#never really was

[thelowerdecker]

I’m gonna be real here, once Lower Decks is finished, I’m probably gonna be done with Star Trek, I’ve tried in multiple occasions to get into but it’s quite the slog and difficult to keep interest.

How I feel about Star Trek is pretty much how I feel about Star Wars, it’s alright, I’ve seen most of what I wanted to see but I’m not that invested in it. I’ve seen some Star Trek shows and Movies but I’m only really interested in Lower Decks..

[unidentifiedwhistlingobject]

As a former missionary kid, I'm honestly grateful for how sheltered I was, not from secular American culture, but from evangelical American culture

[shuggyjiggy]

Explanation for all the people who love the villain or the typical black hair boy but couldn't explain it, here, use this lol

[justasadboi]

I have work in 9 and a half hours and I’m having the worst fucking time ever. This new job just reminds me how shitty retail is. Every day I go to work where I’m am treated like a lesser human being because of where I work by customers and like I don’t even exist by coworkers and I’m just reminded how awful everything is. I have spent my life being used by people for one reason or another and it started very young and I honestly don’t think it’ll ever fucking change because it seems like nothing ever does. I am unsure of what to do next, and I feel so stuck in my past and everyone else’s. I hurt so bad because of those people and they don’t care anymore and they never will and yet here I am fucking hurting like it was yesterday even tho it was years ago. I just don’t want to feel this way anymore, I moved and everything is still the fucking same. I just worry I’ll feel this way forever and all I want to do is fucking drugs. My upper of choice makes my brain go completely blank and I miss it because that’s all I want and my downer of choice does the exact same thing and that’s all I want. I want to relapse in many ways and honestly I kinda am in a couple different ways. Everything is just shitty and I feel like it always will be. I just miss when things made me happy before drugs messed me up but now I’m messed up so I want to just keep doing them since I’m already fucked anyways

:(

[acrylicqueen]

IT’S HARD TO ACCEPT THAT ROGER IS A FUCKER

[freespir1t]

The memories, some are sweet, but all are filled with lies and deceit. Make them go away.

[okitagumi]

hhh i need to find a cute new theme for my owasera blog ;;