my history and why i made this blog
this blog contains:
CSA. trafficking. dissociation.
body horror. memory loss.
and other things lodged in my brain that I canāt clean.
About me
I make art about what happened to me. it started early. and went on longer than it should have.
this is a traumagenic DID system.
I live with physical disability, autism, psychosis, and an eating disorder.
all of this is documented and diagnosed.
this isnāt a place for fighting or argument. I am not here to prove anything.
I lived with ideological grooming, and was part of a non-commercial trafficking ring. I was filmed, assigned roles, and trained to perform.
Expectations
i block based on my own thresholds. it is not personal.
this space is for processing, expression, and memory work.
not for legitimacy discourse or identity policing.
i will not engage in syscourse arguments.
if you are here in good faith, you are welcome.
reblogs always allowed
blog structure and common tags
rot report ā raw entries, vents, updates
rot fragment ā short pieces with intent
visual rot ā poetry, edits, collage, digital work
ledger entry ā longer reflections
reblog loops ā reblogs, added context, comementary
















