What is coming back from the past?
Something or someone that will find you again . . .
In this reading, we are going to look at what is coming back in to your life, whether that is a person, a feeling, an experience or it could be anything.
I'm also going to include an oracle message describing what you should expect from this past person/thing/situation.
Cards I got : Queen of Cups, Nine of Swords, The Hermit, Chaos and Conflict, Why? reversed
The general message is this could be unveiling a disturbing truth about your past or your childhood. Finding something that might bring you anxiety. Feeling betrayed because of it and thinking you can't face it no matter how much you try. This could challenge whatever it is that brought you a sense of security and comfort in life up until now, where you once found comfort might not feel as light, warm and welcoming as it once used to be.
With that being said, you are getting a chance to shine light upon a past situation that deeply hurt your feelings and left scars on you. I think it's going to be a great opportunity to achieve closure so you can heal and move on. Whatever is coming back from the past is demanding self-reflection and understanding; you are to resolve something with the knowledge you find, maybe inside your own mind.
For very few of you, I think you are trying to move on from a love that was really special to you. One that built you up and held you strong. All these memories haunt you at night and all you need right now is to move forward and not look back, but a part of you believes that whatever answer you're looking for is somewhere in the past. So it seems that you are reminiscing about the past in hopes of finding a clue or a path back to a peaceful place.
I sense an opposition with someone, not willing to see eye to eye and avoidance, but it only hurts you more. So what's coming back from the past is most likely flashbacks of the good times and the bad; what went wrong and how it killed a part of yourself so easily and affected you in a powerful way.
For some of you, a female or a mother figure could come back to guide you and help you in some way. It's almost like you felt abandoned, lost and lonely due to this female not being there for you the way you expected. You eventually had to trust yourself and find direction with your own efforts with little to no support from them. I feel like this has caused emotional scars that keep coming back every once in a while.
All this chaos, disharmony and opposition with your loved one is asking you to look within and understand the why. Look within, learn about your values and meet your inner self and understand what's really important to you at this time. Chances are, most of these conflicting feelings and thoughts aren't as tangled as you think they are. For example, it's like you expect a particular thing from a certain situation, but maybe what you really need from it is something else, but you don't really acknowledge that because you haven't looked deep within yourself to questione the why.
I'm gonna quote this from the guidebook.
We don't always know why we engage in our relationships in the way we do, mostly because our feelings aren't always logical. Now is the time to recognize whether you are being triggered by someone else, or if your behavior is motivated by unresolved issues in the past. When you ask yourself, Why am I feeling like this? and Why did I say that? and spend some time in introspection, the answers may be surprising. Listen to the messages from your intuition, from the knowing deep within you. What does it tell you about yourself and others?
Now is the time for deep soul-searching of the "why" that drives your choices. What you uncover will set you free and bring you ever closer to the happiness you seek.
Light at the end of the tunnel
It's right in your face, how can you not see it?
Maybe getting close to your religious faith might be helpful
There is always a way out
History may or may not repeat, but inside our minds, it always does
Another chance to fix this
I want to look at this, acknowledge this and wave it goodbye, but I'm too scared to open my eyes. What if I don't want to see what I might see?
Holding back from finding the cure
The process of growing up
Don't listen to the unkind voice inside your head
Finding a way back to yourself
Nothing feels like home anymore
Stuck between denial and acceptance
Regaining better mental health and regulating emotions effectively
Cards I got : Three of Cups, Five of Pentacles, The High Priestess, Breathe, Yin
A highschool reunion, a reunion with old friends or an event/social gathering with people you once used to hangout with might be a possibility. You might come across some friends who accompanied you when all of you were collectively struggling. For example you were a group of friends in college and really struggled with finances, resources all the while hustling and studying to have a better future. You stuck together, but maybe after graduation you went separate ways and your connection just fell apart naturally. Now you might have a chance to reunite and talk about the hard times you have overcome.
This encounter might reveal something to you that could have some subconscious meaning to you. I don't know what it might be, but maybe at the time you had an intuitive hunch about someone from your friend group, about something and you will find that to be right or wrong. Your suspicions about them will be answered.
This meeting does not demand anything specific from you, it just asks you to be passive and receive information. You just have to wait and see what you can come to understand after this interaction.
I think this interaction will make you realise something subtle about yourself, others, etc.. Maybe you will start acknowledging the fact you are finally ready to accept something as it is.
For a few of you, this friend/group of friends or colleagues might be someone who betrayed you at your lowest point. They might have left you out in the cold and abandoned you when you needed them the most, and they could be making an appearance in your life again.
Whatever the situation is for you, the important thing here is to receive patiently. Trust yourself and consciously allow things to unfold. High Priestess and Yin bring a similar message and that repetition might be significant; and that is to gather information mindfully and even subconsciously. Taking in certain cues, reading between the lines, being calm and composed but simultaneously finding what you wanted through this interaction. There might be something subtle and important that you should know, that might answer a question you had for so long. Could be the final piece of the puzzle for some.
There's joy, pain and a bit of a mystery in what's coming back from the past. Bitter memories are involved as much as positive ones; a sense of duality is written all over this and also a passivity, maybe vulnerability of some kind. But whatever it is, just allow it to happen and have soft awareness about this.
I'm not getting a specific message about this other than a soup of emotions (I don't know if it's even an actual term lol, forgive me if it's not) There's mixed feelings about something and a flashback of memories you might both want to see and not see.
Let me quote the guidebook
Permit others to tell you who they are and who they can be to you by allowing their actions to speak about them. You will be pleasantly surprised.
29 (must be highly significant for most of you)
Patience pays off in deep and meaningful ways
Be the "shaped", not the "shaper" (from the oracle guidebook)
Bran Stark's story from GOT (being betrayed, falling off the tower and him finally being the three-eyed raven) for some reason might be something that you might resonate with or that is important to you in some way.
Knowing everything you should probably know
The good times and the bad times
Allow yourself to enjoy the fruits of your labour
Cards I got : Nine of Cups, Knight of Wands, Six of Cups reversed, A leg up, Chop wood
I'm gonna say a few specific situations I'm getting from these cards. One or few of them might resonate with you, so only take the message that is true for you. However I'll also include a general message at the end.
Something you wished for a long time could be materialising into reality. This is a wish fulfillment and most likely something you manifested, something you wished and prayed for a very long time. It is a thought, a prayer and a wish meeting you from the past.
From then to now, you may have actively worked towards fulfilling it with great enthusiasm and courage. So you must be aware of what this is. Because it's almost like this particular wish. Your desired reality never left your mind, not even for a second. This could be something straight out of your childhood. A childhood dream you had that you couldn't wait to fulfill once you were older.
For some of you, an ex lover could be making an appearance. Maybe that person brought you a lot of happiness and they were your wish come true, according to your belief. But I think this person never really committed to you, although passionate and incredibly charming, they may have always been on the run for some reason. Running away from you as quickly and intensely as they once approached you. They might've been someone hard to pin down.
For some of you this particular person might've had only a few moments to spend with you. So I'm thinking it has been only a brief encounter and they were out of your life as fast as they arrived. But you've been happy thinking about them and revisiting those memories. So for you guys, they might or might not make a reappearance from the past but it's very much the fact that you are in the past all the time. You are stuck in a snapshot of time. I think some of yall have a picture that you took with them that you always look at?
If none of these very specific situations resonate with you, the general message here is it's finally time to make a move towards your desired reality, to achieve all those things you've wished to have all your life. This wish/wishes could be especially related to your childhood in a significant way.
Your wish fulfillment is finding you and meeting you, and it's visiting you from your past. It hasn't left you and I'm sure you haven't either. Your inner child might have a big say on this.
General guidance for everyone is to receive help from others where you need it. Do not try to do everything on your own. It's not cheating if you ask for a little help at times. Interdependence is a good thing especially if you were brainwashed into thinking it wasn't.
Also do not be too stuck in the past. It's a major theme in this reading. The past is on your mind A LOT; could be good or bad memories. But whatever it is, bring you focus back to the present.
Here is your home now. This is your time.
Whatever it is you want, whatever it is you wish for day and night, the path to that is FROM HERE. Starting from this moment.
You might also want to be a bit humble and acknowledge being vulnerable. Don't be on your guard always, and mostly don't pretend you can do it all by yourself, maybe you can, but just let people in, at least once in a while. Let them help you.
Some of you could be visiting your hometown after many many years too. Someone is definitely feeling very homesick. Or you could be visiting or revisiting a place that reminds you of home.
Or visiting some place or country that you've always wanted to visit since a long time now.
Quoting a few different lines from the guidebook.
Let your heart remember that not everything has to be hard-won, passionate, or even obviously meaningful.
Remain humble and aware of the present.
I think there's a lot of messages in this group layered after one message and another. I have a feeling that most of you might choose this group, or the ones who choose this might've had a complex past/childhood. If not, your life has always felt very 'happening' . In a good way, I guess.
I'm thinking of these shoes. Don't know what it's called or where it's from but this whole reading gives me that vibe. Might be of importance to someone. A secret code?! A personal belief, maybe. I've honestly got no idea lol.
I really loved doing this reading. It felt very deep and layered. Yeah, that is the right word to describe what I felt. You guys might have rich personalities or a good story to tell about your life. Very interesting to say the least.
Childhood memories/Childhood friends
It doesn't make you weak if you ask for help
People might call you a know-it-all mockingly even, but you just know a lot👏
Take me back in time (The past is NOT in the past, it can be here, I want it to be here)
Maybe you are a bit stubborn too
Desperate to get something, somewhere or some place
Not letting most people in
Desire love and passion above all else
Emotional, moody, creative and internally soft
Defensive and quick temper/takes things personally, very easily
You need others as much as they need you
Don't expect others to read your mind, speak up about your needs and ask for them to be fulfilled
Help is always available to you
Lover, lover, where are you?
Another song I'm thinking of. Please listen to this, must be really important to you as a final closing message to this reading.
There are messages about flying, the flying shoes, wings, phoenix, rising above something, myths and legends too.
I think I got a lot of messages for this group. I actually had plenty more to say but I couldn't write them on time, so they are all lost now😑🤧 Gone with the wind haha🫠🌬️
However take what resonates and I really hope this helped you well 🩷
Cards I got : Knight of Cups, Nine of Pentacles, Ace of Swords, Deep knowing, Fork in the Road
I honestly don't think something from the past is coming back to you, but rather this is a new beginning for you. So it's safe to say that all the events of the past is leading up to this.
I feel very refreshed. The cards speak of a blend of energies and it feels soothing, dreamy and peaceful too. This could be a nice time unfolding for you in the future.
I'm getting multiple scenarios here. So take what resonates for you.
You could get a romantic proposal from someone, finally ending a chapter of living life single. This romance could be very sweet, soft and delicate and this could be different to what you used to experience before. I have a feeling that you might've been very self-reliant and independent in the past. If not, just very secure in yourself and comfortable with your self that even being alone isn't a difficult thing for you. Love is finding you though. I think you have everything you want and need and this lover will be worthy of you, worthy of all that you have to offer. It could be the other way around too. They could also have the intention of treating you well with tangible things and even with emotions and feelings. They are trustworthy and sweet to the soul. Easy on the eyes comes to mind as well. Major cancer venus, taurus venus vibes!
If this is romance that is finding you, just expect to be swept off your feet and be treated like a princess. You will be loved and valued. A lot of importance will be given to you, and your feelings will ALWAYS be considered.
I'm thinking for some of you, this could be your first partner in a long time. It's likely you will also have your first time with this person. I get very maiden/virgin, soft, innocent, naive, feminine, delicate vibes from this group 🌸
Also a knight finding you, falling in love, getting married and creating a family kinda story. Very creative energy, also story-teller vibes, imaginative, poetic and daydreaming? Although grounded, this reading feels ethereal and like something straight out of fantasy or a fairy tale. I honestly feel like watching a story unfold or taking a peak into someone's romantic fantasy.
I won't be surprised if you have pisces, cancer, scorpio or significant venus, mercury, water moon, 12th house placements. Highly intuitive people here, psychics and hypersensitive as well. "I FEEL" is the keyword in this reading. You have that effect on people, or maybe what is coming for you will have that effect on you. It will make you feel things.
For others this could be pregnancy/the birth of a child or the union of two people on a physical level (Childbirth is a highly possible). Whatever it is, this will fill you up with feelings of tender love and deep fulfillment. New life, new ideas or new things taking shape is highly probable, so please be mindful if you are someone who can conceive a child.
This could be about anything really, a business offer/business proposal, a new project that will give you opportunities. I get entrepreneurial vibes too. You could find abundance whether that is in love, joy or wealth. Purchasing a home, starting a family, paying all your debts off and being successful(whatever success means to you) are other possibilities. Newness all around!
So I searched the word newness on Google and there's this movie called Newness(2017) Idk if it's relevant but I'm adding it just in case.
I also believe someone or more people who choose this group are from aristocratic famillies or has had huge privileges since you were born. Born with a silver spoon. Maybe your family does business or has a high position in society. If that is the case, I see a possibility of your family or connections enrolling you into a European highschool(yes, those fancy ones) or giving you an opportunity that only true wealth can give.
Also since this reading is about what's coming back from the past, it could be an opportunity that you get because of the family you were born into or because of your ancestry or roots. So an alliance, opportunity, a proposal or an offer that you can have purely because of a birthright or privilege passed down by your ancestors.
Crazy rich Asians vibes coming through as well😅💸💸 Maybe someone's from South East Asia.
I don't know how much this reading is rooted in reality. Honestly is this even real? Someone might be into those rich CEO kdramas or cdramas. I'm thinking of Business proposal kdrama 😭😂
I'd just throw this in here just in case. This group might actually be a loosely or meticulously crafted daydream of someone. This isn't reality but rather an experience that is wanting to be manifested into reality. This energy has substance but doesn't feel that real for some weird reason... Are the delulu girlies picking this group? Or maybe it's the psychics! I honestly can't quite grasp something about this. How do I explain it??...It's like diving inside a vision someone has of their desired reality; Think of the pensieve in Harry Potter or Bran Stark's visions in GOT. I swear this is a strange reading, but in a good way 😭😭😭🤍
Okay, I'm thinking the foremost initial messages are the ones for most of you and the fictional aspect of this could just be relevant in some way, but I'm not sure how. Maybe an abundance of creativity, intuition and self-expression of people who choose this group creates this fantasy like energy.
Anyway the oracle cards indicate this thing/person/situation coming from the past or as a result of the past expects you to make a choice and that too based on intuitive hunches. That is a decision that no one else can make but you. Because you only possess the knowing and the resources to make the right and wise choice. So consider the consequences, prepare to act and know that it is your obligation to make the necessary choice. You know deep in your heart and soul what is right and what is it that you want. Look past the illusions and make a decision that grants you the stability you are looking for. Follow your heart is highly implied here.
If you are contemplating about wrapping up a long period of being single and finally opening up to someone, you are expected to make that choice with alignment to your intuition. Am I ready? Is this the right person for me? Is this what I want right now? Maybe considering these on an intuitive level. This could be about making other choices too.
I'll quote the guidebook here.
Know that you have an ability to read between the lines and find all the truth that was missing when the story was told.
This deep knowing allows you open the door to wisdom far greater than what is available in the limitations of human experience. You're given information that may make no sense whatsoever to the logical mind or five senses but which is 100 percent correct and true. The trick is to listen and then to act accordingly. You're now invited into this sacred dialogue of deep knowing, so tune in and trust your vibes-they will be right. Ask and you will receive answers from unusual sources.
If this is about manifesting a dream or a desired reality, choose to do it in a way that grants you stability.
Know things naturally and feel things deeply/Deep knowing
Ancestry/Powerful family/roots
Idealisation and Rose tinted glasses
Love is finding you even in dreams
Prosperity, abundance, joy and love
Sofia the First theme song😭 (what the frick)
Love finds you in mysterious ways
Super wealthy family or financially well-off
Arranged marriage/marriage proposal
Fiction writer/Novelist/publishing your books
Think, feel and consider everything when making the necessary choice
This is your story, write a good one
Gaining a powerful position through marriage
Film actor/actress/director/writer
I craft the world I crave to live in
Telling your life story/Writing a memoir
Deciding when/how/if you should open your heart to romance
Making a choice to have/not have children
That's it for this reading. I'm not too confident in myself with how I concluded this. I wonder if I explained everything clearly. Please take what resonates and disregard anything that doesn't make sense to you.
This reading was made for entertainment purposes only. Do not make decisions based off of this.
