Can I a request a story with some heavy angst and groveling from bf niki x fem reader…? I need something that makes me heart ache over it 🥹 “do you not want this anymore? Has it meant anything to you?” Type of feel.. I just love your works <3
did you even love me?
SUMMARY: (as the request follows) dating someone who had a past known playboy tendency was hard. rumours always spread like wildfire about him. you didn't want to assume your boyfriend would lie to you but you can't help it. especially when there was a very particular rumour flying around that sounded and felt real.
WARNINGS: angst but with the usual happy ending! ni-ki is stated as a past playboy, he used to play around a lot before settling down with you. reader has trust issues due to being inexperienced in dating.
WORD COUNT: 1.3K words
a/n: you know, this kinda reminds me of my ni-ki imagine i did a long time ago called 'It Takes Two' same concept except it was exes to lovers. shameless plug if you haven't read it yet :P
rumours always followed you wherever you went. it wasn't hard to catch a snippet of the conversations that students frequently chatted about. rumours also could travel quick and most definitely hurt the person whenever it was something bad.
you were never one to indulge or associate yourself with it as you weren't involved with it. why should you care about some baseless rumours? that is until you were roped into it yourself.
recently, the most notorious playboy in your grade had asked you out. he of course made sure to properly court you and gain your trust. you were skeptical until he made it very clear that he had no intention of hurting you. to you, if someone made the very effort to show his true feelings and wholeheartedly want you then you were sure they did want you.
and so you had accepted him. ni-ki, the said once playboy, was now your boyfriend. had been your boyfriend for about 3 months or so. he loved bringing you out for shopping dates to treat you like a queen because to him, you are his queen. to his friends, they always saw how madly in love he was with you. the heart eyes that he wore whenever he stared at you.
he was truly in love with you. at least to him it seemed. as for you, something always irked you. ever since dating ni-ki it seems as though he was pretty active on his phone. sure, he was still madly in love with you but it's almost like he was distracted by something on his phone.
you didn't want to assume he was texting someone and cheating on you. however, why was he smiling at his phone? why did his face light up whenever he got a text from someone? you weren't crazy, right?
then the rumours start,
'i heard ni-ki was texting this girl from the cheer squad. i think it was the cheer squad captain.'
'isn't he dating that one girl from calculus? he looked mad comfy with her.'
'yeah but he's a playboy. one girl isn't enough to satisfy his hunger.'
this starts to worry you. were you being toyed? was he cheating on you? did he even want you? those were just few of the thoughts you had circling in your mind. you were terrified that they were all true. then one day, everything just kinda fell apart.
you were at ni-ki's place as per usual. he stayed with one of his good friend, jake. as ni-ki was an international student, his parents stayed abroad while he stayed here in seoul. sure, he could've followed his parents back to japan but he wanted to experience the independency of living in a foreign country alone.
ni-ki was quick to notice your behaviour. it was...off. you weren't like your usual self and it sends signals to his head. did he do something wrong? were you pissed off at him?
"baby?" the boy says. you had hummed and looked over at him. you still had your eyebrows furrowed and a frown plastered on your face. he sighs. "is there something going on?"
you held back your tongue. you didn't want to fully confront him. what if he's actually cheating on you? you loved him a lot and if he was actually cheating on you. you'd be a mess.
"everything is fine. just studies and homework. Mr.Sylus gave us a whole pile of work to do so i'm just thinking on how to tackle it." you told him. you weren't fully lying. the teacher did give a stack of work to complete by next week. he hums.
"you don't need to stress over that, pretty. we can do it together." he intertwines your hand with his and squeezes it lightly. he doesn't want to press further, to set of a ticking bomb.
and so the two of you continued to watch a movie in the living room. you heard two dings from his phone. a notification from his phone. he checks his phone and smiles. the hand that was interlaced with yours was now removed. he goes to type away at his phone. your stomach drops a little.
"ni-ki?"
"yes, baby?"
you went silent. ni-ki sends the message and turns to you. a worried look was drawn on his face. "are you okay? you look like you're about to cry."
and boy did you cry. you sobbed. ni-ki was taken aback, he tries to pull you closer but you had push him away. "are you cheating on me?" you had asked in between sobs. ni-ki was in shock.
"baby, why would i be cheating on you? you know i love you a lot." he says. he goes to comfort you but you pull away once again.
"then who are you texting? who has been making you smile whenever they text you? is it that cheerleading captain?"
"what? no? why would i be texting her? baby, i am literally dating you."
"do you not want this anymore? has this meant anything to you?" you don't stop with the questions. hearing ni-ki out was the last thing on your mind. you were letting everything out. the insecurities that gnawed at the back of your mind.
he holds your shoulder, "baby, where is this all coming from? did someone say something to you? you know i love you. why would you doubt my feelings for you? why would you doubt that i don't want to be with you anymore?"
you had stopped. the only thing you did was sob. ni-ki could feel his heart clenching. who would even plant something so horrible into your head about him. he pulls you into his arms. he rubs your back and lets you cry on his chest. he didn't care about the tears staining his shirt. all he knew right now was to comfort you.
he mutters soft mutters on how much he loves you. he pecks your head while your cries died down. he calms you down until you stopped crying. when you do, he carefully cups your cheek.
"i love you. i won't ever think of cheating on you. you were the only one to keep me grounded when i was doing all those horrible things to other girls. i only want you."
"then who was texting you?" he lightly snickers at your words.
"my mom. she been sending me pics of bisco back in japan. she's also thinking of flying over to seoul to spend time with me. which is why in these few months i have been on my phone. i've been planning my mom's itenairy and getting opinions on the places she wants to visit in seoul with me."
"w-why didn't you tell me?" he boops your nose.
"silly girl, my mom was going to surprise you since she wanted to see which girl has stolen my heart. i couldn't just spoil her surprise you know." he explains. you pout.
"also, why would you think i was cheating?" he carresses your cheek.
"there were rumours in school that you were texting the cheerleader's captain." he snorts.
"and why would i be texting her? she's not worth my time. even as a playboy back then, none of those girls were worth my time. which is why you are very special." he pecks your lips. you squeaked.
"yeah, but-"
"nope, no buts. you and i are locked in! no one can hurt our relationship and vice versa!"
"ni-ki."
"who is ni-ki, if you're speaking to me you have to call me baby." you went silent. "oh, you're going on mute. alright, i guess i have to get you to say something by kissing you."
he puckers his lips and starts planting kisses all over your face.
right then and there, you realised that ni-ki truly did love you. you had no reason to doubt him. and yes, he did in fact showed you the texts that he had with his mom along with his contact list and recently deleted, in case you had any doubts left.
it was a lazy sunday afternoon when ni-ki surprised you with a plan he had been secretly working on all week. he knew how much you loved cats. how your phone gallery was 90% feline, and how you always stopped to pet every cat you passed on the street. so when he told you to dress cozy and meet him by the studio, you were already over the moon before the day had even started.
the cat cafe he took you to was tucked away on a quiet street in seoul. from the moment you stepped in, it felt like you were wrapped with the softest blanket. soft music played in the background, the scent of fresh coffee and pastries filled the air, and atleast ten cats laid on the windowsill, curled up in blankets or trotted between the tables.
ni-ki grinned, eyes sparkling as a ragdoll wandered over and plopped onto his feet.
"he likes me." he said, crouching down to scratch the cat's ears. "seems like i'm the new favorite now." you laughed, watching how he bonded with them — gentle, caring.
you ordered drinks, two vanilla iced lattes, even though you already knew he was going to drink out of yours. as you sipped some of your latte, ni-ki pulled his phone out and started taking photos of you and every cat that approached you.
"you look so happy, angel." he said, zooming in on a photo of you hugging a persian. "i'm gonna make this my lockscreen."
at one point, one of the kittens climbed into his hoodie, poking its head out. you nearly cried from laughing too hard. "this one's just like you, baby." you teased. "so chaotic.."
he raised an eyebrow, pretending to be offended. "did you just call me a menace?"
you smiled sweetly, "a cute one!"
the afternoon drifted by peacefully, with your boyfriend resting his head on your shoulder while you both watched a maine coon playing with a toy on the floor. time didn't seem to matter. it was just you, him and the quiet company of soft purring around you. you looked up to say something, but he beat you to it. "you know.." he said softly, fingers playing with the hem of your sleeve, "i wish we could stay like this forever."
you smiled, brushing a strand of hair behind your ear. "i think you like the cats more than me."
he leaned in, just quiet and sure. "not even close."
his hand found yours under the table, his fingers threading between yours gently. his thumb brushed your knuckles in slow circles. "when i see you smile like that.. everything in the world just becomes smaller.."
you didn’t know what to say. you didn’t need to. the way your hand tightened in his, the way he smiled like he already knew how you felt, it was enough.
before you left, he pulled you into a hug in the entryway, chin resting lightly on your shoulder. "let's come back here again.." he murmured, "every time we have the time."
pairing: student!yang jungwon x student!fem!reader
sypnosis: y/n and jungwon had the same classes but couldn’t really stand each other, for no reason at all. they both didn't know the reason as to why they despised each other, neither did their friends. maybe a group project would help them get along, or maybe something more.
warnings: jokes of killing, a LOT of cursing, cliché enemies to lovers im srry, ignore the timestamps!! also English is not my first language😭
featuring: haechan (nct), gawon (meovv), ningning (aespa), asa (babymonster), stella (hearts2hearts), all members of enhypen
•taglist is open!!
• a/n: why cant i put more pictures here… hate it out here💔💔 soo sorry if this feels unfinished 😭😭
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jungwon: ace of wands + 9 of wands + knight of pentacles + the fool + king of pentacles + 4 of swords + ace of cups in the end + 9 of swords on the bottom
jungwon has been feeling excited and motivated to work and do new things regarding his work and the things he wants for his future lately. however, he also feels a little anxious. the feeling that i could get here is basically like he has a lot of things going on in his head, a lot of things he worries about, maybe a lot of new ideas, and all of that makes him somehow mentally tired, but it also pushes him to keep going, especially when it comes to work. he could be thinking a lot about new projects, new things he wants to try, and may get lost trying to balance those thoughts with the things he has to get done now, like he's thinking “i'm not quite there yet to plan this” or “i want to skip to the part where i get to do this, but i know i have a path to follow until then”
sunghoon: 6 of pentacles + page of pentacles + knight of cups + 3 of cups + the emperor + 3 of swords + 5 of wands in the end + 4 of swords on the bottom
if i'm being honest, there's some kind of resentment here, possibly with the team or with someone involved in his daily life, especially in his work life. he is someone who values self control in all areas of his life, and professionally it wouldn't be any different. for what i can see here, he values his position in the team a lot and wants to get his job done the way he should, connect with the people around him, and learn with the team in order for everything to work well. and even though he really is succeeding in that, something that might have hurt him happened and he's not showing it at all, but he still holds some grudge about it. he's trying his best not to show it to others because for him it might feel like he would disturb them with his feelings, and in his view it's like “this has more to do with me and how i feel about it than what they did or what happened”
jake: the sun + 7 of swords + 4 of pentacles + 9 of wands + king of swords + the hermit + ace of swords in the end + 8 of wands on the bottom
he feels like he has to act a certain way sometimes, like an actor. not always, but for what i can see through his reading, public life might be overwhelming for him sometimes because he thinks that there's a protocol he always has to follow, like always appearing a certain way, talking a certain way, acting a certain way, saying certain things, not saying certain things, and maintaining it even when he doesn't feel like what he's acting like. he's always very aware of what he thinks is appropriate or not, and that might be somehow draining for him, but it feels more like a mask these days
sunoo: 2 of wands + king of cups + 6 of wands + 4 of swords + 3 of wands + 8 of cups + 3 of pentacles in the end + 8 of swords on the bottom
sunoo is a bit lost in his own thoughts these days. i feel like he might be detaching from reality or just not very connected with his social life. he thinks a lot about future plans, things he wants to achieve and have, and basically he's been living in his own world lol. to know more details about what he could be thinking about, i would have to do a deeper reading on it, but i'm pretty sure he's not that mentally connected to work or his public life that often. his thoughts seem pretty private, if that makes sense
jay: 2 of pentacles + queen of cups + the hierophant + 10 of pentacles + the high priestess + 4 of cups + the chariot in the end + temperance on the bottom
jay is currently trying his best to be more in control of his feelings and emotions. there could be some sort of discomfort regarding his romantic life or just his emotional side these days, however, he's doing his best to maintain the balance of everything and not let it affect his life that much. there's a vibe of “i need to focus on what matters for now.” he also doesn't feel comfortable sharing that with anyone, so it's a topic he keeps to himself and only allows himself to dive into when he's alone probably. but for what i can see here, he's doing a great job pacing himself
ni-ki: ace of cups + 8 of cups + 2 of pentacles + 9 of pentacles + death + 7 of pentacles + 4 of pentacles in the end + 5 of swords on the bottom
riki is valuing himself a lot these days. he's detaching from things and maybe even people who he thinks he needs to part ways with, focusing more on himself, his improvements in his career, and even in his personal life and appearance. he's being a bit more vain, in a good way, and more protective of his feelings and the things he shares with others. he's prioritizing what he thinks is best for him
heeseung: the empress + 6 of cups + 4 of pentacles + justice + 5 of pentacles + 7 of wands + page of wands in the end + the star on the bottom
i could say that he's kind of excited these days, probably having a lot of ideas and a lot of energy to bring new things into his life and maybe his career. however, for what i can see here, it feels like he really has to stand up for himself and always fight for what he wants in order to be seen and heard by others, for his ideas and opinions to be taken seriously, and even though that's a little frustrating for him, he's a strong dreamer and has very well settled goals that he wants to achieve, and that's what pushes him forward a lot
enhypen's close future: the moon + king of wands + king of swords + king of pentacles + 6 of wands + the high priestess + the emperor in the end + 3 of pentacles on the bottom
for now, what i can see for them in the close future is a strong passion and ambition for the team to push forward even harder. there's a lot of strategy and hard work going on in their atmosphere. they already know every step of the way to get where they plan on going. for what i can see, it's very clear that they know the direction they want to take, how they plan on doing so, and they also have a lot of energy to make it happen. however, the moon and the high priestess under the king of swords are telling me that they still aren't very sure if the plan will follow through the way they want it to, or if the public will give them the opportunity to live up to their expectations. they are still very uncertain about the future because they don't know how everything will turn out like
synposis :: small collection of enha and teamies ships
A/N: hi lovelies, this is just a little gift to my fellow sapphic lunégenes so please be patient with me to complete these ♡ I will also try to not specify the exact labels the members go by in these scenarios so you can use whatever labels u want— IN THE CLURB WE ALL LOVE WOMEN AND ENBIES! If you want to be tagged for any or all pls let me know in the comments! My birthday is soon too so i will try to complete before then!
i. Heart Strings [COMPLETE]
pairing :: vocalist! nicholas x guitarist! jay
synopsis :: jay injured her hand and is unable to play too well and nicholas decides to step in.
tags :: minor angst, established relationship, fluff, butch4butch
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ii. Magnum Opus [LOADING..]
pairing :: photographer! fuma x model! heeseung
synposis :: facing major art block before finals, fuma finds herself defeated until she meets the perfect muse.
tags :: fluff, strangers to lovers, femme4femme
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iii. My Serene Chaos [LOADING..]
pairing :: loud! jungwon x quiet! euijoo
synopsis :: jungwon always stood up for her best friend and what was right but what if the lines of friendship became blurred?
tags :: childhood best friends to lovers, fluff, femme4butch
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iv. Between The Ink and Us [LOADING..]
pairing :: fashionista! harua x tattoo artist! ni-ki
synopsis :: harua decides to finally face her fears a get a tattoo on her 21st birthday.
when tour ends and there's a short few weeks in the winter where the boys have nothing to do-- well, fine, they have things to do, but at least it's not in front of fans and so busy that the boys are never home. so anyhow, haena has a pretty free schedule. she makes it herself, honestly. when she knew the boys were going to be free, she made a secret plan to sneak riki away to japan for his birthday. he hasn't been home in years, and the second haena learned that devastating piece of information, she knew she had to take him home- she goes home every few months, jay gets to go home on tour, jake's parents are in korea. why can't ni-ki see his family in the place he grew up? he has no clue that haena got his parents' number from their manager, that she called them to ask if it was alright to bring him home and if she could join... (a little forward of her, but she knew riki wouldn't go otherwise)... he had no clue that she bought the flight tickets, organized their transportation to and from the airports in both korea and japan, etc. etc. she was up almost every night secretly working on it while heeseung laid in her bed, snoring and drooling on her pillow- or when sunghoon pouted on the couch because he wanted her attention but she had a schedule that she needed to throw together. "he won't even want to follow the schedule once he's there, we both know it," hoon whines. "give me five more minutes then i'm all yours." "you said that ten minutes ago..."
when the trip comes around, ni-ki has no idea what's going on when he walks into the house to find his luggage packed and ready to go in the entryway. "do we have a schedule i forgot about?" jake laughs and tosses his bag he uses on the plane at him, "haena's taking you on vacation." "just me?" "just you. enjoy it."
"noona, where are we going?" he asks the entire car ride to the airport. she won't tell him. "give me a hint." there's not a chance she'll budge. "what did you pack for me?" "the necessities." even while checking in, he doesn't know a thing about where they're going because he's too busy trying to hide in his hoodie and keep his head down in the hopes that no one will recognize him. sure, haena thought in detail about how they were going to avoid sasaengs, but ni-ki's still incredibly worried about it. "how long is the flight going to be?" "it's short, nae sarang, relax, i've got everything under control." they sit in a quiet corner in the airline lounge to avoid being noticed, but he keeps looking around out of habit, even while haena shoves food in his face because she wants him to enjoy the vacation instead of worrying about sasaengs, diets, etc. it's only when they're boarding the plane that he sees the name Okayama on the screen that shows the flight is boarding first class, which he and Haena are lined up for, that he realizes where they're going and why. "noona, no-" he stops short, his feet glued to the floor. she turns to face him, "what?" "i can't go home." "what?" "i can't." "you haven't even gotten on the plane and you're panicking?" she sighs and grabs his hand, using all of her strength to drag him onto the jet bridge- he might be a big dude, but she knows how to make him move when she wants to, especially when he's acting like a deer in headlights. "why are we going to japan, haena?" he asks when they're in their seats. "for vacation. i've always wanted to go in the winter." he frowns, "i'm serious, haena." she gulps, "i told your parents i'm bringing you to see them--" if it weren't for the fact that they were already on the plane, ni-ki probably would've bolted away like a cat being put in a bath tub.
riki clings to haena the entire car ride to his neighborhood. his hand is clasped tightly against hers, his side is pressed up against hers, and every time he feels like he can't breathe then he just presses his forehead against her shoulder because when he's not hiding he's looking out the window to take it all in. it's been forever since he's been home. he remembers bits and pieces, almost like he never left... but there's a million things he feels like he's seeing for the very first time and it takes his breath away. as they pull up the house, ni-ki can't bear to look. instead, he's staring at haena while chewing on his plump bottom lip. "i don't think i can do this, noona." "why?" "it's been too long." "so?" "i just- i-" he lets out a heavy sigh, his thoughts too frazzled. he tells her that he's scared to see his parents in his hometown after so long. it's been forever since he's seen them, and there's been plenty of times he's been to japan but he hasn't been home. "what if they're disappointed in me?" haena smiles gently at him and rubs her thumb over the back of his hand comfortingly, "when i called them, they seemed so happy that you were coming home, and they only had nice things to say about you... they're your parents, nae sarang, they love you. trust me." he looks at the house. he looks at haena. he looks at the house, the drapes opening slightly for his parents to peek out to spy on the car sitting in front of their home. "i can't do this." "yes, you can." it takes a few minutes, but he eventually gives in-- only if he can hold her hand the entire time, though. he's surprisingly not worried about what his parents will think about him bringing home a girl- the first girl he's ever brought home, and she's an idol from canada of all places, and she's not just dating him but his six best friends too................ but he can't make that walk to the front door without here there to hold him and tell him that it's going to be okay- that his anxiety about being home and seeing his parents is valid, but he still needs to do it.
his mom is so happy to see him home. he's just a big baby who starts crying when he sees his parents and his mom hugs him tightly- even though they're standing awkwardly because he's so tall now and she's trying to hug his neck. he apologizes for not coming home sooner. he's embarrassed and scared that they'll scold him in some way... but instead, they just welcome him home with bright smiles. "okasan, this is my girlfriend, haena." he sounds so excited to introduce her with his hand pressed against the small of her back to make sure she can't hide from his parents. they want to see haena up close. sure, ever since she called and said she'd be coming to visit with their son, they googled her- but they wanted to see her up close with their own eyes to pass their own judgements. was she good enough for their son? was she acceptable enough to have in their home for the duration of the trip? at the very least, they pretended like she was because they welcomed her with smiles too before ni-ki's mom got excited to show him to his room-- the very same room he said he was worried didn't exist anymore; but in reality, his mom has preserved it over the years. since the day he left, it hasn't changed a bit. she cleans regularly, but the room itself hasn't aged.
"see?" haena says with a smile, "there was nothing to worry about." ni-ki blushes. now that his parents have left them alone to unpack while lunch is put out on the table, he takes in the look of his old room from when he was still a kid. it's different from his room in korea. it's so....... childish... but haena appreciates it for what it is and takes a look around too. "oh, what's this?" she finds a stack of letters sitting on the desk. riki's eyes go wide and jumps to snatch them before she can, but she's faster. those weren't there when he left. those are new. they're from over the years, because he's a bit old fashioned when it comes to family, insisting on writing letters when he has the time since they feel more personal than a simple text summarizing his life updates. the most recent letter-- the one at the top-- talks all about haena without naming her. "i met a girl. i don't think she cares for me, but i've fallen in love with her to the point i can only write music about her and nothing else." haena giggles, "you bragged about me to your parents?" "maybe." "you sound so cute!" "i'm not cute." "yes, you are."
once they're settled in, he shows her around everywhere. taking her to all the places he messed around as a kid. telling her stupid stories that come to him as he remembers them because it's been so long since he thought about that time.
their trip is quiet. no one bothers them. fans don't know that they're there, no one in ni-ki's neighborhood cares to bother him and his girlfriend who are trying to hide from the spotlight for a short while, and neither of them have to worry a single bit about work. they decide to spend an afternoon at the park- it's the warmest day of the winter, only a cool breeze but surprisingly no snow or harsh weather to force them inside, so they decide to make the most of it like everyone else. families are playing at the park, couples are sitting on benches, people are taking their pets on walks. they go with a couple of blankets and some food for a short picnic. but they stayed longer than intended. ni-ki's lowkey a comfy pillow. the second he falls back on the picnic blanket to just stare at the sky, haena cuddles his side and lays her head on his chest, and he plays with her hair casually. neither of them say anything. it's nice to just stare at the clouds, listen to people play in the park, count the birds that fly by, feel each other breathing slowly. and then they pass tf out. neither of them realize it, neither of them meant it. they don't even know who falls asleep first.
ni-ki's the first to wake up when it starts to get cold as the sun goes down because he'd given his jacket to haena earlier when it got windy and the blanket over them wasn't doing enough. he's obviously shocked that the two of them managed to fall asleep in the middle of the day out in public like that. he just thinks, “well shit” and against his better judgment, he gently wakes Haena up and whispers that they need to leave. She looks so cute when she whines in her sleep and shakes her head. His stupid ass tendency to call her “onee-chan” while pleading with her to get up……. That’s fucked. Using her own weakness against her. WHY CANT HE JUST SAY NOONA ATP??!!! IT WOULD AT LEAST BE CORRECT- anyhow.
Haena is barely awake as they pack up their picnic stuff and waddle back to the house where Riki’s mom is making dinner… poor Haena just wants to keep sleeping, so they make it through dinner politely before riki makes up excuses for them to go to bed early. he's her cuddle bug in private. the only people who know that are him, haena, and the boys- and even then, he doesn't love for them to see it all the time, because he thinks he's gotta be a big tough guy or whatever lol... but in his room at home, he's all hers. she's laying flat on the bed, and even though he's as tall as he is, he manages to be her little spoon by curling up between her and the wall and putting his head on her chest so she can play with his long blonde hair the same way he did earlier at the park. "thank you for bringing me home, oneesan..." he draws circles on her hips with her thumbs as he thinks. "i probably wouldn't've come after so long, if it weren't for you." she smiles and curles some of his blonde hair around her finger, "you're welcome, nae sarang."
even though the trip was planned well in advance and so thoroughly that it seemed like there couldn't possibly be any issues, of course life just had to get in the way. haena told her company she was going on vacation. she told her manager not to contact her. but an emergency arose, and she had no choice but to go home to seoul to work. "what about ni-ki's birthday?" sunoo texts her after she tells the boys what's going on. "he'll stay to celebrate it with his parents," she replies. "you can't stay?" "no." the thought of leaving ni-ki in the middle of their quiet trip breaks her heart to the point that as the taxi waits in the drive way with her bags already loaded in the trunk, she can't let go of him. "we'll see each other in ten days, oneesan." but his attempts to cheer her up simply don't work. she clings to his shirt and cries against his chest- why does she have to leave? it's not fair. but then she feels some relief that at least she's the one having to leave and not him. she'd be pissed if his team dragged him back to seoul after years of not sleeping in his bedroom.
when she lands in korea, her manager's there to grab her bags from the luggage belt while she goes through customs, and there's a security guard there to guide her to the private van as fans and media swarm her for photos and videos. she keeps her head down, her mask over her nose and lips, and her hoodie up to keep the rest of her swollen face hidden because she'd rather that the world didn't know she'd been crying the entire flight from japan. her manager sits up front with the driver. the security guard puts his hand on the top of the doorway for the backseats so that she doesn't hit her head as she crawls to the back row then he sits in the middle row and closes the door behind him. haena freezes when she sees that they're not alone in the car, however. waiting for her in the back is jungwon. he knew how upset she would be leaving her riki, so he insisted on coming to pick her up. she immediately hugs him and lets herself cry again. she really, really hates that she had to leave. she hates leaving him alone. she hates missing his birthday. ni-ki's her baby-- always has been and always will be-- and she just had to drop everything and leave him... it doesn't feel fair, and that's the part that breaks her heart the most. but jungwon of all people understands that feeling and he didn't want her to be alone, so he's there to comfort her the entire drive into the city.
"happy birthday, nae sarang," haena says over facetime a few days later. riki smiles at her, "thank you, oneesan." "are you doing anything special today?" "my parents invited family and friends over for a big dinner, so i think i'll go shopping quickly with my mom before she has to start cooking later this afternoon. i want to buy her something special for today." "that'll be nice." his smile widens, "i'll be home soon, don't worry too much about me, okay?" "i'll try."
Stranded and ready to mingle, flirty singles search for love on a deserted island. They can only escape as couples for romantic date nights in paradise.
Three alphas, two omegas, and two betas are brought together on one island that feels like it was made just for them; to find love.
°˖➴ It’s started with the casts:
JAY PARK JONGSEONG (25) - α
Despite his strong features that make him look hard to approach, Jay actually has a soft spot for cute things.
He likes taking care of people, and when he truly cares about someone, he gives them all the attention he has to someone he likes.
♡ His love language is Act of Service
YANG JUNGWON (23) - Ω
His face was cute and his smile was sweet; that was how he charmed people. But, behind that adorable appearance, he was actually a strong-headed omega.
He could get close to others easily, but falling in love was never that simple for him.
♡ His love language is Quality Time
LEE HEESEUNG (28) - α
Flirty and a little quirky, he’s the kind of man who makes you fall for him instantly. He loves joking around, but sometimes he can be shy.
He rarely shows his mature side, but when he does, it’s enough to make your heart race.
♡ His love language is Quality Time
JAKE SIM JAEYUN (25) - β
Friendly and effortlessly easy to be around. He has a natural way of making people feel comfortable.
He’s very smart and knows when to show his serious, mature side when it’s needed. Playful and warm, yet dependable at the same time
♡ His love language is Physical Touch
PARK SUNGHOON (25) - α
He’s the ice prince; calm, composed, and undeniably handsome. People fall for him at first glance.
But once you get close, he’s actually funny, and surprisingly playful. He likes to protect someone when he cares about them.
Hi!!! im starting to use tumblr and im still learning how to use it but ill like to have some moots so i hope this can help me!!
i’m 21 and i’ve been an engene for 4 years, my bias are ni-ki, heeseung and sunghoon!, in my heart i’m ot7 but i support enhypen and heeseung's solo career.