#pretty heavy

[dollmaycry]

damn parasite was nice

[minecraft-stew]

I’m going to die here.

Is there a word for not being suicidal but knowing you likely will become suicidal in the future?

I try not to think about it but I’m absolutely going to have to go back and live with them. This isn’t even a matter of cowardice anymore, there’s external forces now. It probably won’t be safe to live where I am soon. I could do the moral thing and tough it out (I’m far from the person most affected) but it literally wouldn’t matter because all they have to do is raise their voice a little and I’ll come running back. And then I’ll die there. I’ll lose the first real friend I’ve ever had (once-in-a-lifetime chance of finding someone who understands me this way) and it’s going to be worst than the first time because now I know what it’s like to NOT be suffocating. And it’ll be worse because I’ll be somewhere where the only person I can readily communicate with are the people I don’t want to be anywhere near.

and it’s soooo stupid because all I have to do is stand up for myself, leave, and don’t let them get into my head and make me cut everyone off again. I don’t belieeeeve what they say about the friends I make, I never do, but it eventually gets to me!! And then I’m alone again!!

I don’t even want to think about whether I’m even able to live independently w all the shit I’ve going on

[hopindaforeign]

[lamealternatereality]

Skillet - The Resistance [Official Audio]

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I am a nation, I am a million faces Formed together, made for elevation I am a soldier, I won't surrender Faith is like a fire that never burns to embers

(Who's gonna stand up, who's gonna fight?) The voice of the unheard (Who's gonna break these chains and lies?) Love is the answer I gotta speak it, believe it, that's how I feel inside (I) I (I), can't, can't sit here quiet

You can take my heart, you can take my breath When you pry it from my cold, dead chest

This is how we rise up Heavy as a hurricane, louder than a freight train This is how we rise up Heart is beating faster, feels like thunder Magic, static, call me a fanatic It's our world, they can never have it This is how we rise up It's our resistance, you can't resist us

Can you hear me? Are you listening? Sleeping in the shadows, could be making history (Walk) through the fire, (walk) on the water Used to be a slave, but now you are a conqueror

They can take my heart, they can take my breath When they pry it from my cold, dead chest

This is how we rise up Heavy as a hurricane, louder than a freight train This is how we rise up Heart is beating faster, feels like thunder Magic, static, call me a fanatic It's our world, they can never have it This is how we rise up It's our resistance, you can't resist us

Up, up, up, up, up We're rising up, up, up, up, up The voice of the unheard Rising up, up, up, up, up We're rising up, up, up, up, up Love is the answer Rising up, up, up, up, up We're rising up, up, up, up, up Love is the answer This is how we rise up It's our resistance, you can't resist us

This is how we rise up Heavy as a hurricane, louder than a freight train This is how we rise up Heart is beating faster, feels like thunder Magic, static, call me a fanatic It's our world, they can never have it This is how we rise up It's our resistance, you can't resist us

[mechakingjoe]

I got a popy getter poseidon at the flea market

[repeat-after-me-riddikulus]

Yooooo

Steven Universe is the realist cartoon I have seen in a while. Like damn, it can be pretty heavy.

[malfoyied]

mornin babes !!!!!! i hope yall have a nice day

[brokentoofar-archive]

Late arrival at school today. And we’re supposed to get another foot of snow. Playing hard school huh school board?