? I didn’t say anything along the lines of “we broke up”
Manager: I about to dial Nina!
Nina lets out a huge growl and storms out. Renjun frozen at his tracks....did he realize he does love y/n as much as she does? Maybe the feelings he was feeling wasn’t anger because she was try too hard...his anger was that he didn’t know how to express how much he loved her. Jaemin and Jeno walks in seeing Renjun.
Jaemin: hey Ren---
Renjun storms out before anyone could say hi to them..
Manager; WHERE ARE YOU GOING WE HAVE PRACTICE!!!!
Renjun: I’ll be back I promise!!!
Their manager shook his head as they went on with their practice without him. Renjun sprinting down the streets to head towards your work. It was Friday he knew you worked nights. Hoping he’d make it to your work before you finished locking up the store. Just as he got there he sees you locking the front door of the store saying your goodbyes to your coworkers.
Renjun stops at he’s panting from all the running he just did, with a huge smile. You not paying attention to your surroundings looking at your phone. You whisper to yourself “they must be at practice...I hope they are still eating during breaks...” y/n then stops in her tracks when she hears a familiar voice call out to her.
Renjun: Y/N!
Y/N: Renjun?
He runs to you without stopping and wraps his arms around you. y/n being completely confused. Renjun squeezing you in his arms leaving you with less air to breathe...
Y/n:..Ren---Renjun I can’t breathe...
Renjun: oh sorry!
He pulls back and you’re standing face to face after weeks of not speaking to each other.
Y/n: are you ok? don’t you have practice right now?
Renjun: yeah I’m fine....no actually I’m not fine.
y/n: are you still sick? did you need medicine.
completely worried you start digging in your bag hoping to have aspirin in your bag. Renjun standing there smiling watching you as you scramble in your bag. He stops you and pulls your chin up so you would look at him. He smiles.
Renjun: I’m sorry y/n
y/n: huh?
Renjun: I’m sorry for all the pain I caused you these past few weeks.
y/n: it’s ok...life happens, people grow out of their feelings.
Renjun: no...no they don’t. I need you to tell you something.
He pulls y/n to the nearest bench as he faces her.
Renjun: all of those things you heard me say that night...I was manipulated to think all this stuff you were doing for me was being clingy.
y/n: I wasn’t trying to be clingy....I just wanted to take care of you.
Renjun: I know you did but I didn’t see it that way because Nina was messing with my mind and I thought my feelings were telling me not me that I didn’t love you but really I knew I needed you the most.
Tears slowly started to fall from both of their eyes as Renjun continued.
y/n: hearing what you said in the practice room tore me a part...
Renjun: I know it did and I’m sorry..I fell a part when you weren’t around. Hearing your giggles, and eating your yummy food or snacks you brought for us....I missed it all. I missed your head rubs after our stages...I miss you helping me get ready because you looked so cute concentrating making sure I looked perfect.
y/n looked down at her lap..
y/n: I wanted to see you succeed....I know you worked so hard at everything you did...
Renjun: I know and I have you to thank for that.
y/n: me?
Renjun: yeah...if it wasn’t for you and your nagging, I’d probably would’ve not eaten, or I’d get cranky from the constant headaches from my headset...and or running late because I didn’t know how to put on a bracelet.
y/n couldn’t help but giggle...that familiar loving sound Renjun loved hearing made him smile.
Renjun: I love you y/n.
Words y/n thought she’d never hear from him. He pulls her in for a tight hug...and a kiss on her forehead. You snuggle in his chest feeling the warmth you’ve missed and hearing his heartbeat next to your ear. It was home to you. He pulls back to look at you in the eyes again as he leans in to kiss you on the lips.
Renjun: I love you so much y/n. And I’m sorry for all the pain I’ve caused you.
Hugging you once more as you put your ear to his chest to hear his heartbeat.
y/n: I love you Renjun...
you heard his heartbeat begin to beat faster after those words he’s been waiting for you to say to him made him flutter. and then squeezing him tight as you were back home.
Other Characters: Xiaojun (Bf to Ex Bf), Johnny & Irene
Disclaimer: fluff. Roommate into lovers
Word Count: 2,501
POV keeps changing lol sorry
It kind of just goes right into it, this is an old story I wrote awhile back and just never posted it lol.
Y/n and XiaoJun have been having problems the past few months and it’s killing her. She still really does love him but it hurts so much constantly getting into arguments with him. Even y/n’s roommate Felix notices she’s been stressing out so much.
Felix: You need a day off y/n
Y/n: Believe me I would love a day off
Y/n was always either studying and or working. It was hard to do both at the same time, but before they got into all those arguments XiaoJun was so caring and always made sure y/n got home safe. Also always making sure she never overworked herself with her studies..
But lately ever since they started fighting he never called to see if y/n got home safe, or came to check up on her in the library. Y/n would text him asking if he was going to come and walk her home or help her study. All y/n would get from him is “no I’m tired….” or “call Felix to pick you up.” Felix was actually the one that got them together. To be honest...before she started dating XiaoJun y/n had a thing for Felix, and y/n thought he had a thing for her too, but when he set them up together that’s when she knew he didn’t.
Felix was always there for y/n from day one. To when they had their first date which he helped set up and to their first fight. He knew what to say or do to y/n to make her feel better. There were many times y/n tried not to get him involved because it would make things awkward. Felix always texted, “are you ok? Did you need a ride home?” or “you should sleep, don’t get sick” little stuff like that, stuff XiaoJun used to say to her. Now it’s nothing, or just one syllable answers.
Y/n & Felix got to school and y/n had exams coming up.
Felix: Let me guess, you’re going to the library to study?
Y/n: Is that really a question? You should know already
As they got to the library they saw their friends Irene her boyfriend Johnny. Irene noticed they entered the library and waved her hands to have Felix and y/n to sit with them.
Y/n: hey guys...what are you doing here?
Johnny: well I was trying to study....she just came here to nap.
Irene nudges him as she rests her head on his arm.
Irene: I need my beauty rest..
Y/n just smiled at them at how disgustingly cute they were. Something that’s what y/n and XiaoJun use to do. Felix saw how her smile became dull and tilted his head so he could see her face.
Felix: Hey are you ok?”
Y/n: --oh yeah I’m fine. Just thinking about my test
Which was a lie, she missed how her and Xiaojun use to be like that. Where he slept on y/n’s arm while she studied and she watched how peaceful he slept. Y/n tried to forget about it and continued to study. She stopped for a second and sent XiaoJun a message.
{To: XiaoJun <3}
11:12 AM: Let’s go on a date today. Maybe dinner & a movie??
{From: XiaoJun <3}
11:15 AM: ...wait why?
{To: XiaoJun <3}
11:17 AM: What do you mean why? Bc we are bf & gf….they go on dates..
{From: XiaoJun <3}
11:20 AM: I have stuff to do, and by the time I’m done with it all it’ll be too late and I need to sleep.
Y/n doesn’t even know why she even tried. Felix saw y/n put her phone back down and saw how glossy her eyes had gotten.
Felix: Are you sure you’re ok?
Y/N: Yeah I’m fine…
He could tell she was lying because she didn’t make eye contact with him and she just stared at her paper. He then tapped y/n’s hand and pointed in an isle so they could talk. So they walked over to a section where y/n just stared at the floor.
As she just stood there he says,
Felix: I know you’re lying y/n. Something happened. I’ve known you for so long, hell you’re my roommate. You should know by now I’m always here for you.
He was right, he knew everything about y/n, when she had her period. He was there to take care of her when her cramps acted up real bad. He knew what snacks you liked and what movies you liked to watch, your favorite food. He knew EVERYTHING. So he knew exactly when she was lying too. Y/n was holding onto her phone as tears began to fall. He grabbed the phone out of her hand and read the message she had sent to XiaoJun and read his replies. Y/n could see how upset he got as he read each one. Y/n snatched the phone away from him.
Y/N: It’s nothing really...don’t worry about it
Her tears slowly began to fall. She tried to walk away from him but he pulled her back into his arms to give her a warm hug.
Felix: It’s ok y/n, you can cry you know I’m always here for you.
Y/n couldn’t hold it in anymore and began to let her tears fall as she had her head buried into his arms and hugging each other.
Y/N: Why does he do this to me? Am I that horrible of a person to be with, am I that boring? If I am why doesn’t he just break up with me already
Y/n’s tears continuously fell as they stood there kept telling her everything will be ok. He pulled y/n back so he could look at her and wipe the tears that had fallen.
Y/N: Sorry I always come to you to cry. telling him while looking at the ground.
He just smiled
Felix: Never be sorry, I told you from day one I’m always going to be here for you. No matter how big or small it is
Felix always knew what to say and do to make y/n feel better. When they got back to their seats in the library, XiaoJun was sitting where they were talking stories with Johnny and Irene. As she sat down he didn’t acknowledge that y/n was there or even say hi.
Y/N: “Hey stranger,” she said in a playful voice
XiaoJun: “Hey,” he said in a short irritated tone.
Everyone kind of looked at y/n awkwardly as he responded with such a short answer. Y/n didn’t like the atmosphere so she got up and started walking away. Felix grabbed her arm to not let her leave, y/n just gave him the “it’s ok I’m fine” face as he slowly let go of her arm. Irene saw that y/n was leaving and shouted out,
Irene: Hey y/n wait up.
As they kept walking y/n could see Felix become sincerely worried about her. And hated how XiaoJun treats her.
Felix: Hey XiaoJun how are you and Y/N?
XiaoJun: “Huh?—-oh yeah we fine”
Felix began to get annoyed at the fact he wasn’t all excited about y/n. He got a lil more irritated each time XiaoJun opened his mouth
Felix: Did you even realize she was sitting right next to you?
XiaoJun looked at him confused,
XiaoJun: huh? What are you talking about?
With an irritated tone Felix replied
Felix: she sat right next to you and said hey you, and all you can answer to her is “hey” isn’t she your girlfriend?
Now XiaoJun began to get annoyed
XiaoJun: Bro what’s with you with you? You’ve been acting weird lately.
Felix almost lost his temper but kept his cool because he knew he was in the library and knew if y/n found out about what happened she’d be upset.
Felix: Forget it….I’m out of here. Later Johnny
Felix grabbed his things and left. Y/n class was about to start so when she got there Felix was already sitting down and she could see he looked irritated. As she set down her things y/n asked him,
Y/N: Hey are you ok?
He instantly changed the look on his face from angry into a smile which always lit up the room.
Felix: Oh yeah I’m fine as he said with a smile.
After class they were walking down the hall when y/n and Felix overheard whisperings from 2 girls looking at her as they passed. They heard “isn’t that Xiaojun’s ex girlfriend?” They both stopped in their tracks and y/n looked at them.
Y/N: Excuse me, did you just say ex girlfriend?
The 2 girls looked scared when she suddenly asked the question. One of them responded “oh...yeah. We heard you both broke up and he’s now with some girl named Wendy.” Y/n got so mad she just left.
Y/n needed to find him right away. She tried to hold back her tears as she was walking around to find him. Felix not too far behind from her, he was curious to see what was going on too. When she saw XiaoJun, he was talking to some girl touching her hand and being flirty. Everything went black and y/n didn’t realize what was going on. Everything was happening so fast. She walked up to them.
Y/N: “Ah so this must be Wendy. Your girlfriend” she said in an irritated tone followed by a scoff.
XiaoJun turned around realizing it was y/n,
XiaoJun: “Hey babe. It’s not what you think.” He said in a panicked voice.
Y/n stood there holding back her tears as she continued to say,
Y/n: Don’t call me babe....so this is why you’ve been acting all distant and “tired” all the time it’s because you were with this bitch.
He could see how mad y/n was getting and knew he already fucked up. He turned to Wendy and told her to go ahead and leave. As she was walking away y/n stood there with fists in her hand and tears falling. He turned back round to see y/n’s face. Before she could let him even get a word in y/n let everything out.
Y/N: So you’re telling me that was nothing but yet the entire school knows you fucked up and left me in the dust without a word. If you were so bored of me you should’ve just been a damn man and break up with me instead of being a dirty ass pig and go behind my back.
She couldn’t hold it in anymore and all of her tears she tried to hold back all fell down.
XiaoJun: Sorry I didn’t tell you any of it..to tell you the truth yes I was getting bored of you. If I knew you were going to be this dull I wouldn’t even have started to date you.
He continued speaking without holding anything back. Hearing that from him made y/n more mad than sad. It pretty much sounds like everything that started was all a lie from the beginning. He then got closer to y/n’s face, but before he could say anything Felix grabbed y/n and pulled her behind him. Standing close to XiaoJun’s face then begins to say
Felix: bro I don’t know what the fuck as gotten into you. But you were never like this.
XiaoJun just looked at him and laughed as he said,
XiaoJun: isn’t this your fault?
Felix was shocked to hear what XiaoJun told him and replied,
Felix: my fault?!
Then XiaoJun continued
XiaoJun: yeah if you didn’t bring her around none of this shit would have happened.
Y/n couldn’t stop crying as she stood behind Felix. She grips the back of Felix’s shirt more and more with more tears that fell with every word that came out of XiaoJun’s mouth. Felix then looked at him straight in the eyes and said,
Felix: well don’t regret what you did because she’s mine forever now.
Y/n was shocked at what he said to XiaoJun as he grabbed her hand and pulled y/n away from XiaoJun. They didn’t say a word as he was holding her hand until they got to a quiet spot. When they got there he pulled y/n in to give her a hug as tears still continued to fall.
He pulled y/n back and with a smile looked into her eyes as her wiped away her tears that had fallen. Y/n couldn’t make eye contact with him as she told him
Y/N: “You didn’t have to do that.”
He smiled and replied,
Felix: “I saw my chance and I took it.”
Y/n was very confused. This was a sudden confession.
Felix: “You probably didn’t notice this by now but I really really like you y/n. I regretted it everyday that I set you up with him.”
Y/n: why did you set us up if you liked me then?
Felix: Well he kept telling me how amazing you seemed and kept asking for me to set you up with him.
Y/n stood there quietly. Felix waiting for you to say something, he became nervous. Thinking will you have the same feelings as he did?
Y/n: To tell you the truth....
She took a deep breath before she continued.
Y/N: Before you set up me and XiaoJun....I--I
Felix: what is it?
She took another deep breath in as she release everything...
Y/N: I LIKED YOU!....well...I still do, but I don’t know if it’s love or friendship. But I know that I can’t live my life without you in it. When you started dating someone else and set up me and XiaoJun that’s when I knew you didn’t like me...then I had the time of my life with him. But when you broke up with your girlfriend and saw how you were not yourself, but you were still always there for me. I didn’t know what to think, if you still had fee--
Before she could finish his lips met hers.
Felix: I’ve always liked you from start to finish....I thought dating someone else would help me get over you once you were with XiaoJun. But I always found myself wanting to be back to help you or be around you. That’s why I broke up with her. I’d rather be around you even if you were with him than not being around you at all.
Y/N’s heart felt warm inside and forgot all the pain she felt just a few moments earlier. Felix could see a small smile forming on y/n’s face. He pulls her chin up for her to look at him as he smiled at her. He leans down to give her a kiss on the lips as she smiles and squeezes him tight. Felix lets out a little chuckle.
Y/N: What’s so funny?
Felix: I forgot how tiny you were, but for a tiny girl you’re pretty scary when you were yelling at him. I never seen you mad like that before. I better stay on your good side then.
Y/N playfully slaps his chest as he pulls her back in for a hug and kiss once again.
[7:30 pm] you’re sitting on the couch with the tv on playing a random show while you scroll through Instagram when you look at the clock “it’s 7:30” you say to yourself, wondering why your boyfriend Haechan wasn’t home from work yet. You know he’s done at 6pm but it’s been an hour and a half and he’s not home.
Work was only a 20 min drive away. Y/n was worried. Did he get held up at work again? Or was there traffic? You sent him a text, “baby are you still at work?” Moments later you receive a reply, “I’m sorry my love, I got held up at work because one of our clients didn’t pull through. I’ll be home soon.” Work was always hectic for him and y/n felt helpless.
You thought to yourself, “Maybe I’ll cut up some of his favorite fruits to snack on when he comes home.” You began preparing everything so when he comes home he can enjoy the fruits you cut for him. As you began to wash all your ingredients and started cutting you hear the noise coming from the door as Haechan unlocks it. “I’m home baby,” he says. “I’m in the kitchen Haechan!” You yell. As your tired boyfriend walks in his eyes sparkle with the sight of you.
“What are you doing baby you should be resting” he says to you as he sets his things down. “I figured you’d want some snacks when you came home so I’m cutting up fruits for you!” The little things you did for him always made him feel warm and appreciated inside. He walks over giving you a warm hug from behind as he places a peck on your cheek and continues to tell you, “I missed you at work today.” Everytime you feel his touch you fall more in love with him every day.
You pop a grape in his mouth as you gave him a peck on his nose and gave him a grin after. He scoops you up as you wrap your arms around his neck as he takes you to the couch. “Put me down Hyuck, you’ve been working all day!” He didn’t care, anytime he came home his energy was always boosted by you. When you both sat down on the couch he placed his head on your lap, he looks up at you with a smile as he places a soft kiss on you lips.
“Babe play with my hair” he says grabbing your hand and placing it on his head. You smile and you jokingly tell him “you’re such a baby” then begin to run your fingers through his hair as you see him drift off to sleep right after he says “I love you y/n” . Placing a kiss on his forehead and telling him “I love you too Haechan”
Chemistry was now one of y/n favorite subjects. They both got an A on their project and y/n grades for that class made a huge difference.
Teacher: nice job y/n....I guess seating you next to Donghyuck paid off.
She says handing y/n her test scores. y/n felt Hyuck’s hand on her thigh as he smiled at her as he whispers.
Hyuck: nothing like reward sex was a good motivation
y/n nudged him under the table and whispers.
y/n: oh my god Hyuck...shhh..
He let out a giggle. Y/n never felt so happy. Her grades were finally looking good, she’s dating the man of her dreams and she has a job where she can work from home. Her mom’s friend gave her a job where she just has to go over outlines for meetings and make sure everything looked good before it gets sent out. Pretty simple job and it paid well, she was more happy that she doesn’t have to leave her house.
y/n and Hyuck were crazy about each other. The love, lust everything was there. Many times Hyuck couldn’t control himself when sitting next to y/n. Always wanting to put his hand on her thigh working it to her core. No matter where they were.
The teacher was showing a video for the chemistry class for their next project.
Teacher: Mina...can you turn off the lights please?
Mina got up and turned the lights off as the teacher began to play the video. Y/n then felt Hyuck’s hand work his way to her thigh going towards her core.
y/n: babe we are in class....what are you doing?!
She whispers to him.
Hyuck: what..we are in the back. no one is gonna see plus the lights are off... just let me touch it a little...
y/n: ...babe no..
Hyuck:....but you’re wearing a skirt..you’re killing me here babe. That’s like an open invitation for me to do stuff to you.
He gave her the puppy dog eyes and begged her to let him play with her. She was already feeling wet before he even started. y/n glanced around to see if anyone could see what he was about to do. Then she slowly opened her legs to allow Hyuck get access to her core. He leans in towards her ear and whispers.
Hyuck: damn babe I didn’t even start and you’re wet already...
He began to rub her feeling the wetness through her clothes, and he felt himself become hard. He grabs her free hand to place it on his pants where his hard member is being held down.
Hyuck:...babe look what you did....how are you going to fix it?
y/n bit her lip as he knew what she wanted to do but couldn’t because of where they were.
Hyuck: what are you gonna do...we are in class I can’t fuck your mouth right now.
y/n let out a soft moan making the teacher look back.
Teacher:...are you ok back there y/n.
Hyuck let out a small giggle as y/n nudged him again.
y/n: yes ma’am sorry I hit my shin on the desk.
Teacher: be careful please.
She then continued the video.
y/n:...babe stop.
y/n then saw her phone lit up. It was a message from Mina.
{From Mina 12:32 pm} you guys are fucken disgusting...in class really?!
y/n giggled looking up over at Mina as she shaking her head. She knew what you guys were doing.
{To Mina 12:34 pm} lol what are you talking about?
{From Mina 12: 36 pm} you both are horny bastards...
The video finished as the teacher turned the lights back on. Hyuck readjusting himself along with y/n fixing her skirt so no one could see what just happened. Hyuck leaned in by y/n ear and whispers.
Hyuck: this shit ain’t over...you still need to fix what you started.
The bell rang for lunch as everyone was packing their bags to go for lunch. Mina and Johnny walked over to y/n and Donghyuck’s table.
Mina: hey horny bastards...
y/n: oh my god Mina shut up.
Johnny:...huh?
Hyuck:....nothing dude... letting out a giggle.
The 4 of them left class and headed over to the canteen. Hyuck with his arm wrapped around y/n. A voice in the distance called out for y/n and she turns around to see who it was. Hyuck moving his arm out of the way from y/n. It was her old classmate from high school, Doyoung.
y/n: oh my god Doyoung?!
Doyoung: y/n! long time no see!
As she goes in for a hug to Doyoung. Hyuck had an angry glare, Mina noticed and nudges him.
Mina: relax tiger.
whispering to him. Hyuck watching y/n and Doyoung talk for a little bit.
Hyuck: who’s he?
Mina: her old high school classmate. He left before our senior year to go back to Seoul to study music...but I guess he’s back.
Johnny:...is someone jealous? haha
Hyuck:....no. I’m....not.
Mina nudges Johnny. y/n then realizes who she was with.
y/n: oh my god I’m so sorry guys, where are my manners. Doyoung these are my friends! Well you know Mina already.
Mina: hey Doyoung. long time no see.
Doyoung: yeah hey Mina!
y/n: this is Johnny.
Johnny: hey man.
Then y/n wraps her arm around Hyuck giving him goosebumps and introduces him.
y/n: and this is my boyfriend Hyuck.
Doyoung: ah boyfriend?
y/n: yes... She says with a huge smile on her face. Hyuck should be happy as she was so happy when she introduced him as her boyfriend.
Doyoung: nice to meet you Hyuck.
Hyuck:...likewise.
but something just wasn’t right with him. He held y/n’s hand tight making sure Doyoung knows who she belonged to. They all got to the canteen and had their lunch. After they finished school Hyuck waited outside the school for y/n. Hyuck and y/n last class was different from each others but he always waited for her so he can take her home. He was irritated all day even though he knew y/n wouldn’t do anything with Doyoung. It still made him jealous and angry inside. He finally sees y/n walking out of campus but she wasn’t alone. He sees her with Doyoung.
Doyoung: did you need a ride home? I don’t mind taking you
y/n: oh no it’s ok. Hyuck is taking me home. Thank you though.
Doyoung:...he better keep you close. you never know who might just take you away from him.
y/n let out a nervous laugh.
y/n:...oh. ok well see you tomorrow.
y/n quickly walked over to Hyuck. When she got close she leaned in to try to give him a kiss as he looked away.
y/n: are you ok baby? what’s wrong?
Hyuck:...nothing. lets go.
y/n didn’t understand what was happening but you got into his car. Hyuck drove off making the drive to her apt quiet and awkward. y/n decided to break the silence.
y/n: what’s going on? are you mad at me?
Hyuck: why would I be mad at you?
y/n: well obviously something is up because you’re not talking to me. what the fuck was up with you back at school?
the conversation ended up turning into an argument. Still arguing as they got to her apartment.
y/n: I DON’T KNOW WHY YOU’RE SO JEALOUS OF HIM. YOU ALREADY KNOW I WOULDN’T DO ANYTHING WITH HIM!
Hyuck: THERE’S SOMETHING I JUST DON’T LIKE ABOUT THAT GUY! HE WANTS SOMETHING FROM YOU! WHY ELSE WOULD HE END UP AT OUR SCHOOL RANDOMLY?!
y/n: OH I DON’T KNOW MAYBE TO GO TO SCHOOL! WHAT THE FUCK HYUCK!
Hyuck never seen y/n lash out like that. He knew he fucked up and she was mad. He could see tears start to fall from her eyes.
Hyuck: look...I’m sorry. My jealousy took over me...I didn’t mean to yell. It’s just that I feel like he wants something more from you. I can see it in his eyes.
y/n: what do you mean? He’s just a friend from high school.
Hyuck: y/n I’m a guy I can see it in his eyes he wants all of you. It’s the same look that the guy had in his eyes before he took my gf away from me. I didn’t want it to happen again. I really like you y/n....
y/n came closer to him as she reached out to hug him really tight. Placing her head on his chest as she heard his heart beat faster and faster. y/n looking up at Hyuck as she tipped toed to give him a kiss on the lips.
y/n: I would never leave you for someone else. I like YOU...not Doyoung. YOU.
Hyuck smiled and leaned in to give y/n another kiss. Making it more passionate, the kissing turning him on. He picks her up and throws her on the bed. His gaze changed instantly as he saw y/n bit the bottom of her lip as she starts to undress herself.
Hyuck: you still need to finish what you started earlier.
y/n craved for him all day, finally finishing what they started and she pull the waistband of his pants down releasing his hard member. y/n licked her lips before giving his cock kitten licks.
Hyuck:...no don’t tease me now babe let me fuck your mouth now.
he begins to thrust in and out of her mouth hitting the back of her throat. Hyuck twitches in her mouth as he can feel he was ready to cum already.
Hyuck: damn baby I’m ready to cum....but I wanna cum inside your pretty lil pussy.
y/n: please baby....fuck me now.
y/n then slides back on the bed as Hyuck inserts himself in her hot core both releasing a moan. Thrusting in and out. Each time they had sex it felt like it was the first time every time.
Hyuck:...baby I’m gonna cum!
y/n: Hyuck me to--oh my god I’m cumming!!
They both ride out their high as Hyuck became wobbly and softly laid right next to her cleaning them both up. Both staring at the ceiling panting from the crazy sex they just had.
y/n: damn...babe that was great make up sex.
Hyuck: fuck yeah it was...shall we shower and go to sleep?
They both showered and Hyuck spent the night over at her house. He’s been staying over her house quite often now since Jeno got a girlfriend and the place just seemed smaller. The next day they got to school meeting up front with Mina and Johnny.
Mina: hey horny bastards.
y/n: oh my god Mina I get it you’re jealous just get laid.
Mina:....i fucken hate you.
Johnny:...I can help you with that.
Mina whipped her head facing towards Johnny as she glared at him.
Johnny:...well I’m just saying the option is there for you.
They all let out a giggle and walked into campus. They had about an hour before class started so they were all just sitting on the grassy area near their class talking stories. Doyoung walked up to their group looking at y/n.
y/n: hey Doyoung.
Doyoung: Hey y/n can I talk to you about something for Literature class?
y/n:...oh-yeah sure.
Hyuck never worried too much about Doyoung anymore knowing y/n wouldn’t do anything. y/n got up and gave Hyuck a kiss on the cheek before she left. Both of them walking into the hallway near their literature class.
y/n: what’s up Doyoung wha--
Before she could finish her sentence she felt herself be pinned against the wall by Doyoung. As his face was inches away from hers.
y/n: D-Doyoung what are you doing?!
Doyoung: come on y/n I know you miss me. I defiantly missed you.
y/n: what are you talking about?! let me go
Doyoung: nah I don’t think so honey.
Hyuck got worried about you seeing how you never came back to grab your stuff. So he started to go look for you. He heard your voice as he got closer. Coming around the corner he sees you pinned against the wall with Doyoung closing in on your face. Fists begin to form and anger inside of him was ready to hit Doyoung and lash out on y/n. As he began to walk towards them he sees y/n slap Doyoung in the face letting her break free. He stopped in his tracks and watched.
y/n: WHAT THE FUCK DOYOUNG! I HAVE A BOYFRIEND!
Doyoung: haha that’s funny. You were so quick to leave him to come with me.
y/n: you little asshole because you said you needed help with literature.
Doyoung: what’s so great about him? you know I can be so much better than him.
Another slap across his face. Hyuck was proud of y/n at how well she stood up for herself.
y/n: you’re exactly the same Doyoung! a complete asshole!
Doyoung: oh please you don’t even like him! just admit it!
y/n: yeah you’re right I don’t like him.
Hyuck frozen at what y/n just said. The fists began to form again but stopped after hearing what she said next.
y/n: it’s because I LOVE HIM!
Doyoung: HAHAHA WHAT?!
y/n: you heard me you little shit! I LOVE HYUCK WITH ALL MY HEART! There’s nothing in the world that will get me to like an asshole like---
Before y/n finished Doyoung slapped her across the face. Hyuck couldn’t take it anymore and ran over to them as he swung punching Doyoung sending him to the ground. A teacher saw everything unfold as he ran over grabbing Doyoung.
Teacher: WHY YOU HITTING THIS YOUNG LADY!
Doyoung: ha! she deserved it.
As he started to walk away the teacher wanted to make sure y/n was ok.
Teacher: are you ok miss? do you need to go to the health aid?
y/n: no I’m fine
As she was holding the side of her cheek.
Teacher: is this your boyfriend?
y/n nodded yes.
Teacher: you’re a great boyfriend standing up for her. you both get going. Classes will be starting soon.
Hyuck wrapped his arm around y/n as they started walking to class.
y/n: how did you know where I was?
Hyuck: Well you said Literature and you were taking quite sometime to come back so I got worried.
y/n: so you heard everything?
Hyuck:...heard what?
He knew what you meant by it. He wanted to see if she would say everything she said again but to Hyuck’s face. y/n started to turn red as she wasn’t sure if she wanted to tell him. What if he doesn’t love her back, then their relationship would just take a huge turn.
y/n:..oh um...nevermind.
It was quiet for a few mins as they still was walking to class. Hyuck decided to break the silence.
Hyuck: y/n?
y/n: yes....
Hyuck: I hope you know I love you too.
She stopped in her tracks.
y/n: wh--what?
Hyuck turned to her and cupped her face with his hands looking her straight in the eyes
Hyuck: I said I love you too.
y/n: how did you?
Hyuck: I may have heard your conversation...I don’t want you to be afraid to tell me anything y/n. I thought you would see how much I loved you already.
y/n: i was scared to say anything yet, because I knew what you went through. I wanted to make sure when I said it to you that you’d actually believe me.
Hyuck: I would’ve believed you. You saved my life.
y/n: huh I did?
Hyuck let out a little giggle as he kissed her on the forehead.
Hyuck: remember how I told you what happened with my last gf?
y/n: yes...
Hyuck: well that left a huge hole in my heart. I wasn’t sure if I could fall in love again until I met you. Seeing how you stuck up for yourself made me fall more in love with you. Then hearing you say that you loved me made me realize that you are the love of my life and I want to spend every day with you forever.
Tears started to form in y/n’s eyes as she heard correctly he did love her too. And she leaned in to give him a really tight hug.
y/n: I love you Hyuck.
Hyuck kissed y/n on her forehead and then to peck on her nose and a kiss on her lips.
Hyuck: I love you too y/n..
As they started to walk again y/n forgot the pain on her cheek and the hole in Hyuck’s heart that hadn’t fully healed just did because he found someone who loved him as much as he loved her.
[6:30 PM] you sat at a table near the window in a coffee shop you often visited. Rain falling from the sky put sadness in your heart bringing back the horrible memories of seeing your ex boyfriend kissing your best friend at the time.
You were left standing in the rain as you watched them smile and kiss each other. “What did I do to deserve this?” You thought to yourself. It’s been months since that day happened but everytime it rained that day is always brought back to your attention.
“Here’s your coffee baby.” A soft voice says placing down the warm cup of coffee in front of you. You look up with a smile accepting the nice smelling warm coffee in front of you.
“Thank you babe” you thanked your boyfriend Jaehyun, who could see the sadness form in your eyes. “That memory came back baby?” He asked. “Mmhmm” you quietly replied then taking a sip of your coffee. Jaehyun knew about that day as he was the stranger that walked up to you holding up an umbrella keeping you from getting wet anymore.
He reassured you that he’d never hurt you in anyway and will always be there for you to keep you warm and safe. A smile left your face as he leaned in to kiss you on the forehead. Sitting closer to you as you both stared at the rain that fell from the sky. That day may have been horrible for you but it was a blessing in disguise as you are now with the man who picked up your shattered heart and weld it with the constant love he gave you. You thought you’d never find love again until Jaehyun came along.
Feeling the warmth of him next to you as you rested your head on his shoulder wrapping your arms around his arm. Watching the rain fall, now when it rains you’re never reminded of that day but will always remember the day Jaehyun saved your life.
*DISCLAIMER: unprotected sex (be responsible), dirty talk, a tiny bit of fluff, camgirl*
Characters: Haechan/Donghyuck x female reader
Word count: 3,088
LOL I DIDN’T PROOF READ SO IF THERE ARE MISTAKES SORRY!
[7:00 AM] her alarm goes off to wake herself up for another day of school. College was so hectic for y/n. She really had no support what so ever or anyone around to help her with her studies. Y/n was kind of just to herself most of the time.
As she sat up on her bed to check her phone, she had a few notifications from her mom asking how’s school and if she needed any money. y/n hated asking her parents for money, she wanted to be independent. It was pretty bad too she thought of so many ways to make the money. But she couldn’t get a job because that would conflict with her studies and didn’t want to bring all of her school stuff to work.
That’s when y/n were reading that CamGirls were quite popular. Men and women watching other women play with themselves for money. She’s started doing it not too long, and she was making some decent money to help with paying off her school tuition.
y/n checked the rest of her notifications which most of them were from the site she uses to go for her CamLive.
{From: HaechanTheSun02} Are you going to go live tonight SunGoddess? I just got paid and I’m ready to blow it all on you babe.
HaechanTheSun02 whoever that person can be was her frequent viewer and the stuff he’d send as she was live always turned her on and even mentioned to him that she hope to meet him someday. Maybe he can say those things to her face. y/n thought to herself....”I could use more money...yeah I guess I’ll go live tonight” y/n then posted a status Be ready for tonight because it’s going to be fun! seconds after posting it she’s gotten many likes.
sometimes y/n was still at little awkward and shy at what she does on the side, but at least she doesn’t really have to worry about it. She doesn’t have a lot of friends or people coming over so she just lived her days as if nothing happens.
y/n got ready for school and headed out. her first class of the day she always dreaded. It was Chemisty, she was horrible at it and never really talked to anyone in her class except her desk mate pretty much her only friend Mina. Mina was also the only person that knows of her “side job”, it never bothered her that y/n did these kinds of things. She’d always tell her “hey as long as you’re not doing drugs, do whatever floats your boat”
As class was about to start y/n and Mina began taking out their books. y/n got distracted as she looked up to see the man of her dreams. His name was Donghyuck, one of the most popular guys in school he was gorgeous, athletic, never judges anyone and one of the smartest guys in this class. Y/n never dared to talk to him as she wouldn’t know what to say to do around him. Mina noticed y/n face started to become a light shade of pink and her ears turn red.
Mina: you’ve been gawking about Hyuck for so long...why don’t you just talk to him?!
y/n: are you crazy?!
Mina: why?! what’s so crazy about talking to him?
y/n: I wouldn’t know what to do or say.
Mina let out a soft scoff.
Mina: oh please we both know you always think about him during your damn camlive’s!
y/n: OH MY GOD SHHH! Before someone hears you!
Mina just rolled her eyes, and then their teacher comes walking into their class. Their teacher didn’t look to happy when she walked into class, as she slammed her book on the desk.
Teacher: you guys I’m so disappointed in most of you...I can tell most of you guys didn’t study for this simple test. We’ve gone over these things over and over.
She continued to lecture the class about getting work done and doing good on tests.
Teacher: I’m doing something different now. Everyone grab your stuff and get off your seats. I’m moving everyone around!
The entire class sighed in disbelief because now Mina and y/n knew they weren’t going to be able to sit next to each other the rest of the year.
Teacher: I’m pairing everyone off with someone that is able to help one and another.
In y/n mind she was getting nervous, she knew she was one of the few who did horrible on the test because she HATED Chemistry. She could care less who she sat next to other than Hyuck. Y/n wouldn’t do well sitting next to him.
Teacher: Mina and Johnny. you guys are together.
Mina made eye contact with y/n mouthing “I’m sorry” although they know it’s neither of their faults they can’t sit next to each other.
Teacher: y/n?
y/n: yes?....
Teacher: you are going to be with....
y/n thinks to herself “please not Hyuck, please not Hyuck”
Teacher: you and Donghyuck.
y/n frozen at her steps as she heard the one person she wish not to sit with, but now has no choice. Y/n set her things at her new desk along with Hyuck. He looked at her with a soft smile.
Hyuck: Hey new deskmate. y/n right?
y/n:...yeah
Hyuck: what’s wrong?
y/n:...we both know why I’m sitting next to you....obviously I’m not the smartest.
Hyuck: it’s ok we can help each other out isn’t this the whole point of the new seating arrangements?
y/n thought to herself...maybe this isn’t bad after all. He never made her feel like she was dumb or that he was bigger than her. y/n looked at her books with a smile as she glanced over to Mina where she’s making kissy faces to her. Mina mouthing to her “TALK TO HIM IDIOT”
School went by smoothly and y/n was so happy her day was done and she can just go home. She did all her homework, showered, ate and did a little bit of more studying before she jumped on her live feed.
[11:30 pm] y/n turns on her cam and sits there waiting for others to join..
So far 30 people signed on...more than she imagined...this was a big crowd this time around, she usually only has 10-20 people watching her. y/n looked to see who was in the room.
y/n: hey bigdaddy23....I’m going to start here in a bit. I’m just going to go get ready.
y/n walked off camera changing into only her silk robe that HaechanTheSun02 sent to you through the site. y/n never showed her face just up to her nose, never showing her entire face so she can keep her identity safe. When she came back she noticed HaechanTheSun02 signed on and commented “I’m ready for you baby”
y/n: hey Haechan....I’m ready for you. and all of you.
{HaechanTheSun02} I’m loving that robe on you...I’m sure it’ll look better off of you....
y/n began to tease her views by slipping off her robe.
{HaechanTheSun02 donated $150}
y/n: wow thank you Haechan....want more?
y/n began to play with herself as comments and donations kept rolling in.
{HaechanTheSun02} man the things I’d do to that lil pussy...
y/n: oh yeah what would you do to it?
y/n letting out soft moans as she continued to play with every part of her body.
{HaechanTheSun02} I’d fuck it like there was no tomorrow. Let you ride me until you I fill you up.
Shivers went down y/n body as she was close to her high. Wishing whoever he was watching could just be there doing it all for her. y/n hit her high as she moaned on camera until she finished coming all over her fingers. Pulling them out showing the camera.
y/n: look Haechan...look what you did do me...Well that’s it for tonight, thank you all for watching.
y/n blew a soft kiss to the camera and turned it off. After cleaning herself off she laid in bed still coming back down from her high earlier, all she could think about is Donghyuck. Being a camgirl is another reason why she didn’t want to talk to him and he end finding out what she does.
A few days has passed and you’ve gotten a little closer to Hyuck. The teacher announced that they had a project due for the mid terms and it was a partner project with your deskmate.
Hyuck: I’d invite you to my house to work on the project but my roommate Jeno is back from his trip and the place is kinda small.
y/n: It’s ok. I live by myself, we can work on it at my house.
y/n thought to herself...”oh wait, what if he finds out about what I do?...nah no way he’d no. He’s not into that kind of stuff”
Hyuck: oh good...we can work on it tonight? I can take us to your house?
y/n: yeah sure...
Hyuck: I just need to run to my house to grab a few things and we can go.
After school Hyuck drove back to his place to grab a few things to work with on the project.
y/n: you weren’t kidding when you said your place was small...
Hyuck: haha yeah, I use to live with my parents but they moved back to Seoul and I just stayed back with Jeno.
y/n looked around while he grabbed some things. She saw a baby picture of Hyuck on the beach with his little sister. It brought a smile to her face.
y/n: is this you?
Hyuck: haha yeah, and my little sister...
y/n: you’re so cute...I mean you’re still cute now...no well I mean...
y/n became red and looked away. Leaving Hyuck with a smile on his face.
Hyuck: Ok I got what I needed are you ready?
They left his house and arrived at y/n’s apartment.
y/n: sorry it’s a little messy in the living room, I’m repainting the walls. We can work in my room.
They walked over to her room. Hyuck standing in the doorway looking around her room, as it was really familar to him.
y/n: are you ok?
Hyuck:...oh- yeah..I’m fine.
He noticed the silk robe hanging on the back of your chair.
Hyuck: nice robe..
y/n:...oh haha thanks. Someone gave it to me as uhh---
y/n began to stutter to think “Who and what do I say as what it was given to me for?”
y/n:....as a thank you gift...
Hyuck:..ah ok.
In his mind he’s seen this before....he knew for a fact this is the same robe he gave the camgirl he watches every night.
y/n: ready?
Hyuck: oh--yeah.
Hyuck couldn’t concentrate on the project knowing that y/n was the one he’s been watching while jerking himself off wishing she could do it for him. He kept glancing over to her as she was doing her part of the project. y/n needed something on the side of the desk Hyuck was on. Y/n stood up and leaned over him to grab whatever she needed. Hyuck could feel himself become hard as she was leaning over him.
y/n: you ok Hyuck?
Hyuck: oh yeah...I’m fine.
As he sat up in his chair trying to adjust himself without being obvious his dick was hard as a rock.
Hyuck: is it ok if I used your bathroom?
y/n: yeah sure it’s the door right across.
He stood up and walked straight to the door while y/n continued to finish her work.
Whispering to himself...
Hyuck: no that can’t be her..there’s no way. damn she’s hot....no. I can’t...she’s my desk mate. She won’t do shit with me.
Hyuck threw some water on his face and walked back into the room where he saw y/n bent over picking up the pencils she dropped. He felt himself become even more hard looking at her behind right in front of him. Hyuck walked closer to y/n as she stood up and turned to face him where they were inches away from each other’s lips.
y/n:...wh--what’s wrong Hyuck.
y/n glancing down to see what was rubbing against her body as she saw how hard Hyuck was. Giving her chills down her back and felt herself become wet as she was being touched by the man of her dreams.
Hyuck: I know you see it...what are you going to do now?
y/n: wh-what do you mean?
Hyuck: you did this to me....
y/n: ..d--do what?
He then grabbed her hand and placed it on his hard member that she caused. y/n became more and more wet with feel of him.
Hyuck: you did this to me...I want you to fix it.
y/n: what do you want me to do?
Hyuck: I want you to ride it so I can fill you up like there’s no tomorrow.
y/n heard those words before...those words that made her feel good. More chills came down her spine....she thought for a moment...is this Haechan? nah that can’t be him.
Hyuck: Wear that pretty robe I gave you.
y/n: huh?
Hyuck glanced over to the robe that draped over her chair...that’s when she knew he was Haechan..
y/n: you’re HaechanTheSun?
Hyuck: why are you so surprised and shy now? so you’re the one I’ve been jerking off to every night...man the things I’d do to that pretty lil pussy of yours.
y/n: I just never thought of you be one of those guys to watch these things.
Hyuck: well now you know...
your body became weak as you fell onto the bed, he could see what it was doing to you and felt the wetness of our core on his thigh as he came closer to you on your bed.
Hyuck: you can tell me to stop if you want...
y/n bit the bottom of her lip and she nodded “no” and pulled him closer to her feeling his hard member against her hot core. Hyuck placing soft kisses on her neck and y/n arched her back at how good everything feels. She can now feel his touch on her and not through a computer screen. Hyuck feeling how wet she was made him harder than he can handle. y/n whispers in his ear...
y/n: I want you inside me Hyuck.
Hyuck:...you don’t have to ask me twice baby...seems like you’re ready for me too. I get to fuck this pretty cunt, be ready because I’m not taking it slow.
As he said that, he slid into her and began to thrust in and out feeling her constricting on his cock.
Hyuck: damn y/n you feel fucken amazing...
y/n: ....don’t stop Hyuck. You feel so fucken good....
He never held back and went in hard making y/n moan turning him on more and more.
Hyuck: damn baby I finally get to fuck this tight pussy instead of watching you...
y/n: Hyuck I’m almost there---don’t stop
Hyuck: nope not yet baby...
He then pulled out making y/n whimper as he flipped onto his back placing y/n back on his dick...
Hyuck: I want you to ride me until you cum baby..
y/n began grinding on him faster and faster...she could feel her high coming real quick...
y/n:...oh my god I’m gonna....I’m cumming Hyuck.
Hyuck: grind on my dick harder babe....
Seconds after reaching her high and grinding on his dick he came filling her up with his cum. y/n became wobbly and laid on top of Hyuck placing her head on the crook of his neck. Hyuck ran his fingers up and down her back as he became soft in her. Letting her rest on top of him...
Hyuck: damn y/n that was hot...
y/n got off both of them cleaning themselves off. y/n sat on the edge of her bed with her hands covering her face as she was wearing the robe Hyuck gave her.
Hyuck: what’s wrong?
y/n: ....you know what I do now..
Hyuck: and?
y/n looked up from her hands looking towards Hyuck as she watched him put his clothes back on.
y/n: it doesn’t bother you?
Hyuck: maybe...
y/n: really?
Hyuck: yeah...
y/n had gotten sad because all she could think of is that he hated every bit of it and now that he knows who she was he wanted nothing to do with her.
y/n:...oh ok.
Hyuck:...I don’t want to share you now.
y/n frozen at the edge of her bed by the words he just said. Hyuck walked over to where she was as he stood in front of her. Pulling her chin up for her to look at him.
Hyuck: I like you y/n
y/n:...you wh--
Hyuck: yeah I like you a lot. After becoming your desk mate and getting to know you, I have a lot of fun with you. But it’s ok if you don’t like me back I still want to hangout with you....
y/n: would you believe me if I told you I liked you before you liked me?
Hyuck: really?
y/n:...yeah. I just never said anything well because you’re Donghyuck the most popular guy in school.
He leaned in to give y/n a kiss on the lips and parted with a smile right after.
Hyuck: so does that mean we are an item now?
y/n shyly nodded yes but then y/n looked down at her lap.
Hyuck: what’s wrong baby?
y/n: I should tell you something too...
Hyuck: what’s up?
y/n: the times I was on live and you were sending those comments to me all I could think about was you. I’d never think HaechanTheSun would be you.
Hyuck: wanna know something?
y/n: yeah?
Hyuck: actually after getting to know you and I’d watch the lives I would think about you all the time. so finally knowing it was you behind that camera was a huge bonus.
y/n giggled...
Hyuck: but I do want to ask...why did you do it? is it because of the money?
y/n scratched the back of her neck...
y/n: well yeah...it’s hard for me to get a job..I mean it’s not I just don’t want my studies to come with me to work.
Hyuck: well I can help you study, but I can’t make promises that I won’t touch you...
Hyuck leaned in and gave y/n another kiss.
Hyuck: well now I can take care of you. and you don’t have to do those cams anymore...b/c that’s only my pussy now and no one elses...
y/n: thank you Haechannie...
Hyuck:...hmm Haechannie...I like that.
After saying that pet name Hyuck pushed y/n back on to the bed ripping the robe off of her once again....
I might do a part 2 to this story but the fluff side of their relationship....
HERE’s PART TWO
*DISCLAIMER: Anger, unprotected sex, smut, fluff, jealousy, violence* Please read PART ONE HERE FIRST! Sorry POV keeps changing.... Characte
Uhh i got one idea! You are good friends with Taeyong and you got into really bad fight (like reader doing something with other guy and Taeyong gets jealous) and then Boom Taeyong confesses. Sorry if these sounds messy but i’m just a sucker for angst with fluff ending :P
I’m all about the fluff haha! lets go! It’s kinda long haha sorry I was in the moment.
*DISCLAIMER* there’s drinking, drunk people, vomit and anger. please drink responsibly, DON’T DRINK AND DRIVE!
Taeyong, Y/N and their best friends Doyoung and Hyunjin were all getting ready to head out to a party. There was a party down at the dorms Hyunjin and Doyoung’s classmates stayed. They were all at y/n’s house getting ready...well more like she was getting ready.
Doyoung: y/n hurry up lets go! you always take forever!
Y/N: yeah yeah I’m coming! sheesh yall are so impatient!
y/n came out in something simple but yet cute enough to feel comfortable. y/n was wearing jean shorts with an oversized t-shirt tucked into the front, white white sneakers and her hair with brushed out curls.
Hyunjin: wow..
y/n: what are you gawking at?
Hyunjin: I’m not gonna lie you look hot!
Just after Hyunjin complimented y/n he felt a pillow hit him in the back of the head from across the room. Turning to see only Taeyong standing there with a glare in his eyes. Hyunjin and Doyoung knew Taeyong was madly in love with y/n and hated anytime any other guy would talk to her. He hated even when Hyunjin and Doyoung spoke to her even though they are all best friends.
Doyoung: finally sheesh lets get out of here! who’s driving?
y/n: ugh I guess I’ll drive because you all always end up drinking and I’m always stuck being the DD so I might as well volunteer now instead of later where I’m forced to drive.
As they all got into y/n car. Hyunjin sat in the front while Doyoung and Taeyong sat in the back. A conversation was going on in the back while there was an argument going on in the front. All Doyoung and Taeyong can hear is y/n and Hyunjin arguing on what song to play.
y/n: hey the driver gets to pick the music you punk ass!
Hyunjin: NO! It’s common sense that the passenger gets to pick the music! HELLO YOU’RE DRIVING!!
y/n: UGH YOU’RE SO ANNOYING WHY AM I FRIENDS WITH YOU?!
Hyunjin: because I’m perfect!
y/n just rolled her eyes and admitted defeat with him. Meanwhile in the back over the constant bickering of y/n and Hyunjin. Doyoung whispers to Taeyong..
DY: are you ok Tae? you seemed out of it today.
T: yeah I’m fine he says while glancing over at y/n.
DY: when are you going to tell y/n how you feel about her?
T: never...
DY: so you’re just never gonna say anything?
T: i just don’t know how to tell her or when I should tell her....every time I try to I end up chickening out or I get interrupted by someone.
DY: well tonight is perfect..tell her at the party.
y/n noticed the chitter chatter in the back.
y/n: what the hell are you boys talking about back there?
D: nothing...just keep driving.
y/n: well excuse me for trying to be involved with yall.
They finally arrived at the party where they all headed inside. As they went in the party was already filled with so many people drinking, drunk people and dancing all over the place. y/n saw one of her classmates Jihyo drunk off her mind.
Jihyo: y/n! you made it! oh my god and you brought the 3 musketeers with you! hahaha!
HJ: .....hey Jihyo....where’s Johnny? Johnny was her boyfriend that always lost Jihyo when she drank.
J: he’s around here somewhere! yall don’t mind if I take y/n would you?! ok bye!!!
Once again y/n was ripped away from Taeyong who wanted a chance to sit and talk with her face to face. Everyone was having a great time, y/n dancing the night away with her friends as Taeyong watched from afar.
J: hey y/n! come have a drink with me!!!
y/n: no Jihyo. I’m the DD tonight...again.
J: ugh those damn guys never let you have your fun! come I want you to meet Johnny’s friends!
Taeyong watched as Jihyo dragged y/n across the room reaching to her bf Johnny and his friends.
J: hi babe!
as she tiptoed to her boyfriend to give him a peck on the cheek.
Johnny:....jihyo you are drunk again...
J: ...and? then you can just have your way with me again....
y/n: ....oh geez...hey johnny.
Johnny: hey y/n...oh this is my friend Jaehyun, he’s here visiting from Seoul.
y/n: hi I’m y/n.
Jae: nice to meet you.
They all were in the same spot talking stories and laughing. Taeyong across the room started to get irritated how y/n was smiling and having fun with another guy. She came with Taeyong, Doyoung and Hyunjin but is talking with someone else. It made him upset where he needed a drink.
DY: hey Tae what’s up? something happ---
Before Doyoung could finish his sentence he watched Taeyong gulp down 3 shots of tequila as if it was water to him.
DY: YAH YAH TAE SLOW DOWN!!! What’s gotten into you?!
T: she thinks she can just flirt with some guy in front of me like that?!
Doyoung confused and looking at the direction Taeyong was glaring at.
DY: y/n and Jaehyun?
T: you know him too?!
DY: yeah we went to school together for a little bit in Seoul until I moved back here.
Moments later goes another shot down Taeyong’s throat.
DY: dude you need to slow down...you’re gonna blackout.
T: what does it matter anyway if I blackout or not....it’s not like y/n will care.
Hyunjin came and walked over to see what was going on with Doyoung and Taeyong.
HJ: what’s wrong with him.
Doyoung nodding in the direction y/n was standing.
HJ:....o--...oooh. oh shit...this can’t be good.
T: I’ma do something now!
HJ: DUDE NO! YOU’RE DRUNK....SOBER UP BEFORE YOU TALK TO HER! OR YOU’LL REGRET EVERYTHING!
As Hyunjin and Doyoung held him back and pushing Taeyong back into a chair. The impact made the alcohol take in effect real quick and Taeyong became dizzy.
T: i think I need to throw up!
He gets up and sprints into the bathroom. Running passed y/n.
Johnny: that looked like Taeyong...is he ok?
y/n in her own conversation with Jaehyun and heard Taeyong’s name being mentioned.
y/n: HUH?! what?!
Johnny: yeah he just ran that way...
pointing in the direction Taeyong ran. y/n ran over to Doyoung and Hyunjin.
y/n: what happened to Taeyong?! is he ok?!
HJ: woah easy tiger...
y/n: where did he go?!
DY: he ran to the bathroom.
y/n: IS HE OK?! WHY AREN’T YOU HELPING HIM?!
HJ: he just had a little too much relax.
y/n: UGH THIS IS WHY I HATE LETTING YOU GUYS DRINK!
y/n got so mad and ran off to find Taeyong. Running up and down the hall of the dorm looking for him and finally came to a room where he heard gagging noises. y/n whispers to herself “please let that be him and he’s ok” she peaked inside to see Taeyong with his head in the toilet letting everything he just drank come back up. She ran right to him and kneeling down next to him not even realizing she may have kneeled in some of the vomit he did when he missed the toilet. (lol sorry guys)
y/n: Tae are you ok?! oh my god!
she quickly grabs paper towel and texts Hyunjin to bring her water. Taeyong notices her presence and where she was kneeling.
T: y/n-- you’re kneeling in a bad spot right now.
y/n: never mind it’s fine. lets get you cleaned up and take you home.
T: no...lets stay and have fun.
y/n: you’re too drunk right now Tae.
Hyunjin came with a bottled water for her to give to Taeyong.
y/n: Hyunjin call Doyoung lets take him home. He’s gonna end up getting poisoned if he keeps drinking.
HY: yeah you’re right plus me and Doyoung gotta work in the morning anyway.
He called Doyoung to help pick up Taeyong and bring him back to y/n’s car. They put him in the front seat where she can keep an eye on him. y/n laid him back a little bit so he can relax. Then reaches over to put a seat belt on him. Taeyong can smell her sweet perfume he had gotten her for her birthday recently, it smelled so perfect on her. Helping him sober a little bit. He can see the worried look on y/n’s face each time she glanced at him to see if he was ok. She end up dropping off Hyunjin and Doyoung off first.
DY: are you sure you’re gonna be ok taking him home? his roommate isn’t home this week and you’ll have to lug him up the stairs...
y/n: no I’ll just take him back to my house I’ll be fine.
HJ: ok please text us so we know you made it home.
y/n nodded and drove off. Moments later they arrive at her place. Walking over to Taeyong’s side and unbuckles his seatbelt. As she did what she could to lift him up. Grunting a little bit.
y/n: ...ok Tae I know you’re drunk right now but you’re gonna have to help me just a little bit. Lift yourself up to stand and you can rest your arm around my shoulder ok?
T:....o-ok.
He slowly gets up swinging his arm around y/n shoulder and she wraps both of her arms around his waist. Doing this gave him goosebumps up and down his spine feeling what it was like to be held by her. Step by step they got to the elevator of her apt building. Waiting as the elevator went up to the 6th floor where she lived.
y/n: ok Tae we are almost there hang on.
They got to her door as she reached for her keys while still holding Taeyong up with the other hand. She finally got the door opened looking around trying to figure out where to set him down. y/n decided her bed would be the best bet because the couch was going to be way too uncomfortable for him. Making their way to her room he can feel himself sober up little by little. He was strong enough to walk by himself.
T: I’m fine to walk by myself now.
y/n: are you sure? I’ll just hold you just in case.
T: ....but--I’m
y/n: not I don’t want you to fall and hurt yourself. stop being so stubborn.
She helped him sit on the side of her bed. She texted Hyunjin and Doyoung letting them know they got to her place safely. After setting down her phone y/n started to walk away after helping him sit down. He grabbed her wrist.
y/n: don’t worry Tae I’ll be right back. I’m just getting you water.
He lets go of her hand. Taeyong sitting on her bed thinking, is this the time to tell her? Maybe not because he was drunk and he didn’t want to say things he’ll regret. But it was driving him crazy he didn’t know what to do. A few mins later y/n comes back with a bowl of cold water and some aspirin for him to take. She hands it to him and down the aspirin goes. y/n sets the cup of water on the end table and grabbing a towel that was near her bed.
y/n: here lay down.
T: I’m fine really. The water is hel--
y/n: ARGH! Will you just listen to me and lay down.
He admitted defeat and slowly laid down on her bed. Which gave him butterflies in the stomach because it was the bed she sleeps on every night by herself. Wishing that someday he can sleep next to her keeping her warm. He watched her as y/n soaked the towel in the bowl of water and ringing out the extra water making it only damp. She turns to him and starts dabbing it on his forehead and down the side of his face.
y/n: why did you drink so much? you’re not iron man dummy.
Taeyong just smiled.
T: I was mad...so it just happened.
y/n: why were you mad?
T: I don’t want to talk about it...
y/n: you know you can tell me anything. but if you don’t want to talk about it I won’t force you...
She continued to dip the towel in the water and dabbed him with it. He could feel that he had gotten a lot sober than he was before. y/n noticed the water wasn’t cold anymore so she got up.
y/n: I’m going to go change the water and make you some soup. I’m sure that’ll help sobering you up. You can just sleep here tonight and I can sleep on the couch.
T: why this is your bed. you should sleep in it, I can just sleep on the couch.
y/n: why are you always so stubborn. you’re gonna get a headache if you don’t sleep comfortably. I’ll be right back you just rest.
She got up and he once again grabbed her wrist.
y/n: what’s wrong? you need to go to the bathroom?
T: no...
Taeyong sat up against the headboard of the bed. He took a deep breath in and out before he spoke.
T: I need to tell you something.
y/n: you ok?
T: It’s something I’ve been wanting to say for such a long time.
y/n: ...ok what’s up.
He took one more deep breath in and out.
T: I really like you y/n...
y/n sat there in shock at the words that was just thrown at her.
y/n: you’re drunk you’re not thinking straight.
T: no I’m not. Well I’m not completely sober, but I well aware to the fact I meant what I said. Y/n I like you...no I’m in love with you. Always have been since the first day I met you...
y/n:...why are you only telling me this now?
He just sat there staring at his lap fiddling with his fingers and not making eye contact with y/n.
T: I’ve been wanting to tell you for quite sometime now, but I could never do it. Every time I tried to I either chickened out or someone interrupted.
y/n: is that why you were so mad today?
T: no...my jealousy came over me and I couldn’t take it, that’s when I drank whatever was in front of me.
y/n: why were you jealous?
T: I hated seeing you talk to that guy...
y/n: what guy? Jaehyun?
T: yeah...I hate it when you talk to any guy really.
It became quiet for a few mins...then y/n let out a soft giggle.
T: what’s so funny?
y/n: you’re such a dummy.
T: huh?
Taeyong lifted his head to face y/n...y/n looked at him with a smile as she leaned in and kissed him on the cheek. Taeyong sat there frozen at his seat at what y/n just did. He thought to himself “did she just kiss me?!”
T: what was that for?
y/n then got shy and looked at her lap before she said....
y/n:...I like you too dork...no now I lied I love you.
Taeyong couldn’t believe his ears, the girl he’s loved for so long loves him back.
T: you do?!
y/n:...I think I may have liked you longer than you think...
T: what do you mean.
y/n: remember when I was sitting by myself in the cafeteria because I was the new girl and you along with Hyunjin and Doyoung came and sat with me because you guys didn’t want me to feel lonely on my first day?
T: yeah....
y/n: that actually wasn’t the first time we met..
He began to become confused.
T: really?
y/n: the first time we met is when you came into the coffee shop I worked at and you were drenched because of the rain. but you didn’t care you because you told me it was because you caught your gf at the time cheating on you with her ex. when I brought you something warm to drink you just sat there watching the rain fall.
y/n then looked down at her lap again as she continued.
y/n: I know it was a bad time to but that’s when I started to like you. Seeing you sad like that made my heart hurt, and I just wanted to hug you. But after that day I never saw you again. It wasn’t until you came and sat on my table. I fell harder for you because you were right in front of me, this time with a smile that always made my heart feel war--
Before y/n could finish her sentence Taeyong’s lips met hers. y/n could feel the butterflies in her stomach go crazy....she got to finally do what she’s been wanting to do since the first day she’s met him.
T: When I saw you talking to Jaehyun and laughing I thought Iost you forever...
y/n: you wouldn’t have to worry about him at all....he has a girlfriend. and even if he didn’t my heart already belonged to someone else.
Taeyong leaned in again to give a soft kiss on her lips.
T: I love you so much y/n.
y/n: I love you too Tae.
He then scooted over on her bed and pulled her into his arms. Throwing the blanket over both of them. Her head resting on his chest and his arms wrapped around her. The heartbeat of his made y/n smile as hers beat at the same pace as his. She looked up at him and smiled as he kissed her on the forehead and one last time on her lips.
y/n: lets get some sleep you party animal.
A soft giggle came out of him as he squeezed her tighter. and said “I love you” once last time as they drifted off to sleep.
I ran out of ideas on stories or soft hour time stamps. Anyone wanna throw ideas my way? 🤣🤣🤣 I’m drawing blanks on who and what happened. Fluff? Smut? Angst?
