#ocpd problems

[sovereignth]

Not to be dramatic...

...but I demand the blood of whatever fucker decided plastic storage containers should have rounded edges, sloped sides, and a raised border around the bottom. It's not like I want to store things neatly inside it 😧.

[ocpdiddy]

Last Friday I spent 6 hours relaxing after work by creating excruciatingly detailed financial analyses and budgets for myself and the boyf

I was really depressed and exhausted all day today so for some self-care I've spent the past 10 hours (including through my work day) meticulously detailing information about public transportation in the cities we'll visit on vacation next April

Nothing I've accomplished in the past few *months* has brought me even close to the levels of peace and satisfaction and fulfillment that I've felt on these two occasions...

OCPD? I don't know her

[ocpdiddy]

Me: [prints 500 different blank to-do lists]

Me: time to do my favorite thing in the world and make a list of nonsense! maybe 7 lists!! who knows or cares!!!

Brain: and RUIN any number of PERFECTLY GOOD to-do lists??? terrible idea op

[ocpdiddy]

Me: gotta do a bunch of stuff tonight, rly important that I get at least THESE things done - rly important

Brain: make a list abt it

Me: k, did it, awesome, good list

Brain: make another list abt it

Me: ...k, if it'll make u happy, I'll make ONE more list abt it

Brain: make another list abt it. make a list of other lists to make

Me: no, the stuff on this list for tonight is rly actually important, i have plenty of time to finish it all if i can just get started

Brain: make a detailed schedule of the times and order in which to do all the things on this list

Me: no i just gotta get started and it rly won't be that hard to get thru

Brain: but make an agenda. make a list. make different agendas for each possible way u could organize ur time tonight or order the tasks

Me: ...

Brain: make a list of things to do tomorrow. make several possible agendas

Brain: make a list of things to do this weekend

Brain: make a list of everything that needs to be done by the end of the month

Brain: make a schedule of important dates and events for the rest of the year

Brain: make a budget. make a budget and detailed plan for saving up for a vacation

Brain: plan a vacation. include literally every detail of every possible thing that will happen during the vacation.

Brain: organize gas receipts in a spreadsheet. make a spreadsheet. make several spreadsheets

Brain: look at different phone plans. compare plans and factor into a budget. make several budgets for different plans. look at new phones. make spreadsheets for the phones and plans

Brain: price compare for ur meds. organize ur meds. make a schedule for taking ur meds and a spreadsheet to track them. make different spreadsheets to put in different locations

Brain: make tracking charts for brushing ur teeth. taking a shower. doing ur laundry. doing cat litter

Brain: compare different brands of cat food. make new budgets for each option

Brain: make a list of all these things to do. think of other things to do to put on the list. like vacuuming the couch. vacuum the couch

Brain: 😊 I'm so helpful wow 😊 what a good brain 😊 don't ignore me 😊 I'm not gna stop until u do all these things 😊 wow good brain yea 😊 yw ❤❤

[ocpdiddy]

ok but seriously tho i absolutely cannot play video games it's so stressful bc if i'm not the best??? and win all the time??? and complete every challenge perfectly??? i'm a complete failure as a person and my life is worthless garbage????? and if other people are around?!? and comPETIng against me?!? and i'm bad at all in any way?!? i'm a gigantic failure AND a massive embarrassment and people will think i'm dumb and look down on me and i'll be literal actual human trash and my whole existence is a fucking joke???!!!???

[nosolacesys]

man i rly hate criticism. and people having an opinion thats very close to mine but not aligning with mine. thats a huge part of why we try to be open and get behind why people's opinions are their opinions and stuff.

but like duDE what you mean you don't have the exact same opinion as me!

how could you possibly stab me like that! you really need to see things exactly like i do!

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