Update for Chapter 3 (Order and Chaos by songsaremylife) coming tomorrow or mondayyyyy
You know how much I was scared of Chapter 3 right? I think you should be scared too.
It is coming along nicely, but I want to get everything done perfectly. I am non-stop writing even at my full-time corporate job and pouring a lot of love and planning into it. But because soo much happens and I dedicate a lot of my emotion-description-poetic heavy writing style, it has taken me a minute. I am very proud of what I have written so far, but like every writer, I am also doing a lot of self-doubting and find everything not sufficient enough at the same time lol.
We have a lot of angsttt and some romantic shit. The chapter starts with a lot of intimate moments but then..... some bombs diffuse.......
We will get two big plots that will be referenced back by me as 'keep your customer satisfied incident' and 'you are my muse Hollander' moment. But they are not even a quarter of what happens, so we'll seeeee.
I am hoping it will be finished and posted tomorrow night. It is quite long as well, I just seemed to never know how to write short chapters. I thought about splitting it, but it didn't really hit like I wanted to that way. So get ready for nearly 28k....
We also have texting skin again, I added a footer at the bottom this time as well, so we'll get unsent messages tooooooo omg.
I am genuinely scared of this chapter and desperate to hear what you think about it. Hopefully you enjoy it. Your enthusiasm and joy are what drive and make me excited to write. Especially after all the bad fanfic etiquette we had recently within the fandom. Please leave comments!!
Hopefully I will see you tomorrow night, if not Monday night.
Love you and thank you for being here. <3333
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