Hello my friend!! I’m back with my last daughter… this is my final yap!!! 🎉 I hope you enjoy :) ☆•:¨¨:•. •:¨¨:•.☆•:¨¨:•. ☆•:¨¨:•.
I’ve thought about it long and hard but I keep coming back to this idea, of an isekaied character. There’s the aspect of Sunday wanting a world without gods/aeons, so you have someone who was living in that world and they know nothing about Aeons. I think it’d be interesting. She doesn’t know anything about the hsr game, I feel like if you had a character like that, the stelleron hunters would get them, because if you knew the story then you’d twist things into your favor, which is not ideal for them… I think… also would be funny for the diviners/ people who can see the future … going who the hell's that?? In my mind, it takes a good while for her to encounter the SH, so when they do see her they’re confused and concerned because apparently she’s been there for a while. It’s either this or knight of beauty (THEY NEED TO DROP ARGENTI INTO THE CLAIM SECTION I NEED HIM SO BADD!!! GIVE HIM TO MEEE GIVE ME BEAUTY LOREEE…. I was so excited when they mentioned we could visit the planet where the beauty was from…. I need to know…..)
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It occurs prior to Penacony. She’d literally pop out of nowhere on the Express, sprawled out and severely freaked out.. She’s confused and they’re confused. A bizarre situation, but they’d welcome her anyway. But essentially, Welt ends up taking her under his wing, due to them both sharing the same homeplanet. It gives her a sense of security, like she hasn’t lost all connection to everything she’s known. Regardless, they would get along quite well. They both love art, animations, and gundams. She’d be extremely rigid, stressed, highly anxious, very polite, and always looking around to help; Mostly, cleaning around the place and sticking to herself, in the beginning. Welt gives her an empty sketchbook, in hopes that it’ll let her wind down, which does work. It lets her mind focus onto this one thing that is so familiar to her. Once she’s adjusted, realizing that yes this is real, no its not a dream, and this is her reality, she’d knock on Dan Hengs’s door and hound him with questions and ask to use the archives, she has to learn how this place works if she’s going to be here indefinitely. The crew, having done this with the Trailblazer, are a lot more prepared in knowing what info to offer. She’s quite miffed that the majority of her knowledge has been rendered useless, causing her intuition and decision-making skills to be a bit useless, she just doesn’t have experience in these areas. Unable to be firm in her own choices, she relies on them, but she hounds them about info and questions. Asking them all the same questions, why are you making this choice? Why this and not that? Why do you think that? trying to understand how they see it with their own eyes, how they reached that conclusion, comparing the facts and view points into something she can use, to pinpoint where she lacks info and learn the morals/ inner workings of this place and hopefully she can find her footing. Eventually, all the efforts of everyone would make her relax, one day, the trio are messing around and she lets out a laugh before swiftly covering her mouth before it all bubbles out. I think they’d be quite happy to see her let loose. ─── ･ ｡ﾟ☆: .☽ . :☆ﾟ. ─── Okay my friend… somehow someway… she ends up on penacony with all of them… It's been awhile since penacony but trust… I’ll iron the details out somehow… The key point is that she ends up debating him —> (1. How did you get to this conclusion? 2. Point out the flaws + holes. 3. Point out different viewpoints) it ends up going in a circular discussion and she gives up. She really wanted to avoid fighting him… anyways this would be her first time seeing the concept of Aeons in person… she thought it was a religion/abstract type thing and not an actual physical being thing. In her mind, she thought she’d throw hands with him making it a 5 v 1. Anyways they hit him with the train. Life goes on. Until while she and Welt were walking around and they both clock him and follow him around. She’s sticking with Welt because she is most comfortable with him then others. Note, when Welt mentions that they all have been forced outta home, she definitely makes a face. Anyways the Tingyuan incident, when he offers to help, she’d say why not? At this point, what could he possibly ask for? (From the debate, she believes he won’t make any desperate attempts). During the theater, she stays outside, letting that conversation with Welt happen with those two. When they leave, she sure didn’t expect him to be joining the Express, but doesn't feel too much about it, thinking that this is normal (heard Dan Heng was running from something, and now so is he). They join the others, and Himeko gestures for her to give him the welcoming speech…
—> first, noting the force outta home, and the debate (there were a few instances of her not knowing basic info/ showing her disposition of not being from here), plus unknown name would just remain as a question mark in his mind, a faint intrigue but nothing more.
Now life on the Express begins! These two are somewhat roommates? It took so long for the trailblazer to get a room, so she gets one side of the party cart and he gets the other half. These two both have insomnia yet early risers, they encounter each other quite a bit. It’s a bit awkward in the beginning, but they do greet each other, and she does offer him the tea she makes. Now, she never shook off that cleaning habit, so from his corner, he sees her wiping down the corners and another morning humming away and cleaning some other area before making her tea, offering him some and then settling into her corner. I think he’d join her on her morning cleaning, he takes one side and she takes the other, for him it's more compulsory and for her it's more showing gratitude for this place hosting her. She gets away with cleaning because when the crew brought up the concern, she told them this was something she did everyday at home and it anchored her, and as long as she toned down the rate, then they’d leave it alone. I think he’d offer to make tea too, but she'll refuse in the beginning. Now, I’m sure they’d make conversation over tea one day, and I’m sure he’ll ask “What made you join the express?”, he’s just slightly curious about her so that leads to the whole “btw where I’m from there’s no aeons + no one else in the universe” discussion, would he feel culture shock over learning that the universe is so empty compared to here? Or how people will always find solace in gods? How’d he feel when it’s not perfect? Would it hammer it in? Would he use the knowledge to guide him to his ideal? But let’s end that right there, but it def. happens. It’s that or her starting a conversation w/ him, stating Himeko told her too but she was planning on it regardless. Which would ruffle his feathers, believing her to be lying just to be nice or her pitying him or something. He’d have the edge or distrust/cation before slowly realizing that she’s just open like that. But other than that, these two would discover that they have quite a bit in common, which causes them to talk more and more and once they’re close enough, seeing how conversation flows easily, they start to peer over the bar to see if the other is awake and go exist together.
─── ･ ｡ﾟ☆: .☽ . :☆ﾟ. ─── Personality + Mindset + Behaviors
She’s like an ecosystem unto herself, self-sustaining and nourishing. She understands + accepts + loves herself pretty well. She’s someone who is very firm in herself yet lacks direction/meaning in her existence. She lives to fulfill her own desires, to chase after what her heart calls for, to let her desires be her compass until a stronger, more firm gravitational pull comes by. So, she hopes that her ever spinning compass can pick up its magnitude and show her a direction she wants to go if she continues to explore and to see what’s out there. In the past she lived in her own paracosm, yet she’s left it and has descended into reality. Learning to walk to beat her own drum, no longer will she be disconnected from the world, she’ll see what it all has to offer as she goes her way, at her own pace. Releasing her heart from others expectations, no longer hiding away in her dreamstate to shield her heart, she’ll act for herself, however she wants, and she’ll be okay. Strong devotion to herself, she's not forsaking herself or her feelings. Which does result in her being stubborn/rigid in certain things. care-free and easygoing.
Mindset ( i feel like this is important to iron out because it has to be something that draws him in)
Believes in second-chances + offering grace, if someone shows they’ve learned their lesson, you don’t have to forgive them but allow them to change.
No amount of healing will make you whole → which allows herself to accept herself as she is and not put off her present for distant future
Sees everything steeped in duality, good and bad exist everywhere and in everything. Yet people have morals and gods don't. So, the best that can be done is to lower it. → lets her accept all sides of her self the good + ugly
Small joy lover, staring into the light to see the dust motes, warmth of a cup, the swirls of stars outside, a flower bursting through concrete, ultimate mundane lover. She’s so locked into her present everyday life…
She believes thoughts are just thoughts until action is taken. Therefore, when she thinks something horrible, she doesn’t take it to heart. Also explains why she’s not too stressed about him, of course he'll have lingering thoughts and the question is will he take action?
choosing kindness even when she wants to otherwise —> struggle with the duality of resentment with love and gratitude, learning to manage the disdain in her heart and balance it with curiosity and wonder of the world.
She doesn't think she has a place with them, they’re just being kind and tolerating her. Stays away from any limelight (along with Sunday… because he’s on the run…) and deflecting any praise to the others instead. She doesn't belong here, she’s an after-thought, she doesn't want to have an effect on anything because it seems like choices here can have dire consequences = existence has weight! I think the crew would clock it but when they bring it up, she doesn't handle it well, so they stop bring it up and hope their actions speak for themselves.
→ liking gap w/ Sunday → thinking he also tolerates her, so when he remembers things and clocks her, she's freaked out but chucks it off to him being observant → but him being consistent and more precise will make her think otherwise leading to her freaking out more which she’ll overcome-ish overtime, progress will be made.
The dichotomy of please see me And DO NOT SEE ME + knowing her feelings = ping pong between self-isolation and extending out her bubble.
My existence is worthless so I'm free to do what I want! Therefore, she can do what she wants. She (thinks) she has no effect on others, she is a time-passer, someone to throw ideas at, doesn't matter anyway because they would have come up with it anyway! She doesn't take herself seriously, this does cause issues, she doesn’t think she really matters at all. It's a double edged sword, grants her freedom from expectations but also doesn’t think she matters to anyone at all so sometimes she’ll walk off sometimes and they’ll be like where were you?? she’d be confused if you noticed, and just deflects. ─── ･ ｡ﾟ☆: .☽ . :☆ﾟ. ─── Behaviors
Horrible jokes, the worst puns and dad jokes know to man-kind, she’s laughing before she can spill it out, the crew gives her the side-eye
Thrives on living in moment and zest for life
Face neutral by default, emotions still show but are much more tame but as you get closer the more expressive she gets. Still shows even when she tries to hide it, just tamer.
She’s somewhat honest but very open, clearly stating her feelings/thoughts. will answer any questions truthfully and when she doesn’t to answer at all shed bluntly say she doesn't want to talk about it or deflect. If it’s a harsher feeling, she’d say try to say it more gently. Prefers the bitter truth. Does use the fact that she’s open to hide deeper feelings she doesn't want you to see, afterall, if there were anything serious, then she would have mentioned it…
She is blunt/straightforward, causing her to say things she shouldn’t which might add contention, she knows she shouldn’t have said it after speaking it and will apologize immediately. It never comes from a cruel place. Cuts away at all preface and pretense, which does make things awkward at times.
When everything is settled, does a lot of solo exploration, where the others join her sometimes, but still likes going on her own, going at her own pace and her direction. To let herself satisfy her curiosity, seeing the cultures and how people’s communities function, and the ability to stop and stare at what sends her heart into a flurry. --> go love the world and everything in it!!!
Strong tendency to keep things to self, she doesn't want to bother anyone with her problems, that’s her responsibility. Her problems are HERS, hers to know and to care for. After all she knows what best for her and how to take care of herself. She has a gorilla grip on her problems, she’s not letting go.
Physical touch = bond, she always tugging on welts sleeve or has a hand holding a part of his jacket —> eventually overtime linking her pinky with Sundays as they get closer!!
She is lonely yet prefers her isolation, she’s rooted in independence, with the astral express she does try to reach out and accept their genuine care, knowing it’s not the healthiest to remain as she is, and maybe she never fully will. It’s freer in her mind and it’s a comfortable place to be. So while she does reach out to the crew, its very rare —> grows in frequency overtime but still not to often. ─── ･ ｡ﾟ☆: .☽ . :☆ﾟ. ─── Misc.
Trinkets… as she ventures out and gets closer to others they’ll give her these trinkets which she’ll carry with her
love of the world + creation + loneliness + balance of hate and love → base concepts.
Paracosm —> dreamscape; i learned the word paracosm and immediately applied it to her. I want to make some comparisons between him and hers, let them discuss it together!!!!
Someone who’s an ecosystem yet can’t handle outside forces → slowly build resistance to allow others in ; She has to rely on others to get by —> can’t close back in completely
She's pretty neutral about him in the beginning, to her, he's just kinda there. ☆•:¨¨:•. •:¨¨:•.☆•:¨¨:•. ☆•:¨¨:•. Interactions (Sunday) ACTIVITIES
These two play music together, prior to him joining she used to play lightly and sing to herself and so some nights she’ll pop over and ask if it’s okay for her to play, she doesn’t sing anymore now he’s here but some nights her playing will ring out around the party cart. Plays both guitar and piano, so eventually they’ll start playing together, she either joins him in a piano duet or strums along with guitar. I feel like one night they get so into it that it wakes the others up and they get chewed out. Once they leave… she looks at him before she bursts out laughing before quickly trying to hush it which makes her laugh more, her shoulders shaking… She doesn't know how to read sheet music, relying on her years of fumbling with her instruments to hone her ears. She ropes him into improv music with her. I think he’d offer to teach her how to read music and a bit of music theory, and they’d discuss the composition of the music together. After all, when he teaches her, it lets him refresh his knowledge. They’d share music recommendations, or in this case, she asks him about his favorites. Granted she asks everyone. She might share her favorites from home. Once they’re super close, she might sing aloud, and she’d ask him to join her if he wants.
She makes sweets! Mostly because she wanted to be helpful and heard March and Welt likes sweets. When she learns he likes sweets too he gets added to the list. Sometimes March will join her in making them and have fun in decorating. She loves pudding/flan so I feel like she makes a small patch and when she lets it cool in the fridge when she goes to eat it…. It’s gone!! so she’s like WHO ATE MY PUDDING!!!!! Sunday did. He thought there were more. He'd apologize and offer to help her make more… cue shenanigans!! might tweak this one a bit, because I’m so sure he’d double check and would not eat the last one, I’ll ponder more… Once they’re close, she’d share bites of sweets she gets or ones she’s making, he’ll become her official test taster, so that she knows what to bring back/ make more off for the others which would evolve into her feeling joy from his enjoyment of eating sweets, aiming to see more of it by any means!!
He teaches her how to play chess, once she’s got the rules pat down she challenges the crew to play with her, he gets to watch her playstyle improve and evolve over time. The problem is that she’s expressive without knowing, so he could practically see each thought/emotion pass as they come.
Ending the night together, chatting away about philosophy, human nature, music, and whatever they feel like discussing. Maybe rambling to each other about things that’s taken interest in their hearts, though it’ll take a bit for him to get to that point, once he does he gets her full attention + interest. Sleep is at bay, and won’t visit them for a few more hours. She’s fine with him questioning her thoughts, after all, it’ll help refine and make her stance more firm if she can answer his questions. And in turn, she’ll do the same to him. Rotating his thoughts over in her mind, viewing it at all possible angles and questioning it. ─── ･ ｡ﾟ☆: .☽ . :☆ﾟ. ─── Interactions
In the beginning, whenever Welt was awake she’d join him and now that Sunday’s here, they both sometimes join him together. They both talk to Welt quite a bit so, a little trio forms, with these two yapping to Welt, they all rotate who makes the drink, maybe Sunday gains an interest in their art/gundams and they both immediately sit him down and yammer about gundams and get him to watch the shows. The rest of the crew have a chance of being roped in too.
These two would get yanked into crew activities, movies, hangouts, gaming, they’re not escaping. I do think about him gaming…. Would he be awful? I think he’d really like those resource management type games. He’d be stiff, it’s an environment he’s completely unused to. It’s new to her too, so I think they’d take solace in it together over time. Anyways… If they saw a horror movie would he get scared?? Or a straight face??? For her, she’s got her hands over her eyes peeking through the fingers, huddled in a blanket… March and Trailblazer totally mess with her…
When she mentions she hasn’t listened to Robin’s complete discography, just a few songs, one night he ropes her in listening to it with him…. He might hear her singing it under her breath in the morning as she cleans or as she paints.
She gives him art/ things she’s made, making it clear that it's okay if one day he doesn't want it anymore he can throw it away or give it to someone else, she’s already gotten the joy of making it and hopefully he gotten a little joy from receiving it, and that's what really matters
Sometimes, he sees her drawing/painting with the canvas and paints Welt gave her. She was soooo happy, her eyes sparkled when he gave them to her. He gives her art supplies eventually.
Since they’re not in a room, she can see him go through it one and vice versa. She’d slide him some tea, and rest her hand on his shoulder before moving to join him where he sits. She doesn’t expect him to open up but she isn’t going to leave him alone, so, it’s just the two of them, sitting in silence. She doesn’t like platitudes nor empty words, so she wouldn’t offer him that. Some nights, he sees her going through it, when the fear, anxiety, homesickness, or perhaps she got overwhelmed by her thoughts. She doesn’t have the solution to her problems so the most she can do is ride them out, to feel them out fully and take it day by day. He’d offer her an ear (He might have the instinct to offer advice which he’d hold back), when they’re not so close, she’d bluntly say, she doesn’t want to talk about it, which changes into —> her opening up about things she thinks that won’t affect him at all. He's dealing with his own things, she doesn’t want to add to it, which’ll turn into → her letting him see the full extent of her emotions, just to be seen and acknowledged, nothing more, when her trust in him is sky high. She can piece herself together but she wants to be acknowledged.
Once they’re close, maybe during a late night chat or maybe during a spiral, she might fall asleep on him. He feels the weight of her head on his shoulder, and he’d stare, to feel the moment for however long before the rhythmic of her breathing lures him in too.
She has a habit of slipping away from the rest but he always finds her, which is nice but it also scares her.
She’s very honest, bluntly stating her feelings, her thoughts and feelings will be known. “I really like you” point blank. He'd freeze, so used to others getting on his good side and at this point he’d know she’s honest, I don’t think he’d know how to respond to it. If asked if she likes him, she'd admit it like stating something so obvious. Once she's super close, she’d tell him that he is important to her and she’s so glad they’re friends. He might be honest back at times… which would stun her.
Book club with Sunday + Dan Heng, speaking of reading, they probably read next to each other when they don’t feel like talking. Basically they do parallel play.
Extends invitations to him when trying something new. Maybe one day, he’ll wish to try out art, in which she’ll make a whole workshop and invite everyone to come join. Once he's more trusted by her, he's getting roped in with her, He says he’s trying to do new things so she’d definitely rope him in whatever she finds on the planet they’re on, if he up to it, he’s going to be her companion in these small adventures. If he doesn’t join her then assuming that they’re close, she’d bring him snacks, books, or music sheets, basically anything she thought he might like, she does do this for the others too. she'll share what she finds interesting on their outings and in turn she wants to know what he does too.
They both have journals, but in hers, she has many things in there that makes her enjoy life. Things she’s seen while people-watching, things that stir her heart, song lyrics, laces, small sketches, favorite things, and everything in between. It’s love in a book!! All in order to yank her back when she wants to crawl back into her paracosm or when she can’t stand humanity, to reignite her love for people. Anyways, this book lets him see through her eyes, so he starts seeing and tries adding to it, which would mess her up and make her emotional. —> the terror of existing and influencing others and the profound joy of being perceived and acknowledged she’d laugh it off saying how strange…
Both of them got that loneliness in them! Both extremely observant, her for curiosity and love of humanity and him out of control and survival. He can most certainly read her emotions and when somethings off, he’s too perceptive, which is both scary and relieving to her. BUT THIS STREET ALSO GOES BOTH WAYS!! She’s observant too, maybe not to his degree, but she’ll get to the point of seeing him too, she can tell when something is off with him. she’ll start learning all the facets of his personality knowing that’s not all he is, so he gets to feel those feelings too. It might get too much for them, getting distant but they’ll always come clashing back. I think they both settle into silence, understanding and admiration growing from observing watching close being side by side. She doesn’t demand explanations, just lets him be at his own pace.
I'd like to contrast their loneliness is some way, she’s someone who finds comfort in it, because even if it’s the same emotion, it can be felt so differently, a part of me wants him to overcome it yet she lingers in it, no matter how nice and kind understanding they all are… or to have Sunday just soothe her loneliness just a bit… Grrrr…. How would their loneliness interact and clash!!!!!! She finds comfort in loneliness and he (thinks) he does too which is wrong!! I do need to ponder Sunday's loneliness but I think it’s something he accepted because it could not be any other way, but now he’s in a different environment which should lead to him to very slowly… connect with others… but he has to be loney!! he kept everything to himself didn’t even share it with his sister. He was isolated…😭😭😭
Due to her bluntness/honesty at first he’d be cautious, avoiding or deflecting certain questions she’s forthright and he isn’t. But eventually he’d learn she’s just like that, and since she’s so honest, once he’s comfortable he’ll be a bit honest with her at times too but rarely. He’d be slow to trust her but over time seeing her be consistent will allow him to slowly lower his walls. (The whole collective group makes him relax) but she doesn’t care if he trusts her or not, she’s having fun talking with him and as long as it’s not making him uncomfortable then she’ll continue to do so, it’s what she wants. Basically she doesn’t have the intention of making him come out of his shell.
These two would see each other!! Which is something they both crave. They’d learn to understand each other and admiration would follow. She’d accept him for who he is, respecting his feelings, never pushing/forcing him. Which causes him to relax around her. They don’t try to fix each other but they’ll be there for each other. I hope the kindness of her reaching out instead of dragging, the weight of her kindness, and the weight of her gaze on him messes him up. Basically I hope they keep thinking how kind the other is and want to show their appreciation…Their care is silent yet deeply felt
They clash over who gets to do what, she’d learn that giving/helping is his way of care, so sometimes she lets him help her but with only small things, but she’s also someone who's so used to doing it all herself so it throws her for a loop too…They both have a strong tenacity to keep it all to themselves…
I do feel like he’d accidentally snark her, which would get her to laugh, she doesn't take herself seriously and thinks it funny. Actually she thinks everything is funny and will laugh at everything and nothing. She’s think that he’s unironically funny in general.
It’ll take a while for it to get to this point but when she starts crushing… Her thoughts change, into what does Sunday think of this would he like this? I want to show him this. She’d realize the frequency of him popping in her mind….. and go oh… She’d definitely be cautious with her feelings, flipping it over and over and over, why does she like him? Is it because he’s the first to really understand her? She does it because he’s so important to her and doesn’t want to risk it for a fleeting emotion or a confusion of feelings but over time… they don’t change and then she’d realize she’s really in it now
Both homesick, I think he’d able to hear her hum a song from home, or maybe she told him about it, so if he sees her missing home, he might play it on piano, where after a bit of playing, she’ll tumble to him and just sit next to him on that bench and hum along. She might learn a food from Penacony for him, or play something too for him.
I think one night she’ll share how she really does like the express but they feel like a big happy family, and that she’s intruding on them. How’d she’d never share this feeling with them because she’s sure that they’d reassure her, that she does belong, and maybe if she spends more time with them, this feeling might disappear or maybe it won’t. She’ll just focus on the fact that she does like it here and won’t force herself to feel a certain way. → shares these thought because she thinks he feels somewhat the same
She sees him trying to change and sees herself in him and makes her want to try harder.
What do you want? What about you? She doesn’t understand how he can put others above himself. But it's not like she can make him stop, so she’ll do what she can to make sure he doesn’t take on too much. Most definitely has a problem with asking him direct/ pointed questions accidentally but will follow up with something that lets him get out of it.
─── ･ ｡ﾟ☆: .☽ . :☆ﾟ. ─── Interactions (Crew)
She would struggle to get along/talk with Dan Heng, her intensity about certain topics could overwhelm him, she does ask him about favorite medias which she would consume to talk to him about it, but these two are mostly quiet and I don’t think he’d fully trust her in the beginning he’d be slightly cautious, but later on, Ayla is most definitely interested in people’s cultures as the go from planet to planet always intent on exploring and seeing everything once all obligations are free, which point she writes down all her findings and points of interest and shares that and any planet lore with him in case he wants to add to archives. But most definitely subjects him to her horrible dad jokes. Both likes quiet so… parallel play! if they do get close she’d join him for documentaries. Probably bugs him to train her.
March, likes hanging out with her but does drain her battery quite a bit. Yapper x listener. Yes… March is very cute :) juice lovers. When on a planet she finds all these hidden spots and leads March there for photos. She probably teaches March crafts she knows and a little bit of art. Baking together. Both like clothes and fashion. I don’t see her letting her see her deeper issues/ opening up willingly.
Trailblazer, ends up in her book of grudge, roped into gaming sessions with them. I think she’d teach them about art and whatnot. Seeing them as juniors (along with Sunday) Most definitely drags both of them around. Ayla has a deep concern for them, seeing all the things they do. Learns brain rot language from them. (I can’t find trailblazer fun facts…)
Himeko, she does find good coffee beans for Himeko as gifts, Sunday might help her, they put their heads together to procure the best of the best. She’s never had coffee so when Himeko offers she drank it and immediately made a face… now she knows she likes the concept of coffee and coffee beans….but not drinking coffee. Himeko feels distant to her, like a wall is there… not that she complains she has the same wall too… Himeko made her outfit… Since she does explore everything, mostly arts and artisans and whatnot that she can find, when Himeko is free, she shares what she has experienced, maybe with a blend of tea she’s made.
Welt mentors her and she’s so grateful for him, she’d most likely open to him quite a bit. Welt definitely watches over these two. Shows each other art they’ve made + late night show watching. When she learns his age, starts calling him peepaw and worries for his joints. I think them having a conversation about the differences of their worlds would be interesting. Would help him with technology. I think he’d gently hammer in that they all do care about her. I also think they’d create something together. When she does get more comfortable, she’d start going to him for advice. ☆•:¨¨:•. •:¨¨:•.☆•:¨¨:•. ☆•:¨¨:•. Gameplay I want her to have otherness, because she doesn't belong there!! So it's like, so she’s pathless, but I ran into the problem of…she’s kinda useless… so boom… she’d communicate with planets so in gameplay it’ll be a little icon where you can learn the history of the planet. you can compare planet history to human history using what you find in the over world, conversing with animals, and gaining some kind of skill for combat. It’s purely vibe based, some planets more friendly than others. She can try to use it on Herta space station but not really a good idea, you’ll be able to see some of the space station history but you’ll get heavy interference from all the other memories the metal holds. Basic attack changes on weapon → Skill changes on planet → If no planet, becomes a special attack. Either this or —> gun Herta made to help put her on the somewhat even grounds as the others.
She knows she’s not the strongest and while she knows it’s okay it’s to be expected after being thrown into a whole new universe but she hates this helplessness in her heart. Leads to her attempt to JUST help somehow, anyways she learns different weapons. Boothill stayed a bit on the train right? She gets him to train her, he said something about he can’t sleep so let’s fight… ☆•:¨¨:•. •:¨¨:•.☆•:¨¨:•. ☆•:¨¨:•. Fic rambling
Re: fanfic, to boil it down to its most simplest premise, these two talk about art and she goes it’s so easy! Just a bunch of simple shapes like so! Cue art lesson about the human form with slight touching until they lose the plot. I once read a fanfic where they had art in between words and that idea stuck with me. I might honestly refine it abit because it’s a mess of patchwork sentences. I’ll let it ferment and let future me who’ll be cooler and definitely know more think about it. I want to capture the awe of a body!! how there’s a whole system underneath keeping you alive… + love of art…
I actually have a few things I wanted to write for them
On the xianzhou, the trio are eating together ft her and Sunday and once they finish eating Ayla wanders off to a gazebo the place has while they all talk in the background, Where she goes and people watches (insert rambling about love of daily life + people) Sunday follows her, and she’s like what are you doing here? Go talk to the others. They’re far more interesting than me. These two have a little chat, She thinks this about her being here. It’s like this galaxy is singing its own tune and I’m out of key. There is beauty in its different sounds but it all comes together. But with me, I feel like I can’t match its beat so, should I still beat against this Cacophony/symphoney or remain like a silent note? Or have her tell him the astral express family thing.
Ayla saying she doesn’t like water colors there’s so hard to control…. and he gifts her water colors and makes a philosophical musing on it and he even joins her ☆•:¨¨:•. •:¨¨:•.☆•:¨¨:•. ☆•:¨¨:•. Misc. AKA IM GOING INSANE
when cleantopia comes they’re like… there’s no point in cleaning the party cart because it’s always clean…
I do wonder how a fight/argument would go. I do think he’d fall into his past actions and accidentally slip into his habits and try to manipulate them into his side? … if it’s impulsive I wonder how he’d feel when he realizes what he’s doing and immediately back off? but it feels unlikely??? since she’s always trying to find out his thought process and she makes her feelings known there’s hardly any misunderstandings? I do wonder how he would handle an argument? Would he want to patch things up immediately? He’d be analyzing the argument over n over probably. She’s giving silent treatment until she’s cooled off or just telling him i don’t want to talk to you.
She does stare off in the window in pure awe that she is in… space… he’d join her, and tell her trivia, she'd be so locked in. She sometimes makes up constellations and ropes him in with her.
Once they’re closer… she’s doing laundry I feel like they have their more personal things behind the bar or in a corner… anyways, she’s taken her blanket out the drier and peers over the bar to see if he’s there… and walk up to him being like from the kindness from my heart, I have decided to share this with you, and bundles them both up in the freshly dried blanket, soaking up the warmth as they yap, he might be a bit of kilter but slowly relaxes into it… and they talk, but the warmth catches up and she does accidentally fall asleep next to him….
If you get hurt or injured, basically your life was kinda at risk, I think he’d become super overprotective, anxious, being super coddling to your needs so you’d rest more, and basically hover if you need help and try to take said task away from you. until you reassure him you appreciate it and know this is how he shows his care, but its getting too much. He’d be doing all he can to ensure your safety and that it won’t happen again … I think he’d hover as you recover. He’d probably replay the moment over and over thinking how he can make sure it never happens again. Oughhhhh or taking a hit for him,,, guilt would hit him SO badly. if it was him taking a hit for her, oh she'd blow a fuse, she’s so mad, he took HER pain, that was hers!! And since it was HER’s she’s taking care of his injury, no buts or ifs.
I do wonder about Sunday being jealous, it wouldn’t be obvious and I think he’d rationalize it out and try to get himself not to feel like that but I imagine his heart as a harp, and the feeling of jealousy is just lightly being tugged… it’s not a strong tug but you can hear the sound reverberate through his being.
Can you imagine him doing her hair, brushing it and having his little angel things to help braid her hair? Now I’m thinking about it… they kinda look like fireflies so can you imagine it’s the two of you sitting together and he summons them and she looks at them with such interest and in awe using her finger to try playing and petting them, there’s light and the stars around them? and he’s looking at her surprised she’s take such interest over something he’s didn’t think much off?
I think about how the confession would go… obviously this is NOT ideal also not something he wished for either… I do wonder if he knows he’s growing a crush or if it’s like…. I’m really fond of this persons company and want to be near them…. till his feeling grow to the point of love or high liking where he’s like , fond gaze to oh no… the point where he realizes his heart's gotten a little too tender. he’s a smart man though but i think he wouldn’t catch it at first but would notice at a midpoint… would he debate if he should confess or not? Just be grateful that you have this person who you enjoy their company a lot with and they also like yours… just enjoy their friendship, that should be enough? How lucky he is to have met this person anyway. Would he get to the point of, I need this person in my life… would his intense feeling grow to the point where he must act? Or maybe, he convinces himself of being solely friends but seeing her expression turn more fond over time… maybe he knows….
Anyways… First kiss… I can’t imagine it being like a special event… maybe it’s just a moment of peace? A slice of mundanity? A small simple moment between these two. I think the sheer domesticality, the sense of peace, and the urge to kiss all combined would lead him to ask I wonder if he would plan it out,,, only to throw it out for this moment?
I saw the Sunday in the bath video and lost my mind… Bathing together…. Lights off…. allowing yourself to be seen fully and in entirely? No clothes to hide behind. Sinking into the bath together… In warm water…. Opposite ends…. Just looking at each other…. The water dripping from their hair… Talking about everything yet nothing…. The pure domesticity of bathing together? to wash each other and wash each other's hair? Slight affection and pure relaxation? pushing back his hair and ensuring no soap in his eyes? To allow fingers to rake against his scalp and massage the tips of your fingers in? To wash it all off, ensuring no soap gets in his eyes? To drying off.. applying lotion and getting ready to bed together? drying his hair and wings and combing his hair settling into bed? And he’ll do the same? Woaw….
what if they're exploring together and it rains? Stuck with no umbrella. And she’s like let’s run through it! And he’s like no… we’ll get sick… what if uses his scarf? Wraps it around her like a hoodie thinking it’ll shield her? Or what if she convinces him and she’s got him dancing in the rain with her? As she laughs and spins him around… and they come back sopping wet. But she grins at him, and the memory of it… might have been worth it…
What if they have a contest on who can keep a straight face longer, and she makes eye contact w/ him… and a smile blooms on her face and he smiles back telling her she lost? She’s like no you lost you smiled first… she didnt realize… and she demands a rematch, where she locks in frowning before it falters a few seconds in and she burst out laughing and she admits his win.
Can you imagine getting this man to laugh? It’d be like getting hit with an anvil. She’s doing something silly or stupid and he just lets out a chuckle from the absurdity of it. She’d whip around and staring in awe, and then doing her best to get him to laugh more.
Swapping clothes with him, getting to watch him button his shirt on you… he slides his gloves over your hands, buckling them and then his rings, slotting your arms into the sleeves of his jacket, putting scarf over you and then the finishing touch, pinning his brooch….. I don’t know if he’ll go this far but buckling the belt, putting his thigh garter thing onto yours, and sliding his boots onto your feet… and him fixing and patting down the whole fit…haha.. to live in his gaze… is it likely? No!!! is it fun to think about and be delusional about it? yes!!!
Ayla wondering off and hanging with the local cats, offering treats, drawing them, and making conversation with them, and Sunday approaches and they get a bit cautious, and she’s like he’s safe! He’s a friend! And holds his hand as a way to show it and so they both end up playing with the cats, when time comes to leave, those cats will weave in-between their feet and try tripping them up, she’ll take a tumble from trying to avoid stepping on them and when she does, they’ll make themselves comfortable on her causing her to laugh her heart out, as Sunday tries to help her out by scooping those cats off her.
These two are together and she gets hit with an idea but she forgot her notebook, so he lends her his where she’ll hastily draw it out, and they talk about it for a little bit, she’s already excited to execute it. But I think the sketch will continue to live in his notebook.
Over time he’ll be able to guess her needs so she’ll ask “can you pass me-“ and he’s already handing it to her and she gives him a bewildered look and says thank you in complete awe… but it keeps happening so she’ll ask how does he keep doing that??? With genuine curiosity.
I KNOW HE PERFORMS FOR THE EXPRESS!!! March and trailblazer would hound him to play!!! to have a little concert for the crew… he’d so over think it… aiming to be perfect….. oughhh
I wonder if the crew gets him Robin merch? cd vinyl shirts and whatnot what if he gets a keychain and he wants to wear it… but what if it links back to Robin? What if someone pieces together that their siblings and somehow someway? I’m ill and I’m the one writing these…. ☆•:¨¨:•. •:¨¨:•.☆•:¨¨:•. ☆•:¨¨:•. Finishing Thoughts
(I for the life of me cannot find this sketchbook, I have searched high and low and it's no where to be seen!!! but lucky for me, past me took pictures, so that's where a majority of these are from)
Sometime down the line, I hope she gets put through the wringer from one of these planets,,, because I LOVE CHARACTERS that love humanity, yet clearly struggle with it. I read this book where the MC cares + loves humanity so much, but he got kicked down many stairs and he became a hater… he was going to massacre humanity before pulling back… that’s what I want. For her love to be shaken so badly yet still chose to find beauty and love for humanity… TO CONTINUE TO CHOOSE KINDNESS!!! I want to see the struggle of balancing love and hatred. Going at canon timeline Penacony to Amphoreus and now planet Arcadia, these two are probably good-okayish friends at this point… These two are a slow burner in my heart. (friendship → close friends → being important to each other → lovers) anyways I wanted them to be similar yet different… I love her but i thank the stars above she exist in my mind and i don’t have to weave these elements together
I do think of her as a knight of beauty sometimes… i’d have to yank some of her development… make her descend into the real world, she must learn to stop being so distant from everything, her joy and pain… or make her present thing more intense? Like where she forsakes her future for the present, dooming her future? (WHEN HSR DROPS IDRILLA LORE AND WE SEE THE PLANET I WILL BE EXPLODINGFLFJLS!!! argenti lore…..beauty lore…… i need to know…… Goodddd I was reading Argenti lore again…. And realized that Argenti and Ayla are kinda similar…. Funny enough, my favorite ship for Sunday…. Is with Argenti…. GOODDD I NEED MORE LORE… THEY GET CALLED FREAKS IM EXPPLODINGGGG WHYYYYY I need to know more about him…. Let me know what he was like BEFORE!!!!!!! LET ME SEE HIS STRUGGLES dfjdhjlfdhfdkllfdafdakhagddklhgdkhladk… sorry WHEN WILL THEY DROP MORE ARGENTI LORE!!!!! TELL ME ABOUT HIS ISOLATION NOW!!!!!!!! KNIGHT OF BEAUTY LORE WHEN. I NEED TO KNOW. What do you mean they transform… it kills me… Argenti’s practically a comic relief character… gfjjgifgjfrio,,, anyways I hope he shows up in planet Arcadia show me more argenti… I literally thought about putting a hole in my vest so I can string argenti through it and carry him with me… LETS GO SEE THE WONDERS OF THE WORLD TOGETHER!!!!!! Just wait until knight of beauty lore drops, I do think the isekai thing is an interesting thing but it feels more like a gimmick?? she sticks out theres no need for her to be there… I’ll wait and see… the core of it is done…. Which is most important!!!! ) sometimes I worry it’s too much… too different but then I saw this post that said “why go to the candy store if you’re only to get raisins?” Blew my mind…. They’re so right… I don't care if it cringe… It's fun and it itches my brain…
Anyways, I'm so excited to see more of Sunday and his actions!! Under the microscope for him!!!! He’s in planet arcadia,,, I hope he struggles…I hope he tumbles and gets up…I hope he has the impulse ringing the whole time knowing he won’t do it….. but what if? what if he did? and comes out cooler or something.
My silly little Ayla, I learned the word paracosm and it’s like ooohhh!!!!!!! And threw it onto her. It’s a little funny, I made her another game series because I saw people making their own characters for it and I was like….. me too…. I wanna do that too…. So boom! She was made. She looks a bit different, instead of the blue eyes she had green eyes w/ red as a central color and her core theme was loneliness. I didnt have any full body things but the waist cloth + pants + ribbon things are all shades of blue. She still keeps the loneliness thing here but now she got more things!! Woaw…. My daughter has grown… I’ve seen her at all core ages… wow….. anyway I’d like to include her into my yuriverse!! Where will she fit? I think her and Aria would be really good friends… I’ll probably keep fitting her into different worlds, it’s so fun to do with my OC’s since my world building is rather lack luster. I do feel so sad… she has more words than the others!! But of course she does… im currently obsessed + established world + characters…
I did my best to compress and compact it and now it’s here!! Yay!!!
She’s meant to contrast him quiet a bit,
Present, neglecting future —> Future, neglecting present
Social tackless —> Social Grace
Knowing who she is, lacking direction —> unsure of who he is, future direction.
Herself first! —> him putting others above.
Embrace imperfection -> Urge for perfection
I lost track but you get the point!!
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Anyways, thank you my friend for letting me ramble to you about this :) I really do hope you had fun reading them and that it's coherent!! I know everything together is… a lot of words so I really hope you don’t feel any pressure/bad if it takes a bit to respond! I really don’t mind!!!
Spring has arrived! °❀⋆.ೃ࿔*:･ I hope you get to see really pretty views of flowers blooming 𖡼.𖤣𖥧𖡼.𖤣𖥧 and encounter little fuzzy friendly creatures. ₊ ⊹₍ᐢᐢ₎ ᰔᩚ /•᷅•᷄\੭ I hope this spring will be kind to you and that all goes well for you, or at least more moments of peace be sent your way :)
Farewell, my friend!!
Mushy, your local star lover!!
Hi again Mushy! :) Sorry for the long wait. I was going to reply to this sooner, but the amount of depth and thought you put into this made me want to find a moment where I could actually sit down and take it all in.
I also wanted to reply to some key points that stood out to me. Overall, I had so many thoughts, but I focused on a few things for this reply (for now). Like with your other OCs, I really enjoyed reading everything about Ayla, especially because this time it was set in the HSR universe.
