Insignificance ϟ Facing Fears
Fear— it wasn’t even a part of his vocabulary, at least not anymore. Not since Weapon X. As he recalled, the definition of fear was the threat of danger or harm. For one, the danger was all him, baby.
Well, this is cosy, Wade mused as his eyes devoured the sight of joyful, inebriated people. The heavy music that shook the floor seeped it’s melodious way into his veins, sending shock waves of adrenaline straight to his heart. If you’re going to dance, refrain from the robot. We don’t want a repeat of last time. But before he could do anything, a feminine hand clasped his arm. “Hey, I know you!” The woman’s shouted words almost blew his eardrums to smithereens, but he showcased a smile that bordered terrifying and dazzling nonetheless. Wade watched the myriad of colours emitting from the strobe lights wash over her pretty features as he answered her. “I’d love to say I knew you too, babe.” Her lips flashed him her pearly whites. Well, somebody’s definitely had some work done. “You’re that guy… Uh…” Wade’s smile dropped as annoyance set in. He watched for what felt like an eternity as she struggled to recall his name. His attention drifted past her shoulder, to where a nearby dancer had become almost transparent. Yep, totally weird. His head swiveled to the other party goers, watching with a sick sense of fascination as one by one, they dissipated into nothing. He returned his attention back to the woman. She was becoming translucent, showcasing bulging veins beneath a thin layer of skin. Her teeth began to crumble, fading away into a gaping void that was formerly her mouth. Wade reached with curious fingers to touch her hair, and he could only watch with fascinated attention as her silky strands slithered and disappeared between the crevices of his fingers. And just like everybody else, the air wrapped her in a cloak, making her vanish from sight completely. “Damn it. And it was going so well, too.”
One by one, the strobes shut down, leaving him standing in darkness. The heavy music long since stopped, and a significant part of Wade was regretful--He didn't even have time to dance. With a sigh, he circled around the room. The rustle of metal met his ears, and his interest piqued. What the hell is that? There was nothing here. The room was sparse of anything but him. Clang, clang. With curious footsteps, he wandered to where the noise seemed to be coming from. The walls? As his hand reached to touch the concrete, chains shot out. He throat managed to emit a garbled yell as he became pinned. The shackles that encased Wade’s ankles and wrists bit into his skin, cutting deep enough that he could almost taste the metallic tang of blood. He couldn’t move even if he wanted to, the restraints keeping him pinned to the damp wall. “Isn’t this some kind of bullshit.” Wade muttered to himself. “Fears? Me? Puh-lease." The voice chimed in. If thinking that helps you sleep better at night big boy, then go ahead. Wade attempted to smack a palm to his temple, before the cuffs yanked his arm back into obedience. He grunted with his evident annoyance.
The silence was deafening. Wade could hear the pounding of his heartbeat as it rattled his rib cage. That's never a good sign. As he stood trapped, his mind wandered. What was the whole purpose of this, to face his fear? Fool on them. Deadpool didn't have fears. Your cancer? What about Vanessa? His jaw worked as he struggled for an answer. Vanessa wasn't his problem anymore. Leaving her was the the best decision he could've made. She'd only leave him in the end, when the cancer became too much. He was merely accepting the inevitable. You hurt her. Wade grunted, pushing down those unpleasant memories as far as he could. It hurt him too, but that's the way the cookie crumbles. C'est la vie. Move on. As for the cancer, he knew it was eating away at him slowly. The skin on his legs have began to peel, leaving a patch of rusted blood and scars in its wake. "It only adds to the bad boy appeal." He stated. His rugged good looks had run its course. It was high time he got something to show for his badassery. Is that even a word? Look, just face it Wade. You're alone. Those people didn't know who you were, what if Vanessa has forgotten too? No. Everyone will know who he is eventually. The greatest mercenary that'll ever grace the planet-- that's him. Deadpool rolled his eyes. Great. Now this whole thing has put him in a foul mood. Facing fears? It was so-- Finally! The chains on his arms slackened their grip, and the marks they left were already starting to heal. He turned to glare at the offending wall as he searched for his freedom. The door opened for him, and the sudden blinding light dazzled him momentarily. His gaze focused on the agent that opened the door for him to begin with. "I'll be back for you." With that, he left the building, leaving a confused agent in his wake.












