#reed rants

[bellareedisnotok]

if you press me I'll say shit like the marriage of John and Mary was null because Mycroft had Sherlock and John legally married by week one.

[accidentalmistress]

I am so fucking done with this week -_-

[bookishbratbabe]

Today was one of the most stressful work days I’ve had in a while. I’m finally home and and I still just want to cry.

[finnmafia]

tyson barrie and alexander kerfoot deserve better than the fucking leafs

[astro-enby]

Apparently I cant wear a skirt because im not a girl and if I want to be respected as non binary I shouldnt wear it. When you say clothes dont have gender I hope you dont just mean girls wearing masculine clothes and boys wearing dresses but enbys wearing whatever they want without fear of their identity being disrespecred or questioned. Would you tell a male that they shouldnt wear a skirt because theyll be mistaken for a girl? Or that if they wear it youll call them she/her instesd of he? Why are enbys discouraged from wearing their assigned genders stereotypical clothes? If I where to wear masculine clothes youd praise me. Why cant I look cute as well as handsome? Why cant I look pretty as well as masc? Screw you and your judgement. I look cute in a skirt and I shouldnt have to fear you disrespecting me.

[accidentalmistress]

Smol rant under the cut

There was a post recently asking for recs for snz wav guys, and like... I want to say something about one of the guys who was recommended, but I also don't want to be a dick and spoil people's fun just because this guy was kind of an asshole to me. It's not like he was a creep or outright mean, he was just a self-centered douche who constantly fished for compliments while never having anything nice to say about my content and even belittling it at one point. But it was a while ago, and I've deleted all of the chats, so I have no evidence that it even happened, and I guess it feels kinda petty to say anything about it and name names now. Anyway, that's it. Nothing earth-shattering, just feeling frustrated.

[accidentalmistress]

Not snz, mental health

My doctor on Monday: Have you had any depression in the past two weeks?

Me: *really thinks about it* No, I've actually been pretty good lately!

Fast forward to today:

[accidentalmistress]

I know I shouldn't compare myself to other snz content creators, but it's so hard not to sometimes. Like, I know that it's basically the "holy shit, two cakes!" meme where I'm looking between someone else's wav and mine and thinking "theirs is so much better", but most people are looking at them and thinking "HOLY SHIT, TWO WAVS!"

But there's always that voice at the back of my mind telling me that I should be doing better, that I should be doing more, even if I don't know exactly when I could be doing this hypothetical "more". I could count on one hand the number of times I've had the house to myself for more than an hour in the entire past year, and as many of y'all who make recordings know, it is awful nerve-wracking if not downright impossible to try to do this shit when other people are around.

Anyway, just venting. Screaming into the void, as it were. We now return you to regularly scheduled 📯 scrolling.