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i forgot to post this back when my period was still kicking my ass

heres Aruell being cursed with my period cramps i do this out of love <3

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darker!darker!

(by sumia)

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I have victorism headcannons and I cannot avoid brain rot:

*D is a tsundere, You cannot convince me otherwise

*Ai and D could be actually slightly close, Or at least slightly more casual to each other (I had to cut a whole ramble about it so apologies for being vague)

*If D and Aruell got along there could be a chance they could manage to actually escape the cult or defeat Lorica, who knows?

*Ciel has no fashion sense, (they have no food taste so fashion less likely)

*KissMe has likely flirted with every one in the church except Ai and Ciel

*There is a chance that Lorica has seen Parma and Ensis but she doesn’t regonize them because of how time has passed and that they look so different

*D probably has tried (weather they succeeded or not) to save some people from getting killed by the cult

*D might be the one with the most power (based on their skill) so Lorica values that but at the same time hates D’s rebellious nature (It’s like a love hate thing but it’s not really love or anything along those lines) <—— NOT CANNON, DISPROVEN

*D doesn’t get attached to anybody in the cult because they plan to escape and they don’t want to emotionally hurt somebody when they leave (if they manage to)

Should I do a part 2?

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Random victorism headcanons

- When D was a nun, other nuns avoided them and gossiped about them because D got sick so easily

- D hates the sound of laughing

- D is very sensitive to temperature, they can easily get too hot or too cold

- KissMe talks to himself when he’s alone

- KissMe doesn’t need to eat because he is a modified human, but he loves the taste of spicy food  

- KissMe doesn’t understand the concept of most jokes but laughs whenever he hears a joke anyway

- Aruell scratches and pulls his fingers whenever he feels more stressed than usual

- Aruell usually distracts himself from having introspective thoughts by reading books 

- Aruell dislikes books that don’t have enough pages 

- Ciel isn’t a picky eater at all, aside from bugs and worms, they will eat literally any food 

- Ciel stalks random people for fun in their free time  

- Ciel likes the smell of trees 

- Didier dislikes bright colours  

- Didier spends most nights walking around outside the church, hoping to find the man who cared for her as a child  

- Didier likes milk

- Ai was programmed to have a fast walking speed

- Ai once slapped someone in the face 50 times when malfunctioning

- When Ai shuts down, they think a lot and question themselves constantly, but when they are switched back on they forget most of their thoughts like a dream

- Lorica hates seeing happy families, when she sees one it hurts her deep inside

- When Lorica was a child, she would play hide and seek in the palace with Ensis and Parma

- Lorica avoids wearing strong scented perfumes and making loud footsteps so it is harder for her presence to be sensed from a distance

- Lorica has an interest in card games and is extremely good at playing them

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I posted these on an old acc but GO MY ARUELL HC DOODLES (tho there’s some Asha and D in one of them) (also warning: artistic nudity, dysphoria, paranoia, kind of delusional thinking??? A lot of this was me projecting onto Aruell sooo)

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Victorism Headcannons part two!

*Otto (D’s lover who appeared in Nueul’s old account) was actually killed either by Lorica herself or somebody did it ordered by Lorica

*D feels bitter about some of the messed up shit they had to do for the cult, They still regret it to this day. People know even if D tries to hide it.

*Aruell probably leaves the area when somebody decides to beat the shit out of D (because it could trigger Aruell or because even if he is a jerk towards D, Aruell isn’t somebody who would just use them as a punching bag)

*Aruell and Daphne would have spent time at the library, reading together and/ or having a confortable silence

*KissMe would crush spiders in front of Ciel as a threat

*KissMe would be the one who is most constantly in Aruell’s office (Aka therapy time)

*Ciel has bothered KissMe for the giggles

*Ciel probably has to heal most of D’s wounds, even if D refuses

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Ensis Amabilis character analysis

I’ve decided to analyze NuEul’s characters, starting with Ensis! (Because he’s my favorite.)

Let me summarize the story of Ensis in my own words. (This is not a theory. This is information from NuEul themself.) 

Long summary: 

Ensis was the first child of an emperor, his younger siblings are twins Parma and Lorica, both 3 years younger than him. They all loved each other very much. Ensis was an intelligent, kind and very gentle person and he was very likable. That was his childhood. But what about his later life? 

For years, his parents had been experimenting with black magic on him, trying to make him the strongest being. This was kept a secret from Parma. Ensis and Parma were originally very close and loved each other, even more after Lorica “died”. But because their parents spent so much time infusing black magic into Ensis, he and Parma grew apart. 

By the time Ensis was in his 20s, he had enough of black magic and his parents, so he killed his parents. He took his father’s place as the emperor, but he became a tyrant. He also changed his name to Enrique.

Parma rebelled against Ensis and cut his head off. You may not know this, but actually, Ensis was the one who let Parma kill him. Because deep inside he still loved Parma, he allowed Parma to kill him. Though Parma still hated Ensis a lot, revived Ensis as a revenge so he could use Ensis and hurt him. Ensis lost his memories when he was revived. 

In the end, Ensis ran away from the empire and lives with Zero (a character who isn’t from NuEul). 

Analysis part 1: The tyrant who suffered

We now know Ensis became a tyrant because of what his parents did to him. Though if you watched the Revolution video and understand/translated the Korean words, you may have already knew. I don’t know exactly what he did to the empire as a tyrant.

But what could have caused him to become a tyrant? An out of control emperor, instead of a good one? 

Tyrants love power, which is why they have so much of it. Why does Ensis want, or even need so much power over the empire? 

His parents have always told him that to be an emperor, he must be stronger than anyone. But Ensis hates his parents, so much that he kills them. But even while his parents were trying to make him strong, Ensis took so long to snap. For years he was powerless against his parents, even though they were making him stronger.  

What if it took him a while to realize that with all this strength his parents gave him from black magic, he could use it to backfire on them. So as payback for all the pain they inflicted on him, he kills them. From then on, he feels powerful, so much he becomes a tyrant. 

If you eat something delicious, you want to eat more. If you play a fun game, you want to keep playing it until you win all the levels. This is how Ensis feels when he kills his parents and becomes emperor. He feels power, and it feels good, so he wants more. 

The Revolution video shows Ensis saying something about ‘removing the fence’ (fence = his parents, fence may or may not have been the exact word because I only found it from google translate), and then having the power in his hands. So this shows killing his parents made him feel powerful. 

Ensis kills the two people who put him through a lot of pain for a long time, not to mention they are the rulers of an empire, obviously he feels powerful because of that.  

Analysis part 2: The kind brother with regrets

Ensis allows Parma to execute him, because he still loves Parma even though their relationship was ruined. At first, this reason seems simple. However, I think there should be a full reason, or another reason too. 

It’s reasonable to be willing to die to save the life of someone you love. However, Ensis went further, he was willing to let his beloved brother kill him. 

Parma absolutely hates Ensis. He shows no mercy towards him. Ensis on the other hand, hates Parma too, but at the same time he also loves Parma. 

Maybe Ensis thought that because of how much Parma hates him, Parma will be satisfied if he dies. Or, he realized he went too far, but can’t make things right, so he’s willing to die. Either way, Ensis let himself die because of his love for Parma, possibly for Parma’s happiness too. But later we find out Parma wasn’t satisfied and brought Ensis back to life to get revenge on him. 

It’s very possible Ensis no longer had faith in himself to rule the empire. After all, he had so much power over the empire, he had a very important job. He could have remembered that he originally didn’t want to be strong and realized all this power wasn’t what he originally wanted, and he was controlling an empire without controlling himself. So he let himself die. 

He also might have thought that Parma would be a better emperor, it’s likely he didn’t know Parma was also going to become a tyrant. Perhaps he knew that if he continued being an emperor, a tyrant, he would completely ruin Parma’s life. 

Conclusion: 

Ensis is a gentle and selfless person who is willing to sacrifice himself for the people he loves. Even so, he snaps and does things he wouldn’t normally do if he’s pushed too far. 

Knight’s Nights shows how getting revenge makes someone feel and what it can lead them to do. In Ensis’s situation, his revenge (killing his parents), makes him feel powerful, and that feeling of power drives him crazy, which leads him to make the wrong decision. 

But he eventually realizes what he did was wrong. Ultimately, what leads him to allowing his death is his love for his brother and, very possibly, this realization. 

Sorry if this analysis wasn’t very good, this is my first time writing a character analysis. But I tried really hard to write this, so I hope the effort was worth it. 

I’ll analyze the other characters too!

(Reminder: Most of this information was written by NuEul in 2018, so it may not be up to date.)

Sources: 

https://www.evernote.com/shard/s708/client/snv?noteGuid=2d70436b-a87c-4a6b-9835-c8c02bdfec80¬eKey=85894816d5838c2864262213&sn=https%3A%2F%2Fwww.evernote.com%2Fshard%2Fs708%2Fsh%2F2d70436b-a87c-4a6b-9835-c8c02bdfec80%2F85894816d5838c2864262213&title=%255B%2B%25ED%2594%2584%25EB%25A1%259C%2B%2528Pro%2529%2B%252F%2B22%2B%255D (Parma’s profile page, might analyze Parma after Ensis. Here is a clue: Ensis and Parma both had similar reasons to become a tyrant.)

https://www.youtube.com/watch?v=ZcdV44WoD3A&ab_channel=%EB%88%84%EC%9D%84NuEul (Revolution video by NuEul) 

Disclaimer: Ensis Amabilis, the pictures and the summary information all belong to NuEul (though you probably already know this). For the analysis parts, there may be a few theories from me, though I try to prove these theories using information from NuEul.