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There’s no version of my story where I was saved. No disclosures taken seriously, no ‘mandated reporter’, no rescue.

When I was being trafficked it was all I thought about. Someone will save me. It will end. I will be saved. Only to age out of usefulness, and somehow stay alive. But there’s no version where I was saved.

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being a child sex trafficking survivor online is just as lonely as irl.

it feels like the whole world is built to talk around us, about us, like it’s theory alone.

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Ritual abuse doesn’t mean being sacrificed,

it means being taxidermied.

Stuffed and posed pretty. A dead thing in a skin suit.

Staring blankly as it is stitched and filled, no complaints, no witnesses. No eyes to see through.

Only glass.

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I wonder how many of us are from the little corners nobody looks at.

A tiny pocket world. Outside of prying eyes.

Built as a playground for predators.

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holidays feel like bile in my throat

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I wrote grandfer is evil on my lettering practice board.

I'd learned how to spell evil from a cartoon I liked.

I walked over to his house, and I left it on the welcome mat.

I wonder if it scared him.

I wonder if he stared at those crooked little letters and felt something move in his chest.

If my words made him nervous about knocks on the door.

If unexpected phone calls ever made his stomach drop.

I wonder if he lies awake some nights.

If he listens for footsteps.

If he waits for consequences the way I used to wait for him.

Maybe someday someone with a louder voice will write the same thing.

Bigger letters.

Where everyone can see.

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I don’t know if I was supposed to feel love. I don’t know if the world was meant to be kind.

I don’t understand unconditional affection. And I don’t understand family bonds.

I wonder often if this was always the plan. The only life laid in front of me. If this was always the path I’d walk. Or if something better might have been.

It burns.

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theyre never gone, only waiting

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