SnakeWithAHat

random ass blog - he/him very mentally ill & will post about that probably!

[theones-sealedaway]

Pinned post! EDITED wooo

pt: Pinned post! Edited wooo

No set posting theme, just random stuff. Taken, gay, trans, and uhhh yeah!

We have a lot of undiagnosed mental issues, we've done A TON of research of the disorders we claim to have. This is a safe space for self-dx and will always will be.

DID, PTSD, ASD, ADHD, OCD are all either medically recognized or have had a lot of research put into it!

Stances, tags, and userboxes under the cut

Stances:

Cluster B abuse is not a thing, fuck off

Any PD abuse is not a thing, also fuck off

You're responsible for your actions, mentally ill or not.

Harmful transIDs and radqueers are weird, don't do that

MAGA can fuck off

Abortion is healthcare

Cringe isn't a thing

Endogenic "systems" & their supporters are either uneducated or ableist. NOTE: ones who identified with endogenic terms but realized they were not a system or had a CDD are always welcome !!

Pro-C paraphilias are weird, talking about harmful ones here

Do not try & change our mind on this shit, I don't care.

Tags (if I remember) will be

#.⊗. rambles

#.⊗. rants

#.⊗. queer

#.⊗. dissociative identity disorder

#.⊗. obsessive compulsive disorder

#.⊗. tw: ocd rituals

#.⊗. tw: post traumatic stress disorder

#.⊗. people piss me off

#.⊗. alterhuman

^ i think they're self-explanitory , send an ask if not ig idk

[insomnia-cat]

This is an obvious troll. Please do not interact with trolls and give them more access to people to hurt. Pleeeease.

Edited to add: I thought I should say, you should also just block this guy. The more of us who block him preemptively based on his behavior now, the less of an audience he has for the attention he wants and the less people will be hurt by him.

[theones-sealedaway]

looked at the blog and he said trans people dating cis people are akin to beastiality because of "how wrong it is". block and move on this guy isn't worth the effort holy shit

[radiolightning]

In case anyone is having a bad night:

Here is the fudgiest brownie in a mug recipe I’ve found

Here are some fun sites

Here is a master post of Adventure Time episodes and comics

Here is a master post of movies including Disney and Studio Ghibli

Here is a master post of other master posts to TV shows and movies

*tucks you in with fuzzy blanket* *pats your head*

You’ll be okay, friend <3

[meanwolfs-remade-deactivated201]

i will reblog this everytime it shows up because any of my followers could have a bad night right now

[becausewhatiam-iswhatimnot]

All these links, besides the first, are broken. So here’s some more.

Here’s an emergency compliment

Here you can play 2048

Here’s a playlist of Bob ross

Here’s a website to watch movie’s and shows for free

Here’s a website to watch documentaries for free

Here you can to nothing for two minutes

Here you can break something. It’s good for anger

Here’s a button to press to make everything okay

Here’s a site to cut something up (TRIGGER WARNING)

Here’s a site that makes you a website depending on a song you choose

Here’s a gay comic. It’s adorable

Here you can spend Bill Gate’s money

Here you can draw your own island

Here you can learn about patterns website’s use

Here you can get your life stats

Here you can listen to the Tucker Zone (Headphones needed)

Here you can see how fast you’re moving

Here you can see the progress of time

Here you can see the future of the universe 

[becausewhatiam-iswhatimnot]

Want some more? 

Here’s the butterfly project

Here’s a snickerdoodle mug cake

Here’s a link to some free audiobooks

Here’s something to read when you feel like a burden

Here’s a secret

Here’s my playlist of some sea shanties 

Here’s another secret

Here’s a link to some cool websites 

Here’s a blog that gives you recipes for when you’re low on spoons

Here’s some Brony Headcanon’s

[becausewhatiam-iswhatimnot]

Some more? I’ve got plenty

Here’s 100,000 stars

Here you can control the weather (TW FLASHING IMAGES)

Here you can weave silk

Here you can make a castle of your own

Here you can make a kaleidoscope drawing

Here you can explore recursion

Here you can play a jelly block game

[becausewhatiam-iswhatimnot]

I’m back with some more! 

Here you can draw with pasta

Here you can draw logo’s from memory

Here you can play this is sand, here you draw cool sand designs

Here you can play The Organ Trail

Here’s a customizable white noise website

Here you can simulate gravity

Here you can create your own guardian of the galaxy

Here you can make your own galaxy

Here’s a website you can get some support at.

[becausewhatiam-iswhatimnot]

to find later

[addiewho]

Here you can split circles into smaller and smaller pieces (I found this really satisfying)

Here you can have images of people point to where your pointer is

Here you can paint someone’s nails

Here you can grow a garden across your screen (Audio included)

Here you can try out all kinds of mind illusions (Trigger Warning: Flashing Lights)

Here you can see how many miles you have scrolled

Here you can watch a website load forever, although you might be getting enough of this on Tumblr mobile

Here’s a rickroll

Here you can remind yourself that you’re awesome.

Here you can throw trash into a dustbin only for it to bounce right back out (Audio included)

Here you can make sand dunes using sand (Audio included)

And here you can generate more cool websites like these

[boy-in-the-stars]

pinning thissss

[fiddlepickdouglas]

And yet more!!!

Here you can listen to a gentle rainstorm

Here you can make snowflakes

Here is a Line Rider feature film with relaxing music

Here is the entire script to the Princess Bride (many don’t need it but it’s fun to read anyway)

Here is an abbreviated script for the entirety of Book 1 of A:TLA that I made out of anger at the film that definitely doesn’t exist

Here is a playlist of the top 10 most relaxing songs ranked according to science

Here’s a site where you can make a dude beatbox with fun animations

[nyxsomnia7]

I’m fully aware I will need this at some point.

[p2w-sys]

How can i be positive if i don't want to be positive.

It feels forced. No i am not positive or hope core or any shit like that. Can i suffer for one second.

I know it's "anti recovery" or some bullshit like that. Let me be negative towards myself & my life for one second. Ong it feels annoying.

Why does everyone expect everyone to be positive every moment of their lives. I won't tell others that I'm feeling shitty of course but i am not being positive either. No. Thanks

[theones-sealedaway]

it's not anti recovery to be feeling effects from a disorder and anyone who says otherwise needs to double check the definition of anti recovery.

many mental disorders make people suffer and you (general) are allowed to feel the effects of that suffering

[daialune]

lovestruck (caineworld mini comic)

note: SORRY FOR THE DELAY FOR CH.3!!! my perfectionist ass can’t let this chapter be….

[theones-sealedaway]

reason #2038 why we hate endos

just remembered that we thought we were willo because turns out we are extremely fragment heavy and *a lot* of fragments latched onto fixation media during our syscovery

that harmed us a ton and still does because most of us still don't know a ton abt our childhood. it's incredibly frustrating to fakeclaim ourselves because of stupid shit like this

(also my bad i forgot we had this so haven't been posting a ton)

[theones-sealedaway]

have an anger holder and love enhancer in front call that uh...... something

[a-mel0n]

reblog if you’ve had an online friendship that’s lasted more than 2 years

[theones-sealedaway]

have two online friendships lasting 4 years and ongoing 🔥

[theones-sealedaway]

forgive my poor cropping skills

when will people realize that this is a debilitating disorder? yes, you're allowed to love and appreciate your headmates but saying "being plural means love" implies that it isn't a debilitating disorder that is normal to absolutely despise. i love some of my fellow entities, some are amazing but i hate this disorder. i hate the implication that being plural means you always get along with everyone in your system.

and of course this post was endo-safe, i just wanted to rant because truly this isn't how it works all the time.

[theones-sealedaway]

killing Pinterest cuz wtf is this shit, they made one for -favorable and that's when i blocked them

[theones-sealedaway]

i can't ever find medical websites that aren't extremely vague so asking ze tumblr if there's any creditable resources for PPD that are more specific with symptoms? Or at least like PPD vs Psychosis?

lmk if there's any other tags that might help reach more people 😭 im desperate my google skills are so bad. life experience also works if anyone has anything!!! ajfjkdkd

FYI i am going to talk to my therapist about it but I don't see her until next week and wanna do some more research that isn't "pwPDs suck and should DIE"

[anti-willo-miku]

Hi! This is my take on an anti-endo / “sysmed” flag. I personally use sysmed to describe myself because

A. Endos throw it around like its an insult, but yes, I do view a medical condition as something medical, what about it?

B. I wanted to make a cool flag.

The purple stands for intelligence and wisdom, and the yellow is for healing, trauma recovery and solidarity between the community.

The caduceus is a symbol of medicine (which is why there is a Rod of Asclepius version!) the gears represent systemhood!

Stamps, userboxes and no symbol below!!

[rogerrrroger]

breaking my 2+ year no posting streak cuz this design was too good

Background image of AM, Caines long ass covered it too much and i lowk like it too much not to post

[apradonite]

when ur close 2 me

[theones-sealedaway]

our most frequent fronter is locked out of front what do we DO

he was the most stable too omg star hasn't been able to access front for a week or so and we've been struggling so bad

[theones-sealedaway]

vent, cw's in tags

i hate being in crisis and not wanting to bother anyone. i used to just message the suicide hotline but then someone from there called the cops because i took "too many" (5) meds before reaching out to them.

i get it, it's understandable. i just can't stand reaching out to them again because that caused me to have my phone taken (my online friends helped more than they realize) and i had to have extreme monitoring at all times. i got yelled at for months afterward because my parents aren't that bad and i could be taken away to a foster home that beats me instead of just threatening to and making me scared they would.

i can't have that happening again, im terrified to reach out but i feel like such a bother trying to talk to anyone. ive also had friends call the cops when i took 11 painkillers and they told me i was fine. that interaction didnt end well regarding my parents either.

i also can't talk to my parents because, im sure you've seen the pattern now, they scream at me that ill put them on the news as "the parents that couldn't care for their child" and make them "so unpopular with their friends" so do i "really want to do that to them?"

and when my brother (bless his heart) tried to divert attention away from me by saying he's tried too, he got reassurance and then they went right back to screaming at me

he's always been the favorite anyway, i dont blame him, he's always tried to help me out of punishment for things i didnt do (unsuccessfully, we both got punished instead) and tried to convince my parents to make something i (later diagnosed with ARFID) would like so i wasn't going to bed without eating anything for 3 days at a time. i was 13 when i hit 100 lbs (45.4 kg), and then i dropped back down. they saw no concern other than i "did it to myself." the hunger got to the point where i couldn't eat half a meal without nausea, where i was throwing up every day because i was so hungry

i was 6 years old when i started to think i might be adopted because they treated me so differently from my brother... because even though he admitted to doing something that i was being punished for, id still get spanked more. id still have small bruises on my arms from resisting them pulling me to my room and a sore throat from crying and begging them to not spank me. id get in more trouble than he ever would.

they still refuse to talk about it. they refuse to believe anything was wrong. to the point where i constantly question if im just being dramatic

that's what they always told me after all.

it's been a rough few weeks lol

[howlsnteeth]