#queliotpasta

[fishfingersandscarves]

reread all of Our Sublime Refrain by @queliotpasta and @summersteve and cried, so that’s where i’m at

[three--rings]

queliotpasta replied to your post “Hey, so, there are a lot of things I want people in fandom not to do. ...”

i'm really feeling this too. Like I feel like the fandom took a complete nosedive after 4x11 and now everyone is irrational and staking their entire happiness and mental health on the outcome of a TV show. Like I'm queer as hell and want queliot but like, it can't be the only thing keeping you going rant over in your replies lol

I was just thinking about this while writing yet another post tonight.  But seriously, folks, it’s important to take care of yourself in fandom.  

I understand mental illness.  Both as a former professional in the field and as a sufferer.  I 100% use fandom and fiction as coping mechanisms to deal with my mental state.  But there’s an unhealthy thing that can happen when you put too much of yourself into fandom.  Your self-worth and self-image can get tied in to fiction.  

But, I think the real problem isn’t so much that you care too much about fiction, but that arguing within fandom becomes such a big part of you that you can’t face the idea of not being right.  It’s clear how quickly sides form, factions form and suddenly you’re not just a person or a username, but a Shipper.  Or a Stan for whoever or whatever.  It’s part of your identity, it’s who you’re friends with, and suddenly we have fucking political parties in something that’s supposed to be about all of us liking the same thing.  

I’ve been in fandom 20 years.  I’ve seen a LOT, kids.  I’ve seen all the big Fandom Wank stories of the past in real time.  I’ve seen ship wars that led to Actual Death Threats  (thanks Doctor Who fandom!)  Countless friendships made and friendships torn apart over what happens on TV.  I’ve been called names and accused of things.  I’ve lost friends and entire communities and it fucking HURT.  

Guys.  Be kind.  Whatever you’re fighting about, fighting for, it’s not worth breaking your heart and ruining your mental health.  Or someone else’s.  Seriously.  

Be kind.  If you can’t be kind, disengage.  If you’re likely to get hurt over something, step back and protect yourself.  Life is fucking short and art makes it worthwhile.  

[amagpie]

oops, @spiders-hth-is-an-outlier tagged me in this like a month ago, but here we are! answering questions on the internet! let’s go!

Name: I have tried to make Mac happen to varying degrees of success. So, Marissa.

Fandoms: Right now pretty much just The Magicians, although I have been rereading some One Direction fic and Glee fic from years ago. Also, always Harry Potter and Buffy.

Where You Post: AO3, although I did post a Roosterteeth fic on tumblr like years ago

Most Popular Oneshot: turn me on, turn me off. Even though it’s part of a series, I’m going to count it because they’re all basically just stand-alone porny fics. 

Most Popular Multi-Chapter Story: The only one I’ve written, which is Veins Fit to Bursting. 

Favorite Story You Wrote: Veins Fit to Bursting! I have basically been preparing to write something about the buffy-verse my entire life, so it just felt so fitting. I loved playing around with morality questions and indulging my vampire kink. It was also my first time building a world, which was so fun! I’m honestly so proud of it and it defines my 2019 to me in a lot of ways. 

How You Choose Your Titles: Either they’re some kind of phrase that feels relevant or a song lyric. For vampire fics in particular, there’s like trope-y words that everyone uses  (blood, veins, bite, etc.) that I wanted to include somehow. Fun fact, the original title of Veins Fit to Bursting was actually Empty Veins (because depression), but then I was like nah, this isn’t a story about being depressed so much as a story about finding hope. 

Do You Outline?: No for shorter fics that are basically just a scene or two anyway, and I kind of figured out what kind of outlining I need while writing Veins Fit to Bursting. 

Complete: On AO3, 10! I took a fanfiction writing class in college taught by my girlfriend in which I think I wrote maybe 3? But only ever posted 1 of those. 

Coming Soon/Not Yet Started: This week I’m contributing to the Eliot birthday fest, and then I’m slowly but surely working on a kink discovery no beast Brakebills era fic. And I have a vague idea of wanting to write some kind of werewolf thing to explore sappy pack feelings and cuddling, but we’ll see if I ever get to that. 

Do You Accept Prompts?: Sure! I have not written for any prompts yet, but that could be fun. If anyone has a specific angle of a kink they’d like me to write I am very open to hearing suggestions!

Upcoming Story You Are Most Excited to Write: I’m not sure if it’s going to play a role in the kink discovery au, but I’ve been thinking a lot in the past week about Eliot’s substance abuse issues and wanting to explore that. I think, understandably, a lot of fic either picks up after he’s decided to cut back or portrays him still in the functioning stages of alcoholism, but I’m excited and nervous to tackle it a bit more head on. 

Since this is a lil old now I’m not sure who hasn’t done it, but if you haven’t yet, then I’m tagging @hmgfanfic and @queliotpasta

[butterflydm]

queliotpasta

They talked about the trust of the audience, well I REALLY don’t trust them now

Yeah, seeing Sera talk about how the audience needs ‘real death’ in order to trust showrunners was such a baffling ‘wft?’ moment. Your show has talking rabbits, Sera. Talking rabbits. It ain’t Game of Thrones. Before 4x13, it never tried to be.

[fishfingersandscarves]

commission of @queliotpasta ‘s dnd oc!

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tagged by @lizardkingeliot thank you for enabling my need to overshare

tagging @portraitofemmy @ofshadowsandstars and @queliotpasta

this excerpt is a section from court of strangers which is my book/tv crossover fic that is largely getting out of hand (my youth, our youth ch7 is in progress but i’m saving that chap to post in full ^^ )

Quentin felt himself gathered into a strong-armed embrace. 

“Where have you been!” A familiar voice laughed. “You ridiculous, ridiculous man. I was starting to think you were dead.” 

Quentin shuddered. 

It made no sense that Eliot was so glad to see him. The tension between them the past few days had been…charged, to say the least. After the throne room, Quentin felt like a kicked dog. Eliot had pulled away. They spoke, but nothing of substance. They didn’t talk about how Margo had saved them, and what that meant. They didn’t talk about the Mosaic, not about Arielle, never about Teddy. Quentin’s heart had been torn in two that day twice over. Remembering had been like waking from a long hazy dream to stark reality. He had twice-fold memories; of aches and pains and magic and loss and life. So, so much life lived. He couldn’t stand it. He was bursting with knowledge, he felt like a book begging to be read, consumed. But Eliot had snapped him shut and tucked him away on the shelf. He had to accept it. There was nothing else he could do.

[yourtinseltinkerbell]

queliotpasta replied to your photo: He laughs, wet and ragged. Feeling like—tattered...

Is this a fic? I would love to read but I think the link might be broken.

it is! it’s for mhhe: the link goes to a countdown post which will redirect to the fic, once it’s up (in the next few hours).

[demiromanticmickey]

queliotpasta replied to your photo “My life right now :/”

I find green really clings for some reason. I did blue once, and upon washing it immediately turned green and stuck there until I cut it.

I think in my case its the dye I used this time. I usually use Manic Panic shades of blue, mainly atomic turquoise, but this time I used mostly Arctic Fox’s Aquamarine. It was more green from the start, but atomic turquoise is sold out a lot and I just couldn’t find more this time, even online, so I just went with aquamarine. I’m not too bummed. I want to do orange, but I’m mixing in pink and yellow so I hope I only have to do one more round of bleaching on the green part so the new colors can kinda cancel out the greens in my hair. Idk! I guess I’ll see how it turns out!