So here's the thing..
Hey guys!
I've been away from this platform witing-wise for quite some time now, and at this point, after a few rude messages, i thought i'd just tell why did i stopped writing on here.
My stories mostly contained stuff that happened to me, and were meant to help me deal with the trauma and shit on my own. (i was and still am getting help from professionals, so there's that too).
On one hand i am sorry if you couldn't enjoy my stories cause simply the character did not fit you, on the other hand i am not for above said reason.
I am not aiming to be a big-shot writer, nor do i want to publish anything anywhere else. People need to realize that some "writers" on tumblr do not write for the "audience" but for themselves, to help deal with life.
Maybe i could've stated that these aren't for "entertainment - purposes" but then i wonder if i'd get messages calling me attention seeker, and like "why do you keep mentioning your trauma all the time.. *eye-roll*"...
So the sad (also not sad) reality of it that you can literally never satisfy everone. And i didn't even want that.
I simply wrote stuff that helped me mentally, or sometimes calmed my soul when it was the hardest.
After some of these messages i spiraled, i still have like 20 stories in my drafts that i will probably never post, just cause i can't get myself to deal with people this way.
If you buy a book, and the main character's physique or looks does not fit you, do you go and complain? No.. And honestly this all upsets me. You can call me selfish or anything you want, but coming for me just cause i wrote a red-headed character? I literally just shared stuff that helped me feel better.
Anyways, i probably won't be posting any story here from now on.
PLEASE please please think before you come for someone for such things..
Thank you for understanding, and thanks to those who enjoyed my stories, gave feedback in a humanly way. <3
