[nosolacesys]

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↓ BYF/BYI!! ↓

BYF look at our DNI or click the link below!

DNI:

minors (anyone under 17) interacting with our blog,

(pro) endos & their supporters,

(pro) polyminds & sysplex,

pro harassment,

spreading misinformation without checking facts,

anyone anti-alterhuman/therian,

xenosatanists,

using genAI,

transids,

radqueers,

radfems,

religious extremists or those who like to cram religion down everyone's throats,

reality shifters,

ppl who believe in narc/bpd abuse,

ppl/systems who post on the cringe reddits,

ya get the gist. people pro any of these are asked not to interact!! THATS WHAT A DNI IS! THIS IS ONLY THE SHORTENED DNI TO LEND TO AN OVERVIEW, NOT OUR ENTIRE LIST!

Whether you see and respect this or not, we will block liberally anyway if you go against any of these.

our entire dni/all stances is listed here.

you should always read this if you're here at all, but if you intend to follow us, or become mutuals, you should definitely read the list to ensure we are not going against your DNI! we are not here to be palatable to anyone.

credit: userbox credit goes to theazureflame and blinkie credit goes to anti-willo-yatta.

[nosolacesys]

i follow a blog that posts reasons not to end it...

i cant relate to a single one...

so yknow if theres no reason left for me, idk...

[jessss-ica]

at what point do you stop feeling like a burden to everyone in your life? asking for a friend

[fahadaccount]

feeling unwanted changes u a lot, tbh

[mischa-makowka]

[aurorarpresources]

reblog this if you're fine with your mutuals sending you asks unprompted

[bylerbean]

Yessss I love a askies they make me so happy! ^^

[who-me-never14]

PLEASE bother me i have no life

[sparklezart2000]

i also love asks guys interacting w people is so fun 🥹

[talonsonsilk]

PLEASE MOOTS. I love yapping about myself im so self absorbed lmao

[mamiaztec]

make yourself at home in my rib cage

[fairyinthetrees]

i am going to have to spend so much time on the floor over this

[maxxie-or-smth]

i need to killl myself but like nonchalantly

[syrenki]

i feel like something inside me has gone moldy

[redpandarascal]

in conversation about white people who go to Japan and expect their knowledge of anime to culturally carry them, I was once posed with “it’s like if there was a Japanese guy who was obsessed with spongebob and came over here and thought he could get by just communicating in spongebob quotes.” This is a false equivalence because if such a man existed we would crown him king. We’d love him. Americans would fucking love that. sometimes I get sad that this isn’t a real guy I can invite to a party.

[hong--zhi--zhu]

[frustratedasatruar]

[tikkunolamorgtfo]

The only recent insult to American culture that I can recall causing any kind of mass offensive was The Great British Bake-Off's description of s'mores as something one can make with gourmet digestive biscuits, chocolate ganache, and a lightly caramelized Italian meringue—and that shit wasn't even meant as a deliberate attack.

[nosolacesys]

will i ever stop feeling worthless

i know im garbage

i try not to be

its not looking good though

[estro-boi]

we gotta get back to torrent distribution, i just watched someone eat eight grand in bandwidth charges because they ran a direct-download piracy site with local file hosting through cloudflare. torrents were invented literally for this exact reason

[estro-boi]

torrents work like this

i have a file or folder on my pc that i want to share with other people. let's call it gayshit.mp3

unfortunately gayshit.mp3 is 750mb and im not paying for discord nitro so i need another way to send it

i put it into qbittorrent and it makes a torrent file. this is essentially a very small file that points to gayshit.mp3 so other computers can find it. kinda like a treasure map

i send this tiny file to my friend, who loads it into qbittorrent. their computer takes a moment to find mine over the vast expanse of cyberspace and then (as long as my pc is running and the file is still where it should be), it gets copied from my hard drive to theirs

this is the cool part: if somebody else loads that tiny file, they can download it from both of us. if i'm offline but my friend is on, the third person can still get it. this also means that if two people have separate halves of the file, they can download the other half from each other. as long as some combination of people have the pieces between them, they can all have the whole thing.

crucially this does not require a server!!! you can just upload the file to a few people and as long as they keep it, it's still accessible. as long as somebody, somewhere is still connected, it's available forever. the only way it goes away is if everybody disconnects from it.

please learn to torrent

[macleod]

How to Use Torrents (with Pictures) - wikiHow

An expert guide to get started using torrentsTorrents are one of the most popular forms of file sharing on the internet, accounting for over

always use qbittorrent, do not use bittorrent or utorrent.

[paper-wounds]

[lifeafterpsychiatry]

It's always "stop harming yourself or we'll have to lock you up!!!" and never "what do you need to change to want to harm yourself less and how can we help you make some of these changes?" and that's why we're not getting anywhere

[memorycycle]

when you try to get into the png nightclub but you see the dotted rectangle surrounding the bouncer stretch him wider to block the entrance cus ur not on his clipboard

[memorycycle]

[riotd]

i’m very self aware. which unfortunately hasn’t solved anything