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[peculiarnation4u]

A very half assed attempt at the other krakens the movie forgot about :p

Non glowy forms tho

[erissaacorn]

Pls pls pls don’t let skibidi rozzum be my most liked post. Here, how about some

RUBY GILLMAN YURI?

Eh? Eeeeh? Ahaha-

… only in Ohio…

[justalittlerandomartist]

I have to feed you all sometime so here

[jazzymarie1006]

Five pairings in movies that I adore & their relationship development.

[flufflyskrill]

old art from when the second teenage kraken trailer came out. i remember taking a lot of inspiration from rebecca sugar’s art at the time

[thatfilthyanimal]

tw: stalking, grooming, pedophilia, sexual abuse, past suicidal thoughts

I've recently been made aware that Dupsy is still talking about me and is now going to random Megamind fans that don't know me and telling them to avoid me. I'm also aware that they're doing this in the Ruby Gillman fandom. I have no words to really describe the level of discomfort this brings me, but I will attempt.

First of all, all the "grooming" allegations were thoroughly debunked and proven to be bullshit. I can't believe I have to even say this. I'm a victim of grooming and sexual abuse myself. It's extremely traumatic and life-altering shit, and never something I would want to inflict on someone else. I feel like it should be obvious, with the measures I took in the server to ensure no child is exposed to such things. I was recently diagnosed with PTSD due to the shit that happened to me when I was growing up, and between processing that in therapy sessions and stomaching transitioning in a near-constant hostile-to-trans-people online social media hellscape, I am tired.

I love Megamind, more than anything, and this is known and obvious to anyone who's met me. This movie saved my life when I was extremely suicidal and planning to end my life back in 2010. Watching the movie when I did gave me something to focus on, a distraction, and a responsibility as a fandom member that helped distract me long enough to get out of the planning mindset I was in. Had I not seen the movie, I do not think I would have stuck around. I will leave it at that.

And moderating fandom spaces for Megamind has been lovely! I adore this fandom. The people in it are extremely talented and sweet, and just so damn nice, like by default. I say this all the time but I've never experienced another fandom space quite like it. There are usually bad eggs in fandoms, and perhaps -I- am said "bad egg" to some, but genuinely this one is special. I have always felt that way, even when the bad eggs show up and make a stink. It has always felt worth being here for, to me.

And while I hate to give Dupsy the satisfaction of knowing they hurt me, I need to be honest-- it's been rough. I stopped talking in my server, I locked up on most of my friends and stopped talking even in DMs. I still struggle with severe anxiety in the server and have talked to Dal on various occasions about transferring the server ownership to him. He's been very patient with my freakouts and super understanding, but it's still hard. This WAS a place I felt safe, for over ten years! And now it feels like any minor can just say I'm a groomer or a pedo or whatever with ZERO consequences, just because they're mad, just because these are words that make people go "oh shit" and listen, and man! It's not ok! And this coupled with the fact that trans people are often called groomers just for existing, just… man! I'm tired. I'm so tired.

There are real, severe, damaging effects to these claims being thrown around so casually. It's hurtful to me, as a victim of sexual abuse, because when I came forward to people about what happened when -I- was a minor, I was told I "wanted it" and "asked for it". It was made to be my fault that I was abused, and I internalized it for years. It nearly killed me. I cannot stress enough how important it is to not use claims like pedophilia and grooming so lightly-- these are VERY damning terms to use on people and should be reserved for people ACTUALLY HARMING OTHERS. Being mad I banned you from the server is not "abuse" and using my Customer Service Voice to be nice to you and then being obviously tired of you when you were banned is not "emotional grooming". What the actual fuck. ALSO. This was well over a year ago! Why am I still having to post about this? Why are you still TALKING about me? And yet again I ask, where the HELL are your parents?

Anyway, if you've been wondering why I've been so quiet these days and struggling to socialize… honestly? It's this. I hate that this is what did it. I know people trust and believe me, I know the fandom backs me up regularly and I appreciate them all so much for it. I see it, but I never know how to respond. You guys continue to make this fandom feel safe for me even when my entire brain is screaming to run, and I appreciate you so much for it.

Kids deserve to be trusted when they tell people they've been hurt and I hate that the recent proshipping discourse or whatever you want to call it, this culty all-or-nothing shit, has a bunch of minors growing up feeling like EVERYTHING is something to call rapey or predatory, with apparently little room to distinguish when REAL abuse is happening to them. I don't blame anyone for believing Dupsy, and it's honestly better they DO believe all unproven claims of abuse by default, just to stay safe-- but man, it has consequences that follow people, and really should not be a thing to just throw around because you're mad at someone. I just can't believe they're STILL going around and reaching out to strangers telling them to avoid me… like, what the fuck.

I will be ok, I always am eventually, but I needed to say something, because it's honestly been a while since I've said much of anything.

Keep being kind. <3

[rogue-command]

The idea for a Selkie AU for Ruby Gillman refused to leave my head until I drew something 🐙 🦭 🧜‍♀️

[teanster123]

I've got an idea for a "Ruby Gillman, Teenage Kraken" AU of Hazbin Hotel

I've been thinking of doing a Hazbin Hotel "Ruby Gillman, Teenage Kraken" AU that is a RadioApple AU (even though I do not ship RadioApple) where Lilith is Lucifer's evil and abusive ex-wife who is the same person as (Queen) Nerissa/Chelsea Van Der Zee. (even though I actually want Lilith to turn out to be a false villain and a protagonist in the actual canon Hazbin Hotel and to be a loving and caring wife and mom to Lucifer and Charlie and a benevolent queen who actually cares about Hell and is in Heaven for a good reason what will benefit the Hazbin Hotel instead of hurting it).

Also, the RadioApple-centered "Ruby Gillman, Teenage Kraken" AU version of Hazbin Hotel characters would coexist alongside/with the characters from Ruby Gillman, Teenage Kraken.

Here's the premise of the said RadioApple "Ruby Gillman, Teenage Kraken" AU: Lucifer Morningstar and his husband Alastor are mermen/tritons, and Charlie Morningstar is their teenage mermaid daughter. They live in Oceanside, California, and are very good friends with the Gillmans, and Charlie is best friends with Ruby Gillman. But due to how mermaids can be violent, selfish, and vain narcissists, the Morningstars are trying their hardest to keep their merfolk identities a secret from the Gillmans, all while trying to prove that not every merperson is evil and that merfolk who are just as good, kind, benevolent, and merciful as giant kraken actually do exist. Suddenly, everything is put to the test when Charlie's evil, emotionally abusive, and narcissistic birth mom shows up under the disguise of Chelsea Van Der Zee.

I think I might look for at least one person to collaborate or work together with me on this AU, so let me know if you'd like to join in and be a collaborator and perhaps even be a co-owner of this AU.