Yet another day slips by unaccomplished. I started with great steam, wonderful energy, the notion that today would be the day. Well thanks to the roommate it was not. Instead I began watching her dogs, 3 little things, that against my will put me to sleep. I was going to lock them up after a few hours so I could move on to study and packing party.
I shouldn't blame a dog, I know, but had I said no to watching them I would have kept rolling. Now I find it nearly 10 at night with the only thing of value I have done is walk with the grandparents. I know tomorrow I will not have the same drive.
I won't be able to look at Monday looming around the corner with the dearth of what I have to do throughout the week behind it. I have a test that I must focus on. I need to finish the chapter I am in then also complete the next, tomorrow. I want at least 3 days to work the practice exam. The test may be open book but that is no reason not to study. Monday I will not be able to study. I will work my second, part time, job. Tuesday is free but I can only ever manage 2 sections or about 20 problems in a given day during the week. The same follows suit for Wednesday through Thursday. Friday I will be going out of town with the grandparents. Saturday I would like to be devoted to the test. I would much rather have only it to worry over and not some unfinished work.
Maybe I can compromise. I will do my bed room in the parking party way. I will at least get behind the bed along with the closet done. I can also draw up the final say on what I want for clothing even if I do actual begin to go through them.
That at least lets me move forward but will not take as much time as doing all three rooms. The rest of the day would be free then to work math. I know at some point I need to mow the lawn also but that doesn't take to much time.
I want to live with less so I can live more. If I knew where my stuff was and was able to clean about it with ease I could leave more often. I could have guests. I could begin to live as I did a few years ago. Although I will be receiving the guests in my own space instead of a shared space.
