Why won’t you talk to me?

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Why won’t you talk to me?
How can I let go of the past when echoes of you come from the mouths of the present and I am left aching from the whiplash
It's whatever. It's whatever. It's okay. It'll be okay; don't let it get to your head. It's in the past and does not matter right now, in the present. Take a few slow deep breaths and feel yourself let it all go. It'll be alright. Your mental illness is trying to rile you up like it always does. It's okay. It's all okay.
im waiting for your texts like how i used to
pining to talk to you, wanting to feel important, wishing you’d want to even want to talk
but, just like old times, something or someone better has your attention and i’m here feeling stupid for thinking i meant more
is this Anger™ from Perception™ or Realization™
Why why why do I keep going back to you? You terrify me
I know I shouldn't miss you but goddammit I do I do I do
Tfw nostalgia is a fucking liar