Aimsey: It's been a lot of conflicting emotions, and one person maybe not wanting to... well either admit how they're feeling or not wanting to be honest about how they're feeling, or they're only saying things they think the other person wants to hear. And that's how it's been for a while. I mean, I've kissed Ros. I don't tell that to a lot of people but we've stayed in each other's beds for a very long time. I used to have nightmares and she would look after me and tend to everything. We've killed each other, spilled blood. But you know, that's kinda normal on the realm, it's not exactly the worst thing in the world. And well- you've seen her she's beautiful.
Lukey: Yeah! You'd be lucky to have Ros.
Aimsey: I think the problem is that I don't think- I think I- I think she should be just as lucky to have me.
Lukey: Of course!
Aimsey: I don't think I've been putting that to a priority, and I've only kind of realised things when there's been somebody else in the picture who's been very forward with wanting me. I've had somebody actually come up to me recently and ask me on a date, very forward with wanting to be around me and how much they like me. And you know what's weird about it all? Is this is not the first time this has happened. There's been many other women in the past who've been involved with me. I'm single I can do what I want, I have desires.
Lukey: But you want Ros?
Aimsey: No it's not even that. I just want Ros to be honest. You know what it's like to - Have you ever fallen for someone that's is so desperate to keep you at arms length, even though they act completely different around you? They act with you a certain way in front of other people, but then when it's just you two it's like they're too scared to put one foot infront of the other. It's like they fumble, they get flustered, they say certain things and it leaves you spiralling.
Lukey: They just don't give like, a straight answer.
Aimsey: Yes exactly! And it always comes down to "You're my best friend, my best friend. The closest person I've got" and all you can do is look at them.
Lukey: After all you've done together?
Aimsey: I just don't understand how people can go back to being just friends, when there wasn't even any more to being with.
