#not fun stuff

[empty-dream]

Nothing hurts like a heart that realizes too late. But even so, we can still live with that.

[transpanick]

I dont clean I just have spontaneous bouts of intense dysphoria where I have to shove everything violently into my closet

[ramblingsuggestions]

I remember that day where you cemented yourself in my heart

The trees glistened a candy like green and lifted us forward with every step

No longer walking but floating through

I had never seen anyone move and speak the way you did

Your smile melted right into me

I was hooked

Everything about you made sense to me

Yes of course you are the person to give every part of myself to

I spilled every detail of my brain onto the floor and you watched with great intent

You words crept their way into my mind and painted beautiful strokes over all the other people in my life

Letters and poems and doodles and strawberry lemonade drowned in vodka

I shared it all with you

Then all of a sudden nothing made sense

You went quiet and his breath stopped

All of a sudden I was a ghost in your life because I was too much

I had the proof that I wasn’t enough

My greatest fears were finally spelled out into the universe

And the cracks began to spread

Everyone I had ever known had grown smaller

An invisible shield surrounded them and their voices became muffled

And the pain never ever left

As much as I hated you, I didn’t

I wanted to delete you from my brain but that was impossible

You are apart of me

And knowing you exist keeps me alive

I see you starting to grow

And owning the damage you caused

I accepted your apologies because I knew they were genuine

But I lied

I will never forgive you

Because even if you try and mend the cracks

They can’t ever fully heal

When I felt the joy crease in my cheeks

Your ears winced at the sound of the sadness pouring out of my mouth

When I felt calm and comfortable in your arms

You felt confused and irritated by my embrace

You showed me I have no control of how others see me

And that destroyed me

[misa16now]

WWIII

A lot of people make memes and fun about this war that is probably not so fake and they don't realise that if it really were to happen many people will die, many will get hurt and a lot of bad things will happen and they just make fun of it. It's not fun at all! I mean we're talking about war here!!! People will die, houses will be destroied, homes will be destroied, where is the fun in that?? Is it that funny to make memes like 'should i study for the next semester or should i get ready for war?' does this sound funny?

Okey maybe it's a defense mecanism to hide the fear but who in their right mind would even make a joke about war, about nature distructions, about past wars?

[wiltshiree]

is anyone able to talk rn

[killer-qu33n-of-disaster]

Why does my anxiety have anxiety and my conscience have a conscience?

S o m e b o d y H e l p M e

[leaveitalonesky]

20 days of waiting for a result it's going to get me insane I swear

I know that the chances are low that I'll have the same mutation, but it's still a possibility and I think I'll only feel comfortable when I get the result