#phan feels

[riddididdi-blog]

I am grinning like an idiot while tears r just flowing naturally.why u ask me?because i just saw two grown men doing some weird things on the internet.nothing too hilarious or too weird or too comical u know,just basic things!like they reacted to one of their old vids from 10 yrs ago,went to visit Manchester,played with a dog,tried to do highly impossible looking yoga pose and failed terribly,swapped clothes and just random banter...i said very basic remember?

Then y i am clutching my heart while an unknown bittersweet pain is flooding my whole existence.i swear i dnt even know these guys and here i am,an emotional blabbering mess, laughing hysterically and at the same time crying and pointing towards my phone screen and having awkward conversation in an empty room with myself...and that's the power Daniel howell and Phil lester have over me, over us.I hv consciously and willingly given them this right over my life and emotions and i dnt regret a bit!

Sincerely

A random fan from 4,973 miles away from these two

[fiction-phan]

Dan and Phil: having a serious discussion over what to name their Sims dog.

Me: 

[dannyboy-lester]

don't try to tell me dan and phil haven't had a late night slow dance in their pajamas

[hipp0teeth]

when the phan feels hit ya and all u wanna do is meet ur gf irl and be happy 

[violinsandroses]

Here have some wedding and parent phan.

[drumla]

so Phil calls a blobfish, that Dan got him, his child

he also has the daddy mug

and calls Dan ‘mum’

wow

[y0urfr13nd]

This comment is everything. 😂💕 (From the pinof 7 blooper videos btw)

[mychemicalphandomdisco]

(Yes, I know that this is pinof 7 friendship yoga) So, this killed me. But not just because I ship Phan, but because of something else. The first gif shows Dan reaching out and struggling to grab a hold of Phils hand. But then it shows Phil reaching out and their fingers locking together. And then it shows them clinging on to each other, trusting that the other will keep them steady. It's like 2009. Dan was reaching out for someone to help him and give him love, and then he met Phil. Phil talked to him, brought him to Manchester, moved in with him and made a life for him. He was there with Dan through existential crisis', the university struggle and just hatred towards himself. When the grip looked like it was about to fall apart again(2012) they still managed to hang on. And look at where they are now. Dan is a confident, beautiful and intelligent person who has his equally as incredible best friend next to him in life, and they're not letting go. They have a book, a tour, over 8 million phans between them; they've been on the radio, on the tv and they still have so much going for them. Phil Lester, took in a broken human and made him into something amazing.