And the best feeling is
that I no longer love you
as I used to.
Happier, 2025

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And the best feeling is
that I no longer love you
as I used to.
Happier, 2025
A personal auld lang syne
Can old acquaintance be forgot
And become old whispers in time?
Can old acquaintance be forgot
In the bright days of new?
For old times sake,my mate
For all the old times
I'd still offer you a light and drink
For the sake of old times
I love you like a dog.
You promise me bones and walks to the park
I obey chasing you
Knawing on the bone whining
I’ve been whining for weeks
I went from eating out of your hand
To sloppily licking the scraps of your floor
You put the collar around my bone shoulders
But we do not go to the dog park
At the end of the day
I’m your dog. I don’t run away.
@ash-adventures
The thing about monogamy
As a child I dated someone who I looked up to as a mother.
She raised me and taught me how a relationship worked.
She taught me that when you are not receiving enough attention you cheat.
That when you are unhappy you abandon your partner.
she taught me that being in a committed relationship means you sleep with other people.
I grew up these ideals in mind.
So when you say you want me all to yourself please do not be offended by the noises of suffocation coming from my throat.
Please do not be surprised by the blue face and swollen eyes.
I am trying desperately to breathe the air of your love.
But the rope of monogamy wrapped around my neck is making it so hard.
I want to be the girl of your dreams.
The one who sweeps you off your feat in the most beautiful of ways.
The one who holds you so warmly that all the past trauma melts away.
But I’m scared the ice cubes of my fear will prevent me from holding you all together.
I want you, more than I’ve wanted anything in so long.
And I’m sorry if my past relationships tint my view.
But please know, I’m trying.
Do you ever just miss someone who you know you shouldn’t?
strawberry champagne
I’ve spent the last year kissing frogs and trying to convince myself that you’re not my prince
Each date an attempt to paint over mural memories
They fill my wineglass and I fill some kind of void
Kissing you was strawberry champagne
Cross My Heart
*verse*
Dreaming of you when I sleep,
I think my heart’s yours to keep,
So heal me with your golden touch
Coz no one else gives me enough
Dreaming of you when I sleep,
I know my heart’s yours to keep
So cross my heart and hope to die
You’re what’s keeping me alive
*chorus*
I’m lying here in distress,
Come to me and we’ll undress
I’ve still got you in my eye
Cross my heart and hope to die
I’ll cross my heart and hope to di-i-i-ie
*verse*
When I see you my heart races,
I’m just missing your embrace
and I could pretend on my own
But I can’t sing the same song
When I see you my heart races,
I’m just missing your embrace
If you call me I’m all yours
I’ll greet you with an open door
*chorus*
I’m lying here in distress,
Come to me and we’ll undress
I’ve still got you in my eye
Cross my heart and hope to die
I’ll cross my heart and hope to di-i-i-ie
*bridge*
-oooh (x4)
Oh When I hear the phone ring
My heart skips, it skips a beat
I would give you everything
You would make my life complete
-oooh
(And I’m telling you)
-oooh
(You’re my dream come true)
*chorus*
I’m lying here to impress
Come to me and just confess
“I still love you” don’t deny
I can see it in your eyes.
I’m lying here in distress
Come to me and we’ll undress
I’ve still got you in my eye
Cross my heart and hope to die
Cross my heart and hope to die.