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I've been repressing this kin for a while now and I know why but it's just. God. It peaked and I just can't anymore. I was repressing it so much because it's always a neg kinshift, because it always brings back memories about how everyone fucking hated me.

I know other kins of me who actually had good relationships with everyone else but I didn't. Yukio fucking lied to me for years and once the secret was out that I was the son of Satan he treated me like fucking shit as if he wasn't my biological twin. I was a weapon to him and everyone else. Everyone hated me, even my own friends after they found it out. Always the most disgusted glares, excluding me from groups, fearful looks. They hated my fucking guts and sometimes they even got physical. But no!! Rin of course couldn't fight back because he's a dangerous animal, and if he even tries to fucking fight back, execute him! Kill him! His violent behaviors are a sure fucking sign that Satan's within him!! /s.

The only one who wasn't a dick to me was Shiemi and she was scared of me and avoided me.

Shout-out (/pos) to any Yukio kins or anyone in my class who DIDNT treat me like shit, but if you're from my specific timeline? Fuck you.

- Rin Okumura.

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It's just. You really fucked me over, you know? Like there is absolutely no reason the smell of formaldehyde should give me panic attacks, and I hate to say this but it's you're fault that it does

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Me 🤝 Wanda Maximoff : being portrayed as a villain for coping with our ptsd. Even if it was. In not great ways. Or at least that's what my Wanda kin friend says- I've been watching Wandavision, and though I don't kin from it, I hope you're all doing alright after that. -Sylvanas Windrunner (fictive)

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I am in one hell of a dilemma here. As much as I'd love to remember some of my past, yknow, before I showed up here in this kid's body, with the way me in the game acts, I'm...honestly scared to know what I was like. Don't get me wrong here, me in the game is a total and complete jackass (pun intended) and I get that! But ever since I formed here in this life as the me now, I've been a pretty chill dude! Sure I'll crack a few morbid jokes here and there and I'm still pretty blunt, but I am nowhere near as twisted as me in game!

God I'm just...terrified. I want to remember, but I don't want to remember being that horrible monster.

Full offense to the me in the game, you really should have caught wind of the pattern of people you trust backstabbing you. You should have seen it way back at the start with Mox. If it didn't hit there, it should've hit with Angel.

There are so many people I feel I have to apologize to. Angel, Rhys, Moxxi, Timothy, every Vault Hunter who met me, I'm so, so sorry. Regardless if I someday remember being different or not, it excuses nothing, and you all deserve way, way better.

-Handsome Jack (#fictive and #stormsys please party cat)

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The host of my system just started playing fe3h again after like a year and I was immediately thrown out of dormancy, into a Flayn shift, and also into Deep Emotional Distress, time to once again feel immense guilt over how I betrayed my family -canon divergent Flayn (pls don't tag as fictive, I'm not a fictive just a headmate who kins)

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azulaaaaaa!!! okay look its total bs that you didnt get a redemption arc like we were both traumatized kids and i Will fight the writers about this. anyways i forgive you and i miss you sm -zuko

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I really really wonder how I died sometimes. No one could kill me unless I let them but why the hell would I let an enemy kill me? I also couldn't die of old age, thanks to Snoke. So how the fuck did I die? I would think that I would remember how I died in my literal last life but nope. The only thing I kinda remember is Snoke being all worried but that could've just been one of the times where I got seriously injured. It's just strange how I can't remember certain things -Canon Divergent Kylo

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Finally realized why the major ship involving me bothers me. Gay fetishization! Thanks, folks! I totally appreciate it. Because it's not like I was dealing with serious trauma after losing all but a fraction of myself. Because it's not like the man I'm shipped with went quite literally insane in a violent and vulgar manner! I wish people would quit with the pink/black, flirty/edgy dynamic. It isn't cute. - Damien (#💛🗝)