#no concepts

[noseparate]

life is exactly like The Sims

things can happen, moods shift, circumstances pop up, and for a second the mind reacts like it’s all serious and fixed. but when you actually look closely, nothing really stays the same.

a “problem” appears, then changes form.

a feeling hits, then passes.

something that felt intense yesterday can feel completely different tomorrow.

it’s all just experience moving.

and in the middle of it, there’s this quiet awareness that’s just noticing it all without getting pulled into the drama of it.

and what’s even more interesting is this idea that your “reality” isn’t fully rigid either.

you can customize your appearance, change your world, adjust the settings, add new creations, switch up the story, even install “mods” that completely shift how the game feels, and even use cheats that let you bypass limitations and play however you want!

life feels similar in the sense that attention, belief, and imagination completely change how experience shows up. when you focus differently, when you see differently, when you feel differently… the whole “world” feels different too.

so even when life seems intense or fixed, it’s still unfolding moment by moment in awareness like something being experienced, adjusted, and reinterpreted as you go.

and somehow, you’re not just inside the experience

you’re also the awareness noticing it all happening. you’re not the character in the story... you’re the screen the story is appearing on

[nada0niente]

introducing . . .

luci (he/him) ‧₊˚🪲⊹ | 2003

non binary ⋆ demi & bisexual

neurodivergent ⋆ brazilian ⋆ shifter

about this blog ˎˊ˗

ꨄ︎ this blog is intended to be some sort of diary about my personal studies, experiences, and thoughts about Being (Consciousness) & shifting. i’m leaning towards a non dualist perspective of things, but i believe that no words can truly describe what is Being/Awareness.

ꨄ︎ i know shifting since 2018 and i’ve shifted a couple of times in the past but never to where wanted to, which made me do several pauses on shifting due to frustration. but now i’m back and i want to live this experience with a lighter approach. that’s also the reason i created this blog.

my drs ˎˊ˗

[not done yet]

main dr (better cr)

genshin dr

famous dr

streamer dr

warnings !! before you follow ˎˊ˗

my english is not perfect and sometimes i say things incorrectly but i don’t really care about that (sorry (not sorry). if you don’t understand something i said, feel free to ask me to clarify.

i will post in portuguese sometimes. if you don’t like that, don’t follow me.

i’m non binary and queer and woke and everything in between this. AND i’m neurodivergent. so i don’t tolerate any kind of discrimination. don’t follow me if you are a shit person.

i’m into BDSM and i will post nsfw and kinky stuff — related to my drs. it’s mostly light stuff because this is a public blog and i don’t like oversharing personal information. but yeah, don’t follow me if that makes you feel uncomfortable.

even though i’m more non dualistic, sometimes i will use loass terms like assumptions or success story — that’s because i like sharing my positive experiences with people and that’s one way of reaching this public more easily.

my tags ˎˊ˗

ꨄ︎ i’m kinda new on tumblr blogging so i’m still figuring it out about my own tags but i’ll edit this once i have them.

about asks ˎˊ˗

i don’t like giving advices. i’m not saying that i won’t answer if you ask me something specific but have in mind that i don’t like it and maybe i will ignore it if it’s too hard for me to do it.

please don’t vent to me. i’m not a professional nor qualified to help with your suffering.

if you don’t agree with my opinion, just block me. please do not try to change my mind through my asks, i am not open to discuss my beliefs and i’m not going to change them.

don’t be rude or disrespectful to me, i won’t answer.

— besides that, i love receiving asks and talk about a lot of different things.

if you want to know more about me, my personal liking and special interests, read this (not done yet)

[awarenessisnondual]

🪷 Sri Nisargadatta Maharaj 🪷 Nothing Happens 🪷

[fae-kissed]

hello

If people (the ego) can check, doubt, think, and do anything that seems to contradict already having their desire (even though, in truth, they already do) — and if those actions are considered meaningless because at the end of the day the already have everything and those actions are part of the illusion — then why isn’t “just resting in the knowing that you already have everything” also categorized as part of that same illusion? After all, isn’t the very act of “resting in the knowing” still an act, still something you have to do and still something happening within the frame of the illusion?

I understand that identification matters, but that, too, seems to be apart of the illusion. The ego is the one choosing what to identify with, whether it’s lack, doubt, or fullness. So doesn’t that suggest that the illusion itself has some kind of weight or influence? and that it matters to some extent? it’s a structure within which the ego negotiates, chooses, and settles. That means the illusion isn’t entirely irrelevant; it has a kind of secondary importance, because the ego has to actively decide what position to take inside it.

if the illusion is dismissed as nothing, why do our choices within it dictate what we want materialised in the illusion?

im gonna be honest and say this is way too complicated. ego this ego that man idrc 😭 this is not me shitting on u anon but all questions are meaningless just notice the subtle things you already do now. just read the "i am that" by sri nsigrandatta and lester levinston. all questions are meaningless. i dont know what it means resting in knowing you have everything. all i know is that when i let go and dont care things turn out for the better and when i notice the subtle happenings (for instance forgetting i have a body and i lucid dream) and i can repeat it again.

[starseedarchive]

todays entry

[noseparate]

what you are aware of is the proof that you’re not separate from it!

think about it for a moment...

a thought appears, and you are aware of it. an emotion appears, and you are aware of it. a desire appears, and you are aware of it. the world appears, and you are aware of it.

how could you be separate from something that is already being experienced?

people often imagine awareness as if it’s locked away somewhere inside a person, looking out at a distant world. but experience doesn’t actually happen that way. everything you know, whether it’s a memory, a dream, a sensation, a desire, or the physical world itself, is known in the same awareness. the moment something is experienced, it is no longer “over there.” it is already here as experience.

first there is experience. then the mind says, “that is outside of me” or “that is separate from me.”

but the direct experience itself never says that.

what you are aware of is already appearing within awareness, and that is why separation can never be anything more than an idea. the very fact that something is known is proof that it is not separate from the awareness that knows it.

[noseparate]

no one has free will in your awareness!

every version of a person you’ve ever known appears within your experience. every conversation, reaction, opinion, memory, and perception of them is known through awareness.

so when people say, “but what if they say *negative*?” "what if they think like this about me?" "but this thing happened..." i always find these questions interesting.

because where is this separate person being experienced outside of awareness?

the version of them you’re worried about is already appearing within awareness.

the version of them that agrees with you, disagrees with you, loves you, ignores you, texts you, or doesn’t text you, all of those are experiences appearing within awareness.

that’s why i don’t spend much time worrying about other people’s free will.

i’m more interested in recognizing that awareness is the common ground in which the entire experience of “me” and “other” appears.

the moment you stop treating awareness and reality as separate, the question starts to lose its grip.

not because you suddenly gain telekinesis or some other superpower (you may if you want) 😅 but because the separation between awareness and what is experienced begins to collapse.