#police stuff

[askthetrashthief]

Should I write up a list of “weird things I’ve heard at Interpol”?

Because I’m low on the ladder, I get desk duty a lot. You can’t IMAGINE the drama. 🙄

Also I’ve had some cute experiences, too.

[souperhell]

oh look i actually posted ofc im shoving jesse in there hes all ive been doing the past 3 days besides school, neopets and sploon

[zylistic]

Roman: FREEZE! YOU HAVE THE RIGHT TO REMAIN SILENT!

Virgil: What did I steal?!

Roman: *lowers gun* my heart.

Virgil: ////

Roman: And that 20 dollars that I was supposed to use for a cheeseburger-

Virgil: YOU'LL NEVER CATCH ME ALIVE!!!

[orehuna]

My chest hurts every night. My heart races and I can't calm it down. Tonight I really wish I just had answers. The police ignored my email. I'm left in the fucking dark. Even if it was just to say that it's "still ongoing", "we're waiting for an answer", that would be better than nothing.

Met a former colleague of mine today who's pissed I didn't keep in touch. I don't care. I don't like her. I did tell her that I reported someone to the police and that I haven't been doing well physically and mentally. Man people love prying about your health. Like she was searching for proof that I was sick enough to complain about it. Kept asking why I had "low morale". She gave the regular spiel of "everyone has hard lives, if I told you about everything that happened in my life it'd never end, you're still young, you need to be positive, you need to get over it". I felt like telling her the truth. Telling her it's hard to get over it when you've been repeatedly raped for years by two different men. Maybe that would get her to shut the fuck up. But there were other people around and I didn't feel like exposing myself like that. So I nodded and scoffed. And got out of there as quick as I could.

God I hate that fucking bitch.

[orehuna]

As of today it's been a year since I reported my rapist. I'm still waiting for a definitive response on whether or not it will be pursued or not. He's going to continue hurting more women and children. I bet if all of this was public, more victims would come forward.

As of tomorrow it will be a year since I told my parents that I wanted out. And I am. Still. Not. Out.

Had a meeting with a technician today to see if I can get grants for my house. She said she'd see if I can get grants for bringing it up to habitability standards. Because there's no point in giving me a grant towards insulation and energy saving infrastructure if the roof is leaking and the electricity is fucked.

I'll have to move in before the beginning of May regardless of the state it's in. I've been at my limit living like this for years now, I'm not going to last much longer.

[orehuna]

Rough day, had to relive everything with the forensic(?) psychologist today. Took over 2 hours. She was really nice though and made me feel validated. I got to talk about how everything impacts me to this day, which I didn't manage entirely in my initial report. And I still thought of stuff after I left. Ugh that happens every time

Probably won't know anything before next year on how the whole case is advancing. But it's another hurdle overcome!

[orehuna]

Putting this under the cut 'cause I think most of y'all are tired of seeing this shit at this point. It's depressing.

*sigh* so it was a whole hassle to send all the files to the police (the ones that they LOST). Only for them to tell me it's too much data and they can't go through it all.

Like I get it, but also I didn't know! I don't know how this shit works! I thought I had to be thorough. Originally the woman on the phone told me to bring all I had, then the guy who took my report didn't want any of it (but reluctantly took some of it). Then they lost it and wanted it back. And now that they have it again it's too much.

At least this time the woman now told me she just needs a few examples of messages. I don't have to go through everything. Still fucking sucks. Going through them makes me sick. But I still feel like I need to go through everything because I know there's some pretty damning messages in there that would help my case. I don't want to miss any of them.

I think I have most of them already marked though so it should be easy to find. It's gonna be a rough process, but everything is moving forward.

My parents will be interviewed as witnesses which I'm nervous about. Mum speaks french but she still doesn't understand a lot. She will say yes to things that she has completely misunderstood. Or she will phrase things weird so she ends up saying the opposite of what she means.

Yet another thing to stress about.

[epitaph-epi]

HAPPY PRIDE