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one thing about me is when i love a character they are latine in my heart. specifically boricua if they're extra special to me. it is the law

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Idk if i sent this as an ask already or not but you tagging my art with like f/o stuff filled me with so much unbelievable joy unironically and i wanted to tell you you're based asf for that #flowerysweep

WHSEKGJFG thank you!!! TOTALLY forgot that my reblogs are perceived lmao but this is so sweet!!!!!

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Randy Bradley can’t go anywhere without some ANC headphones.

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To add onto a mini rant I did the other day

Warning YAP SESHHHHH LMAO

So, I recently found every location where they filmed The Passenger and I want to visit so bad to take pics and pretty much be in my favorite film. (Being respectful of the houses, of course, because I know people live there. I will just be driving by the houses, no photos :3) But I'm feeling extra emotional rn because life's been really buns and one of the main things I run to is The Passenger. I see a lot of myself in both Randy and Benson. I can be living in the background of my life a lot, I can be afraid to stand up for myself, I can be a pathetic inch worm that prefers to stay to myself, afraid of conflict. But I can also be full of rage for things I should've done in the past, rage for those who have hurt me and hurt the people I care about. I can be violent, I will bare my teeth, I will bite. Some days I feel more like Randy than Benson or vise versa. It seems like they have become apart of me. (Hence being comfort characters) I never like to be vulnerable because that has gotten me hurt. I hate talking about my feelings because of past experiences from people in my life shutting me down. Therefore, I keep it piled up inside. But The Passenger has brought comfort to me when I need it the most because Randy and Benson make me feel so seen and less alone. I am grateful for that. I have many things to keep me afloat and this is one of the tippy-top things that do so for me. When I first found this movie, I remember just getting into Kyle Gallner's filmography. I've seen his past movies like Haunting in Connecticut, Jennifer's Body, Nightmare on Elm St, etc, when I was younger. But then just around October of last year, I grew more of an interest. Starting with DIA then Strange Darling. (Both also top favs of mine) But then I found The Passenger and that one just stuck with me. It made me laugh, made me cry, made me surprised, and it made me think A LOT and reflect on myself. *Me after watching The Passenger: "Is this fucking play about me?"* LMAO.

Anyways, sorry for the yap sesh, I've just been feeling down in the sewers lately and this film has what's been keeping me pushing. If any of ya'll would like to share how The Passenger makes you feel, don't be afraid to drop those feelings down below! Or if it's more personal, my DM's are open! (Still don't know how to use that damn Ask box yet lmfaooo, if I did I'd say drop your feelings in my ask box if you wanna stay anonymous.) :3

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No matter how many times I watch The Passenger, I always find something new about it. Like what other outcomes could be, or little teeny-tiny details in the background, more character studying. It’s so amazing how just a 1 hr and 38 minute film has such an amazing chokehold on me and has never ending concepts and topics to talk about.

Plus out of all my years being on the internet and being in different fandoms. The Passenger fandom has been full of the chillest fuckin people ever, I haven’t seen beef with no one, I haven’t seen toxic posts, and everyone is so welcoming. I haven’t had this much fun in a fandom ever and I am so glad to have found this movie.

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This is funny now that I’m rethinking about it. Wasn’t so funny when I woke up.

*Having a nice dream where I’m walking at the park with Benson*

Benson: *Looks down at my legs* Hey, you got a fuck ton of blood running down your leg.

Me: *looks down, legs covered in blood* “Awh man! What the fuck?!”

*Wakes up, goes to bathroom, legs in fact bloodied up and pad located all the way in timbuktu* :D

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As a non binary person (and I think almost every non binary and trans person may agree with me on) Kyle Gallner gives me gender envy so bad. And like, do I wanna fuck ya or be ya?

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call me one trick mone the way i keep FUCKING catching feelings for silly little cartoon losers lately godDAMMIT