so funny growing up as a kid and then young adult being told "you're such an overachiever!" "you're so diligent!" "you work so hard! i'm impressed!" and then growing up and realizing that's OCPD and you have no idea who the fuck you are
(i'm better now i have more of a sense of self i'm not in the OCPD nexus all day every day i just still have some of its Stuff in me and probably always will and that's fine, some people are just like that)















