#npd probs

[thatantisocialbitch]

me about to let my anger loose: This would be a great time to practice self control and breathing exercises.

me, a second later foaming at my mouth: You fucking know what..

[thatantisocialbitch]

I say "i feel" a lot for someone who doesn't feel anything other than anger.

[thatantisocialbitch]

That "I don't care because it doesn't affect me" feeling.

[thatantisocialbitch]

Honey, don't mess with the devil if you aren't prepared to pay for your sins.

Current Threats

[thatantisocialbitch]

Anyone Else?

I am fully aware of my differences with most of the population, but sometimes I will be talking with someone about something that interests me and I'm struck with an odd sense, more than the typical void I feel. I'm gripped with the reality that no matter how good and long I fake my lie of normalcy, I am not like them. It's as if for a moment I can feel and see the glass like barrier that separates us. I'm fully aware of it at all times, but at times it's as if I bump the glass. I like my glass and the advantages it provides though.

[thatantisocialbitch]

Do I have to actually kill someone before they take me serious. Asking for a friend.

[thatantisocialbitch]

Sort of wondering what the doctor did with my crown and horns when I was born...

[thatantisocialbitch]

Okay, but you're still wrong.

My thoughts everyday