Apr 16, 2022
I go to a Texan Middle School and can't come out, but I alter my appearance to make myself more masc I the ways I can bc dysphoria. Unfortunately I pass enough so that when I go to the girls restroom I scare people. They give me a bunch of looks and sometimes leave. I feel awful for this. I didn't think people would ever see me as a dude, and usually that would be good, but not when I make people worried. But I can't go to the guys room bc if someone who knows me sees me in there I'll get reported. I would say something like "hello" in my girl mode voice so they realize im afab, but anxiety. So sorry girls, I don't want this either.
