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Dreams of Eternity

When the world started closing around me,

I was lost, asking for mercy,

Wandering around, I came to some place

So different, my eyes couldn't see

In the darkness, full of silence

I found something walking towards me

A bright figure of yellow glory

I was afraid, but something inside me

Feeling happy and warm

But as soon as it came closer I was shivering harder,

Suddenly, I started falling in mud

It's hand caught me faster

I was looking with great surprise, but the touch of this stranger was warmer

It made me feel safe, my heart was pumping faster

Soon, I was out and he carried me, cleaning my wounds, feeding me,

in the nights giving me dreams, life was getting happier

He too was sad, but he smiled at me

His soul was so pure, I could see through him

He came one day tired said he can't feed me enough he is tired out of life, no dreams this night, and I cried

But he needed hope I wanted to be his light

I smiled at him and gave him a dream, this night he slept like thousand weeks

He woke up and said thank you my dear

I knew our love was beyond this feel.

Like this we carried on and on,

Everyday was happening

Some days happy some days sad

We were climbing our own tree

And we finally arrived to our destination

And look down on things we have faced together

We looked at each other and smiled,

Our hearts were contended told our eyes,

That night we ate meal and recalled our memories

We were happy to find such a good end to life

Hugged each other and went to sleep, and said my love have a good night.

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There will be a time when they will want to remember the things, they once wanted to forget

I don’t know. Inspiration - kdrama

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Miracle is when the tide which was supposed to kill him, ended up saving him

When you want to sleep, but your brain is busy making things out of no where. I should keep a diary, so that I can scribble in dark. huh! It’s a bit annoying though. (P.S. - Don’t mind the grammar)

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Transition periods are difficult, they are full of uncertainty and they make us anxious and uncomfortable. We don't have to be comfortable with them, we don't have to smile and be happy about them. Embrace the feelings, it makes life easier.

My inner sky (by Mari Andrew)

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Dream

You are a dream, I see, with open eyes in front of me, Many years and a thousand tears, My heart has yearned to feel. I give you my heart, because it's safe It's warm, in your embrace, Hold it and keep it well, don't hurt, it will break

To see you part, I have a lot to say, But all I can is smile and see you fade In front of me, to your home, And I wait to see you again

This wait is not long, I have your memories to play, My tears might make me blind, but I see you clear in my headspace.

And so as I dream about you, every night I fear you gone far away. I trust you my heart, I trust you my soul, But I feel pain a lot of it somedays.

You are here, with me Why do I miss you then? Maybe you are never enough, That much you are beautiful, more and more everyday.

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"The darker it gets, the more challenging it feels.

Just the sight of dawn, gives you relief.

The last shot of power than flows through your veins,

The hope for victory is regained,

Whatever may come next,

You will want to give your best,

Because in the end of your album, on the last sheet,

All you will need is life being normal and death in peace."

#holdabitlonger

- dying neurons in brain

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Breakthrough

Empty like a bottle,

Aimless like stone,

Frustrated like, a wave on shore

Don’t know where to go?

But your going everywhere,

I want you to stop!

Is there a chance, that you will listen?

Knife in place of a pendulum,

My will power being low,

There’s not much difference, between holding on and letting go

Crying lying on the floor,

Feeling the ache more then ever,

Is that how you knock on the door?

When I have a big show?

The chance of betrayal, standing not too far

Is that how love ends for yourself

When things are so hard?

But, I still won’t give up,

Even though I am hanging at the end of the bar

Hormones kicking in,

Adrenaline taking the power, 

I have to save myself, before things get too far.

- Wrote it a long time back, was rotting in drafts.

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Take credit of things you do, praise yourself whenever you want. No one's gonna do that for you, especially the way you want.

-Beacuse I always do this.