#samzazel

[sisterwifesam]

thinking about how dean canonically killed two of sam's rapists (azazel and lucifer).

[fuckjoebiden]

“Samyaza would always stare at his reflection in water afterward— the new shadow on his on his eyes making them appear sunken, but it was a look he liked. Before the war, they — Azazel and Samyaza— were always bickering, but it had been different then. Everything had been different then.”

- Angels and Man, Rafael Nicolas

[lambmotifz]

sam is a deer with gorgeous antlers and his body has so much delicious meat, which attracts all kinds of hunters and hungry predators. john and dean leave hurtful bite marks on his nape when trying to keep and control him, lucifer made (ate) a home for himself between his ribs, azazel sank his teeth deep into his sweet, uncorrupted heart when sam was just a newborn fawn, ruby and brady took their bites out of him too

[whumpchester]

azazel using johns body to rape sam regularly pre-series. sam thinks its john and john doesn't know why sam is suddenly acting different around him or the weird accusations sam makes during their fights, and sam thinks john is denying what he did, which only causes them to fight more

[crucifysam]

walk with me here okay. azazel fucking sam and talking about how much sam reminds him of mary, of her heat, her pretty moans. talks in depth about how invigorating it felt using her wearing samuels skin. how her exclaims of disgust, her please, dad’s sound just like sams. the feel of sam, inside n out, his hair, his smell, just like mary. its the closest sams felt to his mother fucking ever. the more he’s learnt about her aside from johns drunken ramblings. all the while azazel is achingly loving, sweet-talking sam with such adoration and reverence for his creation. saying how sams his as much as he’s johns, how his blood runs through sam just as heavy, just as thick, implies that sam might’ve been mary’s & his’s all along. god. is this thing on.

[holyfreaks]

listen. listen to me. that scene where azazel possesses john. he should have been saying things that only he and sam would understand. he built sam's whole life around demons watching him and the demon blood in his veins. he should have talked about sam's prom night and that teacher that changed sam's life and every intimate detail those demons got from sam. sam should've found out then, through the lips of his father who stalked him at stanford, that he would have never escaped. that he was watched and guided constantly. that he was never alone from demonic presences.

[iliveinyou]

Erlkönig, Johann Wolfgang von Goethe. Translation by iphisesque

[sambi-bambi]

Okay okay okay.... let's talk about Johnzazel🙏😈 Tell me everything.

(Bonus points if you can include SamJohn and SamAzazel.... Dean I honestly don't care about in this dynamic)

im actually headed to the gym rn so let’s yap

so— johnzazel. i KNOW those men had a good hatefuck the first time they ran into each other after mary’s death. it would have been bloody and violent and azazel would have mocked him until he pinned him down and TOOK HIMMMMM because azazel isn’t gonna bottom for some bitch he has under his thumb, tugging john around by string of anger.

and when the deal got made to save dean’s life, azazel kissed him rough and hard, maybe he bit down on that lower lip or shoved his tongue into his mouth, hands pulling uncomfortably at his skin like he wanted to jump inside it. john would’ve spat after and wiped his mouth with the back of his hand like a middle schooler, glaring before azazel took a deep breath and kissed him again, holding him by the hair

when azazel was actually in john? i just know he was playing around with john’s body, touchin’ him in all sorts of places and mocking him in their newly shared head

samjohn!! okay so for samjohn i imagine it as keeping sammy facedown so john could pretend it was his soft, smart wife again, taking him and taking him until sam fled—and it had felt like losing mary all over again, only this time the anger wasn’t at a demon (until, of course, john found out that sam too had been tainted by azazel; because then he punished sam for it like it was his fault), but at sam for running off to stanford

so when azazel got inside of john and saw all the sick, twisted things he’d done to not his littlest son, but THEIR shared golden boy, he not only used it against him in the mind, but also used it against sam. he used john’s body to get with sam, whispering nasty and vile things in his ear until that boy cried

anyways those are my thoughts idk if that’s what you were looking for but xoxo kisses hugs ur amazing i love johnzazel so much