#possible relationship

[watermeloncholycucumbersome]

Day 126 of Writing Something Everyday

(365 Day Challenge)

I hate how you make me blush,

Please keep doing it

I hate that you make me laugh.

I don't want to stop

I hate that you like me,

I love that you like me

I hate that you're so sweet.

I don't even need sugar with you

I hate that the more I talk to you the closer I get to you.

I want to be closer

I hate that you're actually coming on Friday,

2 more days!!

I hate that you check in with me.

It makes me feel important, I'm constantly carrying my phone everywhere with me

I hate that I hate anything....

I don't hate anything about you

Because the truth is I love every single thing you do my shyness just holds me back from telling the truth.

If only I could write you, speak to you telepathically - maybe I could show you how I truly feel.

Wrestling with myself everyday when all I want to do is wrestle you and gladly lose the fight.

I don't want to be afraid anymore...

~Jenni

[seaforcesiren]

Oh

Okay so basically

I confessed to this person I like, maybe a couple of days ago? It was a late-night random decision, I did it over text bcs im a coward highkey. anyways, so i spent the whole next day around them in suspense ONLY TO FIND OUT THE REASON THEY HADN’T RESPONDED ALL DAY WAS BCS THEY DIDNT HAVE THEIR P H O N E!!!

so that was a little ‘ahHHHH’ moment. but where it begins is they said that ‘they like me back, but they’re bad at relationships, so maybe’

miss sir I do not know what to do with this maybe. so im just like, flirting and whatever, because honestly idk what else to do. 

so basically today they came over and sat by me a couple of times, like, really close. and one time they even almost rested their head on my leg but i was too awkward and uh- i basically panicked and left

i dont think i was prepared at all, and i regret fleeing bcs i dont want to be awkward bcs i really like this person (and have for quite some time) but i dont know what im supposed to do like do i initate contact or...?

i genuinely have no idea, somebody pls help me

[watermeloncholycucumbersome]

Day 114 of Writing Something Everyday

(365 Day Challenge)

I hope I can trust this feeling I'm having,

I don't know if I should be hopeful?

I don't know if I should get excited - or anticipate anything whatsoever joyful other than assuming the worst.

These booming thoughts going through my head all day, consuming my every waking minute. Inside I'm freaking out and outside I'm just...

Stunned...

I'm walking through my day nonchalantly as though you didn't say you wanted to go out with me tomorrow.

I don't know what to say?

I don't know what to do?

Worst case scenario, he doesn't/can't come and I'm sitting here like a fool in my outfit that took me all day to pick out.

Or....

The Best case scenario is that it actually happens and someone actually wants to spend time with me and I get to sit like a fool somewhere else wearing the said outfit above.

I want people to be sincere and compassionate.

I know that everything doesn't revolve around me or anything, but when you're dealing with me friendship or relationship-wise my feelings and stuff factor into the equations too right?

I hope this works out,

I'm scared - anxious, nervous.

What if you see me and you think I'm weird?

Or you'll think "Oh God, what is she wearing? Do I really have to leave the house with this woman?" Lol

I hope not and I kinda hope you're wondering the same stuff about me.

I really, really hope you like me in person..

~Jenni

[thequeermusketeer]

So I might end up in my first relationship today!!!! (Im in hs btw) I just told my friend I have a crush on her and I think she likes me too!! I’m just rlly excited about this. I’m gonna get to call her love and watch her wear may sweaters and kiss her and give her jewelry. Anyway I’m rllly rllly hopeful!!

[vampirepressclub]

Whelp. This is a definite MAYBE. We found…. someone.

Why I am not 100% convinced: The account is photos of a girl just living her life. Nothing clearly romantic. Could be just friends/casual from what I can see. Not definitive. Sorry guys, I am not sharing the account…

Good news: She’s pretty. Dark hair, brown eyes, olive complexion. Rocking bod. Appears to be an actress. Has her own identity that isn’t connected to anyone else. Very much into her own culture and activities.

Bad news: Most of the posts of the guy who is “possibly Assad” are only body parts, locks of hair with an arm and from behind. Nothing romantic about them. Zero face photos of him. 🤣

Discuss.

🤣🤣

[briccckhouuze]

Im supposed to be going on a date tonight... I really hope I dont get blown off....

Would have shaved my legs for nothing.

[down-in-dixie]

Open;

It’s around 7AM, on a rainy Saturday morning, when the shrill sound of an alarm clock rouses Sheena Boudreau from her slumber. As someone who prefers to sleep in as much as possible whenever she’s able to, the lawyer isn’t ready to rise and shine just yet. So, she grips the white linen sheets that are draped over her body and burrows herself further down into them, while trying to ignore the noise that is still sounding off around her. Which isn’t really working. The alarm is much too loud and is actually starting to wreak havoc on the splitting headache that she’s now aware of having. With her dark eyes still closed, she grabs a hold of her pillow and pulls it over her head hoping to drown out the sound. Unfortunately, it’s of no real use. The only way for her to get any relief would be to just turn the damn thing off. And with the way that she’s starting to feel right now, that may be easier said than done. With a groan she blindly reaches over the bed and starts to feel around for the alarm. Her slender fingers immediately come in contact with something, but it’s much too big to be an alarm clock. Tentatively, she begins to run her hand up and down whatever it is. A few seconds have ticked by when her hand suddenly stills as she finally realizes what it is that she’s touching. It’s a body. A very warm body. Apparently someone was in bed with her. Oh, shit. What did she do? Trying to remain calm, the brunette slowly rolls over onto her side and raises the pillow up just enough so that she could see out from underneath it. And sure enough, there is someone lying next to her in the queen size bed. And they’re looking right at her.

[nessababy0612-blog]

Has anyone ever started talking to someone and everything they do just makes you so happy?

The way they talk about something they love, the way they laugh, the way they tease you. Their hugs, their cuddles. Just everything about them just feels.. right.