I am now scared to love. Afraid to open up.
Yet with anything else I would jump in a second at the chance of taking a risk but with you it's hard because when I love, I love hard because I know how much I needed that love.
You see I was always in the shadows, always second never first. Competing to be seen so maybe it's more then just being scared maybe I'm just used to not being seen. Maybe that's why I can't jump.
-everythingididntsay













