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Programmed culture is going from pre-discovery "I am a horrible person and my thoughts and behaviors mean I deserve to suffer"
Tothe post discovery "ohhh that was a sign huh... and not even subtle about it"
programmed culture is... i forgor
programmed culture is are we tired or is that narco programming
Programmed culture is feeling invalid due to mostly only experiencing iota/isolation programming and not things such as sexual and physical abuse :(
programmed culture is being drawn to themes of coercion or even TBMC in media for a reason you can't explain ("I must be a horrible person for feeling drawn to it, I have zero history with it" -> denial)
Programmed culture is having a hypnosis kink, wishing you didn't, and (still) the topic of hypnosis being extremely triggering in everyday interactions.
Sometimes it is so hard to resist researching hypnosis and searching up hypnosis fantasies. I keep coming back to it and it is so embarrassing. Writing this for other people to see feels so exposing.
The research did originally help me get past the internal barrier to find the truth about the mind control abuse. But now that I feel more "comfortable" with it, I keep reading hypnosis fantasies I don't really even intend to live out. Like I said, it's embarrassing, especially when the mind control has caused so much trauma and pain.
Can anybody relate?
(I hope this is an okay thing to ask about)
#tw:hypnosis
Programmed culture is vanishing for days to weeks from ur friend circle even though you love your friends because you forget youre allowed to have more than one person close to you now.
Programmed culture is oh you mean this hyper specific conditioning due to it wasn’t a normal childhood experience and now it heavily affects how I think??
