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entering my Frank Langdon era this morning (my back hurts and I hate everyone except Melissa King)
*wearing wrinkled linen* just like myshane :)
Tried 'jalapeno poppers' for the first time today
Solid 8/10. Texture is a huge thing for me with food and the softness of the veggie scared me a bit 😭 but it was actually quite good. Better than I thought it would be. Trying new foods is difficult for me bc 9 times out of 10 it ends up disgusting me so much I spit it out, but not this time SHOCKINGLY. This time I actually ate quite a bit of them >:] I'm very pleased with myself and my mom's cooking lol
Shout out to probably my favorite Abe panel ever, btw
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Love it when I'm exhausted and don't have the energy to make my face Do Things ™ and my entire family decides to lock in on that fact because apparently? I can't just? Be tired and unemotive? Apparently that means I look like I'm going to crash out and bawl? And what if I did huh? Would that be so wrong? Family that likes to sort emotions as quickly as possible and repress them so they don't get in the way? Would it be so terrible for me to just feel tired and not have the energy to smile and keep my eyes open wide
Is it so wrong to feel not good?
Honestly hate whenever I tell my parents someone was mean to me + my friends and then my mom gets angry at me and tells me to just ignore it.
I get sometimes she doesn’t really get stuff. But it’s been an issue at the dorms that people have been coming up to the rainbow floor and observing us like zoo animals and getting mad when we tell them to leave. I get I should be ignoring them but it’s been really getting to me. It makes me angry, sad, and just hollow that I can’t just go up and yell “fuck off! Stop being mean to my friends!! Leave us alone!!” without causing a scene and dragging out the situation longer then it needs to be.
Sometimes I wish the response wasn’t “just ignore them” and instead “that sucks I’m here for you.”
my family laughing about me liking older men because of daddy issues but it actually stems from self worth issues and self hatred but yeah sure! haha daddy issues!
