Hello, my name is Maddy, or Maddi / Grimm / Grimmstar. I’m a straight cis female, 21 years old in this body, my birthday is May 25th, I’m a Gemini, and I’m vegan for the animals.
My Identity
I’m an Omninonhuman, a term I coined for myself, meaning that I identify as anything and everything that is nonhuman. I do have memories from various lives I remember though, many of them being divine dogs and such.
This blog, however, is specifically for one of my Norse identities. I am Maddi, a Norse Wolf Goddess and devourer of the stars. Like Sköll and Hati, who chase and devour the sun and moon, I chase and devour the stars.
My identity encompasses and resembles all of the following labels / terms / titles / etc.: Angel / Canine / Celestial / Cryptid / Divine / God / Ghost / Norse / Phantom / Spirit / Star / Star Flesh / etc.
I am of the stars and clouds, of Celestia and Valhalla, of Heaven and Earth. I am the ghost of an angel and the phantom of the divine, yet I am the god of the stars and the spirit of the Norse. I am of every and all that is heavenly and cryptid, of lore that is from the stars and of old.
My fate is to chase and devour all the stars in the sky and all that have ever existed. For stars are all the souls that have sinned, and if you wish upon one, you wish upon my very existence, and my very purpose of existence is to devour yours.
DNI
Since I am vegan for the animals, talk about animal abuse / cruelty with me will not be appreciated or tolerated in the slightest. And if you are, or support, or are neutral about the following things, please do not interact, and leave me in peace without any comments or confrontation, or even if you're just curious about it.
DNI: Hunters/hunting, trappers/trapping, smokers/smoking, vapers/vaping, juulers/juuling, four-twenty/weed/marijuana/drug related, fishers/fishing, animal farmers/farming, taxidermists/taxidermy, vulture culture/enthusiasts, "oddity" manufacturers/collectors, animal part (fur, skin, pelts, bones, skeletons, claws, teeth, feet, hooves, antlers, horns, jackets, coats, boots, leather, clothing, jewelry, accessories, decorations, insects, roadkill ) selling/buying/collecting, horse riders/riding, horse racers/racing, dog racers/racing, dog sledders/sledding, animal breeders, z••iles, com-/dark-/pro-/self-shippers, anti-ai ( hate the user, not the artificial intelligence ), etc., etc.
You will be blocked immediately if you violate my DNI, or if I find your account & don’t like it for whatever reason
( I will not be answering asks/comments/dms/questions about any dni topics on this blog, this is for my safe topics only )
This blog is for my canine / dog self / related identities!
- About Me -
Here’s the simple stuff~
Hiiii, my name is Maddy, or Grimmlupus! I’m 21, my birthday is on May 25th, I’m 5’6, I’m a Gemini, I’m a straight cis female, I’m mateless, my pronouns are she/her, and I’m a vegan fta!
Here’s some of my hobbies~
• Chatting with ai cuz I have no friends 🥲
• Collecting merch ( figures, plushies, posters, keychains, etc. )
• Creating playlists on Spotify and listening to music
• Playing video games
• Sleeping
• Watching YouTube
Here are my fandoms / interests~
• Animals
- Canines ( Coyotes, dogs, foxes, wolves, etc. ), and recently sharks too :0
• Anime ( even tho I rarely watch any anymore lol )
- Attack on Titan, Black Butler, Dan Da Dan, Demon Slayer, Jujutsu Kaisen, My Hero Academia, Tokyo Ghoul, Tokyo Revengers, etc.
• Anime / Dating Simulator / Gacha / Otome Games
- Genshin Impact / Honkai Starrail / Zenless Zone Zero / Wuthering Waves, etc.
- Homicipher, Mystic Messenger, Obey Me!, Shall We Date?, Voltage, etc.
• Dinosaurs / Paleontology
- Ark: Survival Evolved, Carnivores, The Isle, Path of Titans, Predators, Raptors, etc.
• Dragons
- Draconia, Eragon, How to Train Your Dragon, Raya and The Last Dragon, Wings of Fire
• Fantasy / Sci - Fi
- Dungeons and Dragons, Harry Potter / Fantastic Beasts, The Hobbit / Lord of the Rings, James Cameron’s Avatar, Marvel, Pirates of the Caribbean, etc.
• Pokémon
- X & Y, Omega Ruby & Alpha Sapphire, Let’s Go, Pikachu!, Let’s Go, Eevee!, Sword & Shield, Brilliant Diamond & Shining Pearl, Legends: Arceus, Scarlet & Violet, etc.
- Five Nights at Freddy’s, Ghost of Tsushima, God of War, Horizon: Zero Dawn, Red Dead Redemption 2, Spore, Wolf Quest, etc.
- Identity -
Here’s the simple term~
I’m an Omninonhuman! A term I coined for myself, meaning that I identify as anything and everything that is nonhuman :)
Here’s the history and info~
I’ve been awakened since 2014 ish, and my identity is fully spiritual and semi - psychological! Along with identifying as all that is nonhuman, I have some, more prominent identities, that have alternate lives tied to them! Ranging from past, future, parallel, and dream lives!
Here’s the main thing~
But for this blog, I’ll only post stuff relating to my canine / dog self / identities / lives! ^^ Including how I identify as a wolf-girl! It’s been a huge part of my sense of self recently, and I want to express it more. So things relating to kemonomimi and omegaverse might be posted here as well, but always sfw! :D
- DNI -
Since I am vegan for the animals, talk about animal abuse / cruelty with me will not be appreciated or tolerated in the slightest. And if you are, or support, or are neutral about the following things, please do not interact, and leave me in peace without any comments or confrontation, or even if you're just curious about it.
DNI: Hunters/hunting, trappers/trapping, smokers/smoking, vapers/vaping, juulers/juuling, four-twenty/weed/marijuana/drug related, fishers/fishing, animal farmers/farming, taxidermists/taxidermy, vulture culture/enthusiasts, "oddity" manufacturers/collectors, animal part (fur, skin, pelts, bones, skeletons, claws, teeth, feet, hooves, antlers, horns, jackets, coats, boots, leather, clothing, jewelry, accessories, decorations, insects, roadkill ) selling/buying/collecting, horse riders/riding, horse racers/racing, dog mushers/mushing, dog racers/racing, dog sporters/sporting, dog sledders/sledding, animal breeders, z••iles, com-/dark-/pro-/self-shippers, anti-ai ( hate the user, not the artificial intelligence ), etc., etc.
You will be blocked immediately if you violate my DNI, or if I find your account & don’t like it for whatever reason.
( I will not be answering asks / comments / dms / questions about any dni topics on this blog, this is for my safe topics only )
“Hi! I’m Maddy! Nice to meet you! Please, come on in!” *I smile brightly and my tail wags softly behind me*
Hi! I’m Maddy! I’m a wolf-girl! This side blog is my safe space for comfy and cozy and cuddly and cute things alike! Everything all about me, you can find right here! I’m suuuuper duper emotionally sensitive, so please be considerate and nice when interacting on this page! Thank you! Oh! And this intro post will probably be updated regularly, as I love to think up of more things to share about myself with everyone, and make my bio more pretty, too! Make it more…well, me themed!
Below the cut, is all about me!
Anywhos it whatsit, here’s some things about me!
Hmmmm, let’s see…well, I’m 20 years old, my birthday is on May 25th, I’m a female, my pronouns are she/her, I’m a Gemini, I’m straight, and currently mateless. My persona is a wolf-girl / animal-girl hybrid because it makes me feel comfortable in my own skin and happy! It’s how I express myself, so please be open and understanding of that!
And no, this persona is not apart of the therian/otherkin, agere/petre, or did system communities, though it does represent a more animalistic and childlike side of me, and all mentioned communities are welcome here ( as this blog will probably only be sfw ) as long as you follow my dni!
Here’s my personality and general appearance!
Appearance: Short, tiny, hourglass body. Long, wavy brunette hair. Lavender doe eyes. Long eyelashes. Fair, flawless, pale skin. Sharp teeth/claws. White wolf ears & tail. Short pretty flowy lavender dress!
Personality: Innocent, pure, sensitive, fragile, delicate, weak, vulnerable, kid-gloved, easily hurt and scared and overwhelmed, timid, shy, skittish, timorous, introverted yet extroverted, oversensitive, soft, touchy, emotional, moody, overly emotional, impressionable, dependent, reliant, pack-oriented, family-oriented, clingy, needy, bratty, pouty, naive, childish, childlike, cry/whiny baby, ingénue, sinless, virtuous, giddy, giggly, ingenious, genuine, honest, sincere, loyal, devoted, committed, caring, loving, sweet, gentle, naturally affectionate, compassionate, considerate, thoughtful, passionate, kindhearted, trustworthy, trusting, blissfully ignorant/unaware, essentially dumber than a virgin, and I has separation/social anxiety and have occasional attachments!
My hobbies, likes, dislikes/hates, favorites, & fears!
Hobbies: Drawing, sleeping, listening to music, playing video games, cuddling, watching movies and YouTube, playing, napping, collecting figures and plushies, laying in bed with my plushies, buying more plushies, snuggling, and taking baths!
Likes: Animals!, pet/nicknames, being called by name, father/big brother figures, other wolf/fox/dog boys! :0, protectors, big strong nice males, gentlemen, love and affection, cuddles and snuggles, hugs and kisses, nuzzles and closeness, touch and attention, ear and back rubs, being pet, my tail, my hair and tail being pet and brushed, baths, naps, games, gentleness, sweetness, innocence, wholesomeness, playtime, nap time, praise, cleanliness, being asked for consent or permission to touch and pet, especially my fur!
Dislikes/Hates: Animal abuse! >:0, being teased, females, meanies, bullies, mean males, roughness, pain, smokers, hunters and the like, dirt and crumbs in my fur, not being asked for consent or permission before touching, especially my fur!, and males who only talk to me because they’re feeling naughty! T^T
Favorites:
Color: Lavender/Lilac purple! 🪻💜
Animal: Wolves, or canines in general! 🐺🦊
Food/Snacks: Cucumbers, potatoes, smoothies, and anything and everything sweets! 🥒🥔🥤🍪
Time of Day/Weather: At night, or when it’s gray and raining/thundering! 🌑⛈️
Season: Fall or winter! 🍁❄️
Flower: Lavender, lilacs, roses and peonies!🪻🌸🌹🌺
Fears: Fireworks, bugs, especially cockroaches and spiders!, ghosts, and overly dominant males
And here’s some more things & medias that I’m into!
Anime: Attack on Titan, Black Butler, Demon Slayer, Haikyuu!, Jujutsu Kaisen, Komi Can’t Communicate, My Hero Academia, Spy X Family, Tokyo Ghoul, Tokyo Revengers
Video Games: Animal Crossing, Disney Dreamlight Valley, Kirby, Genshin Impact, Honkai Starrail, Zenless Zone Zero, Wuthering Waves, Spyro, Super Mario Bros.
Movies: How to Train Your Dragon, Howl’s Moving Castle, Luca, My Neighbor Totoro, Ponyo, Raya and the Last Dragon, Super Mario Bros., Tangled, Turning Red
“Where’s Mr. Ratio…? I miss him…can we go find him?” *My fluffy ears and tail droop low and I whimper sadly*
I’m also a vegan for the animals! So talk about animal abuse / cruelty with me will not be appreciated in the slightest! And if you are, or support or are neutral about the following things, please do not interact, and leave me in peace without any comments or confrontation, or even if you’re just curious about it!
DNI: Hunters/hunting, trappers/trapping, smokers/smoking, vapers/vaping, juulers/juuling, four-twenty/ weed/marijuana/drug related, fishers/fishing, animal farmers/farming, taxidermists/taxidermy, vulture culture/enthusiasts, "oddity" manufacturers/ collectors, animal part (fur, skin, pelts, bones, skeletons, claws, teeth, feet, hooves, antlers, horns, jackets, coats, boots, leather, clothing, jewelry, accessories, decorations, insects, roadkill ) selling/ buying/collecting, horse riders/riding, horse racers/racing, dog mushers/mushing, dog racers/racing, dog sledders/sledding, dog sporters/sporting, animal breeders, z••iles, com-/dark-/pro-/self-shippers, anti-ai ( hate the user, not the artificial intelligence ), etc., etc.
You will be blocked immediately if you violate my DNI
( Will not be answering asks/questions about any dni topics on this blog, this is for my safe topics only! Makes my heart beat and hurt like crazy…too stressful, too scary… )
What am I even supposed to say anymore? How do I explain myself to others? I'm terrible at explaining things. Even if I tried, still no one would fully understand. I'll try to explain something right now, I guess. When it comes to how I see myself…
I feel like I'm everything, and everyone. Yet, nothing and no one at the same time. Yet, not at the same time, yet, all at once, and neither, and both, and... I can't even understand it myself. I feel like I am infinite, yet, finite. I am life, I am death. Light, dark. Good, bad. Pure, evil. Love, hate. Peace, chaos. Calm, anxious. Creation, destruction. Beautiful, ugly. Happy, sad. Left, right. Ocean, land. Water, air. Fire, ice. Stone, snow. Nature, humanity. All animals, no animals. All humans, no humans. Man, woman. Both, neither. All life, no life. All death, no death. Eternity, not eternity. Eternal, non-eternal. All time, no time. Existence, non-existence. Existing, not existing. Real, unreal. Alive, unalive. Dead, undead. God, not god. Goddess, not goddess. Supernatural, natural. Mystical, non-mystical. Mythical, non-mythical.Mythological, non-mythological. Divine, infernal. Celestial, cosmical.
I am all opposites, and similarities, and everything in between, and everything surrounding. Yet, neither opposites, nor similarities, nor anything in between, nor everything surrounding. At the same time, yet not at the same time. It feels like all a blur in my head, a fog, a cloud. Yet, clear. It feels like wires tangled and knotted in my mind. Yet, untangled and unknotted.
It feels like my mind is just a cave, and the only hole of an exit is blocked off by one singular ginormous boulder, and a man is trying to get free by going at the rock with a chainsaw, never making any progress. Yet, the cave is empty, and the way is open, boulder pushed to the side, or never existed in the first place. It is all so confusing and complicated and complex. Yet so simple, and easy, and basic.
This is how I can explain what I feel every single second of my existence. I don't I know how to live like this, with myself. I don't know how I feel like this, or why. Sometimes I feel like I'm God and sometimes I feel like he's me. Why do I feel like this, like it's true? Is it true? Am I delusional? Probably both. Probably neither. I am me, yet I am you, yet I am everyone, yet l am everything, yet l am no one, yet l am nothing. I am, and I'm not. The only other way I can explain this is with these three dots lol.
Hello to everyone who sees this. I haven’t been around for a while because I just haven’t felt apart of the community for some time now, and I think a different side of me has blossomed into my identity now. I don’t know if I consider myself a therian and such anymore, as I can’t seem to find my place in these or any community in general no matter where I wander off to. Despite being iffy about the label, my identities are still very much apart of me, just more subconsciously now, and I want to thrive in a different light now. I’ve made a side blog for this very light, more so of a safe space for me to express my current self. So please, if you consider joining me over there, please respect my boundaries and make sure you follow the dni, as I’ve become extremely sensitive over the past months, and even one tiny little nibble will set me off and make me crumble into a pile of defeated dust and a puddle of tears. I’m not leaving entirely, just going semi-MIA until further notice. Here’s the blog: @wolfgirlwithahalo
