#questioning ppd

[cluster-a-culture]

questioning PPD + autistic culture is hhhhooouughhhh my god I hate Allistics so much everyone is Scary and they Hate Me and they fundamentally don't understand me I Can't Talk To Them I am CONSTANTLY misunderstood even when I think I am speaking Perfectly Fine. Why. Why do you not understand me why does this world hate me it is So Impossible to be Normal and society is BUILT against me I want to go live in a hermit autistic-only society and never talk to an allistic person AGAIN. i'm TIRED of being SCARED of BEING MYSELF i am so scareds all the time :(((( help !!!

(I am hinged enough to realize I am talking a little irrational I desperately need to talk to my therapist ereyesterday. but I Am in fact tired of allistics today in particular and I still desire for such a society I'm not going to lie!)

[the-ribombee-constellation]

Collecting personality disorders like Pokémon

[ppd-culture-is]

(Questionig) PPD culture is realizing how much of the fear/anxiety you face is actually paranoia and how long you've had it. (I am. Coping well enough /lh.) (Bonus points as I'm also questioning AvPD. I really just got fucked in this department /silly.)

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[cluster-a-culture]

(Questioning) PPD + BPD culture is doing something impulsive then fearing that what if someone recorded me? What if they have videos or photos and they find me online? What if they show it off to other people? What if they get me in legal trouble?

[cluster-a-culture]

questioning ppd culture is realizing my "covert npd symptons" were just a pattern of paranoia ive been living under since i was a kid, lol

[theones-sealedaway]

i can't ever find medical websites that aren't extremely vague so asking ze tumblr if there's any creditable resources for PPD that are more specific with symptoms? Or at least like PPD vs Psychosis?

lmk if there's any other tags that might help reach more people 😭 im desperate my google skills are so bad. life experience also works if anyone has anything!!! ajfjkdkd

FYI i am going to talk to my therapist about it but I don't see her until next week and wanna do some more research that isn't "pwPDs suck and should DIE"